Hey Yea Forums, can I get some hate? I want some encouragement to take a step into the void

Hey Yea Forums, can I get some hate? I want some encouragement to take a step into the void.

Have some guy you hate? Just imagine that's me. Have an ex that fucked you over? That's me, too. Just treat me like a beating bag. Thanks.

Signed, a faggot OP

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You are a beautiful person, op.

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Fuck you, you fucking piece of shit you ruined my life

Even when I ask for hate, I don't get hate. What gives?

This gave me some hope, thank you.

It might not mean much, but I'm sorry for causing you so much pain.

Heh, the guy I hate is already in jail, and I'm on very good terms with my ex.
You don't need my hate OP, you're an okay faggot. Also cute pic.

Sorry doesn't mean shit, you threw me into a death spiral that has ended up in me not being sober a single day for three months straighr

Well, I can agree that it's a very cute pic. Sadly I deleted my reaction folder a few years back, so I've got little porn/art/whatever to share in place of it.

>the guy I hate is already in jail
Good for you, user. Sometimes the law doesn't work in our favour, other times it does.

This isn't going to win me back, and this isn't going to be doing you any favours, either.

Maybe it's time to accept the cycle for what it is, and know that you can break it to move on. Alcohol will numb you, but it won't push you forward anywhere.

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Just wondering, why do you want my hate? is it something sexual? do you have no self esteem?

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To be honest, I'm not used to receiving hate. Even in my job, I get along with most people, even if I am otherwise socially isolated and lonely; the ones who are very clearly trolling don't affect me at all. I feel very disconnected from reality and everybody's positive attitudes to my failures (like being a YEAR late on multiple work-related deadlines) is making me feel like I'm going insane.

I drawfag and am over a month late on 7 different drawfag requests. I hate drawing; I just happen to be good at the one thing I hate. Anons are being nice to me and I can't stand it. I should be getting hate, but I somehow don't.

I keep everything bottled up like nothing's going wrong but I spend most of my days suicidal or sleeping. For example, I'm a month late on rent, plus unpaid rent that passed at the end of May. Not many people know about it. It's been an ongoing problem - last year I spent 10/12 months being late on rent and other bills. This month is particularly bad. A part of me wants to be made homeless so I can panic and an hero to avoid facing reality.


Oh god, I should really greentext. Sorry. One more reason to hate, I guess, aside from the obvious blogposting.

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Fuck you, you absolute bitch. Stop being such a self centred whore all the fucking time. I fucking despise you, you can't take a joke. You think everyone wants you? Fuck you, you're ugly. Just look at your ugly nose retard. I actually want you to kill yourself. Get over yourself.

Thanks, user.

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You should learn to receive whatever people give you, with the exception of hate.
I used to feel like I didn't deserved the good things I had because I was a useless piece of shit, but when I started to look at myself, and consider my virtues, then I realized that I am a actually a kind person, and if you give kindness, you receive kindness.
Maybe start developing some good convictions in order to see yourself as a better person.

I forgive you. Please forgive yourself.

I am too tired to live, user. I don't know if it's chronic fatigue syndrome or what, but I am just too tired to put the effort in. I think I've logged maybe 200 hours since early '18. I'm in debt. I don't have energy for friends. I don't have courage to kill myself, so some hate would either help me experience something new, or it will help me decide to end it.

I'll might livestream such an outcome if possible and say hello to bestgore, but I am hesitant to even dox myself in order to get more hate in case I get a knock on my door (I have left some hints for specific lurkers to maybe put 2 and 2 together but other than that, I'm still pretty anonymous).

I hate that I can't be transparent to professionals about this, because governmentcucks are too against the idea of a person owning their own body.

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I love you so much OP, I hope you sincerely find what you are searching for in life and wish you many happy memories to help you on your journey.

Stay awesome

You deserve a good life user.

>tfw realising I'm posting too early in the day to get hate because all hamburgers are asleep or busy at work

fuck. At least I have an excuse to dump art

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I guess this was a bit of a weird thread to do. If it dies, that's fine. Thanks anyway, anons. Dumping a few more randoms.

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You are a doodiehead, homie

Right back atcha.

It's depression nap time. Please don't ever leave your head in the sand, anons. Don't be a faggot like OP. Bye thread.

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You're a real meanie person sometimes. I cant even right now. I bet if I was wearing something weird you'd tease me about it. You're always being mean to yourself too! It makes me uncomfortable, stop it!

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