Why haven't you killed yourself?
Why haven't you killed yourself?
Because life is almost starting to look up right now
It's not that bad, it get's pretty good sometimes.
Belief in God and Hell
Out of pure spite for the people and things that make me want to.
waiting for the right time when i've isolated myself enough and distanced myself enough so my death doesn't bother anyone.
Thought about it constantly during my worst episodes of depression (bipolar but mostly depressed) but I wouldn't go through with it mostly because it would absolutely ruin my mom who I love very much.
Debating. I've found no meaning in life yet. I dont care enough about material shit to have a job motivate me enough to want to stay there long enough. I've worked aboard a fishing processor, and loved it, so not a question of morality. If I knew how to get back on one I would. I just don't see the point of being alive, if I have nothing to live for. Even suicide is trivial l, as I feel I need to die for something.
Just continue doing things you enjoy in life.
If you are not materialistic you can üick your job based on your personal preferences, not on income or just freelance in a way.
Also do you have hobbies?
My biggest hobby is music and it brings me a lot of joy to play my bass with other people for example.
I'd say creating the life you enjoy the most for yourself is the meaning of it all.
not as easy as it seems