Confess secret
Confess secret
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I'm just. So dead inside. Every day things get a little less bright. I can only hope for those rare days I feel numb instead. I can't keep doing this but I'm too scared to die. I can't even find the energy to hate the people who did this to me. I can only hate myself. And so I come to b. And share this because if I tell anyone else, they won't listen. I just want someone, anyone, to know that I'm alone and afraid. And maybe someone else will see this and know then they, we, are not.
Fuck off and die, christfag.
You and your stupid book are worthless.
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Nobody cares.
Kys, faggot.
Sucks dude.
I worship Xenu you fucking edgelord
Kek
I've never had sexual desires. Whenever I liked a girl at school or found an actress beautiful, I only ever fantasized about kissing or holding them. I'm repulsed by sexuality/nudity and porn gives me genuine anxiety. Once I had a panic attack after accidentally looking at a explicitly sexually violent comic called the Boys. I think it's because my dad sexually abused me well into my teenage years.
I also completely lack the confidence to so much as strike up a conversation with a woman unless I have their explicit permission. In 4 years of college I never talked to any girls outside of group projects, and even then I did my best to avoid talking
the demons are here
Last night I fucked a sock that I stuffed in a toilet paper roll with lotion as my loop. I'm 18 and still a virgin. I know some girls that like me but I never wanna make a move in them because Im obsessed with my crush and she's the one I truly want. She barely knows I exist...
That would explain a lot
i just ate my cum, and i always do it
user, see a therapist. I believe you can overcome your adversity.
when I was 13 I was at a sleepover with 2 girls, and they fell asleep while I played CoD. after a while, I cummed on both of them multiple times, then cleaned it up.
Dont kill yourself because I love you :3
I didn't delete my ex's nudes when we broke up.
So I have a bunch of pics where it's just her facing down with her asshole towards the camera. And a few of us fucking and her blowing me.
I used to post em on temp exposed but that shut down.
bump
post them
I'm ready to have a drunken mental breakdown and text my ex yeet
Never delete an exes nudes, and back that shit up on multiple sources. Good job user
you think anyone actually cares? end yourself
So, I used a dead squirrel as a fuckpuppet, I tore it open, shit was gross but I did nut
how's it taste?
I tried to give myself superpowers the other day and I sadly failed. I will succeed, eventually, I promise you.
My gf is all up in that LGBT shit and I cannot stand it. About a month ago she invited this tranny to stay at our apartment till HE got a job. He wouldn't make any progress in two weeks and eventually I got tired of it and threw his estrogen pills off the balcony. He ran out and hasn't come back since. Gf was super pissed at me for the day but we talked it out but I don't know where the dude ran off to. He didnt have any shit with him or a car. We contacted some of gfs friends and they haven't seen him. I don't know if i should be concerned or glad.
one time ex girlfirends dumb ass mom was being an all around shit mom, made my ex bawl when she was finally away from her. out of anger i hammered a nail into the mom's tire. I've never told any one.
It have like a salty flavour but is mostly sweet
>see a therapist
>therapist
>the-rapist
Nice, job, user. You're traumatizing the boy all over again. Are you his dad?
Omg I was in your position until my crush found a bf. Now I got a dope gf that is pretty hot that I love. Just say fuck the crush user, get out there! I was virgin till 18! Could’ve had a lot of pussy in high school too. But hey shit happens. I’m happy for once in the past 3-4 years!
words of wisdom. I wish I was told that when I was 16, the things I would have now..
glad, he probably killed himself, so glad. Nice job, user, thank you.
Thank you, I love you too.
see a psychiatrist, helped me quite fast. you can actually be a happy normal person. Just go, negro
I showered with a 8yo girl a little while ago
Please elaborate on how you tried, user.
I've always wanted to go to like a coed public bath in another country just to creep hard-core
I was raped by my own dad for 11 years straight. Never told anyone out of shame. Not even my gf of 3 years
Lost my virginity today, did it with a nice Asian girl from my community service. But since it was my first time, she rode me for the most part, missionary was to uncomfortable and I couldn’t feel much due to the condom.
You did the right thing user
Sounds like a plan. Thanks user
Fuck dude. I hope that hasn't impeded your life too significantly. Sick bastard. Took a lot of guts to share man.
i saw the nudes of my nephew its still stuck on my head
Someone is in prison for life because of something that I did.
Damn, if only it was your niece.
Can you elaborate?
hows that make you feel user
greentext
Obviously not. Lol
I dont think he can
I want to fuck my brother's girlfriend and he wants to fuck mine. Wondering if I can't work something out here.
fuckin scum
nice
I just masturbated and I want to stop. I told myself I want to stop the last time and I told myself the very same the time before.
G R E E N T E X T
dont we all
talk to a therapist if it makes you feel better. prayers man
Distract yourself instead dude. Watch YouTube, read a book, play a game. It helps.
Go to church, user. Let God’s grace wash away your lust.
Get some biches bro
Thanks bro. I'm too much of a pussy to make a move on her and I've only ever talked to her once. I have anxiety too so I literally never show a sign that I have interest in her other than awkwardly quickly glancing at her. But maybe you're right maybe I should just settle down for someone in front of me
I recently took a dirty pic of my crush while she was here sleeping over.
Deleted it because I felt bad for betraying her trust. Then went into my phone and got it again from the deleted files. Then RE-deleted it because of the same moral issue. Then she slept with my roommate and I'm refusing to talk to her cuz I'm petty.
Now I'm just depressed.
I don't seed torrents i download
Thanks man im 22 years old btw. It's fucked but i try not to think about it. But it's hard. I relive it in my dreams every now and then it fucks me up because i still hear his voice. Sex also scares the fuck outta me. Truth be told i don't even know how i got a gf lol
sometimes i pummel my dick so fucking hard i get burns
bone dry faps at 99% lightspeed aren't a very good idea by the way
Fuck dude, dump her ass, use the pic to get back at her.
I want to but i don't know. What would it even help me with? I'm broken. Damaged goods. I don't wanna tell anyone. They will view me as weak.
I raped my own dad for 11 years straight. Never told anyone out of shame. Not even my gf of 3 years
I actually believed that my priest could better translate my confessions to God better than I could.
What the fuck is this?
I already did dump her from my life. Tired of getting hurt.
And pics gone man.
Explain
It’s a cock cage basically the same thing as a chastity belt, it’s faggot shit
shut the fuck up
>condom
You could have masturbated and saved time
that be a cock cage fag
Proud of you for making strides and facing fears dude. You take things one step at a time till you conquer them. Try therapy when you feel ready, it'll help. Till then, we're here for you, and it sounds like you're being strong and handling things well.
Go for it dude. How do you know he wants to smash though? And do you have any idea how he'll react? These are important to consider.
Thanks user. I just lie to myself just to try and keep it together. Man i hope you're doing alright tho.
>live near woods
>catch dead fly's in bug zapper
>get water bottle with a slight amount of water
>get 20 dead fly
>shove at least 20 of those fuckers up my ass
still not a fly yet
I used to live in fear of my father when I was younger. He had lost his job in the financial crash if 2008 and would always yell and slap my brother and I if we ever fucked up. But since then, he has a new job and me and him get along now.
I worry for my brother, he’s in grad school rn and wants to become a doctor. But I feel like he isn’t pushing himself enough and that the requirements to get into medical school are insane. If he doesn’t do well next year, my parents will kick him out and I’m worried what will happen to him.
makes sense to me
> Be me
> Be retarded and depressed
> Idea.jpeg
> What if superpowers?
> Caffeine sparks metabolism, electricity increases heart rate...
> Get hopped up on diet monster
> Try to shock myself
> BS electric lighter BARELY shocks me
> Keep trying
> Mfw I just get a headache and no powers
Next time I'm using a fucking taser and a lot more caffiene
One day user, one day...
If I didn’t have such a strong family support I’d probably have killed myself by now
This man has so much love in his heart. His wisdom has compelled me to give up Jesus and paradise
when I was in high school, I banged this fat girl, and recorded her squeals and oinks on tape. yes I am oldfag. I then found the main line for the P.A. system, and with the help of a guy at radio shack, got the little bits I needed to do a guerilla culture jamming job.
I then played the fat girl moaning and her bed screaming under her weight. she thought it was a horrible thing to do, till she heard my friends say how hot it was and how they wanted to gang fuck the girl moaning no matter how fat or gross she was. ole girl was a tubby trooper and took it in her pooper and every other hole, and was the virgin surgeon for many weird boys over her 5 years of high school. she transferred in the second half of 9th grade, and since we had 4 classes a semester, she had to take an extra semester to graduate. she made up for being bad at fucking and fat by sucking like a champ, and her sheer enthusiasm.
You might have low testosterone. Talk to your doc. Guys have way less now on average
They always have been and always will be
thats very common in the past 25-35 years. its from the food.
It sounds like she was pretty satisfied at least!
I constantly look back at my childhood and remember/regret times where i could have taken advantage different girls i knew but never did. I used to fantasize in detail what i would do to them and fap to those fantasies
That can't be true. Do you really think it's soy and alcohol alone?
Is it weird to feel that i was the missing piece in someone else lifes but I never really try enought .
she was, she never got pregnant at least. Isaw her a few years ago, and her daughter looks and acts just like her from back then. I told her to make sure that girl doesnt have any nasty surprises.
no, its that, the hormones and antibiotics they feed animals and ends up in runoff in the plants, along with the GMO stuff that kills bees if they try to pollinate it. its why these fat little girls have D cup titties and weigh 300 pounds at 11 and end up retarded.
look at the cancer rates of pets, and the quality of the food chain for them. ours is higher.
I think i became inmune to elecricity.I keep shocking myself with an outlet and at first it hurted now it just tickles.
I have a better idea for you user
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me and my brother used to suck each other off. AMA
try therapy, user. it really does help. (in my experience anyway) i have depression but i haven't felt the symptoms in months since i got my meds all sorted out.
Everyday i put on my mom's lingerie, put on some makeup, and dirty talk with guys on omegle
Bran becomes king of the 7 kingdoms. Jon kills Dany. The end.
This is something special
I stole nudes from my friend for years. Finally decided to catfish her, she loved it and we we're even sexting. Felt good man to know she could like me. All fell to shit when she found out it was me. Deleted everything, she didn't talk to me for like 6 months, thought I would do anything like that again. I stole more the second she let me back into her life.
Hold those nudes close and never let them go.
I had a phase when I was 18-22 years old when I was into 12-17 year old girls. I never touched anybody or tried to meet anybody. It was mostly anonymous chat on sites like Omegle. I grew out of it when I was 22. I realized how gross it was. I'm 25 now and I've done a total 180° and I can't see anybody under 17 in a sexual light. I just see them as kids now, and its not sexual at all. Looking back, it was a really gross and predatory time in my life, and I would change it if I could. I feel really bad about it, and wish I could erase it from my memory. It causes me immense guilt and I've been unable to forgive myself. I'm a different person now, a better person, but I fear this shadow will hang over me until I die. I wish I could change the past.
i had a crush on my senior history teacher back in high school. felt guilty because he was three times my age and married with kids. i'd still smash though.
Fantasize about watching blindfolded gf get impregnated by my virgin cousin and aborting the thing later. I have no idea how it got to this point tbh.
When I was 16 I made out with and fingered a 9yo girl
Been fantasizing about being raped by a strong man who could just pin me down and do whatever he wanted to me
Sounds like you somehow gave yourself PTSD. You seem like it affected you more than it affected any of the girls you talked to. They probably disconnected and went on with their lives and didn't think anything of it. You're still thinking of it and feeling guilty three years later.
I knew girls in middle school and high school who were actually fucking guys your age, and older. You just talked dirty to some girls and disconnected. Who fucking cares? Yeah, it was gross and inappropriate but you know that now and you're a different person. Forgive yourself and move on.
I can't forgive myself. I feel like that's one of the worst sins and pedos deserve death.
These threads always die when I get here and tbh it's pretty depressing.
>pedos deserve death
Mate, you said it yourself. You're not into teenage girls anymore. You see them as kids now, and that turns you off. It just took a little while longer than normal for your taste to mature with you. You are literally not a pedo. If you are, then kill yourself. If what you say is true, then forgive yourself.
I buy condoms for my 12yo niece
are you me lol
i fantasize about sadistic girls constantly and hope i can find one.
also i came close to haveing gay sex with my best friend. we are no longer on speaking terms
I've been wearing women's underwear in hopes someone notices and makes me their personal slut
how would they notice?
When i bend over
I've jerked off to my sisters nudes once.
alright guys pack it in, this fucker is here again
I'm willing to be 9/10 people on this board have done that. You were probably talking to other dudes lmao
Post them and how did you get them??
when i was like 13 i hid my phone in the hall way bathroom with a shower, and recorded my childhood friend stripping down and taking a shower, shit was hot and her tits were great but i feel bad about, even though ive busted 100000 nuts to the video
I've seen you post this exact same thing, almost word for word, in like ten of these threads. I'm assuming you're not LARPing and this is legitimately eating you away. The fact that you feel so fucking bad and can't let it go is a testament to how far you've come. You're not just a different person. You're repulsed by your old self. Move the fuck on. You seem like a decent guy who doesn't want to hurt anybody.
Relatable kek
Fake and gay but okay
a few years ago my cousin was run over by a lifeguard pickup truck when she was sunbathing at a beach with her family. she's essentially a vegetable now with the fire department insurance money keeping her alive. she has a nurse 7 days a week, 8-5 taking care of her. my aunt & uncle can't take her anywhere because of the heavy medical equipment. when they have to travel out of town they ask my parents and i to look after her when the nurse isn't there. my parents usually just ask me to sleep over so i can call 911 if one of her equipment alarms. i've discovered that they don't put a bra on her and that her panties are very easy to remove
Wow kys
Talk to
The-rapist
I didn't rape her or anything
How tiny are you to need a sock and toilet paper roll.
I had a girl who didn’t believe me that could fill one and bust it. Well, she had to do something once he was out.
you sick fuck
You did the right thing for both of you.
Brother and I have nude stash we share and keep regularly updated. We like to chat about pics to get in the future and things we'd do to our SO's. Considering proposing a swap so I can rail his gf and he can get at mine.
easy cornholio, this too will pass
That dirty man ho deserved it.
when my sister was 13 years old she fucked some 25 year old in our own house and i did nothing to stop it
One of my biggest fears is that my deep dark secrets will be bottled up inside of me forever, and I will never be able to release them. Not even to my future spouse.
I think I love her
THEN FOLLOW HER TO THE END OF THE EARTH AND MAKE HER YOURS
Love is for niggers
20 is all knowing. And can literally read all of life. He litterally read all of time past and present and future. And can literally blow up and control any electronic or force on the Earth or just kill something or someone just by thinking it.
I definitely have some things I'm taking to the grave. I think we all do.
I am attracted to my cousin and am absolutley disgusted that I am. And even more disgusted that I mentally try to justify it by telling myself that that side of my family isn't even family because of how they abandoned me.
I once killed the warrant canary of a popular semi-anonymous web site then posted a lot of threads asking people to confess to potentially illegal activity
What the fuck is a warrant canary?
>The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
>Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.
something Yea Forums hasn't had since 2016
Yeah, but what actually is it? I've never heard of this.
So basically you're not allowed to disclose directly if you have given up data as a result of a warrant. To get around this, websites have a line somewhere that says "we have never given data to a federal agency" or something along those lines. When they get served with the warrant and give up the goods, they remove this "canary". It's basically a way of saying that the website has sold you out to the government without directly telling you such.
Post pics
It's (thankfully) why all the pedo threads died, they all got arrested.
Interesting. How can any of the shit people say in these threads be taken seriously or used as evidence when the front of the board reads ?
I lie all the fucking time on Yea Forums
There's literally one in the catalog right now that the fucking mods aren't doing anything about.
i steal panties from a female teen to wrap my onaholes in
then what're you so afraid of?
I don't have pictures of her, and I try not to talk or see anyone from this side of my family. Only have been seeing them again recently because of a family death. Hate being around these people but I try being nice to her. But I honestly feel like a piece of trash and try to blame a lot how I feel on her and my parents and hate myself even more because of it.
I have a loving girlfriend but I still dress up in women's clothes and send lewds to men online