Have any anons here been the victims of sexual abuse/incest?

Have any anons here been the victims of sexual abuse/incest?

How do you feel about it now? How has it affected your life?

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I unfortunately lost my virginity at 19 to a woman nearly 3 times my age who dragged me into a pub bathroom and raped me.

I have a hard time being intimate.

I was raped multiple times as a child and now I’ve never had sex after that and am disturbed if it comes up.
Unless I’m in control.
I’m also super into the idea of being raped again which sucks.

How the fuck were you overpowered by a 60 year old woman?

It's fucked me up a fair bit. Some physical issues, got badly hurt but also mental stuff.
I've mostly dealt with it, I can into normal life ok. I got married to a real cool chick, but shit started creeping in and it ruined our relationship. It's just that sometimes I have a bad day and everything shuts down for me. I don't ever want to make a big deal of it, almost no one knows about it.

I was molested as a child
It was alright

What the actual fuck is going on in that webm?

This is some pizzagate shit!

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I had warts on my ass as a child.
Probably got ass raped or something.
I don't remember or know how I got them.
I had them surgically removed with a lazer when I was a teen.

I was in a sexual relationship with my father from the age of 12 to 16.

AMA.

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8 year old strippers is just self expression.
don't be a bigot

how was it?

how does an old woman out power you?

Not dissing just curious on how she did it.

Sister played with my dick when she was starting high school. I was about 10. Was able to get hard and it felt good but I never came. She stopped once she got her 2nd boyfriend. Pretty indifferent to it. I brought it up years later and she threatened to never talk to me again.

How did it start? Greentext first time?

I got banged by my older brother when I was like 6 or something he did it often until he got caught and kicked out for it and my introduction to sex was fucked so since then I tried to do what he did to me to girls that ik until I was like 15 and realized how fucked up I was I still struggle being sexual because I get very aggressive and rapey on my gf but shes into so I guess I'm fine

My cousin went to town on me when I was ~8-9, she was 11-12.

I'm a degenerate now, but I don't know if that's related.

pretty sure that is related

Have you tried mindfulness meditation?

Was abused by a faggot of a family friend.
It made me an introvert with low self-esteem, but it made me a damn horny freak.

Last time I heard some years ago the molester got arrested for cocaine and died in prison several months later.

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Long story short
>mom was druggo and left my dad
>moved into small apartment with drunk ass dad
>im like 10 or so
>no friends or anything in house all day cant go outside
>miss school and shit
>dad starts molesting me
>starts getting worse from just touching to actually getting me to suck his cock
>starts dressing me as a girl
>starts having friends over and they molest me too
>really fucked up
>get a boy just a lil older than me to fuck me one day infront of dad and friends
>made me a 10year old sissy
>now im a crossdressing sissy who likes the cock and whores himself out to older guys and have even had interspecies relations

gotta respect the man for livin the dream

From that side yeah probly

>>interspecies relations
Go on

> interspecies relations
care to elaborate?

>move into own place later after foster homes and dad going to jail. (Not even for the child sex stuff, for drugs)
>get myself a dog. German shep named max
>one day max and I are chilling on the floor watching a movie.
>sex scene starts and I wana fap
>max starts licking my cock and getting into that shit
>see his dick get bigger
>why not? Start jerking my boi off
>he starts humping and trying to get on me
>might as well give it a shot. I have watched many beast videos
>lube up and get on all fours.
>max licks my ass a bit and I jerk him a bit more
>he gets behind me and starts humping at my ass
>guide him in and he starts really fucking me at like the speed of light
> his cock wasnt too big for me but after a while I felt him get bigger then I realised he was trying to knot me
>I freaked out cause I heard horror stories about people getting stuck for a while and it hurting
>pull out semi knot and it hurt like a bitch
>he starts uncontrollably spurting cum all over me
>doeant taste too bad and give him a little blowjob while I jerk off
>cum buckets and max starts eating my cum
We did this regularly for a while till I had to move again to a stupid no pets apartment. I miss my boi

First time your dad had sex with you?

>laying in our shared bed one night watching toons
>hear door open and dad drunkly walks in starts stumbling about in apartment
>walks into room and starts undressing.
>pretend to sleep and just lay there
>he gets into bed naked, he usually wears pjs
>starts jerking off next to me, seems like he didnt even know I was there
>he feels me next to him and stops
>looks at me for a bit and starts to rub mt stomach while jerking off
>touches my penis but not for long, moves to my ass and starts fondling it
>I didnt know what to do but keep laying there
>he licks his fingers and starts pushing it inot my ass
>starts fingering me while jerking
>he stops and moved into like a spooning position with his dick up against me
>starts pushing it against my ass
>jerks off against my asshole
>his head popped in and he seemed to love that
>starts fucking me with the tip, it hurt a bit but I was frozen and didnt know what the fuck to do and I was afraid of him when he drank
>fucks me for a while and cums in my ass, feel his hot cum in me and leak out onto the bed
>he realized this and freaked out a bit
>gets up and cleans himself then me with a towel
>rolls over and goes to bed
>woke up in morning and saw cum stained towel with some shit on and blood.
>didnt say anything about it

What about the first stime he fully had sex with you?