I'm so fucking tired but I don't want to sleep.
I'm so fucking tired but I don't want to sleep
Sleep is the weakness of all life. Sleep easy user. It is futile to fight it for long. You could also do meth, not that I'm advising you to do so.
i'm not tired but i wish i could sleep
im always fucking exhausted but my insomnia is so bad I have to be up for 3 days before I basically faint from exhaustion. wish I could sleep forever.
i bet i would cum in my pants if i ever did meth, evidently getting me addicted to the feeling. so ill pass on it for now, wait till im rich to try something like that.
well i AM tired and can't sleep so it's worse. i guess i could if i really wanted to but when you're as depressed as me you don't wanna
i get in the two day habit sometimes, which is where ill stay up for two days, sleep for a long time, then stay up another two days, and repeat. ive only made it to three days a few times before, that's really hardcore if you can do that. i hate insomnia, it should be studied in labs. it's really the only reason i can't keep job which makes it the source of all my problems. how are you supposed to do anything in life if you can't sleep/wake up on time? it's crippling
meth doesn't make you cum in your pants and it's not that addictive. i'd like adderall but you can smoke it.
>how are you supposed to do anything in life if you can't sleep/wake up on time?
well I'm a neet as I can't hold a job either so this statement couldn't be anymore true, I'm thinking of getting on some sort of medication to maybe help this but I'm too depressed to even leave the house.
homeopathy
are you me? im the same but i don't wanna get on sleeping pills again because then you'll pretty much be permanently dependent on them. i also get the worst restless legs in the world. my feet actually hurt the last few days even though i spent them in bed. just from constantly fucking with them in a repetitive motion. at least i think that's why they hurt so often.
i have a pretty good idea of what it would feel like, cumming in my pants is an exaggeration but i've heard stories. ive also done my fair share of drugs, including adderall.
I'm so fucking tired but I can't sleep without drugs or alck and i can't take drugs because i need a job and don't want to be that guy buying four loco's at 9am on Monday mourning and paying with change
alcohol doesn't help you sleep, i quit 3 months ago after binging constantly for 2 years. it doesn't make you tired and the quality of sleep is shit. get a job and get some better drugs, weed, meth, dex ect..
>i don't wanna get on sleeping pills again because then you'll pretty much be permanently dependent on them
I considered that but honestly I'm so desperate for sleep that I might just get them after all, I get restless leg after I have been up for too long as well but usually I'm able to forget about it.
seconding this, alcohol does NOT help me sleep. if i get drunk ill pass out for maybe 2 hours then wake up wired as fuck but still tired without being able to fall back asleep. it's really uncomfortable and i don't even really like the feeling of being drunk
the worst part is, that it's not even like im wide awake or even able to feel pleasure in anything. i feel the pain of being very tired but there's not much i can do about it. it's so strange to be simultaneously tired and awake
how much do you like weed?
being drunk is definitely a feeling that you tell yourself to like, booze doesn't really help with anything. i used to get blind drunk everyday hoping it'd give me the courage to ask a girl out, shit never happend. alcohol only makes time fly by too fast
time travel is useful sometimes like passing 30 days of boredom while waiting for your system to clean out
well i could see it helping with talking to people, but it doesn't feel good, per say. i just find it so strange that so many people like - or pretend to like it. you know i've actually tried to become an alcoholic many times? ive got friends with fibrosis because of alcohol, so i was in the right company. i just couldn't handle it after a few days, id only be able to put down like two beers by the time we reach the third night in a row. it doesn't even feel good to me, but i wish so bad i had that crutch other people have. it's actually kind of fucking hardcore if you can convince yourself to drink that much
it is hard to push past a certain number of drinks sober, it got bad when i started to mix it with meth and other stims, not a fun time
it's mainly the taste and the nausea i can't get over, but when i was on benzos i could power through a fifth of johnny walker red no problem. it's really dangerous to do that though. stims help a lot too. yeah actually most drugs make it easier to drink.
>750s
amateur
get sum pills
kek whiskey is pretty powerful, them fucking headspins! lol smoking and booze mixed so well but after a while of being sober drugs get so much funner.
for 2$ a bottle can't go wrong