how do i leave my small town if im on probation for being black?
>live in rural area
>on probation for being black
>no good will to pick up cheap video game shit
>no amusement parks
>no concerts
>people are too poor to travel
>just sad pick up truck driving retards everywhere
>coldest winters in the world
>nothing to do
>no concerts
>no malls
>no places to buy things
>no hobbies
>no people to do things with
>house is 300 years old
>parents are unfit to be parents and poor
>dont upgrade it at all
>windows are 300 years old
>windows are made of wood and scrape up and down to open and close wood on wood
>windows are covered in old chipping lead paint
>house is leaking all over it rains
>live in cold as fuck constant rainy and windy climate
>house is shit
>full of lead asbestos and mold
>health is failing
>eyes are black
>always look tired
>narcolepsy
>cant function
>cant do anything
>always look like i have cancer
ive never traveled or been anywhere cool before. I hate god. I hate my parents
