Depression is real; you are not going crazy.
Tell me how you feel, Yea Forumsros.
Me, I feel like I'm on a sailboat that has run out of wind; I want to go places, I want to do things, but there is no _energy_ to do it with.
What about you?
Depression is real; you are not going crazy
Carter Davis
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Henry Hill
I have been having "kill yourself" thoughts the past few weeks. Don't actually want to do it. I feel stuck. 1 friend I haven't seen for 2 years and my other 'friends' I haven't spoken to in at least 5 years. They never reach out to me but are all still friends with eachother. I have a wife and 2 kids so I'm happy with that
Ian Kelly
Go to a doctor. That's intrusive thoughts, it's extremely important you get help with it quickly
Juan Peterson
I've had the same issue with these echos. Don't get angry or fight it just let these unproductive thots slide. They've planted ticks in my head too.
Noah Thompson
I've had these thoughts before, about 6 years ago. Inused to wake up and just repeating 'kill yourself' in my head. During the day it was fine. This time around I think I'm in a bad time in my life. Just a lot of struggle etc. I enjoy life but just want to be left alone some times.
Evan Fisher
I had a brain injury last year which robbed me of a lot of my ability to feel passion, satisfaction, or any kind of love for life. It's a particularly horrible situation because I know that it isn't a chemical imbalance, it isn't a temporary thing which might get better with time or medication. This is a permanent ailment, because my brain is physically damaged. How do I deal with that ? At this point I'm just waiting to die.
Andrew Walker
Depression is mostly fabricated and, for those who do have it, instilled from a shit diet of poisoned foods. This is all to create both a booming medical industry and a vast amount of helpless males who lack the testosterone and healthy brains to fight back.
Charles Bennett
I'm doing that. I dont get affected by it, just notice it happening and then just get on with it. I'm not going to do it, just feel shitty sometimes.
Jayden Taylor
>t. Alex Jones
Liam Taylor
He's a nut but that doesn't mean he's wrong on everything. But hey keep ingesting those soy products laden with pesticides.
Cooper Martinez
I am now on meds which are helping me by completely numbing me to everything good and bad. But before I felt like a ghost, a husk of a human being and was terrified of doing anything.
Justin Nguyen
why would you want to go anywhere? world is bad and cruel place, you can travel through internet, it's safer
Nathaniel Sanchez
Been feeling shitty for a while now
No real friends
No family
Nobody would miss me
Nearly constant pain
Working on a plan to do it & not saying anything to anybody
At least I'm a procrastinator
William Robinson
Numb yourself to the human experience. You are much easier to control this way.
Oliver Adams
I was depressed for a long a couple of years. Shitty low paying job, got fired, no gf, then got dumped by only gf I managed to get. Mother is getting older and more weak. Everything I tried for business was failing. Dont even have a drivers license yet at 28. Eventually truly realized that I will die and my mother will die etc. But things start to change and I feel a happy feeling coming back to me from time to time. I am self employed and even managed to destroy my old firm as a direct competitor. Good feeling seeing someone who treated you like shit going down and you taking his place. But shit is still tough out here. Hopefully I will manage to maintain my progress. I feel like I got more direct with people and telling what I want not pleasing others.
Hudson Evans
>Want to kms
>wont be able to play cyberpunk
>no longer want to kms
Oliver Perry
Stuff like this, does actually help. Just set your sights on atuff you want to experience
Brayden Parker
Im just setting goals, play skyrim to distract me until cyberpunk, then play that until elderscrolls 6
Parker Brooks
Get off SSRIs and get out in nature more.
Thats what helped me.
Also excercise. Strong body, strong mind.
I feel for you OP, I felt that way for years. Nature, nature, nature.
And meditate/find god/a higher power and bring it into your life. it helps.
Nathaniel Jenkins
I hear you user I have to look at grinning jews they've changed their tactics around with me. It took them 20 years to get a toothpicks worth of power from me because young me decided to pick up some money that was laying on the ground. After I said I never cared for currency.
Sebastian Brooks
My life hasnt been so called happy. My family split and we dont talk to each other anymore. Throughout all my life whenever I felt sad I would try to reach out for help but my parents would say things like, "Man up" or "Go outside". What my parents and most people dont know about depression is that it affects people differently. For me, I feel like I dont want to be at work, at home, at parties, at school, or anywhere. I just simply didnt want to exist anymore. Throughout my years I felt like I should just keep my emotions bottled up. This caused me to lash out at my family whenever they told me whats wrong? Or why do you feel like this? I closed myself off and to this day I still do. Ive learned that when you want emotional help you devise ways to help you cope with it. Sometimes it helps, sometimes..........
My escape was books, video games, and puzzles. It helped for a bit, but I still think about what wouldve happened if I had let my depression consume me. To this day, I feel like my emotions arent valid. Ive been told that others have it worse than you, how others are dead or raped. I agree that these others things are terrible, but when you have the support of family and friends, it can be good or bad. To this day, I dont discuss my feelings to anyone. I am still closed off. To this day, my feelings now feel like they are invalid. To this day, Im scared.
Alexander Price
b-but what if you play through cyberpunk and finish it
Nolan Sanchez
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I felt that way for awhile, then I tried LSD and I feel way more motivated.
Ian Parker
Elderscrolls 6
Thomas Torres
On SSRI’s my anxiety and depression are mostly gone, though I am completely numb to emotion and pretty much asexual. I can’t feel genuine emotions, I am pretty much a numb zombie. It’s basically like being depressed and being ok with it.
Off meds... I am an anxious, depressed, emotional freak. My soul feels empty and everyday feels forced. The only good thing is I have my sex drive... but living off meds is literal hell.
I am permanently depressed and I don’t know ehy
Austin Powell
It feels heavy - like if a dark melancholy was a thick oil and I was wading in it waist deep struggling to lift one foot while other foot firmly planted itself in the sludge at the bottom - then lifting that foot and repeating the process - always anchored in black mud.
Hudson Russell
I always thought I lived a decent life until I found out that I have had people behind me who only wish profit off of my good nature they try everything in the power to drain me from energy from changing my family to the point where I can no longer talk to them with out hearing shut up or I don't like you I too feel like I am isolated. It feels like everywhere I go I have someone smiling at me for ill reasons or gang stalked by celebs and other agents just because I wanted to get married and the thought they are writing songs about it is upsetting, I'm pass the point of being scared i'm disgusted.
Jackson James
Yes... YES. IT'S WORKING.
Adam Stewart
I just wanna stop existing, like fade away instead of having to put lead through my brain
Evan Turner
Behold the enemy of our race the dinosaur.
Lincoln Peterson
oy vey depression is real, buy my pills and fill my pockets
Hudson Sanchez
This is now a yellow thread
Josiah Adams
Look up the law of attraction and then follow its guidelines. Also, a few strong doses of mushrooms or dmt is a great start to a new and more positive life. I am currently using these methods to overcome my anxiety/depression and combat ptsd. Give it a shot, before you shoot your damn self.
Jason Hall
Sebastian Morales
Thanks doctor I guess I'll stop being depressed now
Kevin Garcia
stop putting poison into your body and you'll feel better.