Hey Yea Forums, how have you been recently? Any problems, concerns, or issues? You can tell me anything

Existential crisis is bad if you cant get rid of it. Can easily lead to pretty bad depression.

I'm mad at my ex for ghosting me. Didn't even give me a chance. So I've being throwing myself at women I'm not into which has lead to some disastrous dates. I want answers but the bitch just fucked off. So frustrating.

i devoted my life to my ears becoming a classical musician/sound analyst/audiophile. HS and 6 yrs college.

some asshole moved in the house next door and his house throbs with bass

2 months later i have 10+ tinnitus pitches and fucking HYPERACUSIS which means all sound causes physical pain. It has been compared to sticking a knife in your ear then rotating it

police too stupid to acknowledge sound as physical force

doctors tell me nothing they can do

i am also homeless with no applicible skills and an unrecognized disability

how the fuck do i continue living

ps. yes i wear earplugs/ muffs. they dont do much but trap me with my tinnitus which sounds like OOOOOO, HSSSSSS, SHHHHHHHHH, RRRRRRRRN and WEEEEE

again. its been about a year and i dont even have a place to live. just drifting from friends house to strangers house. how the fuck do i continue my life.

It's less of that, I could easily just move on and keep living my semi-normie life, but I'm wondering whether or not there's not something more, something I'm missing that I could be gaining here.

I recently lost my job, im 20 and live at home. I have extreme social anxity and feel terrified just leaving my room let alone interacting with people to find a job. Currently i just smoke weed from my nextdoor neighbour and play games on my playstation. I can feel myself slowly sliding into a serious depression. Ive recently found myself searching for suicide methods. Im not sure what to do and i feel helpless and alone.

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I have that shit too user. Mine came from Vidya. Im sorry. People dont understand when I tell them the sound of brushing my teeth hurts. Running water hurts. Birds chirping. A slight breeze. Hell, I didnt belive it until I got it.

My own footsteps and voice hurts...they just think I'm an asshole when I ask for the TV down a bit. Unlike an amputated leg, our ailment is invisible and in most cases, more debilitating. I cant imagine what its like to be a musician with this thing. What I can tell you is that you're not alone.

The best one can do simply ask those around to educate themselves on HYPERACUSIS.

stop being a faggot

im just tired all the time everything is just exhausting

Ok ill try harder

When you gonna stop hiding behind your made up illness? It sounds debilitating, and you're fucken homeless my dude, where did it all go wrong for you?

I cannot finish law school and waste my time here on the bed. I live off my last batch of money and see no hope for the future. All of my relatives have died during my studies. However, I have an ideal girlfriend. But work-wise, I feel like I'm a failure. The end of the law school career consists of a big examination with everything learned. But the preparation phase was so stretched out that I feel like haveing forgotten many parts. My memory is excellent for trivial matters, but incoherent for when it matters. 28yo. Never made big bucks in my life.

Call the cops on the neighbour. I have done so aswell and continue doing so. The neighbour may be fined and fined and fined again. Very easy.

like the grips of depression have been sinking deeper over the last month or two but still keep the hope alive that it is just part of the usual cycles and ups and downs that have been present throughout my life
debating whether or not medication will actually help the problem or if i still have a good enough mindset to fight back against the dumb bullshit my brain likes to pull on me
so you know, just another monday amirite?

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Dude medications will help you get more motivated short term but in the long run they'll rip out a part of your soul.

well you must be telling me the truth
just look at those trips

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i had a dream recently that me and a girl i liked in the past were sitting in the bus on my way home from school. For some reason she was looking at me and she was red from crying. She was wispering something but i didn't hear/understand anything. Then she left.

you have hang ups that you missed signs to something that was wrong and was unable to solve the problem that caused you two to split up.
we all make mistakes, we all miss chances, there are plenty more out there just waiting for you to take a gamble
also eat more celery

Weed can cure cancer but big pharma need to make money off medical sales. Thoughts?

I'm depressed, I spend most of my day in my room on the PC like everyone else on here, but I'm stuck and can't seem to break the cycle of waisting my life.

I have been thinking about getting divorced on and off for several years. My wife and I get along and work well together in terms of running a household, but there's no intimacy. I'm allowed to seek out alternatives, but that's not exactly what I want and it's not as easy as I had hoped to find a FWB. Not leaving due to kids and a generally stable home. Is it selfish to want to leave because I feel like a better match is out there?

>these are the kind of posts i miss from Yea Forums

I’m a raging alcoholic but functional.. I have a decent job, wife, kids, etc but it’s exhausting.

Why aren’t you fucking your wife?

I've went theough some similar stuff. I'm a bit younger though. After droping my depressed ass out of school I had a hell of a big down. I was literally doing nothing for months just living off a bunch of money I had amassed over the years while working and studying at the same time. (Full time at work and scool full ime) After about a year, I started feeling a bit better. It's been about 3 years since, applyed to a new school. I feel a lot better. Don't give up user, sun shines above there.

How much/often do you drink? I dip in and out of alcoholism myself.

What in turn would make you happy?

Dunno man. Meds have helped me drink far less, stop hating life and get over the hump. I have been motivated to get better, but diet, sleep and exercise weren't enough. I still felt like running away from life. I had good days, but dark days always followed. Turns out I have anxiety, depression and I am bipolar. Having a good psychiatrist is an asset.

I drink every single day. Mostly beer with some hard liquor mixed in. Probably 12 - 15 beers a day but more on weekends....

She doesn't want to. She doesn't even initiate hugs. Try fucking someone that's not really ever in the mood. See how fun it is.

Im not that guy, but for real some women just lose desire. sex can become legit painful for them too.

It took my wife about 2 years after having our kid to want to be regulalrly fucked.

During those 2 years We fucked maybe 10 times.

Now its once or twice a week again.

In be4 me & muh wife fuck everyday guy.

They suposedly get back a lot of libido around 50 ish yo

Thanks for your kind words. What makes me happy (and that's definitely a coping mechanism) is wearing a nice suit and shoes. Really provides a proper environment for learning. I hope the sun will shine for you, too.

Pretty similar to how I was. But I drank only 151 rum.

I dont like feeling like shit all the time so I was able to confine my drinking to Friday and Saturday night. Friday night I will still have 12-20 drinks.

When my wife and kid are out of town, I still go on benders. For instance, my wife was out of town last week and I drank 750s of liquor and about 75 beers.

I don't know. The sweet embrace of death. Money. Moving abroad.

Thank you ! I hope it will for you too. I must agree on the suit.

Nah. by that time most of them their pussy doesn't really get wet anymore.

I have been there, not as extreme. More like a six pack most days and a case over the weekend. I got moving and got on some antidepressants. That help make me less anxious and irritable. It's not easy and for a while i had to avoid places with alcohol and not let myself just stop for a six-pack (you earned it, it was a rough day). It has taken a few years. I can have a couple drinks with dinner now and it doesn't draw me back in.

Different guy here too. I’m currently in a rough patch... 3 young kids so I’m only getting laid 2 or 3 times a month... it sucks.... got it on last night so that was good but now it’ll be like 3 weeks before it happens again... used to fuck every day....

Yeah. That's what I was waiting for, but now it has been 4 years of nothing. It's maddening.

What might earn you money? Why would you want to move abroad?

Rip

Fresh start abroad, new life in sunny location. I'm too old now though. I suffer from depression, I have a short attention span and get tired throughout the day too.

Anyone take anti-depressants and have they worked? Also, I don't want to get bloated if I take them.

What might help for happiness and motivation - and even only for a bit - is a a change in diet (to intermittent fasting and keto / low carb) and a good round of excercise. Maybe it could help you work out the specifics on reaching your goals.

Good that you control it as much as you do. I’ve been this way for many years...

Jeeze. Sorry man. TBH my wife caught me on POF ( I hadnt actually done anything). Since then, she fucks me regularly, and even if shes not in the mood she will just put her ass up in the air and take it.

I have an autistic daughter that will likely never be able to function on her own. I need to put away a bunch of money for her after Im gone.
I cant be dying at 45.

Thats the only thing that snapped me out of it.

Been really down recently. Mostly because I noticed how far down the shitter my self esteem is. Recently contemplated suicide because it would be way easier than hating myself for the rest of my life. Thing is I can't tell anybody because i don't think my problems are worth taking time away from anybody.

Yes, i was wondering if this is a medical issue. Whenever i sleep, i feel fantastic but the moment i wake up my i get endless stomach ache until i go back to sleep. Do i have an ulcer? The only thing that makes me feel okay during the day is weed and ive been dry for a week. Didnt notice how much of a problem it was until now.