I jerked off twice a day every single day for ten years. I'm on day #14 of no fap, and I think I've flatlined...

The grind is real OP, keep it up. You'll get through this. Takes courage to give up the chicken choking.

>borderline illegal shit
>guilt
This is why I stopped. I realized that normal girls didn't turn me on anymore and I was getting into some horrible, degernate, disgusting things, and feeling a ton of guilt and shame. I knew something had to change. I hated myself.

RIP
Impotent
Penis

OP here. This terrifies me. I just started talking to this really cute girl, and I think she's into me too. I can't wait three months. I can put off fucking her for like a week or two, but I feel like she'll get bored of me if I don't fuck her by then.

If you don't plan on telling her, at least eat her out or something to hold her over until you feel like you're ready.

As you niggas are gay. If women don't make you hard, you're a fag.

I am in the same situation. This cute girl started talking to me but I think I broke my dick with too much prone masturbation.

>prone masturbation
SAME

I didn't know it was so bad for you, would've stopped a lot earlier if I had known.

I literally don't know how to jerk off the "normal" way. I've been pillow humping for years.