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Thanks man I think I see what you mean about the chopsticks. I didn't really hit some milestones in my childhood. I was a late bloomer. I know I'm quick to place the blame on others and my environment, like I said, it's a bad habit. But I can be adult and own up to stuff. I admit most is my fault. My parents didn't really talk to me much about stuff, not even sex no joke. So grew up sheltered. Only coming out of my shell recently. Now I'm lost. I feel like a confused little grown up kid sometimes.

When I open up, I'm afraid of rejection. I don't know how well I am at conveying my true emotions and ideas, but to me it's quite clear. I have had enough experiences to know that I am a bit off, and not where I should be at the moment. It sucks thinking how much potential I might've had. But again, bad habits, dwelling over stuff.

I pretty much am just trying to find a job and car, then save money move out and hopefully I can find something better to do work wise. I'm not very skilled. I'm bad at school too. I was hoping maybe something that could get me in the door quick and just start making money would be good.

Well here's the thing about blaming others, you may be right about them. This doesn't really change what you have to do for yourself though, you are not the answer to a question or the response to something someone else did, you are your own person with choices. Throughout your life there were people with the responsibility to give you skills and they didn't.

My dad was a violent drunk who I just signed into the mental hospital because he can't take care of himself anymore, too drunk. He never learned that you are right now living in the future that your past self created. He never learned that you can't tell everyone that you have problems and if they're not willing to stick with you then fuck off, because people will take you up on that.

Fact is that you probably never learned what you want your life to accomplish. You probably had most of your conversations with your parents when you needed to do something you hadn't done or if you'd done something you shouldn't. You learned that you can do wrong things all the time but you never learned that just as easily you were doing a whole bunch of right shit too. But when you did those things it was probably like, "wow the blind squirrel found a nut" or something. You learned that if you do something bad there are bad consequences, but they were also responsible for teaching you that life isn't just about not fucking up, eventually it needs a purpose.

I'm sorry to tell you, there is no reliable, quick, and LEGAL way to make lots of money. The best you can do in my area (SW Ohio) is the Amazon Warehouse in Hebron, KY. They start at like $16 an hour with benefits. In fact, their health insurance is great.

I don't have a college degree, but I have advanced training and professional certifications, and am well paid. Plus I am mid-career.

I'm not trying to pick on you, I'm just being realistic. I don't understand the young people that grew up only playing console games, no other interests or hobbies, that think they should earn $100,000 plus per year, with nothing to justify that salary... No advanced degree, no special skills, no special training. Honestly, if you don't want to go to school, go to your local union hall and register as an apprentice. It's free, and they will put you to work at a decent pay rate. If you finish, you will have a trade and make good money, have a retirement, etc. And some self-help books would be good as well.

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Sorry to hear that man. Thanks for the help too. I just feel crazy sometimes. I'm fortunate to have at least some people to talk to about this. Hope you have a good rest of your day user.

I didn't even know you could do that. Is it all just hands on stuff? I'm obviously pretty desperate so I'm sure I'll be good worker I just need someone to have faith and give me a chance you know. Thanks for the tip. Those Amazon's jobs sound pretty high in demand.

Forgot to mention, since you live in Cali there are some unions available to you there that simply aren't available here in Ohio, mostly having to do with the entertainment industry. Journeymen in every union make decent money. They won't care about your personality, just keep quiet. You will get people to talk to, and something to talk about. The rest will come.

You too man. Now let's get back to nigger memes and the Jewish conspiracy.

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Yeah, mostly hands-on. Everybody has to learn some sort of code, but that's the only classroom part. if you learn by doing, that's your best bet. Or the military. I barely graduated high school, because that kind of education doesn't work at all for me. I joined the Army, who teaches by doing, and guess what? I graduated top three in EVERY CLASS I attended.

INFp is god tier. I can't even be around people without giving them inferiority complex.

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oops forgot to say aries is god tier as well

Does anything interest you?
Video Games, Movies, Astronomy, Plants, Aquariums, anything?

Movies mostly. I have Netflix. Black Mirror is much fav. Other than that, I don't play games at much. I like sandbox stuff like GTA. I'm into edm music and go to shows sometime. It's my most expensive hobby. Going to the gym is nice.

I don't really have any studious hobbies.