Alright Yea Forums gather around. Let papa give you some wisdom.
>be me >20 years old >just got kicked out of the Army because I lied about some medical stuff >feeling pretty shitty >most my friends stopped talking to me before I joined >my old unit just went on a deployment >living with an old buddy who let me have a month free of rent to get back on my feet >decide to get a job at a plant making tubing out of steel >a week before my first day I feel like blowing my brains out >get introduced by roommate to his fiance's best friend >drop dead gorgeous
(Cont) >she and I hang out a little bit >invites me to come over after my first week at work to help her watch some dogs for her family >"Could you bring your Playstation, user? I want to watch a movie" >we watch Pineapple Express while getting shitfaced >somehow avoid any sort of flirting >she starts crying >I ask her what's wrong >she explains to me that my current roommate chose his current fiance over her and it still hurts >Tell her everything is gonna be okay >I start crying >tell her about my time in the Army and how asthma is keeping me from going back in >we both emotionally vent to one another >end up kissing >she tells me she's okay with having sex >I lost my virginity that night
(Cont) >flash forward a couple months >settled into this shitty job >girl and I (We'll call G) aren't dating but become really close friends >get my own apartment and start investing a lot of time into getting video games and writing (I'm still trying to finish that manuscript) >G starts inviting me to her Catholic church >Start going with her >Never been religious but it's pretty chill >G and I start hanging out a lot more >My shitty job has me on overnights so I have to wake up pretty early just to give her a phone call or let her come over >It's worth it to me >G starts flirting more with me but says that she's not ready for any relationship just yet
(Cont) >Start getting real feelings for her >One day she came over after church >"You always talk about anime, user. What's it about?" >Show her the 1997 Berserk >She loves it >After a few episodes she looks at me >notice that she is wearing makeup, something she never does >Her eyes are a mocha brown >Her lips are a perfect cherry red >we kiss for the first time in 6 months >begin making out >I was in heaven >didn't have sex again but she did leave late that night >the next week she doesn't talk about it even if I bring it up >think it was just a fluke or it was just a dream >a few days later I bumped into a high school crush of mine >a fiery blonde who we'll call "C" >Talk with C for a minute and she gives me her new phone number >Talking with C about how great I think G is >G figures out I've been texting C and asks if C and I are dating >In my half in love state I say "G, I wouldn't want to date anyone but you" >her face lights up like a Christmas tree >G spent the night that night in what was the second time I had sex. >it was better than the first time >I still say it was the best night of my life >Tell G I will marry her to make this right in the Catholic way
(Cont) >G goes home in the morning >Leaves her shorts under my bed >G says she doesn't want to talk about what happened for a week >C asks if I could come over to her apartment >"user, my boyfriend and I had a terrible break up and I need someone to talk to" >Go over to her apartment >C and her roommate are two of the messiest people I have ever seen >Try to console her while cleaning the apartment up >C and her roommate have a dog that likes tearing stuff up >take the dog out on a run to burn energy >"Your so good with animals, user" >I've always been better with most kinds of animals except lizards >go home after a while >the next night C asks if she can come over >Tell her she can but G will be over so she can't stay >G wasn't really coming over but I felt a bad feeling about the whole ordeal
(Cont) >C comes over and is wearing a skirt so short that if she slightly bent over the whole world could see her ass >In high school I would've chopped my dick off to see her in something like this >She starts crying and trying to hug up on me >"Men are dogs, men are pigs, blah blah blah" >Try my best to keep her from touching me but she's probably got 30 pounds on me >she wraps her arms around me like a vice >she knows my hair is my sensitive part >Starts rubber her hands through my hair >she pull my head back a lays a kiss on my lips >stupidy takes over my body as we both undress >We fuck vigorously >this succubus made me go 3 rounds >by the end all I wanted was sleep >pass out >wake up at around 3 in the morning >take a shower >Look at myself in the mirror and for a split second see G in the reflection >Begin to cry >I just betrayed the most perfect creature ever to exist >I just betrayed my one true love >I get so disgusted in myself I throw up in the shower >Tell C to get the fuck out when I get out of the shower
(Cont) >a few days later G calls me >"user, remember when you said you'd marry me to make this right?" >"Yes" >She tells me she had a mental breakdown at confessional and she wants to make it right >she also tells me that I'd have to convert to Catholicism to marry her >I don't tell her about C but feel to guilty to say that I'll convert >I don't feel worthy enough >"I'm sorry, G, but I need a few days to think about it" >She starts crying and hangs up >Cry myself to sleep >a few days later I tell G what happened between C and I >she forgives me but backs off romantically >I get a new job as a Wedding DJ for a big DJ Company >Begin to see all these happily married couples and feel more and more shitty about what I did >Go on a spending spree to try to make myself happy >End up getting evicted from my apartment and have to move in with my mom >My mental health at this point is deteriorating >Start going to the gym to let out my anger in myself >It's not helping >G is still my best friend and even helped me out a few times when I was in a pinch
shit nigga, why do i have the impression ive seen this story before
Gavin Nelson
(Cont) >Begin praying for an answer >Have an ultra-realistic dream that I'm getting married to G. >I can smell the incense >I can feel the sun on my face >I know that it's the right thing to do to marry her >Don't know how to tell her >Flash forward to Holy Week >Go with G to midnight mass >Last year we all went to IHOP and G and I hung out after that for a little bit >Figure the same thing will happen >It doesn't >Everyone just goes home this year >G looks physically upset at something after a certain point in the mass >A few days later she calls me >"user, we need to talk" >She explains that she heard the voice of God saying that she and I will never be together >She says that she's already come to terms with it and says that we shouldn't even hang out by ourselves anymore >That next night I had to DJ a wedding and I cried on the the way home
I've tried getting her to change but nothing works. The only thing I can think to do is pray more and more and become the man she wants in life. I'm not sure if she and I will work out in the end but let me tell you this. If you have a good thing going don't fuck it up. I believe in each and every one of you and I love you guys. Thanks for listening.
Wow, that was just a series of degenerate and fucking stupid actions.
Hudson Sanders
No soul is worth burdening yourself over. Not to this extent. Especially if she isn't hurting as nearly terribly as you are. Woman tend to gain interest once you show them how expendable they are anyways. Don't allow relationships to dictate your life. Focus on improving yourself because no one wants damaged goods.
Brandon Phillips
Cool story,tho you shouldnt press on, if she doesnt want because "god" told her dont chase her Fix your life , throw that gun out of your house Dont >an Hero Do shit that makes you happy Good luck user
Easton Clark
Sorry user, if under 25 you've still got options dw.
Oliver Barnes
At you're a bitch dude. You had to openly admit your medical problems in order for them to kick you out for it. They cant just go searching your medical records from civilian life. >fake ass bitch OP. >continue your faggot story.
Gabriel Hughes
>>I've always been better with most kinds of animals except lizards
>Op almost married the first girl he fucked >Girl is a religious but who thinks voices in her head are god >Op dodged a huge fucking bullet.
Don't be autistic anymore, op. Make better choices.
Ryan Lee
Proof op is legit sperger
William Campbell
Serious talk time. Don’t change yourself for a woman. Change yourself for you. If she can’t accept who you are then that relationship would never work. I’ve been happily married for 16 years, take my word for it.
Ethan Brown
How does it feel knowing your wife is getting dicked down while you're at work and one day she will leave you for him and take more than half your shit?
