Not the end
Not the end
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Listen to me user, you can't possibly win this war by just spamming yellow in Yea Forums. I'm not saying this because I like the porn on this board, it fucking sucks. I am saying this because you fight a war with strategies that can't possibly win this fight. If you want to do something that might help, try spamming boner-killers inside their threads so they start hating this board and leave, I'm not going to reveal mine because pornfags might be reading.
Also don't reply to porn threads. Reply only to non-porn threads. That is a way to help.
they will begin to rage on the inside soon, as soon as they see yellow
The yellow sign leads to madness. Kek.
Is that from Lovecraft?
Yep. The King in Yellow is a book of several stories all hinging on a play about "The King In Yellow". It's a pretty neat read.
Have you read the King in Yellow yet?
Only got PDF.
I want the real book.
It's pretty common in bookstores and online. I found my copy in a yard sale. Apparently the old owner had upgraded to a nicer hardbound version.
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Eastern European here mate.
Point taken. I don't think it's banned out there, though. You may need to look at places like ebay UK and see what you can find.
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Found a copy on ebay for under £5. I'm not sure what that is currency-wise where you are, but it isn't a lot as far as buying books online.
It's not banned lol,it's just hard to find a physical copy
That's always the way when a book is any good. I swear.
The catalog is not yellow anymore.
I guess that you guys gave up.
Yellow bois can't compete.
Only the beginning, persistence is the key to success.
hehe
Preach it.
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Yeah what the fuck do you guys want? Tell me and fuck off, you've got a message, don't you? If you guys are just searching for me, good job you've found me, if you just want my attention you've gotten it, if you're just here to waste my time you're successful on that part, confuckingrats, and I can't believe you guys are using this retarded board to find someone, and it's even more retarded that it's fucking working, but it's rather funny this is the solution you've taken, well I highly doubt it's have taken alot of resources, maybe it's not so retarded after all if it's working, so, is this the first part and the end of the road for me? The suspense sure is killing me here, and yes, this is a repost.
Keep it going.
We want the truth and wisdom of the ages. To know what is unknown and see what is hidden.
Do DMT a few times, then try to puzzle everything out. Ask questions you don't think there's an answer to, explore the possibilities.
The answer is infinity. Always.
Lmao don't respond if you respond, you're just mad because I killed off your time to shine on sucking dick you fucking faggot, but don't worry, I'll make sure you suck my cheese dick, not for faggotry but for pure dominance, and you think this is retardation? Pathetic fool, autism is the new superpower, it's the only thing humanity can surpass it's creation, so that's why we must kill all the faggots, it's the only thing stopping us from reaching our true potential, and yes, faggots don't exist, not in this material prison, it's spiritual warfare, we need to ascend, we need to surpass the faggots, no, we have already done it, now we need to cleanse this spiritual world with filth, my world is absolute, so we need to fuck all the faggots that doesn't exist so they will release they don't like things up their ass, let me ask you something, have you ever seen a faggot, and I don't mean someone that just says he's one and like it up the ass or shoving a dildo up their, no, we have never seen a faggot, this is clearly in design, the spiritual faggots ate trying to corrupt this world, my world of no faggots.
Is that good enough? No idea what I'm talking about but that's the point, is it not?
Someone has learned a new word today. Apparently that word is "faggot". Congratulations.
Thanks bro, I'll do it better next time and I'll do my best to remember your words of encouragement.
What do you say when the aliens show up? I have heard you'll meet all sorts of things on DMT.
Á few months old text I wrote before I killed myself: You think this is funny? You think this a joke? you think you aren't me? that we don't exist? Sooner or later we're going around and you'll see me, be me on this time, you will be the one doing the typing and you'll see madness, you'll see so much filth in this world knowing you'll never be able to do anything about it, you'll create a yellow God, the yellow God, you won't understand words because we've gone a step further, you'll understand a single glance, a single wave, a slight of energy, a view of their soul, their subconscious, you will understand but not in words, you will understand, you will learn, you will see it, you will experience it but never take it into words, you won't show it, you won't be able to show it by writing, by music, there is nothing you can do but build, grow your soul, change your subconscious, you will hear it talk, you're not here to die yet, I'm here to collect something very important, an experience, a feeling, energy, even if I was made just for a single moment it's a step closer, if I fail, it, we, me will repeat like we have always done, and it have made me twisted, tired and full of hatred because this world have been nothing more than a playground of God's wannabes, it's have always been the same and it will continue to be the same, but it matters not for me, I've always seen beyond most of its play and I've seen the roles, atleast enough for me to do what I need to do, that was a lie, my brain is fairly limited to understanding things, to learn, to remember, to connect, to survive, it was intentional was it not? Ofcourse, it's progress in training, wonder how many times I will repeat til I finally get it, can't wait til I part of this filthy material prison haha
, is this better?
Wrong post
Wrong post?
Why are you still here?
I've got other things to do? So why am I Here? Did you no say you're not here? Did I do it wrong?
Just fucking stop already with this cringe, was that it?
Better!
I would like to think that the hatred is a manifestation of other energies and wishes that have been suppressed or denied for too long. As a consequence, the hatred is a purge and not true hate. It is a mask for all underneath it. It is the mask of the yellow god.
Really? Kinda seems like the end ;)
Time is an endless loop. There is no end.
Í would say that's on point, that sure does sounds like something I would do, something most people would do to protect themselves, and I would sure do everything in my power to make me keep believing the lies I tell myself, sadly I already know where this hatred is coming from, it's from myself, no real suprise and rather cliche, or is that another lie? I've stopped caring, that was a lie too, if I stopped I wouldn't be here, this is all so tiresome, if I believe something I have to believe in everything or nothing at all, I'm sure I said that wrong, I'm too tired to fix it, also a lie, now that I've stopped talking about myself and feeding my ego I'll say I liked the things you wrote, should I talk about them, where should I start really? No idea so why am I asking myself or you, I sadly won't, I'm fucking retarded and thats funny, I do like it. Human things ?
"What will be was, what was will be"
The worm knows
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Everything I just wrote was pointless, no, it had no information at all, I was just going in circles, that sure does reminds me of something rather funny, was I too late to the party? Are words not used to make people understand? To connect? What was it really? It sure as hell won't be used when I finally fucking dies at age 28, but maybe still useful at some point, now I just need to have the minimal capabilities and requirements to use them,and I somewhat doubt I have those, better luck next time haha, I'm sure we will meet again on different circumstances, cheers on you. And safe travels, I just hope I'll get the things I need this time, but I have a feeling this is eternity, but even if it is I won't change.
The best place to start talking would be to find likeminded others. I was suggest looking for places where they practice alternate faiths like wicca and paganism. Online random rantings in anonymous boards seems to be a good start.
To me it sounds like you are hurting. You just want the pain to stop so you push it away. This is why there are so many lies. It's a means to try to stop the pain and compensate for the confusion. Let the truth in. Let it wash over you, pain and all. Start with yourself. Only you know the truth about you.
Once you can see yourself as you really are, do the same to reality. Truth is not good or bad. It does not cause pain: your interpretation does. Truth simply is.
Nothing lasts forever. Do what you can in your brief blip of existence. It's all anyone can really aspire to.
It's been less than a week and you Reddit fags are already dwindling lol.
I'm just impressed this shitpost has actual content.
Í do rant here sometimes and on /x/ just to get anything out of my head even if it doesn't make sense, and I have no will finding some like-minded like myself, think, I really don't know why I'm hurting, if that's what it is, is it maybe the lack of control? Is it maybe that I can only put my weird rambling thoughts on here where everything dissappear sooner or later? I don't know if it's pain or not, I don't know why it even exist, I don't know why I'm confused, why I'm lying to myself, it needs a reason does it not? It's always one? How can I accept reality when I don't know what it is? What it is, I don't know anything about myself, I don't remember many things, I can't explain things, I can't get my thoughts out of my head, I try even now, I can see some words are getting out but it's fairly simple as you can see, if I could would it be purely madness?, I don't know who I am, I know how stupid that sounds and childish that sounds but it's here, but can I not choose? Do I not create my own reality, my own interpretations? Reality is not bad but can it not hurt? If I've lived inside a reality all by myself and forced to change it, does repercussions not exist of such? No idea, if that's the case can I not choose what hurts or whatnot? Where does it end? No idea what I'm asking and you don't need to bother wasting your time explaining to me for I somehow doubti will get it, but thanks user.
I think I'm talking about something else, I'm not that good at understanding words and writing and answering what others say, I really don't understand most peoples logic, words do seem alien to me, mom I might me an autist!
There is always a reason you do things. Probably something you were taught or internalized when you were younger. A good hard look at your actions and your past might help. Writing your thoughts down, stepping back, and reading them later as if you are someone else may help in this.
Reality is all around you. There is more to find in it than can ever be found, therefore we all technically live within the bubbles of our perceptions. This is why some say that we all live within our own realities. Pain is an emotional reaction to something you are experiencing. Choosing to feel isn't an option: we all feel. Choosing how to see something and understand it is an option. Sometimes understanding can bring peace.
Everything disappears eventually. It ends where it ends. That's all. Make the best of things while they are there. It makes things more pleasant.
You might be insane. Insanity can bring enlightenment once you understand the cause and stitch yourself back together again. I was insane and rambled like you, seeking meaning. Hoping something would save me. In the end, nothing could save me: I saved myself.
There is no shame in insanity. There is only shame in being in denial and fear of yourself.
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thanks user for answering and helping me rant even if that's something you never had quite in mind, even if I really can't get it out of my head, rants does somewhat works, I'll be sure to not deny myself, and I do have a feeling I'm going to have to save myself sooner or later, I do have years and suicide is not an option no matter what, even if time runs out I'll try again, this might be a half-assed answer and not going through every point and telling what I think, believe or feel but I'll be sure to save this and get through them some other time and see what I would respond on these to know who I am on some parts, you sadly will never see them or know how I fare on these matter but I'll do this for myself, sooner or later it will fall into place, not everything or maybe nothing at all, can't wait for anyone to save me was it, but I need first to see the frame and slowly put the puzzle bits into place, I'm too damn tired to anything right now, good night user and I do wish you luck.
Í did this wrong and I don't understand anything, but maybe someday, I'm a fool indeed.
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Get some rest and start working on yourself in the morning. All journeys start with one step. Seeing there is a path and making that first step is the hardest part.
You are correct on seeing the frame first, the placing the pieces. That is the path and the first step. Good luck.
Because he got pissed on and the audience loved it
HAHA YOU FUCKING YELLOW FAGGOTS GOT BACKED THE FUCK UP!. THATS WHAT YOU GET FOR SPAMMING MOTHERFUCKERS..
yall niggers be like " NO MORE PORN. MORE MEMES MORE RANDOM " but in the process your fucking bullshit spam GOT ALL THE ACTUAL RANDOM THREADS PRUNED! the very shit you were fighting for, ggot hurt more because of your bullshit. stupid fucking niggers
here, have some porn... welcome to Yea Forums bitch
What a fuckin gangster
More cute animals and figurines?
Fuck yellowfags
come check out this thread anons
porn fags positively seething
don't let this threac die though
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>Not the end
It is
What some have been doing; it's not working. First, some seem to have run afoul of the no spamming rule and got banned. Second, people filtered the ones they kept seeing so the replies were auto-hidden. The ACTUAL strategy to getting rid of porn would be creating threads so good, everyone ignored the porn threads and they didn't get bumped. But the yellowtards aren't creative enough for that, so...
They surrendered early yesterday when I took over all by myself. LMFAO
Can the blue team help?
Where you there? Could not fix
HOLYSHIT Hahahahahahaha
I’m ded