I miss my ex so fuckin much Yea Forumsros...

I miss my ex so fuckin much Yea Forumsros. We're still good friends and play games together but I still get jealous and overprotective of her when I know I shouldn't. She got raped while we were together and now I can't help wanting to make sure she's safe. Even though that's not my responsibility.
Dumping some of my porn in the meantime.

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>We're still good friends and play games together
wrong, sever

I still want to get back together really badly, but we're both still a little traumatized from it. Things just kinda fell apart after it happened and more stress got piled on and we just couldn't take it. We still get along incredibly well and it seems like maybe someday we could get back together but she wants to get into grad school and make progress there before we ever might try again.

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She's my best friend and has been for a really long time. I'm not just going to sever all ties with her because I'm feeling weird. Things feel fine when we're hanging out, but then I see her in other voice chats and my stomach turns a little. Probably because the guy who raped her was an online friend that moved close by.

Blake Barrington if you're reading this I hope you fuckin rot.

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make her bear your child, already

You should kill her so she can never be with anyone but you

She's the only one I really trust and her family loves me, and she still cares about me a lot, but I was really bipolar and unmedicated and got in a bad car accident and we really fell apart then. I just couldn't handle anything and almost killed myself.
And now I'm on medication and it's basically changed my life, but it's too late to fix things that easily now. I don't really mind waiting a year or two for her, but I wish I could have her back now. I keep missing her every day even though I try to keep my mind off it.

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hurry up and post more pics

>no she didn’t
>move on
>be kind, but don’t be friends

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I know how you feel, OP. I felt that way for a long time, too.
My first girlfriend cheated on me over five times with all of my then-best friends. We'd been together about 6 months at that point but I was so desperate to keep her I stupidly forgave all of it and managed to hold together the pieces of our relationship for another 6 months before she dumped me because I was too weak to do what I needed to and end it.
The worst part is she told me she still loved me and was leaving me because she knew she wouldn't stop, and didn't want to hurt me, anymore. How fucking pathetic is that, right..?
It hurt for a really long time after that. For a couple years after that, I had severe trust issues that were thankfully washed mostly away with the help of some good friends. But christ it feels awful to not be with someone you spent so much time with in the beginning.

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She's like 4 inches shorter than me and super skinny, kinda boyish which I'm absolutely crazy about, really passionate about what she's studying, and makes me laugh like nobody else. She's said she would try again after she gets to see her therapist and actually work through the trauma, so I guess I'm waiting until she feels ready and doing the same. I've got plenty to work through, anyways.

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That really sucks, user. I'm sorry. My shit left me with some pretty bad trust issues too, so I know how you feel. The worst part is that I had a bad feeling about him and so did a bunch of our friends, but she didn't, so despite me trying to get them to stop being so ""friendly"" with her, she just thought I was being jealous, which maybe I was, but...

It's really odd spending two years with someone and once you finally get to the point where you can live together, it all falls apart. I moved a thousand miles for her and some asshole came around a blind corner going 50mph and basically destroyed what was left of my already-fragile psyche lol

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This is some bizarre sex thing isn't it Yea Forums/ well FUCK you I'll have no part of it.

I should clarify, that accident was during my first or second week of driving ever with my very first car and at my first job that was already stressing me out. Getting to work after that was... incredibly difficult for me, mentally. I just wasn't prepared for all of that shit to rain down on me at once.

Being bipolar, I could handle. A car accident, I could probably handle. Her being raped was really difficult, but I had finally gotten to the point where I wasn't thinking about it much and was going to see a therapist. But after all that, I just couldn't bring myself to leave the house for anything besides work for months.

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I wish, but nah. Just a lot of stupid blogposts.

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She was a total kinkster too. DDLG, omorashi, petplay, indulged my foot fetish... Sex with her was great, if a little infrequent. But I didn't really mind cuz we cuddled a ton.

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I dunno what the thread is about but keep posting pics

She was really into loli as well, which was pretty cool. We masturbated together a ton to loli doujins lol

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I wish this gif weren't so low quality
Or weirdly blurred idk

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Alright I have to actually work today so one more and I'm done.

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Thanks for letting me vent Yea Forums, y'all are the best

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So she told you she loved you but will leave you because she will systematically cheat on you? But she keeps talking/playing with you?

You know thats emotional torture right?

...

Wrong person, I'm OP

I wish I could say there had been warning signs, in my case. When we first met she was really quiet and sheltered. She barely talked to anyone, and when she did it was often just a few words. I made the mistake of thinking I could open up her shell and show her she could be herself... Turns out it would have been better to leave the shell on. The real her was so much worse than the her that I fell for.

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I know it is, now. But that was probably... 5 or so years ago, now. We had some FWB stuff for a few months after I'd somewhat gotten over it, but was still horny for her, but I haven't seen or spoken to her in at least two years. I don't even live in the same city, anymore. Whatever she did to me won't touch me again.

>be kind
Thats one of the most mature things I've ever heard. Thank you for that, I needed to see it.

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Why not just get a new girl and then have them cuck you? same thing?

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You know there's an actual loli thread going rn, right?

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OwO what's this?

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Well user, i hope it all works out. But i dont know how i would feel if she went to visit the rapist again.

Lmao she probably hookup up with him a bunch then started to feel guilty. Thats why you guys broke up. Stop pretending. Was there a police report filed? If there wasn't that means she wanted it

Not necessarily. A lot of women don't report rapes because of peer pressure or threats. Families of the rapist siding with said rapist and making the victim look like they're lying for attention.

Fucked up the number

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>Those dead eyes that stare into abyss
>scaroused

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Done ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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This all day long. Can't believe how fucking whiny and naive Some people are.

More porn please

Just click the post number next time