Anyone needs to express their feelings, or just wants to talk, do it here.
Anyone needs to express their feelings, or just wants to talk, do it here
I feel like I have to prove myself to everyone all the time, despite accomplishing a shitload
also lonely, despite being surrounded with friends
not even romantically lonely, just lacking a connection
I feel worthless as shit
It feels like whenever I put any effort into anything, life punishes me with interest for trying anything
i wish to fuck, but cannot fuck, therefore angry
admitted samefag trying to bait people into talking, abandoning thead
America and Europe will have civil wars in a few years.
The constant flood of immigration and loss of culture will cause it.
Everything that calls itself "News" like on TV or radio is all extremely biased. 90% of the time they are extremely biased to the Left. Fox "News" is the only one that is biased to the Right and everyone hates them, yet they are too stupid to realize MSNBC, NBC, ABC, PBS are all equally as biased as Fox.
Bias isn't just giving your opinion on a story.
Bias is choosing what stories to show people.
If your "News" station only shows how Police are shooting innocents, that's proof that your "News" station is biased because only showing Police shooting innocents is not a reflection of reality.
Just today NBC has run non-stop stories on weather in Oklahoma and they always put in a little comment "yup this weather sure is starting earlier and earlier..." or "as the temperatures rise we will be seeing more of this"
These are obviously little subtle allusions to Global Warming.
Yet seems like everyone I talk to cannot detect this Propaganda.
The World is filled with thousands of potential horrible news stories, yet the 5 that NBC "News" choooses to show to people everyday is
>global warming
>trump is bad
>global warming
>democrats are good
>anti-semitism is on the rise! (when statistically its not)
>look at how good these black people are in chicago for starting a charity
It's not a reflection of reality...
And noone seems to see it.
I just wish all these fucking women would have the balls to say "no thanks" instead of pretending to be interested.
I can handle rejection, but for some reason I can't for the life of me detach when they lie about shit being possible. And then I just get frustrated because I am the only one responsible for my own frustrations..
So for example an opinion essay.
You state your opinion, then you provide supporting facts.
But what the "News" stations do is they just never state their opinion. But they only give the facts that support that unstated opinion.
If they never give their opinion on air, they can say "HURR DURR WE ONLY REPORT THE FACTS!!!"
I can't tell you how many times I've heard on NPR them talk about how the man/woman wage gap is real and it's 78 cents or 81 cents on the dollar...yet they've never had on the many different people who explain where these warped statistics come from and how it's not true.
They've never once talked about the book "Why Men Make More" which explains how the wage gap is not true.
NPR is "FACT BASED REPORTING", but they only report the facts that support their opinion.
(Because they want to convince people to vote for Democrats)
I'm tired of general far left bullshit being pushed down my throat by the media and it just being accepted as normal by the public.
>On Facebook
See a girl I knew from a time ago
Ask "are you a bitch?" and "do you like anal?"
She didn't answer and blocked me
It may not be black and white like that.
My sister for example is so frightened and awkward that she will be afraid to plainly reject someone without being super nice, and will be on edge about it for weeks just to avoid a 'confrontational' situation.
I wouldn't mind, honestly, if people just could detect the bias.
Everyone knows and understands Fox News is biased, but ask anyone about NBC or NPR and generally they really believe they aren't biased.
It's sick.
We are literally living in 1984 or Brave New World.
These "News" stations are Propaganda in every definition of the word.
I'm thinking about starting my own YouTube channel to try to teach people how to detect bias. What do you think?
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Welcome to the leading party vs opposition battle.
Nothing else, however important, will not be mentioned.
Have a nice day.
If you feel like doing the youtube thing then do it and i guess if people would understand it as propaganda/bias and not fact that would be good.
These abortion laws are getting out of hand
>pic semi related
I’m horny and my wife would rather read HP: Half-Blood prince
I hate day shift and wanna go back to nights again
My trainer for my new IT job was a furry and was actually a cool bro, and as much as I hate that he’s a furry; he was a dudebro
Imagine having to reject someone that you like otherwise than romantically.
Being someone you like as a friend or just someone that just popped in.
You might, by reflex, act friendly.
>Welcome to the leading party vs opposition battle.
>Nothing else, however important, will not be mentioned.
It's more than that though.
This shit is literally going to cause a Civil War.
We have 1 party that thinks its ok to import votes from Hispanic countries and another party that's too scared to stop them.
I've heard NPR try to explain this away and say "Well Mexico is really close to America so Mexicans have more of a right to America than far away countries and also parts of the US used to historically be Mexico!"
1960: White population was 85% Hispanis 3%
2016: White population is 50% Hispanics 24%
Purely caused from our Immigration policy btw.
Yet NPR won't report those facts. Noone will.
I am sincerely hoping Civil War happens.
Bleeding pussy thread lol
How do I start a youtube channel?
Any tips?
I'd like to watch the news and break it down point by point
Are you autistic?
I am not saying the behaviour isn't understandable, or well intentioned, but fuck me if it doesn't jank my balls.
Amen, brother.
>make google account
>log in
>start posting vids
>make sure you share them in networks/social circles you’re A part of
>if IF you get popular join actual networks
how did he give up being a furry so fast?
have you tried introducing to your wife the concept of 'having needs and taking her' without actually raping?
also, would you ever consider fucking someone else if your wife isn't into fucking anymore?
how old are you? - your wife might be getting it somewhere else if it's a dead-bedroom type situation
>Anyone needs to express their feelings
Yeah..fuck you Kakarot and fuck humans
Honestly i don't know but i guess you should try to spread word of your channel.
my life has spiralled out of control but it is the result of my own actions. i assumed things could keep going the way they were indefinitely, but apparently nobody but myself was happy with how things were. now i gotta do a bunch of pointless shit just to ensure that i have somewhere to live, and while I don't really want to kill myself, i'm having issues trying to motivate myself to put enough effort into making things better again. it seems like jumping off a tall building might be a better choice than going through the motions of being a part of society. i was out of it, now i'm back in it. and i hate it so much. and i also hate children, and i hope they all die. and fuck old people.
He still is a furry, past tense because it was earlier today
Yeah, not working
Yeah? But I probably wouldn’t unless I knew without certainty that she was as well
24m and 25f
I doubt, by the time she gets off work and gets home is a B line and she almost always goes to sleep
It’s..... slowly getting better, an 1/8th of the inch up the corporate ladder type of deal instead of actual progress
post name of channel if you're doing it.
The lonely part is you denying who you are. Ask yourself. Where did your friend come from. Do they really do things you like or enjoy? Or where they just there and you went with it? While also asking yourself, has anything come to you that you were at first interested in or thought was cool but changed your mind when someone else said it was dumb?
Basically it comes down to whether or not you're with the group of friend you should be.
Have you moved away to find yourself? Some of the happiest people I know are the ones that have moved away to reset. Everyone I know or have known who has killed themselves or gone down a dark dark path has never left their environment..
I hate children as well.
Not gonna offer advice on the self-murder thing and wasted effort part, it will only make you angrier. I was there, shit is like war memories.
I was lucky, I could lose myself in work and after hundreds of failures, I made something good happen. Professionally, nothing on the waifu front.
Happy though.
On meds since 2013, but really happy. I made good shit happen.
I feel responsible for every single thing that happens in my life, even things I have no control over. I have an extreme fear of any kind of failure, and it prevents me from doing things that I want to do.
You have to keep talking to her about everything super personal.
Sounds to me like you guys got in there without being super mentally prepared. As is tradition.
I got that insight by shitting on my friends marriages until the point of being actually helpful.
>I have an extreme fear of any kind of failure, and it prevents me from doing things that I want to do.
same
I feel like I can't get over it
Jordan Peterson has some videos on explaining the archetype of the fool and how its a precursor to the archetype of the king
It's neat
Are you around 22?
That's when I had my burnout.
Instead of growing up, I just kept being more afraid of stuff, to the point of panic attacks.
Burning up, and consequently talking about super personal shit to a therapist and getting meds helped me get my life on track.
I mean, I run a software company and I'm drunk and snorted amphetamines on a Wednesday, but happy nonetheless.
Yeah i was forced onto meds as a child/teenager and after I realized that the drugs were just fucking up my perception in a persistent and unhealth way, I ended up just switching to self-medicating with weed for a very long time. Recently got kicked out of where i was staying while being completely broke so i can't self-medicate anymore. I definitely have a lot of unresolved issues from the last decade that I need some kind of counseling about but I was also forced to do that as a teenager and I am wary of professional therapists and those kind of people. I didn't work for most of that previously mentioned decade and it was fine. I was getting by on the bare minimums and i had no problem with that. I have no strive to do anything important with my life, and I'm pretty content just being alive and having somewhere to sleep and the means to feed myself and smoke some weed. If universal basic income was a thing I wouldn't have any problems right now, but as it, I had to ask a friend to let me stay with him, and in order to continue living there I had to actually find a job, and since the whole thing happened abruptly I can't be there for the next week because they were having people stay there in the room i'm going to be renting, so I'm staying at another friend's house until they leave and they have a two year old kid and live with my friend's 80 year old dad, so I'm getting hit with the most mind-shatteringly obnoxious noises from two ends of the human life spectrum at once, all day. I'm actually grateful to have found somewhere to work because it gives me a reason to be out of here. I dunno, I should probably get on medication temporarily again because maybe it would help me just accept life for a while and do all the shit I hate to do when I'm cognizant and aware. It's a whole fuckin thing man anyway thanks for listening.
That's pretty fucked up, sorry
I don't judge you on the life goal stuff, don't worry, it's just how I work.
If there was basic income, I would probably still work my ass off or otherwise kill myself.
Are you from the USA? Sounds to me like the therapists are really shit there from everyone I've talked to about depression.
Meds are cool and all, bud they're nothing without a good doctor and/or friends. I would say friends are even more important.
The depression is a sickness and not something you can "man up and overcome".
I would be nowhere if not for being a pussy and opening up, getting support from basically everyone except from my family who hate me despite leeching from my income.
Talk to your friends about your dreams, open up, take meds as perscribed by a trusted doctor, and maybe you and your friends can make some idea work that doesn't feel like work - that happened to me.
Depression should be treated like an ailment, as it is one.
I love my gf but I'm sure she doesn't love me anymore. She stay with me because it's convenient for her.
I tried to broke up with her a couple times, but every time she manages to convince me to stay with her.
I don't really know what to do anymore.
>That's pretty fucked up, sorry
It has been rough, but things are actually better than they were initially. It was pretty hard to deal with because I didn't think I was doing anything that wrong, as I was giving the person that I lived with a considerable amount of money and was actively trying to find work. I also assumed that my dad would help me out when I got kicked out, but he got very indignant and instead of helping me out and letting me stay with him while i got my shit figured out, he instead told me to see a doctor and get counseling. While I agree with that, I tried to explain to him that while being homeless it would be fairly difficult to achieve such a thing. He then proceeded to tell me that my existence was an embarrassment to him and that all of the people he knew considered me a failure and that my lack of doing anything in life was reflecting poorly on him. It was a really shitty conversation.
>If there was basic income, I would probably still work my ass off or otherwise kill myself.
I have things I like to do and if I had unlimited free time I would spend it doing those things. I make music and write and do all kinds of productive things on my own.
>Are you from the USA? Sounds to me like the therapists are really shit there from everyone I've talked to about depression.
Yes, and yes. It's really unfortunate. I'm not saying I couldn't find a decent therapist but it would require a lot of work, and money that i don't have.
>I would say friends are even more important.
I'm learning that I actually have some really great friends through this whole thing. It is one of the redeeming aspects of an otherwise shitty period of time.
Anyway, appreciate the opportunity to get this off my chest. Thanks again for taking the time to listen
>Anyway, appreciate the opportunity to get this off my chest. Thanks again for taking the time to listen
Thank you for giving yourself a chance.
>Yes, and yes. It's really unfortunate. I'm not saying I couldn't find a decent therapist but it would require a lot of work, and money that i don't have.
Even better, my basic healthcare covers the decent therapists
>I didn't think I was doing anything that wrong
This is what I think almost drove me to the ground.
Nice talking to you, user
My ex, whom i "broke up" (I said need some time apart, guess that means full break up) is now dating a smell weirdo who shares a suspicious amount of my interests. In my heart and gut I feel I want to get back with her if I could, but I always remember why we broke up (she moved way to fast) and know it will happen again. I feel as though it is just my jealousy, or shock at the events that this set in motion (In the span of 1 month, most of my friend group vulcanized me because somebody manipulated them into thinking i'm a bad person). I think I'm getting over her, but I keep thinking about her. Any advice on how to stop these feelings?
Villainized* Not Vulcanized
My best friend might get back with his slut wife that cheated on him.
Does it feel like a prison?
I kinda have to take a side here, so I'm gonna take yours.
Maybe you feel like you won't get a decent chance anytime soon, you're going to miss the closeness, even with the person that's venomous to your life.
You have to take that chance.
If it's easier for you, prepare for the departure, end it somewhere you can easily leave and end the proximity, even if you feel like an asshole for doing it.
It's the rest of your life tjhat's on the balance.
For real anons; I just dont know what to do with life right now... Im 28; ive died twice from internal bleeding; I'm fucking broke as a mf'er and owe as much in medical bills as im sure quite of few of the people reading this, owe in student loans. The state of my situation was even made worse by finding out I have occasional seizures - which is costing me more in medical bills and fuck man its really just hard to keep up with life + family - im still thankgul I have my family and something like this at least to vent to... I thankyou...
Forcefully redirect your attention.
Even with vice if needs be.
Program yourself not to think about it.
An average person has only a few hours a day of emotional energy to feel like utter shit.
If you're feeling it longer than that, you're making your self feel bad on purpose.
The same technique can be used to forget.
Play mind games with yourself
Remember to forget.
Every time it starts, force yourself to think about a specific constructive thing you want to put effort in
Holy shit user
What are you suffering from?
On the cost front - if you see your cost increasing even more, consider moving to Europe
In most countries, basic healthcare covers everything.
It sounds drastic, but if you're gonna die if you don't pay up, it's a solid plan
>Does it feel like a prison?
Definitely
>Maybe you feel like you won't get a decent chance anytime soon, you're going to miss the closeness, even with the person that's venomous to your life.
I'm not sure about that. She isn't destroying my life or anything, but I want to be with a person that truly loves.
>If it's easier for you, prepare for the departure, end it somewhere you can easily leave and end the proximity, even if you feel like an asshole for doing it.
It ain't easy bro. It was the hardest decision I tried to take in my life. But she know that I still truly love her, and uses this in her favor.
>But she know that I still truly love her, and uses this in her favor.
That's the point.
If she truly doesn't love you, you're just a convenience until she finds a better prospect.
She will dump you and be publicly with the new person within a week.
No one will judge her, but they will judge you,
That's why you have to leave.
If she doesn't love you, you only hurt her convenience, but deepen your addiction.
I feel like it would benefit you, especially because of your feelings for her. Which will only hurt you more when she betrays you without remorse.
Not to be sexist - I've had male friends to the same shit.
You're right, don't get me wrong, but I don't know what to do.
We are together for 6 years now; she knows me better than myself, and always end up convincine me.
Everytime I tried to broke with her we ended up in the bed.
I know it's probably my fault, but deep inside I wish her to love me again.
Best I can think of is to reconnect with some friends (if you distanced them during the relationship)
and over months introduce them (or the one) ti the situation
and over some more time, have them as support to give you the motivation and/or courage.
Get drunk/high with said friends to achieve better connection.
Thanks for you time and advices user.
I don't have any better idea. Gonna try what you said
Everyday is the same it's not really worth trying anymore. I know where I'll end up and it's not like I didn't know it from the start. Another worthless b/tard saying the same as everyone else
If you know that every day is going to be the same, it sounds like a decision.
Spin it around a bit and you can't know where you're gonna end up.
I've failed a hundred times before my first success.
Existence is pain. When will it end?
After a long life of pain and seldom happy moments, I will kiss you on your forehead in your death bed, and you will go in peace.
how do I archive this?