What's your meaning in life Yea Forums? What keeps you from wanting to blow your brains out?

What's your meaning in life Yea Forums? What keeps you from wanting to blow your brains out?

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Video games, drugs, music. Also, I can't afford a gun. That helps.

music, occasional games, and the possibility of my dream being fulfilled

Conscious evolution

What's your dream?

not wanting to hurt my parents, and the hope that someday things will change, i lost my will to live, i lost my only friend/girlfriend/partner in life, she was all i wanted, now im alone and miserable, i also don't know what a good way of killing myself would be, i just wish i had a time machine... im alone and the sadness is almost too much to bear, i just wish i could walk with her again, hold her hand, feel loved, feel safe. i put my will to live in someone.. i just miss her. i miss my old life.. i hope things work out for everyone

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nothing

not sure I just find something to distract myself moment to moment

i wish i had one

survive long enough to get affordable/quality CYBERNETIC ARMS AND LEGS

There's so much shit I still want to do, like sex, drugs, a gf, etc. also porn.

My meaning in life is finding the beta version of Mario 64 as well

Hardware, drgus, some wine, music, and learning some magic, nefcoming a wizzard

But user, I do want to blow my brains out. I think about it almost every night. I'm probably going to wait until my mom dies though. She relies on me for a lot and it'd kill her if something happened to me since we already lost my dad and older brother.

guns arent free

Drugs, alcohol and video games

knowing that if i do the universe has won, and fuck that

i don't know.

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The exponential increase in power I'm creating for myself.

Not having a fucking gun.

Beer, knives, me poppy, me granddaughter and cheap Indonesian mut

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I just wanna see where it goes from here

Based

Knowing that being alive is always better than being dead.

become a rapper/producer and release my own stuff

Nothing really. Just exist in constant misery. Once you realize that you are just a group of cells trying to compete and survive with other groups of cells, and that consciousness is just an evolved trait to assist in that competition, and the only reason to exist is to spread your genetics, nothing really matters. Nobody seems to understand that though. Only reason I haven't killed myself is my parents would be hurt.

I want to create beautiful artwork that is full of feeling and can be appreciated by others. Plus it's very pretty outside and I like walking around there.

Since you happen to be conscious, make the most of it. See and appreciate things, or just go full hedonism and enjoy yourself as much as you can before you return to the comfort of the void.

I was asking myself this earlier...I decided family. And the lack of belief in any afterlife. As long as I'm alive, I have some kind of chance to make a positive difference for sentient life..

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I haven't seen the northern lights yet. Or gone on a date.

May I introduce you to National Socialism?

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Trying to be the best person I can be. Also hopefully I will witness some alien invasion/ visit and pray they take me

I can't have fun when I'm dead.

Nothing matters to the universe, sure, but something matters to you. Carve your own path, live for your ideals, and enjoy the fuck out of life. There is no reason not to.

Nothing.

i need to try and live to see the end of one piece

My kids, my wife, and curiosity about the future; in that order

2 wieners at the same time

Going through the same stuff right now. I've come to realize that throughout all the hurt, i have to press on so that I can be where I want to be. Learn from what hurt you so that when you face it again it wont hurt as much

If I ever buy a gun I will end up blowing my head off