Wholesome Shota Only

Wholesome Shota Only

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I'd like to see some shota wholes

Is it wholesome because the shota is the one fucking you?

Are western shotas welcome?

Exactly, it’s cute seeing a shota try and top a bigger guy.

HI EVERYONE THX FOR LINKING THE NEW THREAD :DDDDD:DDD

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DOES ANYONE HERE WATCH SCAT PRN?

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Of course. Please go ahead.

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I'll just wait and hide until the spammer either gets bored and leaves or kills itself.

POOPIESSSSSS

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HAV YOU EVER EATEN A DIARRHEA TURD?

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Hopefully both.

Do you consider yourselves pedophiles?

Bump

Some do, some don't.

I don't because I don't fap to pics of real kids.

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NO I JUST LIKE SCAT PORN

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>I don't fap to pics of real kids.
But are you attracted to real kids?

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I was never inte pre pubescent stuff.

I was attracted to pubescent kids earlier but its gotten better thankfully.

In any case Im not a rapist so no molestation happened nor will it happen.

I guess?
I like hearing stories of people in these threads doing gay stuff at sleepovers and the like, and I wish I can be a kid again and could experience it for myself.

It's like, the fact I'm not a kid anymore fills me with intense sadness.

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We had PE. I think I was 4 years old and I hadn't been taught to tie my shoes yet. So I put on my shoes and asked the teacher if she could help me tie them. After she did, I realized that I forgot to put on my pants. I asked if my teacher would help me open my shoes so I could put on my pants but she refused to. So yeah, had to go through PE class in my undies. That was 16 years ago. Still mad.

Jesus. How did she not notice that before tying your shoes.

I would be mad too.

Yes, older men fucking shotas is awful but shotas fucking older guys can be alright

However, shota x shota is the true wholesome

no, but i fantasize about being a cute 2d shota

i actually am disgusted by real pedophiles

I like western shota

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when i was 9 my mommy took me to the doctors for a physical. the nurse took me into a room. a dr lady came in and she told me to take my pants off. she touched my balls and peepee. i got a massive erection. the lady dr looked disgusted and told me to put my pants on and get out. i am now a gay. the end. this story is 100% true.

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Girls are gross, congrats

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I think wanting to be a kid again is different than wanting to rape kids. But then again pedophile and child rapist/child molester don't necessarily have to be synonymous, despite the connotation

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That woman is unfit to be a doctor, jeez. "Oh noes, a kid has a normal reaction".

Being gay is kinda neat though :P

Originally pedophile just meant liking kids, while pederast was the term for rapists.

Not sure why the terms got mixed up.

I'm going by the actual definition of pedophile, an attraction to kids, and nothing more.
I certainly would never do anything sexual with a kid in real life.

Also, my desire is very different from simply wanting to be a kid again, I sometimes feel like I NEED to be, it's complicated.

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>Originally pedophile just meant liking kids, while pederast was the term for rapists.

yeah no, pederast means older man with a younger man or boy and it's been used this way since the renaissance:

>The word first appeared in the English language during the Renaissance, as pæderastie (e.g. in Samuel Purchas' Pilgrimes), in the sense of sexual relations between men and boys.

For me I just like wackin off to loli and shota hentai. Not really attracted to real kids. The idea of it being real kinda disturbs me. Even the loli and shota where they look particularly young like fucking toddlers is pretty disturbing to me .

That's fine, most people into shota and loli are like that.
I'm personally not really bothered when people in these threads refer to real kids as shotas, as long as they're not touching or hurting them.

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IS THIS A SHOTA GENERAL OR A THREAD FOR ONLY STRAIGHT OR GAY SHOTA?

Honestly I kinda figure I like to identify with shota because of childhood abuse. Its like I mentally got stuck then and since then my mind has remained feeling like a kid while my body has continued to develop.

Therapy has helped but not removed the problem completely.

If you feel similar to how I did I imagine it feels kinda like gender dysphoria; you feel like you're supposed to be a certain age but your body doesn't listen and keeps aging.

Its been a gay shota thread so far but no rule against SS I think. Some will probably get upset if the women are adults and they femdom though.

Sounds like me and you are practically the same. Ever messed around with ageplay before? I've done it a few times with some other (adult) guys and found it pretty fun. I figure it's pretty much the only way to feel like a kid without involving actual kids.

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That's the weird thing for me though, I was never abused or anything, I just had a lonely childhood and never really had friends.
Though oddly, I was still happier than I ever was in my life, despite things being objectively way better for me now.

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I want to cuddle a shota and take care of him and tell him that everything will be okay.

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Oh okay. Were you neglected or did your parents treat you in a way that made you feel cared about?

Interesting to hear though since it kinda disputes my theory. (And sad because y'know, suffering :( )

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Eh, I never had a sexual experience with anyone before, and don't really have a desire to.

I jerk off, but I'm way too shy and self loathing for relationships, even someone looking me in the eyes feels like I'm having my personal space invaded.

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Are you Asperger? We tend to feel uncomfortable with the eye contact thing.

Comf on the self loathing :( We want you to feel loved.

I'm an adult stuck in a prepubescent body (I'm not underage fucking mods). We should fuse or some shit

Shota is inherently gay

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Oh, youre an user with that hormonal or something disease?

Tricky...

I wouldnt mind fusing but there are others here who probably would kill for the opportunity so Id give them dibs...

cmon ya bloody cunts post some shota

We never had sex (I'm still a virgin at 31), mainly we sat in the floor and played with toys and legos. The closest it got to being sexual was us playing in the bath tub and cuddling in bed afterwards.

It was pretty fun, but it's kind of hard to find people to play with.

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Why the hell she needed to tie him? He's ok with it.

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I am but I don't remember the extent of what I talked about. I know similar people have posted too because loners like that are drawn to places like this

It's an average day for Marco, he's used to it.

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Well, my situation was pretty complex, I had a single mother, she was addicted to drugs, and would leave me and my sister alone for long periods of time because of it, forcing our grandparents to take care of us, they used to fight with her because of it too, which often upset us. She'd also often steal our things to sell for drug money.

I could have had it way worse though, she never hit me or anything, she'd just leave me alone some days, and despite that I always loved her no matter what happened.

She's finally over this now, and things are way happier for us, but I still miss those days for reasons I can't understand.

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Pqnk

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Oh alright.

It sounds like a tricky disease. Certainly not bad enough to prevent relationships altogether, but it does weed out a lot of potential partners.

Many here would probably be attracted to you. The trick would be finding someone who likes you for you and doesnt just see your body... but thats kind of a common problem for people with attactive bodies.

>Are you Asperger? We tend to feel uncomfortable with the eye contact thing
Probably, I never got tested for it or anything.
I know I must OCD on some level because I do things like readjust my pillow around 10 times or I can't sleep, and when I save my data while playing video games, I have to do it like 5 times or I get nervous.

Jesus. The emotional neglect must've been severe.

My dad threatened my life once and slapped me some starting at age four, but despite that I feel like his mental abuse was worst for me and even the emotional neglect alone was worse than the physical abuse.

I consider your experience to be deeply traumatic.

It doesn't have to be physical to be severely harmful.

Not him, but I think finding someone that likes you for you and not your looks is an issue that everyone has regardless of any quirk that makes them unique looking. I have heterochromia, one blue eye one green eye, and I always felt like my partners only liked me because I was different, then I started wearing colored contact lenses, and nothing changed. A lot of what you think people think about you is just in your head.

I like shota, I like furry, I like guys, men, and boys

I wouldn't use the word pedophile bit yeah that's most likely what I am. I would say I maintain the discipline required to never do the unthinkable. That is of course without consent. You say that they can't consent? then ask their parents th

I'm just rambling now

there's stoo many things to say about this topic

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Im not the guy you were talking to but Ive done some ageplay ERP online. It was hot :P

Normally I would be looking for people to rp with but I got a date tomorrow and I only do one partner at a time even if its just dating.

Just checking:

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That's a good point.

I guess you're right, I never saw it as really bad, because in my eyes sexual and physical abuse must be pure hell compared to what I went through.

I never talked to anyone outside my family about it to this extent, It feels pretty good to get it off my chest.

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Aww :) *hugs*

The worst part of the emotional neglect was that it made me feel unloved, even unlovable. Like my existance was a nuisance for those around me.

That's really destructive.

Despite that my dad was probably not as neglectful as your mom was.

On the good side, her caring about you later (if she did) can help a little, but probably not enough to replace the love you deserved but she was unable to give you as you grew up.

Im happy if I can help a little. Its sad when people were abandoned or abused as kids and it costs them decades later :(

I can't imagine what it was like for you, but I'm glad we could talk about our issues like this.

I know it's sudden, but it's getting pretty late for me, so I should probably go to bed.

Thanks again for talking with me, it really did help.
Good night.

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Gonna try and sleep. Take care, shota bros!

Sounds like a good idea, I just posted that Im headed for bed too xD Good night!

Thanks for the talk :)

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lmao

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Who the fuck is this artist

Repent, sinners!

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Aogami

uncensored fucking when

Huh, guess that was him. Saw a furaffinity result and kind of wrote it off

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Pico to Chico hentai

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it aint uncenosred

I don’t think there is a uncensored version

Its damn near 20 years old, of course its censored

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This count?

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rip

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night

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Night shobros, i got school so this is where i got to go.

Why are they screaming?

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Best girl (male)

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>Why are they screaming?
It's Japan, everyone screams all the time cos of the sheer soulless existential horror and inhumanity of living there and being raped permanently, attacked by giant monsters, radiation, sword-wielding schoolgirls and deadly sashimi.

get in the robot shinji

deadly sashimi? explain? I've had sashimi hundreds of times and it's delicious, has never made me sick

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>tfw will never relive my shota days knowing what I know now
>tfw will never look up the nearest sex offendor and knock on his door wearing my cutest outfit
>tfw will never ask if I can come inside so he can cum inside

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this image is really wholesome

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I have awoken from my slumber for cute boys, peens and holes

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Feels

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Why the FUCK have you not joined this server yet?
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hLMG

Super Lovers was a completely heterosexual christian anime.

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Boner why?

You wanna get fugged by a shota.

I want to be in a sweet shota relationship where I can secretly hang out with my boyfriend after school and kiss eachother
But instead I'm 21. I hate reality

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THE GREAT BANANA WAR COMPROMISE

We hold these truths to be self-evident, Yea Forums was not created to be a board for Normal Fags, and that a board culture based on Lulz, being a necessary component to a thriving board, needs to be protected through adequate moderation. When threads become destructive to these ends, it is the right of the people to post banana and to abolish the cancerous threads.

This chan used to be a megical place to me by this board hijacked by INCELS and pedos who post loli to not get the fbi on their front DOOR... ALSO BY DOING IT YOU WILL SAVE THE FORUM FROM PEDOS ! REPOST THE WHITE REVOLUTION


Section 1. Ban all "NORMAL FAG" porn as follows:

- FACEBOOK FAP
- RATE MY GF
- RATE MY DICK
- WWYD (what would you do) THREADS
- CELEB THREAD
- PICS YOU SHOULDN'T SHARE
- FUCK/MARRY/KILL THREADS
- CUCK THREADS
- BLACKED THREADS
- TRIBUTE HER THREADS
- X Girls Thread (x = Latina, Asian, White, Big Tits, any other "NORMAL FAG" basic adjective to describe a girl.)

Section 2. L0li, Sh0ta, S/fur, G/fur, and Traps are TOTALLY EXEMPT from bannings. These types of porn have been on Yea Forums extremely close to Yea Forums's founding. As such, they are a part of Yea Forums's board culture and should be exempt.

Section 3. BANANA ARMY vows not to shitpost the board anymore if Mods ban all "NORMAL FAG PORN" laid out in Section 1.

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Aw. *hugs*

21 is still pretty young though. Still in twink territory.

Finding a fellow mental shota might work.

I'm the exact same. Wish I wasn't such a coward growing up.
Actually I still am a coward, so no difference

I don't know how to say this nicely but you need to grow up, accept the past was in the past and accept yourself as you are now, it's not healthy to always dwell in the past like this andnotll only get worse as you get older.

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I'm too scared of people to talk to them, thanks though
I get it but I literally can't, I have PTSD so I am almost literally stuck in the past as a kid

Yeah can relate :( Fellow PTSD user here.

Trauma therapy can help.

That said, I practiced with online relationships. Those are easier to start with.

I always end up getting embarrassed and ghosting people. Getting better at it though

Nods. Makes sense.

Its ok to struggle though. Even that short contact is enough to start having new relationships that can show you that most people are pretty nice and nothing like your abusers.

*hugs*

Honestly youre quite cute so normally Id come on to you but Im kinda spoken for right now.

Thank you

Bump

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Have you tried social lubricant in the form of alcohol? If you haven't, take what I'm about to say very carefully because alcohol is extremely addictive, it's a slippery slope to use it as a form of treatment. I used to be extremely shy, but I found while drunk, I wasn't shy at all, and if you get used to talking to people with the help of alcohol, it does change the way your synapses fire, you don't have to be drunk to not be shy once you learn to talk to people. When I was a shota I'd always stand behind my friends and be quiet until I really knew them well, now I can talk to anyone. I actually met my boyfriend at wal-mart, we were just in the same aisle and I asked him for his number, no conversation leading up to it or anything, and now we're together.

What's up sluts?
Regrettably i'm not dead yet.

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Slept 3 hours, can't go back to sleep, local boys are playing outside and thier little happy shouts are making me hard and feeling terrible about it.

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Dumping ex memory folder

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thought it was just spam

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Has anyone here had non-abusive sexual experiences while a shota themselves, and been able to get past focusing on them when older and trying to pursue more adult relationships/sex?

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It's over!

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Lost my virginity to a boy who was 14 when I was 12. I'm only in to guys that are older than me now, probably related.

ain't that just the way

I did , while there was no sex there was some games with a fellow shota , i used to masturbate to them many years ago but now I regret them, the feelings they induced to me are now gone but regret still exists

What a clunkily worded question.
I assume you're asking if anyone was able to become a functional adult with or without some kind of childhood trauma.
Well I have no trauma but I haven't been able to become a functional adult for no discernable reason.
There is simply no moment in my life that explains why I grew up a failure.
The shota thing was because of porn escalation. I went from searching boobies on the internet to anime boobies then some of those had shota in it and bing bang boom, I'm a degenerate.

Bumb.

Sorry, I meant more like have people been able to become functional adults after good shota experiences irl?

i.e. can they move beyond focusing on those experiences and, in turn, being overly interested in shota.

What makes you say you're a failure?

I hate that everyone here has some mental issues or trauma from their childhood. Makes me feel like I'm mentally fucked for liking this stuff. God damn, is there nobody here who wasn't neglected or abused or has some genetic issue that likes this shit? Can't at least one of you guys have grown up with a normal childhood and a normal life? Fuck.

You aren't alone buddy. I messed around as a kid, but it was with other kids my age, no trauma here, and I turned out successful. I'm a chef at a highly regarded restaurant.

Someone needs a hug... *hugs*

Sorry, was busy for a while
Usually alcohol just makes me talk about my past to others. I keep going into detail about my life so I try not to drink it too often. It does make me open up though

Does that mean you don't feel like a boy on the inside? Like it doesn't feel wrong to be adult for you?

Don't feel like that. Yes shota would be popular for people who went through trauma but that doesn't mean you have to go through it to enjoy it.
It's not healthy to think like that, you are perfectly ok :)

What? No, i'm just a dead-beat asshole. I'm definitely an adult, I just wish to be a kid because escapism.
I'm not a -functional- adult. As in i have no job and probably never will have one because I'm intolerable and lazy and want to kill myself

I think that's kinda what distinguishes between the trauma shota fans and the non-trauma shota fans; the former often feel like a kid inside.

It does sound like you have self-loathing though. That should be enough to motivate you to not be "lazy" so I'm guessing there's more keeping you back than you recognize.

>That should be enough to motivate you to not be "lazy"
user is clearly depressed so the most likely reason is that he doesn't feel the impulse to go do things. That is, even if he has good reason to get out of bed in the morning, he'll feel like he doesn't.

I had a normal childhood
the kind of childhood where as a kid there was still this natural attraction to other boys and older men, of course I didnt know what it was at the time.
I was never sexually abused or had any sort of emotional trauma.
Sometimes it does hit me that this is looked down on and I should be ashamed but then again, that's probably just regular depression and it goes way
I hold a 9 to 5 job and own a business on the side
I have a massive porn collection but it doesn't consume my nights
I like looking at good looking people and that's all it has to be

Nope, there's absolutely nothing holding me back.
I'm not physically or mentally lacking in any ways and i have moderately well off family that has expressed interest in helping me do anything i want to do, but I dont want to do anything.
I'm a contrarian little bitch like that.

>of course I didnt know what it was at the time
It was childish friendliness
>that's probably just regular depression
Not really. You're self-applying a social stigma because it applies to you. If anything, modifying your beliefs so that you don't feel like a monster and hate yourself would just be a rationalization.

>deadly sashimi? explain?
www.finedininglovers.com/stories/fugu-fish-japan/

>right in the feels
This is the *other* tragic side of child-molestation: those of us that thoroughly *enjoyed* being molested but got too old and ugly for it.

I know that feel my friend