I can't stand it anymore. This loneliness is destroying me, I'm exhausted of trying. Fuck...

i hope u are ok.

Te entiendo. No se interesan por tí.
No tienes a nadie con quién compartir.
Nadie con quien hablar, discutir, reir, amar...
Soy como tú. Alguien que no puede mirar a los ojos a la gente por agobio, estrés, inseguridad...
Pero sabes como he ido mejorando?
Piensa sinceramente en lo que más te gusta en todos los ámbitos: videojuegos (te sorprenderías por la cantidad de amigos que se hacen con los juegos online!), estudios (estoy seguro que algo te gusta y en el instituto es dónde se forjan las amistades más duraderas), foros que frecuentas (éste, por ejemplo, no es el mejor para hacer amigos, pero puede servirte para sentirte perteneciente a un colectivo social)... Podría decirte que salgas a discotecas pero deduzco que teniendo fobia social no vas a ir.
Intenta averiguar por qué tienes fobia social. Filosofea, revisa algún artículo sobre psicología y conducta social. Averigua qué te pasa. La raíz del problema. Tener complejos físicos o sentirte inútil para la sociedad suelen ser los más frecuentes.

Si haces lo que te gusta, la gente aparecerá sola, sólo no gires la cabeza y las ignores.
Tus padres ( o familiares) son tus únicos aliados ahora. Aprovecha su amor por tí para que te aconsejes y ayuden.
Suerte user, seguro que eres joven. Hay muchos como tú. Sólo es una etapa de tu vida.
I understand you. They are not interested in you.
You have no one to share with.
Nobody to talk to, discuss, laugh, love ...
I'm like you. Someone who can not look people in the eyes because of overwhelm, stress, insecurity ...
But you know how I've been improving?
Think honestly about what you like best in all areas: video games (you'd be surprised by the number of friends that are made with online games!), Studies (I'm sure something you like and in high school is where friendships are forged more durable), forums that you frequent (this, for example, is not the best to make friends, but can serve you to feel you belong to a social group) ... (1)

(2) I could tell you to go to clubs but I deduce that having social phobia you will not go.
Try to find out why you have social phobia. Philosophy, review an article on psychology and social behavior. Find out what's wrong with you. The root of the problem. Having physical complexes or feeling useless for society are usually the most frequent.
If you do what you like, people will appear alone, just do not turn your head and ignore them.
Your parents (or relatives) are your only allies now. Take advantage of their love for you to advise and help.
Good luck user, I'm sure you're young. There are many like you. It is only one stage of your life.
Sorry for the part in Spanish of my other comment, I copied the whole translation :b

Joder, has escrito todo eso para una persona que ni siquiera conoces. Somos todos reales detrás de la pantalla, así que de persona a persona, de mi corazón: gracias por cuidar por la gente en nuestra sociedad.

I know you can this, user. Don't give it up. This is brutally challenging but you're gonna make it. You just don't quit!

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This, dog doesn't judge, he's just happy to be with you.

Thank you guys. The fact that supportive people like you exist makes me feel a lot better

Dude go to a therapist don't be embarrassed if you're depressed or sad Ik you can beat it

Then hurry up and kill yourself retard.

You have to realize that part of being depressed is thinking that nobody cares. People do care. Your playing games with yourself. You have to seek professional help. Nobody will judge you at all, we live in a time now where mental illness is a serious issue and you aren’t alone. You got this user

Let me tell you a little secret about filling that emptiness in your heart. I would know, because I too have felt the same at one time, but no more. I was poor, just finished high school, too dumb for college. All my friends gradualy became more distant till a point where I could not consider them friends. Stuck at a shit job, working day after day going nowhere in life. But then something interesting happened, something that might seem insignificant, but has changed my life for good. An old friend of mine invited me to see a concert with her. I did not want to go—would have rather secluded myself at home playing video games, but thank god I did not, otherwise I may not have become as happy as I am today. That was the first time I saw him, andy sixx, on stage. His singing was soothing to the ear and put me in a trance. After the show I was aproached by someone, a security guard or roadie for andy sixx. He said that andy wanted to see me backstage. I nervously went to see why I was asked to come. I entered andy’s dressing room and he commented on how much he noticed me enjoying his performance. He said that he could see in my eye, that I was the only one who appreciated his music and understood those feeling that he was trying to convey in them, and to thank me he did something that would change my life forever. I don’t know why I let it happen; any ordinary person would have not consent to what andy did, but it turned out to be for the best. Without a word I let andy sixx drop his pants in front of me, bend my face down, and squeeze a fat log of shit into my mouth. It was bliss, and after experiencing it I felt content, and my life fulfilled.

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This is the best story I've ever read

You're gonna make it user. I'm a disgusting obese 4-time-college-dropout autism-spectrum sack of shit, seriously 1/10. I dumped my ex because even though she was 5/10, she was NEET, and I wanted to finance a 570s, not pay for her to get an education and a life. I miss her every day. I miss the sex, I miss the spooning, I miss the feeling of being loved, I get it.

I'm gonna be okay and you are too.

Take time to get serious with a therapist. You are in a loop, and therapy will break you out of it. It worked for me. Take the time and effort to do that one thing. It will change your life. It really is difficult to break out of a loop by yourself, so please give it a shot.

Hang in there user

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