Hey Yea Forums tomorrow's my birthday I'm going into my unpaid clinicals to be treated like shit after another poorfag...

Hey Yea Forums tomorrow's my birthday I'm going into my unpaid clinicals to be treated like shit after another poorfag day.
>leaving school gym
>check bank account
>$0.30
>dig up change to try and get a bottle of water after losing the one ive been using for 2 weeks.
>Have $1.02 in change.
>not enough for vending machine
>stop at gas station and get the cheapest water I can find.
>come up about 10 cents short.
>guy tells me to just take it.
>leave the change on counter and have a good cry in my car all the way home.
>embarrassed
>get home
>low fuel light comes on
>currently skipping dinner to save on groceries
>no one told me life was gonna be this way

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Don't give up, we're here for u user

It helps to have anons. Thanks. Also, checkd em.

Everything is gonna turn out well, do u have friends that can help ya?

I've flaked on their last 3 invites and their kinda pissed but I'm too embarrassed to tell them i just can't afford to see them.

Have u checked the nearest food bank? Find a community that can help u is really important, ppl able to stay close to u

tell them, or at least one of them, the one u r most comfortable to talk to. There's no fucking shame in asking for help

I live in a tiny dirt town. No such thing. The nearest place other than clinicals would be gas i can't afford to burn. I've had people try to by lunch since i never eat at clinicals but I can't take money from someone and look them in the eye afterwards. Its just demeaning. Sometimes i can work with my brother but im too busy to fit the hours. Sometimes he invites me over for dinner but i know he's doing it out of pity and i don't know that i can hold myself together long enough to be there.

Checkd ur chek

Chek 3 in a row

School or clinicals pertaining to school.

U gotta open up with someone (and I appreciate u trust my retarded hands) I know it's a big effort but it's not like u r a spoiled child asking for money. Really, just talking about what's wrong may help u go through the days and figure out what to do to get back on your feet

Sometimes I wish i could be so casual about asking for help like when i was a teenager but i know that leads to being comfortable with it. With me anyway. I expected to be relentlessly Yea Forumsashed and laugh at my expense. This has been therapeutic.

Maybe they have never been in this situation and can't really understand, I think your brother would be more comprehensive/sensitive/supportive, give it a shoot

Anyone ever had to sell something sentimental? Its all i have worth money so I'm very hesitant. A few guitars and some signed albums. Not sure what it's all worth.
Jackson dk2m
Jackson dinky
Jackson 7 string (cheap)
Epiphone acoustic
And some megadeth, whitechapel, and ghost stuff from when I was younger and could do shit.

He's never been in the situation. And he kinda knows. More than Anyone I would say. That's why he let me work for him off the books. But he doesn't know how embarrassed i am i guess. He's offered money before and i shake it off with "I don't need it"

>inb4 get a job
Ive had countless interviews that end with "im not sure we have any hours to fit yours"

wow very cool of them to laugh at their friend's misfortune, it's not like if u r not rich and successful u r not worthy. Don't give up and focus on make ur life better for your wellbeing

So no one told you life was gonna be this way
Your jobs a joke, your broke
Your love life's DOA
Seems like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year
You should kys,
No one's there for you
You should kys
Nuffin but UwU
You should kys
Cause there is nothing left to do ooooo

I was broke on and off for like 10 years and I never asked for help, I suffered through shit for absolutely no reason. Now that I'm in a better position financially I see things differently. I just lent my brother a thousand just to get him through some bills. My opinion of him hasn't changed at all. I was a retard because I realize that people would have helped me back then without question, just as I'd do for them now. Every single person that cares about you doesn't want you to go without dinner or have your car running on fumes. If they knew your situation they'd dump $100 bill on you before you even had a chance to ask. There's no shame in that, it's common, especially in your late 20's-30's, it doesn't make you permanent bum. Just ask someone that "has been there", you won't find any judgement.

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listen, if u don't want to open up about ur problem at least allow him to help u find some solution. It's you brother, he loves you no matter what.

But what about the next time? Then I'm still just needy again ya know? And I get what your saying. But i still have a couple months of school left and as sure as getting a job in xray sounds, i dont know how soon that'll happen.

Don't kys, you have worked a lot, you'll find happiness dumbass c:

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>trips
No suicide this year then

good the duckling has done its fucking job ( • ̀ω•́ )

So what about next time, there's very probably a next time. People who loan you money also know there's probably a next time because people don't just pop out of their financial struggles in a month. My bro asked for money three times in the last year. He's payed me back about half which is fine, I know I'll eventually get it back when he gets back on his feet but he's struggling now. I'm not trying to tell you what to do, I'm only saying that people who care about you won't judge you just because you're presently having a shitty poorfag year.

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On the bright side I'll be 24 so people will stop singing that goddamn blink 182 song in my face,

In not the OP but I'm gay for you, thanks for your words

This still sounds better than living with people
Learn to cook youll save a bunch of money

Blessed be thy repeated dubs

I suppose you're right. And im thankful for everyone's words. But I'm my only sibling/family/friend that is where I am. They have houses. One has a Family. I live in the basement of a rented house with two other casual college mates. We dont share food or anything of the sort. I just use what money I can to earn my place here but its far and few between. Also, how can i keep spiders out of my dungeon?

I live people. Practical strangers. Just college mates.

What are you fucking stupid
Water cost about
>25 cents to 30 cents a gallon

You have a job?

I work when i can. Every interview I've had ends with them not being able to work around my school hours. There arent a lot of places around where i live that arent day jobs or trade jobs.

I used to carry one but they told me to stop bringing it to clinicals.

Gloryhole user. Work when you want.

I haven't had the idea yet but it being such a small area I'd be busted as soon as the flyers went up.

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>in school
>have a home
>using a car
>have gym to use
sounds like your life isn't as hard as you're making out

being short on money isn't the end of the world, get some perspective

I'm going to sleep but happy birthday OP

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Damn user, thats tuff. Your frens will alway hav ur side tho!

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Bud, your going to be fine. Just ask for help. There is shame in asking for what you don't need, but there is not shame in asking for help in a rough spot. I survived on the generosity of strangers and friends. Tell your friends you don't have the money to hang out, THEY WILL UNDERSTAND. Admitting to being poor is only shameful if you let it be.

I've been there man, I know it hurts.

This user is right. No shame in letting them know. They may just offer to come over to your place, or cover you when you're out with them. I've done that before, and had that done for me before.

Thanks everyone. It helped alot to vent. I have to go to bed. On track for 4 hours of sleep. Turn this into a ylyl or something.

No electronics? I've sold and re purchased my main living room tv a few times. Always keep a backup tv like 27-32inches. But the 50"+ tv can pull a couple hundred in a pinch. Pawn shops exist.

That sounds terrible, OP. I hope it'll get better. Happy birthday though.

you my friend need to spend more time living as a crack head. You should definitely get addicted to crack so you can appreciate life more

brother, it gets better, we are all here for you and any of us who can, will help where we can how we can. I may have a low faith in humanity, but its not that low.