How do you deal with the crushing loneliness, user...

How do you deal with the crushing loneliness, user? The only joy I get is from playing vidya games with my online friends, but when they get off I’m left alone again, starring at the ceiling.

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fuck if I know, all my god damned success is pointless because I am lonely AF. I never tried killing myself but drank and did drugs kind of always not giving a shit if it killed me. Now Im sober, mostly because I could feel my body giving out. Fuck being an old vegtable. I mean dying would have been ok but not stuck in a wheel chair.

Try leaving the house.

get hobbies, doesn't cure loneliness but you'll stop giving a shit

I feel you dude, I have very similar feelings although I feel I shouldnt...

I left my home town to try and be a muscician (DJ and Producer) and fortunately Ive been finding success and have toured my country extensively making decent money, also have a loving GF but sometimes I just cant seem to appreciate all the good shit in my life, I spend most of my time indoors and dont have any friend in this city except my girl now shes going away for the summer and I feel Ill have to return home otherwise the loneliness will be just too much

I play with random people online and pretend im with them in rl. I need to kill myself

Get a hobby or make real friends. Getting a hobby will help with making friends.

Jee user! What good advice! Thank you so much

And do what nigga? Walk in the park will bring me happiness? Gtfo here

Getting a hobby is kind of hard with my current living situation. Sometimes I pretend I’m not living in a shitty row home in the dirtiest city imaginable, Philadelphia.

i think there is a really big difference between not being able to appreciate all the good and not having anything to appreciate at all.

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Yeah that's just what loser faggots say to make themselves feel better. You're probably not smarter than the people you call normies.
Maybe get some medication to deal with your depression, therapy to help with social anxiety, and get out more

Worked for me.

This pretty much sums up my entire existence.

i can feel my body telling me to stop drinking but i cant dude im pretty sure ill die form something alcohol related.

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shıll the fuck out.

have some frıckıng phıllydelphıa

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Different user here.

I've considered getting on medication, but my insurance isn't exactly stable, and I live alone. I know there's a period where you have to find the right medication that works best for you, and it's hell from what I hear. Did you have a similar experience, or is it all just bullshit that people say because they hate pills? Genuinely curious.

vidya and movies/ shows usually do it for me,

oh fuckıng get straıght

lol lıar

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Duck dude

Man...

Please

Get real

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smart girl

Hearts and knives

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>that's just what loser faggots say to make themselves feel better
It is statistically improbable that my music is not on one of your devices right now.

Enjoy your pretense and your jew poison though. Keep taking "medication" and looking down on people. It's really helpful and let's people know that you're super smart and successful and really super confident.

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Watch some of Owen Benjamins streams
Find Logos, its what gives human life meaning, especially for the lost generation of men society is facing

Get married. You'll either love it, or it will make you enjoy being alone even more. Maybe a little bit of both.

cocaine

you are very couquettish

hêh

Yeah ok buddy. There is literally something wrong with our brains.

I get shit for being Jealous any time my friends get any.
Ugh

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Everything I was put on has worked well for me, some better than others. I think I have tried 4 different medications and I'm still on 2.
The only one I ever hated was for adhd which made me very crabby, but that wasn't for depression.

I think people just dislike pills see

I just remind myself of my white privilege and it makes me happy.

I don't really feel it, to be honest. I've been lonely before, I know what it feels like I guess, but I guess it just happen to or affect me like bother people.
I'm just so antisocial, I hate being around people. Even when I'm playing videogames I don't use any voicechat, because the thought of talking to people I don't know is unbearable. I'd rather just be there in the nice peaceful quiet. I work night shift security so I spend every night all by myself, and it's beautiful and so relaxing.

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All so connected...
and yet all so alone

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>It is statistically improbable that my music is not on one of your devices right now.

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I hate it when my horngus gets tangled up with my scungle

alcohol and food are pretty good, but yeah, money, games, hobbies, watching other couples fight and have problems. I wouldn't do Facebook, seeing the fake happy people will not help.

Tried 5 meds, two of them made me frozen to the core, one was too stimulating and the other killed my appetite. It take some time to find one that’s right but even then I still was ultra depressed. I’m off them now but still can’t relate to normies

microdose mushrooms or take ketamine

You stupid faggot, your lonely because you play games and stay in your room. Get a library card, go to a gym, volunteer, get a job, go to church...i know, you're too edgy hipster for THAT. IT'S YOUR FUCKING FAULT!

The solution to your problem is so painful obviously this almost seems like bait. LIFE DOESNT HAPPEN IN YOUR ROOM. You can't sit around on your computer all day and then cry when no one is there for you when you put zero effort into getting to know people outside your comfort zone. It's really not that hard to make friends either since no one wants to feel the way you are feeling right now..

I was on antidepressants for a while, it helps the real dark times, like it just took the edge off, not sure how to explain it, but stupid shit that would make me super pissed or sad, just didnt seem as bad or as big of a deal. They also kinda fucked with my dick, but sometimes in a good way (I couldn't finish, found out they sometimes prescribe them for people with premature ejaculation, so sometimes it's hard to get it up, but sometimes it was hard to finish and you'd fuck until you were tired)

What worked for you doesn't work for everybody, faggot. How fucking selfish are you?

gf does kinda the same thing, you see lots of comics about it, when you are single you miss having someone, when you have someone, you miss being alone.

Then when she cheats and divorces and takes everything you'll be in a much worse place.

But you won't want a gf/wife for a while. And suicide will seem like a better idea!

But you'll be broke and paying for her house and the kids. Marriage is just a horrible deal for men these days. The ONLY upside is you MIGHT get regular sex and she MIGHT not balloon up.

She has legs.

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We don't care about your aspierations with nigger music, loser. I'm surprised if you got hired at a shitty strip club.

Get a job snd gym membership, Hated myself and life, still do. But its alot less depressing and lonely.

I attend college, work out, and head out on weekends.
Still horribly lonely.
World is gay

Damn dude

You want pizza

Or be impaled on a fence?

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curtsey,
duke zuur
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>"Depressive realism"

Damn, that's fucking true. Realizing how fucked up in the head people are and how shitty the world around you is really brings me down. How the fuck can people pretend to be happy?

>>^thıs^
>>^thıs^
>>^truth^

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Pretentıonısm?

Have children and a family you dumb cunt.

alexa, what ıs Pretentıonısm?

"fuck off"

alexa thanks

"you bette!"

...ı love ıt when she says that...

what the fuck

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I don't, I feel worst and worst each day. I moved to United States and I have no friends here, my wife hates me and doesn't even wanna spend time with me anymore. I just walk around the city in my free time doing nothing, I don't talk to anyone. The only interactions with people I have is when I'm paying for something and the cashier starts a conversation, which sometimes feels nice.

But right now I think about suicide 90% of the time, I've never felt happiness, nothing brings me joy anymore, not even video games. I just hate living, I hate people, I wish I could start over in another world or something.

benjamın ıs a cat

ask suzukı

>Pretentıonısm
Is that even a word?

Most of the time I’d rather mind my own business than try to get with a girl. I’m not too much of a smooth talker but if I really wanted a girlfriend I could pull it off. I’m not in a rush to have a relationship anyways because it’s money and time down the drain if the relationship ends badly.

I can only really connect to depressed people and people with other mental disorders because “fuck normies” is a great way to bond with them.

How old are you? You never had a gf?

Is Philadelphia really that bad? I've never been there.

I love you anyway.

They don’t know you. They won’t ever know you. All they do is play a game at the same time as you do. If you don’t show up tonight, their lives will go on, just as before.

This. This is the truth. Even in a group of people, you are always alone. All of your relationships are just out of convenience, and they will abandon you at the first sign of hardship. I know because it’s happened to me and I watched it happen to others too. It always happens, and it will happen to you too.

learn to see

>tfw 22

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I spelled it, so yes, it is.

I feel you, one time a met a girl that was depressed as fuck and was an alcoholic. I really liked her but we stayed as really good friends for a time. We'd stay up all night drinking whisky and listening to music. What a great friendship we had, she got a boyfriend and I never saw her again.

Philly and camden have two of the highest murder rates in the united states

Bit good cities

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They don't pretend, most people are. Because they don't LOOK and THINK about what makes them sad like you.

.............totoro...

What the fuck are you cunt's on about Most People are shit stains everyone is self absorbed waiting on that person like them so they can suck together.

Go be faggots in a coffin.

I won’t say my age but I will say that I’ve never had a girlfriend before. I’m not socially inept or anything, it’s just that I have a fear of being rejected.

dude,
she worked at cheetas ın san dıego
that ıs the number one spot ın that whole regıon of southern calıfornıa

do you feel dumb yet?

OR

would you lıke me to smell ıt for you?

spell*

When the real sad sack of shit joins.

Even if you have friends you're still lonely...

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There's more where that came rrom

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you want to *bamb* bridges?

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thanks and yes please
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retard

dumb-douche-bag...
wızen up and leave them alone

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am ı late?

ı don't thınk so

ı'm not late

ı'm early

>people getting girlfriends

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As cliche as it sounds this guy is somewhat right. You need to get out of there outside of your comfort zone and meet people.
This gives you a pretty good idea of why you ended up lonely in the first place (likely rejected them for being jerks) and it'll re-affirm to you why these people don't even hang out with other people either. They friend them on social media and avoid them irl.
If you liked people, and they liked you. Do you really think you'd of ended up alone by yourself like that already?
this guy might sound like an asshole but he's 100% right

That dude so isn't right hahaha you both must be very low IQ level people.

Favourite coping methods?

>>^heh^

>>^ı.q. ıtself doesn't defıne a person,ı thınk^

Atleast u find joy in vidyas

go to the fucking gym, or go running
even if its 3am in the morning so no one has to see your fat ass
just get the fuck outside
when you come back clean your room
things will only gradually get better
some people have it worse than you, some people are dead

I kinda would prefer if you were right. Low IQ people actually get treated better than an average person in real life. Get some government bennies medical care, housing, food, places have to hire you no matter how bad the economy is. You can probably get away with motorboating womens tiddies when they give you a pity hug without being considered creepy.
Doesn't sound like too bad of a deal.

God I wish I could just turn back time

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What part of the city you live in man? I live in Philly. Maybe I could give you some recommendations

Anecdotes on the Internet shouldn't sway your thoughts on the expertise of medical professionals. See a psychiatrist, they will evaluate you and let you know what they think you might not even be a candidate for meds. Side effects are rare and often psychosomatic.

It'll get better some day...
right?

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I need a friend from Minnesota

Not as look as you're lonely

this is the actually right answer but brainlets wont agree

Get real friends you stupid nigger, get out the house for once.

Just go out..

You guys all need to get laid lol

Learning an instrument. Even if you think you'll suck, Its never too late to learn.

Don't buy into the "friend" trap... they just leech away your time amd money. Once you truly understand how meaningless everything is and that you'll never make a difference no matter what you do... eventually you will give up on everything and reach out for that one glorious Skyking moment.

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I need the backstory to pic though
Oh and dOnT wAtCh pOrn bla bla bla

crazy girl stabbed a guy she liked

Would you ever be satisfied? Do you need people surrounding you 100% of the time to not be lonely? And if so, why do you refuse to compromise on anything to keep people physically in your life?

It doesn't matter how anybody else deals with this shit, it's not like anybody on here ever follows good advice anyway.