How do you guys cope with the unsatisfied feeling/hunger of suicide?
Well she's dead, it's been like 3 years and i still can't move on i wish she was still alive,i work,i get money yet i don't feel like spending i don't feel happy.
How do you guys cope with the unsatisfied feeling/hunger of suicide?
Kayden Smith
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Nolan Lee
OP! You're making money! Go travel! Maybe save up a little first! But get outta your rut! It's what they'd want to - the last thing someone who ends it wants is for it to take down another life. Go out there and make the most of yours!
Adrian Price
they'd want too* sorry, a lil crossfaded.
Wyatt Wood
A fucking piece of a shit shot her 4 years ago, she worked at a bank we were building our own ''future'' i as a Cook so i could become a chef and she as a manager, even thou we had our differences, we kinda loved to hate each other and we hated to love. I Wonder what happens when you die, when you black out of existence. Does everything just fades? like a black screen filled with or without pain? there isn't a single day i don't mourn about her, about the life we had and the life we could've had.
James Lee
Also I'll get shit here for it but I'd recommend Istanbul! Great food, the best architecture, and more friendly street cats and dogs than you could count. Plus drinking in public is legal and acceptable in many districts! Head there! Live!
Isaiah Bell
Hard to do it, when your wife and the love of your life is dead.
Robert Gray
Damn, I thought you meant she'd killed herself. That's even rougher. Much love OP
Christian Robinson
>But get outta your rut
It's ok, don't mind your errors we all make errors.
Asher Gray
No doubt =/ honestly it sounds like counseling might be your best bet, that and adopting a really loving cat or dog. Maybe some MDMA or Ayahuasca therapy too. Don't give up though! She saw something in you that's still there
Joseph Jenkins
You could even try Ibogaine therapy in Canada or some other countries, it's more used for breaking addictions, but still. Apparently a lot of people reconnect with lost loved ones while on the trip.
Caleb Allen
This planet is too cool to just drop out though! You can and will feel a whole lot better, if that's what you work towards. I've had a whole lotta family members die and it all still hurts but life's a lot bigger and better than that hurt
Lucas Sullivan
Nah, two guys broke into the bank she worked and tried to rob the place, she was the manager at the time so you can imagine what she experienced. Yes they got their hands on the money 22k they killed 4 people for 22k is that how much a human life costs? 2 weks later the cops got them.
Jayden Harris
Thank you guys for at least reasoning with me, i've been to B since the star, all i see is random shit and memes(i'm cool with that i know what lies in here) but today is the first day i just wanted to find someone to talk to cope with, i'll go to australia or canada in october to start in cordon bleu college.
But i just ask you guys shit, imagine you have like a girl a wife someone that likes and loves you, someone who's willing to cope with all your errors and make you a better person even thou you're a shitty human being, and that person loves you for whom you are, and that person just instantly dissapears, How would you feel?
Eli Ortiz
No problem at all my guy - we all need someone to talk to sometimes. That's great you're moving! It'll help a lot I think. I don't know what I would do though, in your situation. All my relationships have ended in varying degrees of bad. But last time my friend & lover visited she drove back in unexpectedly hard snow, & was AFK for a while, and I assumed the worst, and nearly broke down. So I got a taste. It's hell. You'll make it through, though!
Jason Flores
I'll do my best, even thou it's hard i'll do it's my obligationas a human being to move on..and that is thet part.
Gavin Gonzalez
Sometimes i just wished i took the shot for her or that i was there with a shotgun to blow those fuckers head off.
Angel Scott
we had a bunch of life together kek
Eli Collins
Thomas Howard
Bentley Mitchell
It hurts, I understand that.
I read the message "hey, are you still awake" while I was away visiting family. Something in me didn't feel right when I read it, for whatever reason I ignored that feeling and fell back asleep. I was supposed to be back home the next day and figured I'd just see him then.
He seemed better, happier. I didn't think those thoughts were still there. There are so many questions and things I'll never be able to say or do.
I'm so sorry.
Carter Price
We have a whole album with pics of ourselves being autistic, a couple more with our kid and i with our kid after the incident.
Ethan Martin
Damn OP it would tear me apart if my gf of 2 years died like that. I'm so sorry for your loss man. She looked like she was a fun character and those pictures remind me of me and my girl.
To cheer you up a lil go ahead and watch this video its pretty great
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Landon Hughes
have you ever tried to answer a child the question of why isn't his mother never coming home? Try that for instance, Sorry i'm no the victim i am a victim, but it's kinda harsh to raise a child alone and have to tell lies ''Ohh your mother it's in another country she soon will come back'' i know im doing bad parenting but i don't know what i should or how i should tell him his mother is dead.
Michael Ortiz
i am wise and i will tell you a true story:
i have experience in this area.
my mum suicided 8 years ago. my best died in front of me 4 years ago (od)
it barely affected me as i am not a faggot.
the end
Nolan Nelson
Don't mind if i do.
Daniel Brooks
Typ-O over there
i'm not a victim*
Angel Bailey
Have you felt some sort of emotinal pain?
Benjamin Thompson
Let me know how you think of it!
Noah Barnes
Everything i have are pictures and videos.
>song is top
Thanks man, don't know who you are but thank you a lot and god bless you.
Xavier Green
stop being afraid of death and the feeling will disappear
Chase Howard
What the fuck do I care?
If she offed herself then it's probably you're a cunt of some type, otherwise, just bait.
Either way what the fuck do I care?
nothing
Liam Hill
Holy shit I was just thinking about that thought right before you I saw your post. It's kind of scary to think about. I'm sure she wants you to be happy, so you should fix up your life to do that, including if that means finding another girl. Move someplace else, start over. Just live life trying to be as happy as you can because it will all end one day. I wish you luck in your endeavors user.
Isaac Howard
probably that jewfro that did it.
Evan Evans
Hey man life is a marathon. Trust me when I say this, your girl is waiting for you to finish the race. No short cuts, just a long race. Keep moving forward and never forget who you are. You may encounter a few bumps on the way, but that's part of the marathon.
Best of luck to you man and god bless you
Easton Garcia
i would prefer they were alive and miss them but i don't cry or feel depressed
mum chose her fate and so i am a little angry at her for never wanting to see me again
i feel shit that my friend died but he should not have been such a puss. i took the same amount of heroin but only had a stroke and was back at work within a week.
people told me i was strong (meaning emotionally) but i think these days people are always looking for an excuse and in earlier times humans dealt with loss in a much manlier way.
i am not a sociopath and have normal emotional responses that fit the situation, 3 years is far too long to still be affected by any death.
Jordan Evans
Thank you all for your warm words, i've wondereded and thought and this is the best thing to do.
it seems everyone is saying the same thing, and if most people say the same thing it's prob the right thing to do. Thanks i'll do just that and move on.
>THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME ANNONS
Logan Green
Just.. give money to me then? Ill put it to excellent use
Wyatt Murphy
She looks like she was a great & fun person to be around. Whenever someone important to me abruptly leaves my life I figure I might as well well stick around just to see what happens. It sucks ass but I'd rather have something than nothing. Even if I'm in pain, it can be tough but life is a gift you might as well see through as long as you can. My condolences given.
Jayden Sanders
This. The marathon analogy is actually great. If you believe in an afterlife / heaven, you might as well live your best life here for all the people you're waiting to see again. They'd be proud.