Be me

>be me
>22 years old in a week
>thought i was bi since middle school but always said "im more into men"
>ff to now
>descided im trans
>fucking shave my legs
>get make up
>only feel kinda happy
>get distracted by life
>watch a lot of porn
>like strait porn and gay porn but not lesbian porn
>realize i think pussies are gross and tits are just tits.
>think about why i like strait porn.
>the dude and his dick
>think of why i wanted to be trans
>so i could fuck a dude
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>realize i dont like women. And the women i had crush on i just wanted be really good friends and had no intent for sex
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>im fucking gay
>realize ive never gotten a boner from women.
>Never had any intrest in sex with a woman.
>cant fap to women
>wow.
>22 years of being fake bi
>i feel fuckin stupid
>oh well.
>mfw i just accept it

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if this is real then find Jesus

homosexuality is a mental illness and the only cure for this is a bullet to the head, all faggots and faggot sympathisers are NOT welcome on this board let alone this planet. Subtly kill yourselves so that God can quickly pass his divine judgment upon you, filthy fucking degenerates. As it is written in the ten commandments... THOU SHALT NOT BE THY FAGGOT!

>"You shall not lie with a male as with a woman; it is an abomination." - (Leviticus 18:22)

>"If a man lies with a male as with a woman, both of them have committed an abomination; they shall surely be put to death; their blood is upon them." - (Leviticus 20:13)

>"The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are abomination unto the Lord thy God.." - (Deuteronomy 22:5)

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most people who are gay/bi have moments like those. life goes on, no one cares that you want to suck cock

Remember, you are worthless to a homo man if you dont have a cock. I got huge turn on for hot transgirls but if your good are damaged to shit then im not interested.

You guys are super supportive! I LOVE this site!

Yeah, i know. I just didnt really realize but a lot a shit makes sense now.

Fuckin hell dude. Youre one of those guys. Cool thought process i guess.

lota funny moments like that but after a month or some amount of time, it doesnt really matter. im bi and i had a very similar moment. 2 weeks later it was barely on my mind at all

so when you watch porn you are the top or the bottom?

called a phase Yea Forumsro
you fuck yourself when you demand labels.
that's why all these trannies commit suicide.
they think the label matters.

>Quoting Leviticus
>Literally quoting a nigger

Have you actually sucked a cock before? I thought I was gay until I tried it once and freaked the fuck out with disgust

Yeah, i have. Its actually pretty nice. It throbs inside your mouth and the jizz is good once you get used to it. Its salty but its reletivly easy to get a taste for.

agree, though beware of smokers. first and last time i hooked up with a guy who smoked cigarettes, i thought i was gonna vomit after he came in my mouth

Hey, guess what? ITS PORN. i use my hand. And i have a dildo. Its whatever. I watch the porn. I cum on my self. I turn it off. Theres no top/bottom porn. Most gay porn has floping where both positions are used. Learn your gay porn before trying to make a joke.

I can suggest material.

So you don't imagine yourself as the sub or dom?

not him but i imagine both. just depends how im feeling

if you get of on the dom position you are most likely not 100% homo.
The pussy feels better than the asshole.
It is designed to grip and squeeze the cock perfectly.
Ass might feel good for the catcher but it is not as good as pussy.
If you are going solely by visual aesthetics than you probably can not pin down what you enjoy more.
Especially since op seems to prefer how females look, hence the makeup and shit.
Try both and don't label yourself, ever, is the best advise I can give you.

I READ THIS AND I CLAAAAAAPED

i dont care about that stuff much, im just saying bi to OP cause it seemed like he was a bit confused from his post.
pussy feels better yep i agree, but tbh 90% of all this stuff, men or women, is just psychological i guess. i had this kinky ass girlfriend in college who was into femdom. i wasnt really into it, still am not really, but it was a lot of fun to do with her cause she was really into it and it was fun to see her so excited

>is just psychological i guess
I think that is the problem causing most of these people to be confused.
Yeah you want an aesthetically pleasing partner but really it's about the feeling you are getting to make you cum at the literal tip of your cock.
This is why some people think they can be sexually attracted to trees and rocks and shit.
Because they think if it is intense enough in their own mind that makes it real.
It should be more about the physical feeling than you making yourself cum.
Maybe it's porn that trains this idk.

>This is why some people think they can be sexually attracted to trees and rocks and shit.
never heard of this but i guess im not surprised anymore with the other 97 genders and sexualities that have come from the tumblr and whatever social media movement things.
probably is related to porn. its changed a lot of stuff with sex. like with women for instance, the stuff with how their pussy looks, innie/outie, or bleaching their assholes and what not.
i think this stuff will probably mostly "sort itself out" in a decade or two

OP here. Its porn. I watch two guys fuck. Its not me self inserting myself into the porn. Im not that egotistical. And actual gay sex isnt like porn. Bareback FUCKING HURTS. Noone actually does that. I know i havent. Even when im going in. I refuse to not use use both a condom and lube.
Basically ITS FUCKING PORN.
ITS NOT A SELF IMPOSED FANTASY.
THATS WHAT YOUR BRAIN IS FOR.
ITS NOT ACTUAL SEX
ITS NOT ACTUAL LOVE
ITS A WAY TO JACK OFF
ITS SIMPLE

Buddy assuming this isn't bait I have an honest question for you. I'm 30, so I'm not ancient, but in our day we had fags too. I've done gay shit too, it's all good. The part where you lose most rational people is when you attempt to legitimize being "trans". Do you really think it's anything other than pure mental illness? You must see the fact that PC propaganda has allowed something so rooted in non science to be mainstream. Suck all the dicks you want, it's fun, hell you can even be a tranny. But do you really buy the BS that gender is a social construct? Are they teaching this in school?

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>sort itself out
It's too bad people think they need to label themselves and remove or modify things just to think it will make them happy.
They can't stand being different than they think they should be when what they already are is unique.
I don't have a problem with reversing or changing gender roles but I think surgery is mental illness being treated incorrectly.
It's fine if you want to be a slut just don't label yourself "pan-sexual" and demand that people notice how many people you are fucking.
Dress as a girl I don't care, you do you.
As long as you're happy.

>NOT A SELF IMPOSED FANTASY
so why even watch it?
that's exactly what it is.
and our society thinks porn is the norm when really it is made by ultra aggressive doms and near retarded subs.

>but I think surgery is mental illness being treated incorrectly.
its definitely fuckin weird cause this aint like crossdressing. like you said, who cares? its just clothing or makeup. you can take it off after youre done and go back to normal life.
surgery is life changing shit. i dont really understand it and the whole culture is getting weird. really hope it does sort itself out, gettin a little spooky

>gettin a little spooky
I think there will be a rift and a mental evolutionary divide.
The lgbt will evolve along a separate path using surrogates and eventually laboratory reproduction while heteros will keep reproducing sexually.
I've thought about it.
It's weird but we are accommodating it.
I don't think it is wrong but merely different.
It will be interesting and as a hetero I kind of feel bad for the lgbt.

>kinda feel bad for the lgbt
Bruh. We've been feeling bad since the bible told us gay is not okay. The last thing we need is pitty.

>why even watch it
Its two dudes fucking. Theyre hot. Theyre fucking. Ill fap to them fucking. If two dudes were doing the same shit in my bedroom and i didnt feel like fucking them myself, id watch and fap. Is this hard to understand?

>pitty
Your need for hard labels and recognition that you are different earns you pity not the ~fact that you find yourself to be more aesthetically pleasing than the other gender.
Males were MADE for females and visa versa.
It's literally you choosing to be unhappy.

>Ill fap to them fucking
The fact that you need visual stimulation proves your denial/mental illness.
You are solely basing you sexuality on visual stimulation.
There are mental handicaps that are diagnosed based on tactile and visual input recognition.
You need both to function normally.

>literally choosing to be unhappy
Wat. Im perfectly happy. I like dick. Thats it. Its not me being depressed. Its not me being sad. I love men. That makes me happy.

I dont fucking understand dude.

You make it sound like i dont have sex. Dude. Chill. I have sex sometimes. I like to fap sometimes.
You guys make no sense.

I'm bisexual but sexually and romantically I'm way more into guys. Guys are fucking hot

not him but i kinda do agree with you on some level even though im into guys too. evolution and such, its nature and the way of the world. on the other hand, there are so many humans in the world that it does not matter if a small population of them are somehow "wrong", whether its psychological or some bizarre neurological kink. it wont make any difference.
if no one is getting hurt then it shouldnt really matter i think. not quite the case with the tumblr stuff, but not every gay/bi/whatever person is like that or is even into such a culture

>I like dick
visually sure.
see:
>Bareback FUCKING HURTS
that doesn't sound like happiness.
you literally need a 3rd party to reproduce.
it's a scifi flick.

>Im perfectly happy

Umm....

>We've been feeling bad since the bible

>not mentally ill....

yeah I'm not trying to de-gay
I feel bad for the lgbt because of the probable end result.
If they split from hetero when humans spread into the universe they will be reliant on a 3rd party to reproduce and without technology their genes will die out.
They will also evolve further into the visual making anything physical non-existent in their culture.

>will be reliant on a 3rd party to reproduce and without technology their genes will die out.
i wouldnt count on this. im not an expert on evolution or genetics, but i know that genes do pop up all the time. if genes are responsible for such a thing i dont think it would matter. even if it vanished, itd probably appear again years, decades etc later.
anyway i think we're both getting ahead of ourselves with the genetics and stuff. this shit is NOT that simple at all. its a very complex topic that people dedicate their lives to studying

So bareback consists of this:
No condom
No lube
Its your ass. You need lube.
Its an ass you need a condom.
Guess what? ANAL IS AWESOME.
Doing it bareback is fucking painful.
Haveing lube? Heaven.

someone call the de-gay squad and show this man loollypop24. she makes porn fun

But you can't discount our co-evolution with technology.
There are groups already "cleaning" unused dna from the human genome.
It could be an environmental issue but I think at this point many of the people who decide on the label are doing it based on a visual preference and "sticking to their guns" even if it means suicide.

>ANAL IS AWESOME
*with lube
*with a condom

so without those you are straight?

you talk like you are very young...

The liberal culture is vary flippant and will not back you if you stray from their agenda.

don't trust a labeling system Yea Forumsro
the only reason they exist is to put you in your place.

>But you can't discount our co-evolution with technology
for sure, i agree. im not saying its not like that, im saying that it is far too complex for two assholes on Yea Forums with, presumably, no backround in these fields of study to make any accurate or meaningful predictions.
in my mind its just not really part of my day to day life. i long ago stopped giving a shit about what other people do so long as theyre not screwing with me. whether or not we go into some eugenics thing or it turns out bad in some way, neither of us will likely be alive to see any kind of long term effects from this. this is like the kinda stuff youd see in another 200 years from now

Trannies are disgusting degenerates, you're not supposed to be happy

>make post coming out to Yea Forums
>expect homophobes
>get people arguing about dumb shit
>if i didnt like anal would i be strait
>labels are not worth anything
>i sound young
>mfw i remember when people would just me a faggot and tell me to kill myself.

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Great that you figured yourself out. Do not harm your penis, you will probably want it later.