Waddup Yea Forums I need to vent and your opinion.
>be 19
>meet qt chubby stoner gf
>first gf
>has no job
>4-5 months in
>tight on money cause I'm the only one working
>have to get eye medicament for her beloved new kitty
>realise instead of smoking that 20$ bill, she can afford medicament for kitty
>stops smoking pot after 11 years
>3 years pass
>had ups and downs mostly downs
>sex life barely okay, a couple times a month if I'm lucky
>keeps going downhill
>she finds work
>feels good being less tight on money
>proud of myself for helping my qt chubby stoner become a sobber and working member of society
>she herself is quite proud about all this as she can afford to get her driving license and a car, obtain some liberty
>since 2019 started we've had sex like 6 times if not less
>all the reasons in the world not to have sex
>bestie comes over
>she recently left her bf and stated that she was the kind of woman that needs to be taken care off often
>realise wtf am I doing with my life, putting up everyday with gf who is not sexually active at all
>be in bed
>one of her friend asks to tell a story which she had with a "fuckfriend" over facebook vocal message
>listen to the whole story as I'm dying from the inside
>I just lay on the side and not say a word anymore
>she asks what's wrong
>I calmly tell her that I'm extrenely annoyed
>she asks why
>I tell her it annoys me to hear about her past sex life when we've barely made love 6 times since the beginning of the year
>she says that before she had a life before she met me
>I tell her it's completely fine with me, It just annoys me that nowadays I feel like we are more room-mates than a couple
>Now she's mad but it had to come out
