I can't stop procrastinating and considering suicide
I can't stop procrastinating and considering suicide
Henry Lopez
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Angel Campbell
Eh, do it tomorrow maybe.
Maybe not.
Jack Adams
No one cares just fucking blow your brains out pussy
Xavier Jackson
you don't escape anything when you commit suicide
it all goes with you
Kevin Kelly
This
Just keep on procrastinating your suicide and you'll be fine
Jordan Perez
Damn I dunno get some professional help, this is Yea Forums ffs
Carson Sanchez
I don't believe professionals can actually help me.
I think they'll just obstruct me from killing myself and pat eachother on the back for a job well done
Hudson Foster
Determine the cause and eliminate it.
Nathan Rodriguez
Well that is what they’re paid to do, and likely many of them got into the field to stop someone else from doing the same that happened to someone they loved.
You’ll be creating another psychologist/psychiatrist with your suicide.
Do you really want that?
Samuel Bell
have fun not only being depressed, but now being a depressed retard in a wheelchair after a failed suicide. it happens to so many idiots and they just become a handicapped dumbass. don't be such a fucking moron op.
Noah Morales
I don't really care what happens after i'm dead.
My point is mental health care just seems like a massive honeytrap, i can't risk even checking it out to see if i'm helpable without risking being forced to live.
Nothing i say to them will convince them i should kill myself so I can't trust them even if they do say I have other options because they'd say that even if I didn't
Cameron Perez
Lol nice checkmate
Cameron Powell
You literally have millions of options, you’re just looking for attention and/or sympathy and may be too lazy to get off your ass and put the work into what it takes to make your life better. I don’t wanna hear a bullshit excuse about “But blahblahblah is too hard/life’s too tough waaah waaah.”
Yeah, you may be depressed - millions if not billions are too. Life is tough on everyone.
No one gets to live on east street for free once we get to this floating space rock.
Fix your shit, do something good for yourself, and maybe the world or just a few people, whichever you like the most.
Just stop fucking whining about everything and take fucking care of your problems, pussy. Running from them, including suicide, is the cowardly thing to do. Are you a big fucking pansy ass millennial? Huh?
Luis Smith
Oh, and I say this as someone who’s dirt fucking poor (I make less than $1000 a month - I am literally below poverty levels), in debt to the IRS for thousands, has no home, no working vehicle anymore after my engine died, can’t afford another vehicle or to fix it, and have a dog who maybe has 1-2 years left before he dies from old age.
My life by all accounts is absolutely shit.
But I keep on going - if I can do it, you sure as fuck can.
Luke Gutierrez
>Suicide is cowardly
That's just like your opinion man.
In fact cowardice is a good way to stave off suicide. Any old fuck with an alcohol dependence can stay alive.
I am however, definitely a lazy entitled millennial. A coward too, i've already run away from one suicide attempt before even really trying promising to fix my life.
Blake Garcia
See Stop fucking making excuses and just fix your shit.
Lincoln Roberts
Truth be told, although I am not a feelsfag, I do believe you can atleast try to fix your life. If not, why not just go out doing some stupid shit like hiking up a mountain or idk, rowing a boat across the ocean or some other dumb but hard shit to waste time on until the end.
Luke Sanchez
What do you do/work? What is your general situation?
Daniel Hill
So? Why don't you stop making excuses and kill yourself?
It's an abhorrent idea right? Same thing for me.
I don't fear or dislike the idea of dying as much as i dislike the nebulous process of "doing life".
I'm also a pedophile btw and due to medical circumstances i funnel over 300k a year from taxpayers. It doesn't really factor into my motivations to kill myself, but it interests me if it changes your opinion of if i should live
Ryder Mitchell
You should always live because it pisses someone off you’re alive. And you take up the best parking spots.
Spite is my reason for living. I do it well.
Nolan Cruz
You sound like therapists.
I really can't respect someone so inhuman acting that they don't even consider for a second some people actually are better off dead.
How are you supposed to be an authority on how "anyone can do it" when you are basically an alien to me with how your emotions work?
Cooper Ramirez
if you keep havin this attitude towards life and do not contribute to society, yes then I'd say, feel free to go. But that doesn't mean you have to. What's to say about the down syndrome kid? We can't just kill everyone who isn't useful. We're not the borg or fucking Hitler Germany and I thats a good thing.
Lucas Carter
What? Living out of spite?
Living despite the fact my life is absolutely shitty, with no prospects of ever getting better until I die from some health condition I can’t afford to treat or get fixed?
Living despite the fact I owe the government thousands I can’t afford to pay?
Living despite the fact I don’t have a home or vehicle of my own?
Living despite the fact the only thing I care for is gonna die within just a few years leaving me entirely alone?
Yeah, fuck all them, and fuck death. Bitch better come at me and bring a lunch box because I won’t ever go quietly just to fucking spite every goddamn thing and person against me.
Fuck all y’all.
Hudson Lee
Yeah i don't think that's normal.
I'll need someone else to confirm however because i'm also probably quite abnormal.
Gavin Walker
Feeling suicidal??
Procrastinating too?
take this energy and join your Yea Forumsrothers and fight to make Yea Forums better
You will know what brotherhood is and everythings is gonna be alrite, user.
I believe in you user-kun
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Jeremiah Torres
also bump
Jaxon Cox
Hate makes the world go ‘round.
People hated fucking walking everywhere - horses were domesticated, forced to serve, and eventually cars, trains and planes were made because bitch ass horses were too fucking slow.
People hated talking to one another for the news, so the printing press, and eventually radio and television was made just so we could get the news without dealing with assholes face to face. Sure, we’re still being lied to but at least we’re alone now when reading/watching it.
Hate makes the world a better place.
Jackson Bell
Yeah yeah, i get you think that way, and that's nice and all but i don't think i've ever been motivated by hate before.
The most i can muster is a kind of background bitchiness that i wield at all times.
The most motivating thing for me is considering difficult things as practice for suicide, because suicide is the most difficult thing.
We have different values.
Austin Diaz
Ah you think bitchiness is your ally? You merely adopted hate. I was born in it, molded by it.
Austin Perry
Jordan Flores
Benjamin Wright
Daniel Butler
Christopher Powell
Oliver Richardson
not normal no, not good either
lol
Jonathan Johnson
Join the military and learn discipline
Daniel Fisher
I'd rather kill myself.
But i'm sure that would be a good suggestion to someone who's suicidal who wouldn't rather kill themselves.
Jose Evans
No one's actually asked you what's your problem, OP.
What's going on ?
Kevin Martin
They did, I just didn't answer because it's nothing to write home about.
I just a have a life that's slightly too tough so I wanna get going.
It's probably just escapism in the end since i've pussied out of a pretty solid and ready suicide method before,
It's really getting in the way the way, i can only be productive for short periods before the fantasies of killing myself come back and I just stop doing things because the idea of not having a tomorrow to worry about is kind of intoxicating
Joshua Jones
Curious, what do you think is at the root of you not being able to do stuff ?
Do you think you want to die because you are not able to do stuff, to begin with, or is it that you're not able to do stuff because you want to die ?
Landon Taylor
iDunno
I think the amount of hard i'm able to work just isn't sufficient for the level of talent I have.
Like when that guy said before "No one gets to live on east street for free once we get to this floating space rock." I don't really know what east street is, but presumably there's a family there and one or 2 children were born on that.
I just lament not being born in better circumstances a lot. Don't focus on what I can do now and all that shit people yell at you on daytime TV maybe.
When something too hard shows up to me I usually just think "i'd rather kill myself", and self help is definitely too hard.
Lucas Cooper
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William Reed
I think the fact that you bothered making this thread and keeping it up means there's probably something you're looking for
I'm not judging btw. Just guessing
How's your relationship with your family ?
Brayden Ross
Functional and way better than most get
I live with my mother but she cant support me and my dad thinks i just need to come up to hard times and my immense talent will finally shine through somehow.
I don't care about how they'll be affected by me killing myself though. I do care a little with my dad to the extent that I want to kill myself just to shut him up from telling me "you can't do nothing". It's like some super late rebellious teen thing
Benjamin Peterson
Wow, that situation sounds very similar to mine a few years ago. Except that I really couldn't stand my mother haha
Do you live in a country with a possibility for traveling easily ? Not being a tourist but real travelring, liek wwoofing or volunteering abroad ? I know it sounds like effort but depending on the job you can find something with not so much work. The reason I'm saying this is that it'll expose you to totally different cultures and social expectations ,and can help break the social mold. I'm just suggesting that because, that unconscious social mold is what sustained in great part the feeling of "eh, why bother" that I had.
Isaac Cox
I dont wanna do that.
My mother also can't support herself at this point, we're codependent.
Jacob Miller
You keep talking about talent. What kind of stuff would you like to do if you had the capacity for work ?
is there anything you wanna do ? Again, not judging, just asking
>we're codependent
Ouch
Jose Price
No not really. By talent I just mean being good at stuff the first time. Being smart enough to cruise through life with about the level of effort i'm comfortable with.
My Dad thinks i'm some kind of super genius because i was good at spelling when I was 7 and i'm getting decent marks in a business school without what he calls trying, to him nothing short of sweating blood over something is effort, I probably work about as hard as most of the students getting the same marks as me.
I'm definitely not a genius, i've failed the provisional driving test 3 times. At driving at least i'm probably retarded.
I dont want to do anything really. I'd like to be a billionaire or have magical powers, but those things are never happening. I do have a hope that killing myself will send me back in time or give me superpowers, but i'm also fine with it just being void.
Julian Clark
I see.
If you knew you only had 1 more day to live, what would you do ? Would you regret anything ?
Jose Hernandez
Probably just browse the internet and shit like usual because i'd think it was funny to waste your last day on earth intentionally.
And i dunno about regret. I might think of somehting stupider I could have done last minute and regret not doing that.
Overall having a deadline on my life would make me quite happy. The day before I tried to kill myself last time was probably the cumulative most happiness i've felt in a day since before i got the teenage angst
Hudson Lewis
Mh hM. Though there is a thing I'm wondering about, why are you hoping killing yourself would send you back in time ? Do you feel like there is stuff you'd like to do over / better ?
Matthew Thompson
I know 4 sets of lottery numbers and the exact date ranges of the peaks of bottoms of bitcoin prices.
I dont know if i can be a billionaire, but 100mil is easily doable if i've got my math right.
Also I wasn't joking about the pedo thing. I know which kids turned out gay. I'll put the moves on them assuming it's the kind of time travel where i've got a kid body, if not, I might seduce myself.
Jaxson Scott
Why would you rather die than join the military?
Henry Fisher
Because I want to die.
Like how I want ice cream.
It's somehting I want to do more than things i don't want to do.
I do want ice cream more than to die though.
It's good that you don't understand, when you can understand the mentally ill, you should be worried.
Michael Jones
Wouldn't you be hoping that if you reincarnated you'd lose those urges ? Well, whatever.
..
Killing yourself never sends you back in time.
Depending on the life that you've lived, and the mythological / cultural framework that you have, different things might happen but if you don't solve your problems in this life and commit suicide, you'll 100% suffer.
I feel like there's a knot you might have to untangle there user. You're in a bad situation really. Gotta go now, nice talking.
Tbh I understand the sentiment lol
Jace Campbell
You can believe what you want about mortality but i'm not convinced anyone knows more than me about it.
It's definitely stupid to assume one possibility of the infinitely infinite possibilities is "likely" in anyway but I never claimed to be smart.
Isaiah Hill
I'm not believing, user.
I tried to say the most I could honestly. Not trying to convince you.
Jonathan Stewart
Quit drinking alcohol. Try it for 30 days. It may help.
Carter Reed
I've never drinken alcohol.
So... Should I start so that i can quit?
Isaiah Nguyen
No. It's just a common thing that can lead to depression. Another is being on the sugar/carb rollercoaster of insulin. Have you considered cutting out all processed sugar from your diet, and then cutting out breads/grains and seed oils?
Nolan Reyes