Mom died in march. had another nightmare about it. wish they would stop

mom died in march. had another nightmare about it. wish they would stop.

Attached: MV5BMjIxMDAxNTE2N15BMl5BanBnXkFtZTcwNTI2NDkxNA@@._V1_SY1000_CR0,0,680,1000_AL_.jpg (680x1000, 66K)

How old are you?

did u kill her?

28

no, she died because she was misdiagnosed and left to sit with two high-mortality issues (aortic anyeurism and dissection) and then after ending up in the ER, was discharged from the hosptial when she shouldn't have been. In other words, due to incompetence.

They stopped for me when I finally shared my grief with a friend and cried a lot for an entire night. Took me like 2-3 years after the incident. I'm not someone who can share things with everyone. It was just cheap whiskey. You'll be better user

If she found out that her son was a mentally-underdeveloped pedophile with photos of a 12-year-old Natalie Portman saved on his hard drive (along with God knows what else), she'd be so sick and ashamed that she'd pray for the sweet release of death anyway. I suggest you join her.

Attached: 2f39f123a50c457e11510cfa8d0b9ec8.jpg (736x636, 72K)

I feels ya man, when my black labs had to get put down when I was...12??? I had nightmares about how they were zombie dogs and they were fucking disgusting and falling apart but i was the only one who seemed to see them as such, still a very vivid memory burned into my brain of them interacting with family like normal but i didnt want to go anywhere near them, nightmares are just you mourning in a very fucked up way, they will stop but you will remember them

>I can relate to your mother dying
>when my dogs died...
Fucking cringe.

It's never easy to lose a loved one. Age doesn't matter.
Sorry to hear that OP. Maybe try to do something new in your life. Pick up a new hobby, play music, grow plants or something like that.

I just discovered this movie and was sharing the pictures with my girlfriend. I also have two others with Leon in them.

Attached: MV5BMTgxMTY5MDM3MF5BMl5BanBnXkFtZTgwNjc5MTQzMTI@._V1_SX1500_CR0,0,1500,999_AL_.jpg (1500x999, 148K)

you are struggling to deal with the reality of your mothers death and havent fully faced. Your mother wants to visit you and assure you she is at peace in her soul form. Your refusal to accept the totality of her death is preventing her from doing so. Try meditation / deep breathing while laying in bed and thinking thoughts that you will be acepting if your mother visits you in your sleep

I thought I was strong enough or something to hold it in. And I had/have serious trust issues. But it happened. Weird how I've never thought about it since. P.s. I didn't sleep at night v for these 2-3 years. It was too scary to sleep. I'd sleep at 4 in the morning and wake up at 8 for all this time. 4 hours of sleep was my truck for not having any dreams at all. That cut out nightmares too.
I think you'll be fine in sometime. Sorry for your loss again or something

I'm trying. It's just hard right now even to try. I have a complex about forcing myself to so things that I can't seem to get over despite whatever willpower I may have. You are very right, though. Video games just aren't cutting it anymore.

Attachment is attachment faggot, some faggot is crying about his mommy being dead I cried about my dogs being dead

Oh look, it's a 12-year-old Natalie Portman again. Shocking.

stop being a pussy

No one cares about your dogs. Good luck coping when an actual human being dies, you weak, emotional child.

I actually think I had a visitation dream once. Can it happen more? I cleansed her apartment before I left it for the final time and that night she came to me, said nothing. She looked much older (she was only 62) and was bathed in light. I woke up feeling very calm despite seeing her for the first time since she died. I took it as a sign that she "crossed over" correctly, so to speak.

Also
>reply to this thread or your dead mother will visit you in your sleep tonight

Attached: beethoven.jpg (1900x1646, 529K)

>faggot
>some faggot
LMAO ass mad much?

>thinks he wins cuz use of faggot
>faggot is and always has been a major part of Yea Forums
Happy pride month

Oh FFS. Are you two serious? She's dead. She's worm food. There is no such thing as a "soul". Grow the fuck up.

my mom's still alive. when she goes, i'm probably going to totally lose my mind. idk. we'll see.

You're a moron.

go and leave plce where your mom was live. start new live it will be fine. dont ask people for help on this place. look how shitty people are when they are anonymous

Attached: pills.jpg (1056x736, 119K)

So you post photos of children and you literally believe in magic? Are you the cringe master?

some of my best dreams involve friends and family who have passed on. you should welcome visits like that, it will help you reconcille that they are still out there, just not concerned with our worldly struggles anymore. hope it helps man. a breathing regime will also help prepare your body for sleep

>no soul
jew detected

Problem?

>visits
It's a dream, dickhead. I had a dream last night that Eddie Murphy kept trying to make me drink a bloody mary, refusing to accept the fact that I didn't like tomato juice. When should I expect a phone call from him?

Born and raised as an Irish Catholic.

please don't listen to the haters here. some people just love to stir pain in others. there are people who share your pain and love you. listen to them.

what post did you not reply to so we all know which one actually worked

your mom will die in her sleep tonite

It's alright. I've been here as long as I can remember, so it kinda just rolls right off. Thank you.

Show us her tits faggot

She didn't die in her sleep, so I think it's irrelevant.

Go join her, child-craver.

Well he was 12, 12 year olds get sad when their dogs die. Shocker.