Whats On Your Mine /b

I'm a mut but it's ok I'm also florida man

Baltimore

Op here. what does a mutt mean?
this was also me sorry I forgot to say. OP here.

I'm an old white guy from NH, but I see my Dominican friends in Lawrence Mass 4 or 5 times a week.

it means I'm mixed race like when a coal burner has a baby but I'm not a nigger

OP here. what wrong with being a "nigger" not sure what that means either because i've heard people tell white people stop acting like a nigger or say some blacks aren't niggers. so im not to sure on the meaning.

They do like to have a good time. They are all much younger than me, in their 20s, but I realized that I needed to diversify my friend portfolio to include someone other than other old white guys and their wives and my one black friend. I'm not racist, there are no black people around here.

OP here. I wouldn't say you were racist even if there was alot of black people around and you conciouslly chose to make friends with other white people. it's only naturally to want to be around other people you can relate to. I just know we aren't as different as we think. so I would like to relate to everyone in a way, and maybe i'l learn little about my self. although it usually work vice versa

alright there is a lot wrong with being a nigger but it doesn't mean that your black. a nigger is a type of person that glorifies violence, drug use, and generally being a unproductive member of society.
there the kind of people that rob gas stations rape and kill for fun and are dead beat parents

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I've learned a lot hanging out with the Dominicans. Which I figured would happen. Now I have a half a dozen close friends from Lawrence and I go to see them and sometimes they come to my house instead.

I wish the rap industry didn’t glorify drugs and violence. I’m tired of losing my friends because they wanna seem tougher than they really are. Fuck this fucking planet.

I'm half black and I was raised in a german village full of neo-nazis, fun times.

Other than that I'm currently in assisted living for paranoid schizophrenia, I'm medicated and I stopped having symptoms about 6 months ago. I'm thinking of leaving and starting a normal life somewhere, only thing thats stopping me is that I don't have any qualifications for a good paying job and my resume has a lot of holes. I was homeless in the past and addicted to drugs, I'll be 30 next year, kinda feels like I missed the starting gun

You may have a late start, but you can still thrive. If you're in assisted living they should be able to help you get a job or help you get training so you can qualify for something. If theres a mental health hospital near you you could consider working there. They always hire former patients as long as they are doing well.

Sometimes I wonder why I haven’t offed myself yet. I genuinely don’t have much reason not to, but something is forcing me to try. It’s ffucking retarded

Mental health facilities are always eager to hire former mental health patients who use their meds successfully because you can he used to illustrate to the other patients that the system can work. In addition, no one relates to mental health patients better than someone who has lived it.

Your inner survival instinct still works. That's good. Let it guide you to a better place.

OP here. I think calling people niggers is counter productive to anything your trying to do. there's a balance to every culture and also extremes on both poles of the spectrum. calling someone a nigger. a word that's meaning has changed but is widly used to demean everyone in a certain race reguardless of cultural practices. It would be a problem if black people didn't have a deep urge to stick up for there under half. I think because their under half is so close to them. it could be a cousin. a sister. a brother. and you know why they got that way. it's usually has to do with family issues more then poverty. Lack of stand up fathers. lack of mothers. which is a interesting thing to discuse with someone like that. the underside. I've had conversations with "nigger" as you would say. it's always pain. depression. family issues. but you end the disccussion when you say nigger. because they are overly emotional. they aren't all there nor are they balanced.
just my look on it. I don't like or dislike the word I just think it's unproductive and vague. we would get along alot better if instead of saying "black person being a nigger. explain what he's doing you don't like what you think the causes might be. beyond them just being genetically like that. because that doesn't hold true. I respect you fore explaining yourself. bless

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Op here. I agree you don't truly understand until you've been through it. Have you met anyone that has taken meds and gotten through depression. I know they say it's a chemical imbalance but I never met anyone (including my self) who hasn't thought there way out of depression. with a little bit of the universe leading you in the right direction

Old white guy here. My Dominican friends use the word "nigga" constantly. The call each other nigga and reference to other Dominicans as nigga, they even call me nigga as in "Yo nigga give us a ride to the bodega". I dont respond in kind though. I dont use the word in conversation, as a greeting, or in jokes. I just avoid it. And it feels strange to be a 58 year old white guy who gets called nigga all the time, although lately it's been mostly gringo lol

i have fucked up every opportuninty with girls i've ever gotten

I worked in a mental health hospital for 9 years. 160 patients on 5 locked units. I know quite a few people who have conquered depression some with meds some without. But I also know people with genetic chemical depression who have never been able to overcome it.

In what way? Were you too aggressive, to laid back, or did your anxiety cause you to behave in an annoying manner?

Great thread, OP

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OP here. I can't speak for Dominicans but blacks definitely use nigga by habit and then make up reason for why they use it later. might be the same. when they say it's us taking the power back from the word. its something they heard one of the smart ones say. only some black people say nigga righteously. to remove stigma. they say it to everyone and all the time replace words with it. it's there vocabulary. and it can be easy to confuse the ones who do it out of habit and without much thought and those who consciously use it. I think the intent matters I love seeing white people use the word nigga genuinely like it's clearly something they say alot and replace words with it. they use it like they would any word and not using it knowing it's a word people don't like but saying it anyway as a sort of fuck you. that's the disrepectful part. everything else is far game. "what's up my nigga what you been up to?" why not. but it is black culture the word "nigga" white people use nigger negatively. so you have to respect it's apart of a culture and you are associating while using there language. interesting I didn't know Dominican said nigga. what else do they do that you find interesting??

OP here. this. explain more please

it's ok. Im trying to give detailed responses, I hope people don't think im being a know it all cunt. These are just may views on things and other people can discredit me if they like.

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They concentrate on having a good time and being more care free, which is definitely something I need to do. They all work and pay their bills and have a good time. They dont sweat the small stuff, and I'm learning to do that more often. The hardest thing about hanging out with them is if you try to make any plans it doesn't work. They dont consider time, or what time it is, or how long it takes to do something or drive somewhere. They always have 12 hours of ideas to fit in a four hour time period. And, being an old grumpy gringo, I try to make it all dit and get frustrated while they are not concerned with whether or not half the stuff will ever get done. They kinda know the list is too long, but they really dont give a fuck. So I'm trying to be more like that myself when I'm with them.

Everyone's input is valid as long as they're not trying to intentionally derail the conversation.

Shit. Old white guy here. Someone is at my house now and I have to deal with them. I will see if this thread is still up when I get back.

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OP here. how much money do you make from having people download torrents of popular programs that also download mining software and use there computing power for your own gain. been looking into it. not sure if it's illegal or not. but seems like with apps like yours it wouldn't be hard for you to implement such a thing.

>Shit. Old white guy here. Someone is at
ok man thank you for sharing your thoughts. always appreciated.

Well, concerned anog, see attached. We simply cant get nogs from killing people. Would you KYS and make problem better? Thanks! Er, I mean, Yo!

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OP here . people or eachother? eachother I bet. black people have alot of mental issues. I wouldn't blame a sick person for coughing but im not gonna stand in front of there mouth so they can pass there germs. like I said we all have extremes in cultures and races. don't really trust statistics but Ik alot of people die in baltimore. alot black people. usually killed by other black people. over something stupid.
>We simply cant get nogs from killing people.
we can do anything we are the god of this reality. she has made it so. we just have to think balanced in all ways and we'll make it.
>Would you KYS and make problem better? Thanks! Er, I mean, Yo!
uncalled for but funny. "yo man yo you know when it be like you know man like yo its deadass like yeah."

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I live in NH, we're not on the list. And NH has very lax gun laws. No permits required to carry, lots of gun choices.

I'm trying to find a way to make some money through internet so I can finally get into dropshipping.
I can't find anything on an international level, and translation jobs didn't respond yet.
And I'm pretty sure my dad has lung cancer and he's not saying it.
I also have a tooth abcess and no money to fix it

What state are you in?

I live in Morocco , I'm a sandnigger

You should be asking this guy was in his mind

>dont trust statistics...when they don't support my beliefs

Fuck dude, quit killing themselves, whitey, EVERYBODY. let's look at chocolate cities, as the black mayor called one...St Louis, Memphis, Nawlins, Baltimore, Chicago...you want to live in Gary? Check the islands, the whole fucking continent of Africa. This is stats AND eyeball test. Nogs kill people! Just say, We gotta problem and let's work together to fix it. Dindunuffin is part of the problem.

Oh shit. I dont know anything about how your medical community operates, I'm sorry

Don't worry, I don't give a fuck anyway. I'm pretty sure society will collapse in the next 5 years and everybody will die so I got that going on for me which is nice

Brewing some morning Glory seed tea, gonna see how that works out

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Earl Sweatshirt, fuck off OP

That's a depressing outlook to have. I wish I had a response that could inspire you to make a change, but I am not familiar with your country or your options.

Nog OP has fagged and left the house. Off to rape, kill and steal a bike?

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I'm getting tired of the everyday life, I sleep go to work eat repeat. I constantly come home and am to tired to do anything. its really killing me inside each day I feel like my life is less and less my own. Like I feel I'm becoming a robot

You should talk to this guy.

I took a really thick solid shit this morning that stretched my butthole out too much and made my rectum sting. Had to shit again just a little bit ago and even though it was a regular shit this time the sting was even worse

I fucked up my butthole and it sucks, I hope this heals fast

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Quit being a Nigger.

Clean it well don't wanna risk an infection now

coloncancerfag here. i’ve given birth to some giant food babies. been in the ER for not being able to pass a huge block of solidified shit too. asshole heals relatively quickly as long as the damage isn’t too bad. just lay in the fetal position until it’s better if not.

This man just seems derailed hopefully he finds the help he needs.

I cant get the AC working on my car and it’s bumming me out cause I want everything in working order on my vehicles

You need to change your routine

What's the issue with it? Does the heater work?

I'm stuck in a loop of this, I try to do things but my only three friends have conflicting schedules with me. Video games and other entertainment just don't cut it for me. fapping is becoming duller each time I do it its more for the fake happiness it brings now.

The Laura of wet blankets enters the thread.

Instead of participating in thread discussion, this Laura just wants to point out that you're currently at the edge of the board and about to die. =^_^=

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OP here. got busy with work and forgot about /thread. to the person who is saying black people have a problem. yes they do. but that's not my point. and you don't actually want to change anything as far as I see. you kinda just want to be right. which is fine. I don't trust statistics whole hearty whenever they are presented. doesn't matter if it supports my view. I think that's a projection. Ik when I see I do a certain thing I becomes easy or I think it becomes easy to see it in another people. so maybe that's something you do and are assuming my why is the same as your why for not accepting statistics.
long story short. No U.
but In all fairness black people kill alot true but I definitely think the reasons are deeper then "niggers gonna nig" and I just not a "nog" Im a god.

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thank you laura.

Hey OP are you earl sweatshirt. Because you kinda look like him

OP here. it's not about you doing things. That's not what makes you feel alive. it's growth. it's the pain,confusion and joy of learning something new. pushing your limits and realizing you can go even further. if you've ever done sports or any type of thing that requires you to solve problems you know the feeling when you've been trying to do something you never done before. and it's hard and your having problems keep popping up but you try and fail and try and fail but learning all the way slowly getting better until you better then better you good at it and people say wow you really know alot about this and you know you don't know enough. growth. and you never stop growing actually. she made it so perfectly so even when your body is decaying you mind is still growing. you need to understand that you are in complete control of your reality and life. everything that happens to you is your fault. take full responiblity like you would if you were trying to build a little wooden chair. we all get wood to carve. some get better tools some get better wood. but wood we did get. it's up to you how well you make it.
you'll be fine. the fact that your conscious of it means your ready to improve.

OP here. my name is Neruda.

look up some youtube vidoes about Freon for AC. it might be missing the cooling agent but im not sure what your problem is. but what's really on your mind? what's on your mind's mind.

Op was here. btw. Sometimes I rush and forget. I have a rushing problem. I feel like if I can't do it fast Im bad at doing it. But I should take my time. No ones gonna look at me different if I respond little slower then other people. and i'll learn to get faster and more accurate eventually. but for now we practice.

Op here.
I wouldn't want to join a discord with anyone who posted that.speaking to someone is to intimate an action to engaged in with someone who is attracted to image attached. I would like to know what makes you attracted to this if anyone is. please explain

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Thanks op. This actually helped me think

This idea may sound corny or tired, but I guarantee that it would help if you volunteer somewhere. Help old people, help kids, work at a soup kitchen. The is nothing that helps you feel better than helping others. Think about it then DO IT.
You will feel better.

I think my pussy looks just like hairy vagina, and my queef smells like rotten tomato cheese. With milk curds falling out and crumbling like blue cheese, I stick my finger inside and get the largest clump of cream cheese pussy produce I can find. It tastes like semen.

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this. adding value and being responsible is key

I've come to agree with many people on here about the effects that continued exposure to degenerate shit like gay and trap porn can have on people. When I first came here over a decade ago all of that nonsense couldn't have been farther from my mind. But years later after being worn down I found myself watching things that I'd previously never been interested in, despite already knowing they existed. I don't really believe its some kind of psy ops/conspiracy, but just spreads like a disease.
I want to thank all my Yea Forumsros on here for continuing to point all this stuff out and turn me away from it. Your words have as much capacity to impact people as the shit the degens post on here. Keep fighting the good fight.