Feeling sad, depressed, suicidal... A?Does Yea Forums have anything to chear me up?

Grand blue dreaming, an anime, funny af, underrated

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Thanks bro

Yet sometimes i just feel like he isn't there...

I will make sure to watch it. Thanks.
This thread is going a lot better than i thought it would. I expected some trolls to tell me to just kill myself

try and ask him directly why.
I also suggest meditation to help cleanse thy mind.
otherwise...
others may answer your call for help...

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yeah you are also lookin' for trouble by askin' who bump shota threads for help

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Here user, hold it there. Have some laugh. I don't know what kind of shit you have been through but you still have this retarded place while it hopefully gets fuckin better.

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pls rember that wen u feel scare or frigten
never forget ttimes wen u feeled happy

wen day is dark alway rember happy day

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If I killed myself, would anyone really care?

No

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No. Anyone who does care would feel the pain for about a week and go on with their lives, only thinking about you when reminded of you and then would forget again. We are all insignificant ants on this Earth and if you think the world would be just fine without you, odds are it will. Quit being a bitch and either step up to the plate or get off the field.

He is never there
Grow up

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Someone would, even if it's someone you haven't met yet.
Be it another person, someone in love with you, or a pet cat or other animal...someone in the future would miss you.

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An Hero

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The hotline is trash

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based, they don't really care, just trying to make tax freee dollas

I'm in my 30s and I still live with the pain of having dead friends. Most died as teenagers, a couple in their early twenties. You learn to live with it but you never truly get over it, you just bury it, repress it. You're loss will be with them until they die. One kid who died in junior high saw me at Wal-Mart and said his parents were annoying him and he would show them. I told him don't do anything you would regret later. Those were the last words I spoke to him. A few days later (over the weekend) it was found out that he had attempted to fake a suicide by hanging to prank his parents, he did too good of a job and died from it. There were signs of struggle of him trying to loosen the rope around his neck. A memorial service was held at the school. Another guy his girlfriend broke up with him and he laid on train tracks and let the train kill him, he was a good guy and one of the few people who was decent to me in Junior High. A childhood friend later struggled with drug abuse and depression I had lost track of shot himself after shooting up heroin. A high school buddy of mine hung himself in prison when he was 20. Shortly after that a longtime friend of mine died of cancer, he was just 20 also and had survived childhood leukemia. These are just a few of the deaths I live with. I wish I could still talk to them, I wish they were still here, but they are gone and I'm still here. I know that death of a loved one stays with you for the rest of your life and that's just one reason I would not commit suicide. The other reason is that things change and you can't be so certain they won't turn out better. Sure I live with a lot of baggage, but it makes me a better person and some people are unfortunate that they never had a "Dark night of the soul". No mud no lotus.