Anyone else spent half their life thinking about that one ex that got away?

No I'm not a child

I will be boom boxing Emily all night.

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Keep being angry over girls you'll never get back, you sad fuck ^-^

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We weren't even together, basically she made an effort but I was too much of an autismo to do anything about it, she moved on and I resented her for it. But it was my fault of course.

Cry more ;(
Sucks you can't have a successful or meaningful relationship

stfu pussy go find other bitches its not hard

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Yes and she doesn’t even care about me. She is fucking w new guy

This

Like wow. Imagine complaining about some bitch on the internet xddd
Just go find another m'lady to friendzone you incels

yeah but it's not as dire as yours seems. just gotta at some point completely tank most of my current life and then we'll probably bump into each other again once i'm clear.

Anyone pulling the suicide card that's not family or extremely close friends, just walk away ...

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Good. Beta bitch. A disgusting maggot like you could never compete :3
I hope she's getting dicked real well.

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Damn that's ruthless, when this happened to me I wouldn't have been able to do it I got in too deep with a bitch once and her family and dog fucking loved me, we fucked twice and after us being "best friends" and "loving" each other she breaks up with me. I had to be her friend for 1.5yrs and I ended up breaking her up from her toxic ass boyfriend for us to be a couple for 1 month. We had what felt like a crazy closeness almost too close (I felt she was exactly me, she loved the exact same everything as me, even bought a red mustang like the one I had, but a generation behind) she blew me 4 times and we fucked twice in that one amazing month. Sucks because the first time I couldn't really get up it was my first time ever, I ended up just going down on her for ever that night. Any way it fucking sucked I really loved her and she started to really give it back and we finally get together and Bam!!! 1 more month and I never see her again, infact that's not true I had to continue to work with her for another 2 months because I couldn't stand the sight of her I couldn't believe that someone who I felt mutually was my best friend,(so told her sister that she never gets to see because she moved away, the one time she gets to see her that she found her best friend and she was super happy and excited to get rid of the douche that her ex was.) I was deeply depressed and quit my good ass job, because of it. I was super distressed when she told me she was using tinder. And a co-worker of our that worked in her area told me she had been meeting hella guys and starting to fuck some of them. Like what a cold hearted slut bitch right? Lol it's okay tho, it's been 4 yrs now, she was 5'6" and 93lbs when we were together and now the birth control has fucked her face up, she put on like 20-30 lbs which is still alright but she looked wayy better back then. I told her I would give her everything, n now she's a wager and I have a dream job.

See i tried for a long time
It took the original girl i was after coming back to talk to me that pulled me away.
There was a time where i tried running but i stayed because “suicide”

I called you an American, growing up everything was Spanish language channel romance and finding true love boyfriend girlfriend shit. You're the retard here.

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She met him when we were still together. Last time we chatted she told me how he fucks her

Emotional blackmail, I get it .. my advice still stands

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Sounds like someone's getting a bit upset :>
I actually aughed out loud at your silly little response. I almost feel bad for you~

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Good. She deserves someone better. Don't waste your time on bothering her if she's happy. You're just a nuisance :D

Yup. Then i found she became a fampus professional dominatrix. And I'm deeply glad we didn't get married or had kids. She even wrote about us in fuggin people magazine. It's fucked but it my life.

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Sorry im retarded a bit drunk
3 girls involved
1original loml
2crazy girl
3bestfreind
Crazy girl used suicide
Bestfreind and me dating was toxic
1original girl missed me and would have nightmares about me. Taught her the power of a promise and how a word can be trusted depending on the person
Biggest mistake ex bf makes her promise to try has admitted feeings for me and feelings keep popping up to her
Her whole family likes me and nobody likes her ex bf who shes currently with
Very distant from each other because we both know what would happen if we got close again

Thank you sir. I’m not bothering her, she’s living her happy life

>half their life
There is ALWAYS a better and more compatible companion than the one you're with now, that's true for everyone. We all settle for what's available. You're actually lucky in a sense, you're free, you can go find that better companion now. You just have to let the he lesser one go.

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Yeah,
GET OVER, PAST, Whatever you need to
Just forget. Or believe worst, your better off.
Worst waste of time I lost years 1 ex @18 and present/ fresh ex.... psychopath, cannot really love like normal, ..BUT I convinced myself she had reason to fake incident, get me arrested so she can go through BOX. ... or take too many pills, .or .. must be 1 more nice girl some fk place ... no English ? Great! ... No Well wait dont need USED for green card either.. I'll get Retard! With a big ass! She like ice cream & anal

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>this whole thread

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>I trusted a female and she used me :(((((
>I'm too much of an cuck to move on, feel sorry for me T_T
>my crush didn't like me back D:
>she's fucking guys behind my back, should I still marry this queen? ;-;

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You're high and you're full of shit, in a world of niggers and chinks there is only one Ashley and one Emily who are blondes and redheads. Something to do with your worth and your love story. It's in the bible in your life you are issued one partner and every straight man has 7 women. Get the fuck out of here with your evil.

>Get the fuck out of here with your evil.
It is not me who brings the evil, your satan trips have betrayed you. You are the imposter here, the true evil with your bible lies.

There is one heather brooke and one anna sucks. Despite what PUAs tell you There is scarcity. Sex for the sake of sex is gross.

Only the villain in the fucking soap opera thinks like what the PUAs tell you.

You're not happy because niggers took your eve and told you to let her go.

Ending up with some whore, a priest or alone while your thot is with some random faggots niggers or enemies yes you have enemies in this life stupid is bullshit. That is you losing and being separated.

In not sure what I just read but I think it was the plot to arrested development, you left out the new season where you and your dad date the same girl. You must not have Netflix

It's the fucking purpose of life that's how people end up as king.

But when nigger Meghan markle does something gross we have to mark it gay and give the tranny a round of applause because she's a nigger

As for the replies you sound like nagging bitches. Nothing innocent or sane. I like your meme words. Wholesale for something normal

>18
>lose weight and become chad
>be a complete retard and date a girl who keeps drunk texting me about how no one loves her
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>get her to stop drinking
>I start taking antidepressants because life gets shitty with her around, also family problems
>stay together for 8 months
>leaves me because I gained 25 pounds as a side effect of the meds
>get depressed for WAY TOO LONG
>back to sadposting on Yea Forums

posting in hope that you'll learn from my mistakes. If you're spending THAT MUCH TIME on one girl, odds are you're retarded/young. Try to work on yourself and learn from your mistakes. Be as good a person as you can and eventually you'll get to where you need to be
you'll make it, anons

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Better to have loved than to have never loved at all. She made me so level and the best version of myself, I had shared everything with her.

Your post reads as if it was made by an AI.

but after a lot of thinking you felling empty and it helps you to don't thinking

Faggots and niggers ruined love.

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Lo que la vida me robó

it's riddled with viruses and computer killing AIDS

Yeah, my one true love was named Heather.

She had beautiful eyes, she was creative, and fun to be around. she liked doing fun things like going to medieval festivals, she was down to earth and great.

So of course i had to fuck it all up..I didnt treat her well even after multiple chances.

Last i heard of her was over 10 yrs ago. She works at Disney World now as a clothing and set designer. seems pretty good..compared to what im doing it sounds like shes doing good, im happy for that...Ill always love her

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Never had a serious relation

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>meet girl online
>talk every day for 6 months
>she lives a few hours away
>goes out with some of her friends in my city
>finally meet her
>way uglier than on photos
>she thinks i'm way more handsome than on photos
>awkward
>meet her again at her place
>still pretty ugly but i love her personality
wtf should i do?
i don't wanna leave her bc it's amazing to talk to her every day and i do love her (like i actually, genuinely, care deeply about her).
but at the same time i'm not really attracted to her.

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I used to be really close to this girl at uni. One of my other friends had a crush on her and was a bit of a creep, so I kept my distance, but she and I ended up becoming good friends anyway.

I dropped out because I hated my course, but I kept hanging out with her and our friend group. I never realised I actually had real feelings for her until she went on placement for a year and had to move away. She came up to visit at some point and I was the only person that came out to meet her. We got drunk and hooked up, but we both laughed it off and agreed that we'd pretend nothing happened. She was still out of town on her placement and neither of us were up for a real relationship. Or so I told myself.

When she finally came back for her final year of uni, she was super busy with coursework and shit. I convinced myself that she wouldn't have the time for anything serious, yet at the same time we still spent a stupid amount of time together. I decided I wouldn't pursue anything with her because she seemed to be struggling in her course, and we never even brought up what happened a year ago when we hooked up.

She eventually passed her course and found a job somewhere in England, miles away from here. I was upset she'd be leaving for good, but still really happy for her. We went out to a concert with some friends to celebrate and get to drinking.

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(2/2)

At some point, we're alone, and she starts talking about how lonely she is all the time, and how she feels that one actually cares about her. I pretty much break down at this point and tell her that i've not been able to stop thinking about her since she left for her placement, and a whole bunch of other soppy shit. She tells me she felt the same about me. I'm over the fucking moon.

I end up walking her back to her place, and we have a conversation about the future. At the same time we both agree that we've left this way too late. She leaves for England in a week, and i was going away on holiday in a few days. We'd probably never see each other again. I tell her that she shouldn't feel like no one cares about her, because i'll always be back here rooting her on and wishing her the best no matter where she ends up. She's crying and tells me the same, and that her biggest regret wasn't saying something to me sooner. I kiss her one last time and we go our separate ways.

Not seen her since. Not stopped thinking about her since.

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Nah not really. I spend half of my days just browsing Yea Forums, and I spend the other days being an insufferable nobody. Get over it fag. If she was a whore she was a whore and she'll either "change" (have kids and get fat) or she'll continue a whore; or who knows? Maybe she'll stay fit and sexy but either way, get over it. You can do whatever the fuck you want man, but ey, life ain't no movie. It's better for you in the long term if you get over it given the fact it'll happen eventually

I am head over heels in love with a girl but dont want to ruin our friendship, she is the first person i opened up to about my abuse and suicidal thoughts, if i tell her im afraid i might lose her.

A handfull honestly.

1. Had feelings since we were 12. Fucked up dating her in highschool. Gave up on her but I still think about her CONSTANTLY. Shes got a guy now and lives about a state away. She posts pictures of eachother all the time. Fills me with intense regret and self loathing thinking about how she was all that mattered to me and I was just a dumbass pulling ultimatums on her and shit. I could have done things so much better.

2. A girl that I met on omegle. My type of girl personality wise, looks wise, interest wise. But through one cringy fuckboy thing after another lost her too. What makes me think about her the most was that she was my absolute ideal girl. And I wonder if there are many more compatible girls like that out in the world. Or if she was my chance at a soulmate or something and I should have played it cooler.

>be me, 19m
>Still in high school because retarded
>Meet grill, absolute 10/10 imo
>Figure she's so out of my league I may as well flirt just for the keks
>My fucking face when it works, she's into me too.
>We date for a year
>Tell each other we love each other, go on holiday together
>HowDidMyLifeGetSoGood.mp4
>Tfw she's moving counties to study
>We enjoy the time we have with each other, feels bittersweet though
>I come up with an idea
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>Convince her and myself that it will work
>2 years go by, long distance. See each other twice a year
>Tfw poorfag, can't afford to visit her more often and when I do, can't afford to do cool stuff
>She's doesn't mind, we hang out all good
>Be 2017
>Just celebrated 3rd anniversary
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>She's just left the country again
>Still tell her & myself that we got this, no sweat.
>Formulate plan to get myself to her
>Realise my plan won't work because poor
>Start having FOMO, she's out with her uni friends every night
>Paranoid.wav
>Worried I'm gonna get cucked
>I have a nervous breakdown, can't think of anything else
>Convince myself that breaking up is best for both our happiness
>Call her next day, break up with her cause I can't take the torment

Cont?

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Tell her exactly that dude.

"Talking to you is great. I genuinely care about you and enjoy your company, but I am not attracted to you, so I can't imagine us going anywhere beyond friendship."

If she can accept that, great. Maybe she'll get more attractive in the future, dunno.

If she can't accept it, make a split right there for the sake of your mental health.

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well man i fucking feel you. Gf dumped me a day before my finals without any warning, We where looking for an appartment two days earlyer. Cant seem to get over her and seeing her happy without me makes me sick

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no

no.

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I come back to Yea Forums after 2 years and this is the first fucking thread I see. The legends are true. This is where people go to die.

It's over dude. Same thing happened to me.

Are u me?

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I always thought this was the lion king

Is anyone enjoying the music I'm posting?

Honestly get that confidence back.

Never get into a serious relationship

Smash a different puss every week.

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Yep but in a good way: I hope the best for her.
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kind of , someone i was working with, i asked a girl if she was ok she said no, met her again she's married and has a kid. she's on paternity leave.

just leaked my ex gf

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nope. usually a rough six months and I'm done.

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Yeah but not in a “romantic” way like that. I just think about her still bcz she is my only point of reference when it comes to girls so.

I’ll do my feels today in greentext form
>be me
>short and skinny
>just had a gf but broke up
>still virgin
>be lonely watching jewtube and playing vidya
>be last night
>have lucid dream about perfect girl
>wake up this morning
>remember the dream
>be sad
>want to do something but can’t because sad
>go on Yea Forums
>find this thread
>post this
>feels bad man
Why can’t I find the one Yea Forums? I’m not overweight. And not that ugly... i am just a degenerate.

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I've been lucky enough to not pine too hard for exes but I'm currently in the worst pickle of my romantic life. I am completely in love with my married, female best friend. I hate it. I feel like a beta orbiter just having these feelings, even though the relationship has always been platonic so no one else perceives me that way.

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I was a real fucking doomer, I was an alcoholic and a 2 packs a day smoker. I was depressed about some past trauma, and couldn't get over it. My older brother was the same, and killed himself when i was 26. The next week, i realised i needed a change, and that i wouldn't end up like him.

Here's what i did:

1. Go do some kind of sport. I'm not saying you have to turn into chad, but do something, it's proven to make you more appealing to women and increases testosterone. I joined my local amateur rugby club because i'm a eurofag and that's what we play, but i'm sure you could find an amateur club for you. They are generally quite accepting, even if you never played a day of sport in your life.

2. Quit heavy drinking or smoking because it just helps all round. Smoking I quit cold turkey, but i had to go to AA to avoid drinking myself to death, because the addiction was too strong (where i met my wife for the first time)

3. Shower Daily and shave. Got a haircut and washed and ironed my clothes for the first time in years.

4. Save up some money that you got from not drinking and smoking everyday, and go get yourself some nice, modern clothes, stuff that properly shows you off. If you're insecure about your size, like i was, try darker colours, they hide some insecurities and make your face seem thinner.

5. Take up a hobby. This was my last step. When i wasn't playing rugby or working, i needed something to do other than spend hours on Yea Forums, so i started practising and getting good at tekken 6, eventually i got really fucking good, because i was constantly practising.

6. If you did all the previous things, you'll already be happier. Little things make a big difference. If you're actually doing all these things and not missing any of them out, then you'll just have to do the last thing: be confident! Women want a confident man more than anything else.

That was back in 2008, and now i have a beautiful wife, and two kids. If i can do it, you can too, user. Godspeed.

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Had the love of my life, her name was Sonya. We met when I was still caught up in drugs and crime, she didnt want me to so drugs alone so she hit the needle with me. My biggest shame and regret to this day. I woke up next to her blue. I got clean and ended up settling down the road and now I have a daughter but I still miss her so much, I just love my daughter more and I understand if that didnt happen I would have never had the chance to meet her or for her to be born. In a sense she will always be my best friend, my angel, the one who died for my sins and brought me back to life. I dream about her constantly and still sometimes cry when I realize I will never have a woman like her. My word and my purpose in life lies within my daughter and her world and no longer mine. My world stopped being mine when she didnt wake up that faithful morning. If you had someone you truly truly loved then dont stop trying to get them back, you dont want to live thinking that was the last one

Lol just wait until life kicks you in the ass. Once you're 10 years down the line, you're underwater on your house, your kid is sick, bills are overdue you'll forget that bitch ever existed and you'll miss a time when you could worry about meaningless shit for hours on end.

jess koeller stfu im going to kill your family this is terrorist ryan and look where yall at

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Yeah there was this girl that I'll call Janie to protect identities that I went out with and she was absolutely amazing in every way. She was cute, honest, and an absolute sweetheart and the most caring person ever. We had so much in common and that I'm actually certain we were the perfect couple but then she left me because supposedly her dad didn't like me and thought I was a cheater so we broke up. We were still best friends after the breakup because we were just really good support for one another but slowly I just watched her fade away and start doing drugs and talking to terrible people and I've lost all contact of her. I miss being with her so much. I'm with a new girl now, been with her for 4 years now and she's pretty cool like the sex is nice and stuff but we don't have too terribly much in common so I just really miss her.

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this

Mate she wants you to chase after her. Make the fucking effort jesus christ most of the retards in this thread have no chance for the one that got away you do. Shit your an idiot if you let her go

These people want to be sad.

If you ask them why they don't do the things you mention, they say something like "there is no point" or sometimes "I tried but I lack the motivation to do it". Then you ask "but don't you think that sad people who do those things, statistically become happier over time?" they reply "other people maybe, but not me". But they know they're not special. Doing the basic things statistically makes you happier.

But they don't want to be happy. They want to be sad, they actively try to make themselves sad by listening to depressing music and talking to other sad people. They heavily resist any help. They only want sympathy.