>be me earlier
>get off around 9
>i got invited to hangout with this girl ive been talking to for awhile for her birthday
>got dressed up for the first time in awhile wanted to make her happy
>go over to her friends house meet up with her and her friends
>1 other girl shes with her bf and 2 other dudes show up
>white trash dudes but theyre nice we drink for awhile things are going great me and the girl are talking it up
>notice one of the dudes is being obnoxious and loud but the girl im talking to is into it
>come back after using the bathroom theyre both cuddling on the couch
>chilled for a little bit drank a bunch of their liquor then dipped
>now im just smoking weed at the lake depressed af
>shit sucks i put so much effort into my appearance and character. I work 7 days a week, workout, read and take care of my bills.
>i get hit on constantly but at the end of the day all the girls i know want to waste their time with shit dudes who have no car or job.
>shit sucks i love myself still but im constantly feeling empty because no one wants to be around me unless i have something to give which isnt much
Be me earlier
wasn't meant to be. if she was into you she'd make it much more clear. don't worry about relationships, shit is overrated. you'll find someone eventually but just keep focusing on yourself
Send selfie bro, long time ago i gave up on females, my last ex fucked 2 of my best friends and got me into drugs, made me drop out from school and my life suck ass i still aint depressed somehow, just wanna buy a gun nd finish da pain
Yeah youre right but the constant disappointment sucks. I have yet to meet someone who i trust or understand i feel alone in this world and life just feels pointless. I shouldnt be stuck in these constant scenarios alas poverty is grounding me to this negative zone.
so you're not depressed but you want to kill yourself
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Yeah its me the trash dude
Just fucked the hoe shit was so cash
Sure. Im sorry to hear ive done most drugs myself yet the only one thats ever interested me is weed. The only thing ive learned about women is that they are like drugs themselves. Fun at first yet they ruin you.
I mean, i dont have depression or feel sad on any way, but killing myself would be a lot more easy that being a drop out with 0 chance of getting a good job or having a good life, still pretty sure i will never kms i dont have the balls
just stop expecting it dude. I've been in years long relationships where I thought I was in love but they ended up fucking my life up way more than it would have been had I stayed single. yes it sucks being alone but trust me relationships fucking suck too, and usually end in you being hurt. you need to be happy with yourself before you can be happy with another person. you will find someone, just drop the desperation first. and yes life can feel pointless but nobody else can give you actual purpose, only you can do that
you dont want to kill yourself you just know it would be a relief to never exist. I know man, I've felt that way since elementary school. but you know what? that's not an option. and killing yourself just passes your pain onto others
Lol def not op
Im op. But nah i have bipolar disorder so my moods constantly all over the place i feel placent atm because of a blunt lol.
yeah high school sucks
This
Also op a chad
Fuck your right im just tired of travelling this road alone.
Finished a year early 3 years ago
fair enough. do your best to identify when this happens. of course you can't just change what you feel but you can be aware when it happens
Uh... You're not supposed to be "invited" to anything. You are the one who is supposed to do the inviting. All she wanted was a collection of males to admire her to remind her that she's sexy or whatever.
The first mistake was accepting the invitation. Stop being beta, prepared to accept whatever is offered to you.
Fuck youre right but still oh well my future will be a nice place unless i die early which is inevitable
eat some mushrooms if you wanna know what alone feels like and realize that truly everyone is alone. no matter what kind of friends or family or partner we have we are all alone in the end. it sucks and yes relationships are important but you can't be so desperate for that. focus on yourself and being happy with yourself, things will fall into place
incel logic
I wouldnt mind tripping on shrooms. The only psychadelic i enjoy. Used to do them back in highschool quite a bit always seemed to learn alot about others and myself. Ill try them again hopefully after this shitty fake acid and molly leaves my town.
eat like 5 grams. experience ego death and get to know "yourself". rebuild yourself. then when you're recovered from that eat some real lsd and learn to love everything and everyone
He's obviously right though... Who TF does something like what that chick did? It's a fucking powermove.
You seriously have to have soy for brain cells to not see that. Even someone who has never heard of an incel can see it.
You should really cut back on the soy.
Ugh. This b8 again.... so stale
how old are you
Go MGTOW, it will change your point of view about life
Better than the nigger who's on probation because God hates him
you work seven days a week. not a good thing, user.