How come i can only focus after i cut myself...

how come i can only focus after i cut myself? i'm gonna fuck up how i want to explain this since i'm feeling it right now, but here goes. i constantly have this feeling in my head, and it's like there's something blocking me from thinking straight. sometimes when i try to play out scenarios in my head, either a small part will get looped over and over and i can't control it, or it will get pushed away by another thought. even when this isn't happening, my head never feels clear. it feels like my head is all over the place, and i just want to be in control of my thoughts. pic is of my arm from a few years back

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KILL

YOUR

SELF

FAGGOT

no

yeah just kys you dumb niggerfaggot

all i hear is "i can manage my emotions, i live in a delusional world of insecurity, i cut to distract my brain, i fail to make good choices"

yea that's pretty much it

Whats stopping you from doing it?

i ask myself that every day, i'm sure we all do

Yeah but I’m asking you

like i said, i don't know

Nah man, I love life. Maybe you should accept that you're a faggot and come out of the closet?

ADHD, your brain thrives and is hardwired to find what is most stimulating to you, cutting yourself causes a massive release of adrenaline which is incredibly stimulating. Thats why I always drive above the speed limit, it helps me concentrate on what i'm doing. When I try to drive like a normie, that's when i find i make the most mistakes. Also... quit the cutting faggot, cause now that you have this knowledge I'm sure you can find something else just as stimulating... like acid or pingas

further more, your brain will actively push away anything it deems not stimulating enough. It's kind of fucked i know, but do some research and find what stimulates you.

Are you trying to find something to live for?

LSD is clearly the answer young one.

i don't know

How much longer do you expect to be living the way you live?

until i can fulfill my aspiration of working a night shift as a bartender

Cathartic and adrenaline would imagine.

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Your cuts look like a death metal band logo

Why is this pic sexually arousing to me. hnng

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You feel out of control of your life and it paralyzes you with anxiety and indecision.

Cutting lets you feel in control of your own body and your own pain. Everything gets simplified, its just you and the razor and you're in charge. you could do anything.

Cutting is self medication for a deeper problem. you need to find out why you feel like you have no control if you want to stop cutting.

welcome to the club, user.

Cbds thcs and lsds for cure

maybe it is

Memba this cunt?

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nope

post a kik

who dat?

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Look up Twixie. Stupid cunt that used to post here and show her fetid cunt

no
really wish i did today

she still drops by sometimes. she was on /soc/ a couple days ago.

She's still alive, well you learn sumfin new every day