Well Anons, I have already decided to finally end this. I want no psychological bullshit...

If you're from south america, go to a shity part of town, I'm sure you could find a gun

Serious reply here. Google helium mask suicide. Buy a tent and a charcoal grill and carbon monoxide out. Get blackout Drunk and pass out on the train tracks. Ezpz. Enjoi hopefully one day I man up as well.

user bro if you think you have nothing to live for, go enjoy yourself for a week at least.
Go out bush, drop some acid and smoke some weed and have a few days to yourself before you consider doing anything dumb..

I was in the exact same position as you are now, doing this is exactly whats kept me going until today, acid is a lifesaver bro.

I insist, I'm from Latino America. I was thinking on going into a bad hood and getting shot, I need to find a reason for someone to shoot me.

Googled it. No clue what te guy is talking about.

Have you ever done acid while depressed? Is not a good Idea. Keeping on talking about this will take my problems to the light. I will enjoy. The only thing I don't get, what the fuck do you care? I'm just a number on fucking Yea Forums.

How big is your dick?

Well making threats, any kinda violence, or just grabbing someones gun are all good ways to get shot.

Helium tank, respirator mask. Painless. There's an info pick floating around with specifics

Holy shit men that was useful. Really appreciate it. Good vibes for you

Bigger than average, at least is what girls told me, what for?

>Have you ever done acid while depressed?
Yes, fuckin let it all out while you're cooked and its like having a wank after a month on nofap

>what the fuck do you care?
Yeah bro you're a number to me but to someone else, you're a sibling, son/daughter, grandson/granddaughter, a best mate or even a partner.
One of my good friends' brother hung himself last year in Feb, just in the back yard, and fuck mate it destroys the family and everyone you knew, no one needs to go through that ever its fuckin horrible, I wouldn't even wish it on my worst enemy man.

I can't stop you or anything if you've already decided, but despite what you think it does eventually get better. I was in that shit place for a solid 6 years at one point swearing I'd do it next weekend or the weekend after. Just get out for a week and clear your mind, really what have you got to lose. Trust me it's the best thing you can do, drugs or not it's relaxing either way.

If I can make a suggestion for a trip, bring a notepad, some pens, a slingshot, some ammo, bunch of beers, general food and camp and cooking stuff and just fuck off out bush

Esto. Confirmado 100% las más apacibles formas de an hero. Excepto por lo del tren, te puedes ir a la mierda si en la borrachera te mueves sin darte cuenta.

I did mean hookers thanks. I used to live in den haag for ten years but it was when i was a kid so i dont remember much. Here is an article abiut the clinics though

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Ok will do, just because I love drugs.

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Should I keep struggling with life because my family will be sad for a few months?

Will do something similar to what you said. But it has been like 8 years that I remmember only a few good moments, even after doing my best and having awesome chances everything ends up fucked.

Lo mas gracioso es que en mi ciudad pasa un tren por mes, no es muy viable por eso.

Why do you want to do this? Is the problem permanent or something temporary that could be solved?

Theres no painless way to go out without explosives strapped to your head your going to have to cut your throat not pretty but quicker than poison and less painful

Really don't want to talk about it. Basically I have been doing some remembering, and literally there are a few good moments out of a lot of opportunities and good places. I think I'm unable to enjoy life as I should.

This. It's painless. Idiots have never died but know what hurts lul.

exit hood or suicide helmet, whichever is easiest for you to acquire

Thats how life is bud, there'll be shit times but you've just gotta keep going and enjoying what you have, you only get 1 shot at life so just try live it as best as you can from now on.
Anything you do from now on that doesn't involve trying to kill yourself is a slight improvement from where you're at currently.

I think tomorrow (or today depending where you're from) you should get out somewhere and write down why you feel like crap, where it started etc. You don't have to keep it or even read it after, just read it to yourself as you get it down, hopefully along the way you can pinpoint some things you could change to get your motivation back up, and take out shit influences on your life. A major one I had for example was my girlfriend at the time who was stressing me the hell out 24/7

Personally I found this helped me out a hell lot. Another thing would be trying to get a new hobby, or further invest in one you already have, slingshot shooting like i mentioned before is awesome fun, or things like volunteering in some way, even just donating blood or plasma is a huge motivation boost imo.

Thats just my two cents anyway

Man I really can't say this enough, it really will get better alright you just gotta hold in.

pop a Glock in your mouth and make a brain slushy.

As much as you don't want to hear anything from a filthy anonymous board, if you're going to end it all at least give it a read. If it was somewhat recent then you will get over it eventually. My early life has been nothing but pure embarrassment and let down. Stuff I never thought I would grow past. More sad and unfulfilling moments than normal thoughts. From a financial standpoint I had 400 bitcoin at one point. Lost it all on an exchange hack. Bam multimillionaire down the shitter.

Everyone here thinks banging chicks and making money are all that exist in life. No one will have a story exactly the same as you. It's hard to relate but what ever is happening now is short sighted.
Life can be shit but trust me it can be good. If you haven't killed anyone, haven't put yourself in an unpayable amount of debt and don't have some deformity or fatal illness then push through and try to find it inside to make a fresh start.

You could be dead tomorrow. Or pretend you have a new identity and do something without holding back knowing that you just avoided death. Killing yourself is permanent. The pain is not if you do something drastic that you're too scared to try now.

The struggle is what makes you improve. Tripping while depressed might be the worst time or the best. If you given up on life it has the potential of being a good idea. You have to be able to fully let go and allow the trip to work it's way. Death is unavoidable you will get there eventually so no need to rush it.

That's a great picture, OP.

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Anyway I'm heading off for the night, best of luck to you user I hope it all goes well and you have a good think about this.

Thx for everything bro, just don't worry. Anything I chose will be fine. Really, thank you.

Really best option but don't know how to get a gun at my age.

You people are overrating life: all "reality" as we know it is a prison that keeps us from experiencing the full potential of the infinite and that our lives are nothing more than a constant existence in a universe that functions on chaos and destruction. He believes that life is an existential slaughterhouse where everything is consumed and to have children is one of the most awful, selfish things a person can do. That to force life onto another human is an affront to the freedom they enjoyed in the infinite before being forced into the "real".

-Thomas Ligotti

Ok man, will do acid asap.

Make a zip gun outta some iron pipe and a nail that will fire a 12 gauge #00 buckshot into your dome. Ammo is easy to get

Which country? Hablas español?

But anyways, what you said is pretty good, thanks for the trouble bro.

Argentina! Vos?

drink 2 bottles of vinegar and a cup of bleech and go to bed sleeping.

you are more than just a number on the funny site but if you really want to end it

search the top suicide method in korea

don't thank me

Honduras, bueno no te voy a mentir, no sé tú situacion familiar, pero si lo vas a hacer quiere huevos, he estado a punto de hacerlo tantas veces pero siempre me cago y quedo llorando jajaja, pero si ya estás decidido pues por lo menos hace algo que siempre has querido hacer, de ahí solo drogate hasta una sobredosis y no creo que vayas a sufrir. No sé si se va a poner mejor pero puede que sí

Just drive very fast into a wall. Please do it and post pics or fake.

Boludo, estas en argentina y no te puedes matar. Ahí te matan por cualquier cosa. Obviamente no quiero que te matas pero no soy tu papa. Ándate a Buenos Aires y métete con un negro de mierda y te va llenar de huecos.

bro, ever heard about poppy seed tea? That shit will kill you. Its the inconsistency of the batches that'll do the work. Talvez sea una coincidencia, pero he notado que muchos de 18 tienen deseos suicidas, incluyendome a mi... Estaba pensando matarme de esa manera o usar opioides y overdose.