Where do you see yourself in 10 years? It's okay user, we are here for you

I'm on my 3rd year studying maritime engineering - want to reach the highest rank and make money. Then I would quit and start my own little business or workshop, maybe even rent apartments.
Go and finaly settle with the girl of my dreams and make a family with her. A big one.

But then, I remember how much of a failure I am and lose all motivation. The first time I ever felt like doing something worthy, was when I worked to raise money and meet my ldr girlfriend.

Now I'm sad, lonely, unmotivated and barely making it in life, with constant thoughts about ending it all.

I wasnt like this anons, I was happier...

I feel ya. But keep studying on that shit. Try working out. Find a new hobby you can loose yourself in. Felt the same way till a coworker introduced me to Airsoft. Since then I've been feeling a shit ton better. Not saying you should do Airsoft. But something to spend a lot of time on. Also get tinder, it's a serious redpill on women but maybe you'll get lucky.
Don't be Pic related

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Only God knows. I've learned not to worry too much about it.

maybe we'll be in a sauna together, all sweaty n dat

I tried doing paintball since there is a local active team, but I got quickly bored of it. My team was trying to contact me, but always felt like finding excuses.

I'll try and graduate first. Maybe if I do that everything will get way better and easier for me. It's the only thing I have going for me right now honestly.

Thanks, user

Probably just hanging around, enjoying the beginning of the 4th term of Trump's presidency

HoMeLeSs

Dude if you play some vidya you can totally hmu. For me it started the same. Ended up down a spiral of depression and self hate. 3 years further and 2 suicide attempts later I'm finally feeling better. Therapy is working now too. Just don't do what I did and hide it. Tell people how you feel and shit.

OP will still be a faggot

still working with nuclear missiles

probably alone and very depressed
might have killed myself by then
who knows

Most likely homeless or dead.

Never in my life have I thought about being homeless one day, but here I am... actively looking at good "spots" to sleep at once I finally become one.

don't do it fam, try to save yourself before you can't.

Thanks, but dont have any good vidya apart from old ones.

I wanted to jump in front of a train a few months ago. Right now I'm just thinking of suicide, but I'd rather have someone else to kill me or die in another way. I dont want to be open about it. I feel its humiliating for me to start seeing doctors and therapists. Not that there is something inherently wrong, it's just I want to portray myself as emotionaly invulnerable.

I hope life will treat us well in the future. Godspeed user, godspeed

10 years ago, I saw myself working for Intel or AMD producing the generation CPUs. It was my goal to understand a computer down to the component level. Now I am in IT working with different kinds of computer systems rather than designing them due to the opportunity at hand. It feels like I am trying to reach for the sun knowing that I getting burned in the process. I am almost there but never quite.

In poços de Caldas

Maritime engineering sounds cool. Build underwater drones or something, start a company find investors, make the big bucks with other people’s money. The dude who made oculus and sold it to Facebook for millions was a drop out of Cal State Long Beach with a prototype in his moms garage and a dream.

let's all do this

Did the same dude. You feel like that now. That it's just all your fault and that you're alone in it. But you're not. Countless people feel the same and everyone around you wants to help. I kept it to myself for 3 years and when I finally told my parents you wanna know what they did? They got mad. And I mean fucking pissed off that I didn't say anything sooner. No one wants to see you suffer, get help.
Don't keep it to yourself user. You'll eventually jump in front of something if you do.

I'm never really sure where I'll be.
Plan A is to coast along and work with GF to build something. Which has no finality because idk if she'll stay with me or what our end goal actually is.
Plan B is to work a job that gives me a shit ton of OT, save up a fuck ton of money, and move to a nicer state where I can be a lonely stranger. Maybe I'll get mauled by a cougar on a hike and I'll experience the divine in my final moments.
Plan B sounds more fun and secure to me.

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Currently trying to pull myself out of the endless mental masturbation that I spun myself into via all these years with the alt right.

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Maybe you'll see my name in some US underwater drone prototypes soon, if I make it :)

I know what has to be done user. I know people will get angry, sad, frustrated if I dont say anything and one day they find me dead.
I used to preach that to my ex, since she had depression. I always encourage people I know to seek help and even try to make them feel better temporarily.
It's just, I sometimes dont feel like I'm much of a use and want to save time from others who want to invest time and love to me.

It's good to have someone to talk to, even anonymously. We will make it, life finds a way

I think I'm gonna be a massive rock star, but realistically I'm just gonna be just as depressed, either working as a computer engineer or some shitty job.

sigh

I will have the same shitty job and be quite the alcoholic guy
Nothing really different from the present

dead. likely liver failure, heart failure, or cancer. will probably die alone and hated, too.

I have all the material things I need. my own apartment, a car, I have a job ...

people at work, especially women, always say that I have a great sense of humor, they love being around me

but in my private life, I feel terrible. lonely, depressed, I don't have a gf, I don't have friends, I have nothing

anyone knows that feel?

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Killing people also

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12 years ago on acid i hallucinated my future in my 40s. living alone in an apartment, no social life, no friends, no wife/gf/kids, coming home from work every day sitting on the couch with a microwave dinner and tv, smoke some weed, drink some beer pass out and do it all over again.

as time has gone on, i've slowly discovered this becoming a reality. instead of an apartment to myself, i have a roommate i dont interact with. instead of coming home from work its coming home from school. instead of coach with tv, its my bed with netflix/youtube.

my thinking was if i work hard in school, get good job and live like a nigger spending the minimum amount i could retire and use my savings to get high on heroin for the next 5-10 years til i run out of money then with the last of my money do one last big shot to kill myself.

Something is going to happen to make me rich.

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Fantasy world,user.

I hope for this aswell

No it's going to happen. I have many untapped talents.

Probably working a low paying job, doing as little as I can to get by, smoking myself to death. Same as I am now really

Studying mechanical enginnering right now, but basically just want to have a nice life. Finish the degree and travel as much as I can, meet some nice girls, and of course get a decent job, IF everything goes wrong I'll just be a priest in my home town, and like any other, just have some random affairs with married wives

that's not the worst that could happen. you could be in prison or dead

I try not to think about it because I tend to have a strong fear of death and finality... but im hoping maybe still working security for a larger company maybe
i have too much of a knight complex that i simply love the work too much.
>have my own apartment
>generally reclusive/introverted but care too much to go full hikikomori
>its the first job that ive yet to feel like im "working"
best case senario I go full on Adam Jensen, I already have similar facial hair

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running my fathers I502 marijuana industrial grow, making 250k a year, looking at the window of the house i dreamt of with the wife and kids ive always wanted thinking to myself "I finally made it".

>Where do you see yourself in 10 years?
Shitposting on 4chinny....faggot.

no one does user,
probably because of two first paragraphs