Be me

People don't lose desires without new information, and sometimes not even then. If you swore off ice cream one day, it wouldn't stop you from thinking that it's delicious, you're just not partaking.

The exception to this is when new information, in this case ice cream being made out of roaches or something, that would cause you to reevaluate your stance on it as a whole.

So either accept it as part of who you are and live with the shame but don't take it further than your own mental fantasies, aka the pedo route; embrace your desires and dress up as a trap (passable or otherwise) and probably reach pleasure nirvana from learning to love yourself in every sense of the word; or do some research to find a reason to hate it and move on.

Mind you, that last part could very well backfire.

Pic unrelated, wholesome cis female ass.

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Ashamed

Why?? Wtf about it do you find shameful? Especially with no one there to judge you??

Because I also want to be masculine and all that and I feel the two are mutually exclusive

Accept the shame

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Been there, done this, done that.
Even dabbled a bit on tinder but I'm more hung and apparently more masculine (didn't think I was) than those around me in my small town.

Realistically considered the options..
Shave completely, feminize as much as possible (while still maintaining a full male presence socially)
Go full on HRT and the above (minus what's in these bad boys)

>still a strong male bone structure in regards to both

Or occasionally put some slut shit on, shove a rotating head vibrator in my asshole and cum literal buckets from prostate play, and just jerk off normally between those.

Option three works fine for me, it's who I am what the fuck ever. Likely hood of a girl accepting that in this small town is fuckin zero, so.

These faggots with their trap threads will say everything for you to become trap. Stop being gay and get those faggoty thoughts out of your head op

You don't gotta carry a flag around town with you that says you're a flaming faggot. Dress how you feel comfortable based on the situation.

>desire ceases
Yes, all of my dark desires also cease when I ejaculate.

So. How do we remove desires? If I remember correctly, I wanted to become a pokemon master to impress and protect everyone. Why does it sound so stupid now? Because I'm past that. Note that I never actually tried to become one, I just wanted to. Branching out has taught me about the absurdity of it all. So I suggest you get your ass to a wild and busy place, where you will learn more and more about people, to the point where you can enjoy life like a fine wine, and not be grossed out by it like a kid.

It even tastes better, then! No anxiety, no turmoil, only coconut milk.

Also this.

Occasionally I'll put on a pair of black lace panties that fit snug with a anal plug I can clench and pull in and out all night at work. Just because.

Nobody knows or would ever. Just do you.

No, just embrace it. It's also my fetish. I'd love to dress up like a cute girl and get dominated by another cute girl.

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Sounds like heaven

You're just horny m8, your mind is already thinking of these features, guys generally like boobs and shit, and your mind is trying to make them happen. Kind of like how people often form temporary imaginary friends when they're little. You're just a guy who knows what he wants, just lax and go eat some pussy. Or suck dick, whatever have you

I'm the kind of guy that girls like but not like 'that' so eating pussy isn't really an option

Go rub one out. Quit porn.

>with a anal plug I can clench and pull in and out all night at work.
Did this once, too, and shat my pants. Worst day at work ever.

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Stop watching trap porn. Don’t jack off to trap thoughts.

Get fucked by a real penis and see how it feels
if you like it, continue your journey, if you don't, then quit

you dont need to be a trap.

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