>be me >decently wealthy, young white male software engineer >see doctor for anxiety and trouble sleeping >start taking ssris >slowly stop giving a fuck >break up with gf i secretly hated >order large amounts of LSD, ketamine, klonopin, meth, dmt, mdma, and whatever else off the darknet >every moment is a different mixture of whatever drugs are beneficial to me in the span of their effects, or to balance out withdrawal symptoms etc >also never stopped taking the ssri (Prozac) >usually for work I'm on a very small amount of meth taken orally, as well as a small amount of klonopin, maybe a little lsd >my coworkers know what drugs I'm on but they don't care because I perform well >weekends are psych binges or occasionally meth binges with friends >spend nights either programming, out at bars, or taking some drug with a close friend >manage to get a decent amount of sleep by forcing some benzos, vistaril, trazodone, whatever down my throat >sometimes I feel a little drowsy so I add a few mgs more meth to my pill >life is in a constant chaotic cycle but I keep gaining more money, power, and friends, and my body feels healthier >I've never felt more alive in my life
Sure are a lot of software engineers on this site.
Luis Butler
OK fine >tl;dr I take hard drugs, all of them except opiates, daily to my benefit. I'm very careful, but sometimes do have some fun. >my life continues to improve as I do this Am I normal or do I need help?
Your days are numbered. Stick to one thing and indulge. Probably not meth though. Faggot.
Jayden Adams
>Is this a normal lifestyle? No, you fucking drug addict >Is it sustainable? No, expect a major crash and burn mid-life. I hope you die miserable and alone, you worthless sack of shit.
Jonathan Young
You need Pepe, Jesus.
Angel Lee
I don't think Im addicted to any of them. I don't take any one drug every single day, and I don't have cravings. I just use them as I please, typically at low doses.
Alexander Carter
Now we all gotta wish death upon him so one less faggot roams the earth.
Jack Myers
Not a medfag, but almost assuredly no. You might 'feel' more alive and healthy, but are probably doing untold amounts of damage to yourself.
Adrian Jones
>I don't think Im addicted to any of them. Exactly what an addict would say, you filthy nigger.
Tyler Price
The only really harmful thing is the meth (and alcohol and cigarettes but those don't count). And recent studies have found that meth is actually much less harmful than previously thought, especially at low doses. You know meth can be prescribed legally by doctors?
Aiden Cook
Why are you so upset user? How does my drug use affect anyone besides me?
Nicholas Johnson
Dude youre rewiring your brain with drug abuse, liver, lungs are also taking major hits. Just man up and admit you wanna kill yourself. Go clean and live the miserable sober reality everyone else is imprisoned in
Wyatt Rodriguez
Your an asshole, eventually it will get out of control. Then kiss your cushy little job and everything else bye
Levi Martin
did you acquire your lsd from 'pushing tabu'?
Jaxson Hernandez
Lungs and liver? Nah, but my nose is pretty fucked tbh
John Bennett
What? No I bought it on the darknet. Don't remember who I got it from though.
Jaxson James
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Kevin Ramirez
Even if youre not addicted to any one of them, you're most likely pretty addicted to 'being high'. Take it from a 10+ years user, it's harder than you think to cut off getting high.
