alright, i suppose this is content that isn't porn.
>be me >ugly feminine looking fuck >meet guy through mutual friends >we bond over video games and the like >sweet dude, honestly nicest person i've met. helped me out when i was in a really bad place (relevant later) >we get a ride/walk home together almost everyday after classes (he lives just down the street from me) >he says i look cute >social autism kicks in >"you too" >ohfuck.jpg >not gay >but i love him, platonically, of course. >almost pass out when he hugs me >feels warmer than heroin at this point >pretend that didn't happen.
forwards about two years, we became good friends and talked to each other frequently. i accept that i'm a fucking faggot.
>walking home with him, again >"hey, user.. i've liked you for awhile now." >oh fuck oh shit >tell him i love him >hold hands ez clap >we head back to my place >cuddle in bed >feels good
i don't feel so alone
>weeks later >he notices i'm acting off >i tell him why >"i was raped" >silence.jpg >oops >i get btfo'd >he tells me to get help, again nice person so he tries to be caring >i can tell i made him uncomfortable >moresilence.jpg >i ask friend if i fucked up >"user... he's probably only with you because he feels bad for you." >it clicks >he's a 10/10 chadbro with a good heart >i'm an unemployable pos autist faggot >curl up in bed and cry
i feel alone again, i thought i'd turn out fine but i fucked it up like i fucked up my own life.
if you're reading this N, i'm so sorry. i understand and you can do better than me.
sounds like possible over reaction friend. dont assume hea pittying you, best thing you could donis put that thought out your head immediately and move forward
I suggest you let your chad friend fuck you in the ass extra hard.
Eli Murphy
sounds like a plan
Isaiah Morales
Yes dress up as a girl and let your friend do what he wants to you
Jose Morgan
Wait a minute. You, op, are a rape victim? Did you report to police? Did you go to a hospital?
Joseph Johnson
No op is the raper
Colton Cook
went to both, case never went past me making a statement
Isaiah Davis
Post pic of face
Cameron Phillips
mine or his?
Josiah Gonzalez
So you made no statement? Why not?
Jeremiah Rodriguez
Your ofcourse i want to jerk off
Lincoln Green
sorry, i meant i made a statement but the police didn't progress the case past that
Evan Garcia
Post face pic yes yes yes yes
Jace Edwards
im an attention whore but not enough of one to post face pics for Yea Forumsros sorry man
Dominic Jenkins
I see. So the attacker got away with it?
Nathaniel Kelly
Shiiet post boipucci?
Jonathan Morgan
yes, the police don't care if you're a male victim of rape
Matthew Robinson
Go to him and let him know he can do better and he'll tell you why he chose you and not better Everyone can do 'better,' but there's a real simple chance that they won't ever find you.
There may be many like you, but there's only one of you in the world, so even if you're only selling at a dollar store level, you can still take yourself seriously. If Internet Explorer can ask to be your default browser, you can ask him to accept your flaws and faults while you try to help him learn to accept his.
John Rivera
I'd ask him about it. It sounds like he still likes you, right?
You might just be being hard on yourself because of insecurity, and the handsome NChad still loves you all the same.
I'd check in with him before you assume he pities you, when that might be a negative assumption from your friend that your insecurity naturally agrees with.
i'll check in with him, right now actually, - thanks anons for the wise words. what should I say?
Angel Hernandez
Ask if he wants your boupucci
John Diaz
i'll take a look at that right now, thank you
Cooper Campbell
Ok :)
Luis Reyes
Also, what were the circumstances of the rape?
Brayden Gutierrez
i mean i could get to that after i make sure he still wants to associate with me
Isaac Ross
Go to him naked and force him too fuck you
Robert Diaz
at a shitty party, i knew both of them and they asked to speak with me privately. i assumed something was up but out of all things i didnt expect getting raped.
Adam Hall
Rape is a great experience?
Jaxon Sanchez
holy shit and i thought the porn spam was bad...god damn
Juan Cox
wasn't for me though personally
Samuel James
sorry man, this post isn't great admittedly
Gabriel Hernandez
We don't have enough information to know if he is or isn't but you sound like a repressed damaged person. You keep yourself down so nothing hurts as much. The friend you talked to sounds like a cunt. Your boyfriend sounds caring and responsible. Don't fuck up with your own self hatred pushing him away because you feel unworthy of love.
Sebastian Hernandez
Just try to be transparent with him. About feeling a little insecure, whar your friend said, and if he really does pity you or not. And, fingers crossed, he doesn't.
Christopher Taylor
Did they put it in the ass?
Luis Evans
BUMPO
Carter Fisher
you're right, i've always been like this and reading the replies makes me feel as if i should work on it.
Camden Moore
I'm broken myself. Therapy helps. Don't let yourself get in the way of yourself. I'm a stranger on the net, it's 4am, I want you to get help. I want you to be happy and deal with what happened. Don't be hard on yourself, user.
Since you didn't do anything extremely reckless to put yourself in harm's way, your friend's reaction seems a bit "formal", if that's the word. I tell my friends about ridiculous and appalling things that have happened to me through no fault of my own, and I never get an even awkward reaction from them about it.
Cooper Young
Thats soooo hot why did you not like it?
Jack Long
thank you, i wish you the best also :) if it counts for anything, i'm on a waitlist to receive counselling
Logan Williams
i get what you mean, i suppose its a thing of openness, some circles are more or less receptive to topics than others
When I was 15 I was sexually confused, and ended up dating my best friend who came out as gay. In the end it left me mentally scarred and ruined the closest friendship I ever had. I can feel you user. We're both hopeless autists who fucked our lives. Have a hug. I know I'm just a stranger on the internet but I feel you.
If you still use Facebook or Instagram then stop using them. Cut that shit outa your life user.
Henry Barnes
You must be very hot if someone raped youuu
Eli Long
thank you for sharing user, i appreciate it. perhaps we both aren't as hopeless as we think?
Ian Morgan
i'm not "social" enough to actively use either, shits out anyways, thank you though
Levi Butler
Maybe we aren't. Things are looking up a little more for me lately, I finally got a job after 2 years of searching. I hope things get better for you too, user. The only thing you or I can really do is just keep moving forward and accepting that what's happened has happened, as generic as that may sound.
Carter Johnson
that's good to hear, and i hope so too, though it'll take time. you are right though, what happened has happened so all both of us can really do is accept it.
Luke Phillips
Accept rape its good for your mental health
Christian Foster
i'm aware this is a joke, but i mean, yeah. rather than dwelling on it, it'd be healthier to accept that it happened
Isaiah Gray
EMBRACE THE RAPE WEAKLING!
Lucas Phillips
Ok im sorry for all i have wrote here sorry mr rape victim i want to gib hug
Jaxon Watson
no worries man, some of your comments made me laugh
i messaged him this "sorry to bother you this late, but i'd just like to apologize for dumping this shit on you - you mean a lot to me. i feel like you can do better though, and don't feel obligated to stay if you feel pressured to"
message was read, i got a notif he started typing and then stopped. fuck it, i'll send him that
Robert Reed
If he dont respond go over to his house bring lube idk
Joshua Rodriguez
Stop being clingy and over emotional. The path that you're on will drive him away - although I suspect deep down you want him to leave. Self sabotage is a bitch.
Evan Bailey
viable option ah fuck you're right 100% on the first half
Adrian Perry
yo. dont be such a dumb bitch. guys dont take women out of pity thats the kind of thing only women are fucked up enough to do that. he likes you so just dont doubt him and accept he loves you
Tell him that you want his big big dong in your spinal cord
Thomas Martin
Listen, rape is a hot topic and has been for a few years. But only online. IRL people don’t dump heavy shit like that on others right away. If you absolutely really need to tell someone about it, start the conversation off slowly with something like “I had an awkward sexual encounter recently that left me kinda wary about sex and intimacy.” That leaves it open to talk more if they can handle it, or just not talk about it just yet while also letting them know you’re gonna need some tenderness. But really user, even if you don’t mention it right away, sex is all about intimacy and tenderness, you do know that right? They’ll treat you as best they can regardless if they know or not? If you’re not open to accepting that, don’t pursue IRL sex because it’ll fuck you up, and it’ll fuck them up, because their feelings will get hurt if they open themselves to someone who really deep down doesn’t trust that they’ll be treated well. Sex is a partnership. And knock off the openly speaking about insecurities, save that for the early stages of a relationship after you’ve had the talk to figure out if you’re just FWBs or if you’re going to actually become bf/bf. Again, it’s too much pressure to put on them. If you aren’t able to just let your hair down and live in the moment without all your bad experiences ruining the moment for you, then you’re not ready to have sex. If that’s the case, then work on your own self esteem and confidence before bringing another person into your life. Your issues are valid and your emotions are real, but you need to heal before you get with another person because it’s not fair to expect them to fix your shit for you. (Same goes for you, if you get with someone who’s in a similar situation, don’t jump into a relationship, let them heal first in their own time. You cannot fix others, and they cannot fix you. Healing comes from within.)
William Smith
Thats alot to read
Adrian Smith
...
Jaxson Jones
Bumerinooooooo
Xavier Morgan
thank you for the response, and yeah you're absolutely correct. self esteem has been an issue for me, and i would like to fix that. now that i've waited a little, i do see how i'm coming off as off putting. i've been deluded into the mentality that "just getting a bf/gf will fix your life!" without thinking too much about the other person. i will take your advice to try to improve myself, cheers user
Samuel Perez
I love you
Justin Wright
A porn thread died for this. Just kill yourself faggot. And get off my board with this anti-porn bullshit.
Robert Bennett
I hope you die this is serious this person has been raped in the butthole
Ryan Walker
Just accept that you're gay mate it's not a big deal
Angel Martin
Its okay to be gay
Easton White
N says ur a cunt.
Jeremiah Russell
Please come back here i want to give big hug i will keep thread bumperino
Connor Gutierrez
No probs. Remember: there’s no secret that will give you confidence. Confidence people do things 24/7 that make them so happy that they can’t wait to tell other people about. That’s all confidence is. Find things that make you happy, do them, and your confidence will grow organically.
Levi Perry
People don’t keep pity friends around for years, dude. Stop being an autist and relax
Daniel Perry
Turn into a trap for our pleasure
Jaxon Johnson
BUMP
Nathaniel Martin
i don't mean to be a cunt/10 but its hard for me to believe a guy gets raped by other guys. You're not a guy if that happens unless you're in jail or get held at gun point or threatened with death.
Get a sex change and embrace your confusion or literally man up and start swallowing semen
Austin Lewis
He did get raped and im here to defend him
Connor Wright
>People don’t keep pity friends around for years, dude
This. People very soon get tired of valueless friends. After a few years it should be obvious that he is a genuine chum.