Doomer/comfy thread

i wish i had a coffee
but i need to sleep soon

Dude, what do you know about Russia?
You can't find drugs here, because ACAB is really dangerous here.
They can put a glass bottle into Uranus even for 1 gram of weed.

i want to masturbate but i dont want to because i need to pee and when i masturbate now i might pee a bit when jizzing and thats not good because i jizz into my blanket and i dont want pee in my blanket but yeah im too lazy to go to the toilet but you know what i think im gonna get my courage or whatever and go to the toilet now yeah im gonna do it right now right now oh yeah lets go im gonna go and pee brb

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>ACAB
my dad was killed by corrupt police
so i'm pretty sure they can put a glass bottle wherever they want to
don't know much about drugs in russia though tbf, is it really that hard to get?

gym doesn't open on sundays so i'm having to deal with this non-stopping anxiety

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This shit is so prohibited here, that we drink vodka mixed with beer to get high.

kek
have you tried boiling black tea to make that shit they use in prisons? it's supposed to get you pretty high.
But vodka is good too

21 Doomer here

just had a really bad trip on some mushrooms i scared everyone including myself. I lost two friends i tried reaching out to a nice girl but she got back with this douchebag and i got rejected

Pic literally related

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>Be 24
>Live in a depressed town where everyone knows how much of a lowlife faggot I am
>No family left other then my mentally ill brother
>Haven't had a gf ever and all my friends have moved on
>Bullied all the way to high school which made me a serious introvert
>so introverted I can't even bring myself to find a job sense i need to talk to people
>haven't had a job other than some shitty summer jobs back in highschool
>Schizophrenia
>lazy as fuck Can't bring myself to do anything productive
>masturbate 2-3 times a day
>hate how I look
>dream of being hit by a car or something
>too much of a pussy to kill myself
>basically homeless
>no possible future
>my life is a fucking joke

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wat

youtube.com/watch?v=qzgaXK7iXSI
I am starting to get drunk. Everything is feeling numb. Heavy Metal blasting through my head. Porn is playing on my screen. My erection is out of this world. I hate and i love myself as i love and hate everyone else. I dont give a shit about anything. I dont care if i die or if the world ends. As long as i go down with alcohol in my system and my cock out of my pants.

But that boiled black tea shit is really dangerous for your heart.
And I hate vodka, cognac is better.
It's time for nightwalk in my spiked combat boots.
I know your pain, Yea Forumsro.

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Do you go on nightwalks/drives?
If so, what do you listen to/smoke?Dank music user, but a bit too happy

>dangerous for your heart
i know, but you might have a heart attack from it, and that wouldn't be too bad?
>It's time for nightwalk
what will you listen to?
And will you drink/smoke?

I will listen some Heavy Metal.
No liquor today - I will drink it on my birthday.
I will be alone, looking to the sunset, get drunk and go to sleep.

When is your birthday user?

It will be tomorrow.
And my wish is - I want to be hit by a big truck, so I will die fast.

what's your timezone?

I can't tell it, sorry.

I only asked because i was wondering if you're going to wait and have your liquor on this nightwalk.

I got PTSD, feel for you and hope you're schizophrenia isn't going to fuck you over.

You ever considered saying fuck it and moving to London, Moscow or any capital in Europe?

If you get a shitty job you would still be probably able to afford a one room flat or something in a decent area.

same

Life is worst thing to have come to existence but also the most important. The ability to realize our insignificance, faults, and own destruction is a blessing as much as it is a curse. No one wants to be reminded of the utter terrifying fact that we have no objective purpose in this universe. Off of that fact you have groups that give an objective purpose, just to take the burden off of the individuals who try to find a subjective purpose. Figuring out all of this to be happy with an answer will lead to a demise, for most anyway. So while we are here, in a very arbitrary point in time, so small we cant imagine, having no real reason. It easy to forget that yes we are in a pointless existence, but we're right smack dab in the middle of possibly the only to have ever existed. I'm just talking out of my ass here since I feel its thread to do it. Murder people, be a teacher, rape women, become an elected official, etc.. it all doesn't matter in the end.

>break up with girlfriend after year long relationship because I was an alcoholic and I cheated on her
>then she meets with my best mate since childhood
>he falls in love with her
>I start talking to the girl I cheated on my girlfriend
>turns out she's with someone else
>meet
>get drunk and have an amazing night
>probably never going to talk to her again

god is the way of life my friend

youtube.com/watch?v=Xi1_GYahCSs

the real music of a d00mer

what happend to your dick?

lol u tk him 2da bar|?

this is kinda nice

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Working a dead end job and I have everybody reminding me that I have to figure out a career or go to college even though I have no idea what to do or how to achieve it even though I secretly I know they’re right and I just want to be comfy

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Impotencia.

I'm not so much as down but I just feel isolated, I've done nothing this weekend but drink beer, watch news updates, play vidya, and browse boards.

Tbh we're all just pussies.
Too scared to face up to what we want and the effort it requires.
So we just drift along the path of least resistance.
Endlessly dissatisfied with our choices.
Because we didn't make any choices.
We were too scared, too anxious about choosing wrong.
And we realize this.
So we loathe ourselves and the world.
We even derive certain pleasure from the despair.
And so we drift along.
I wonder what's next

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Do you enjoy the things you do?

>drift along the path of least resistance
>Endlessly dissatisfied with our choices
just that.
i'm just lying awake in bed, having to wake up in 5 hours to go to university that doesn't interest me anymore at all.
i really want to change something, but don't want to put in the effort to do so, so i just sit in lectures day after day, wasting my time.
i really hate that i don't do anything to change my situation, but i feel like any other choice i make will end up the same

Opening up a new bottle of smirnoff, planning to lie down for a while and sleep.

I think the fact humans are given self awareness and freewill is cruel. We all know what we are, and we understand fuck all about everything around us. What sort of cruel being would curse a single species with the ability to question it's own existence

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We're in the same boat
I have an exam on thursday
I should be revising, but instead i spent the weekend playing vidya and being bored.
I'm not even interested in this shit
+ I study abroad and i fucking hate this country with a passion

I wish i was you

i hope you at least had fun playing vidya, ever since the semester started again i lost all my motivation again, i don't even think i will do any exams this semester since i just sit there and browse some shit on my phone. at least i can enjoy my drive to and from university, since it's an hour in each direction

I think you got social anxiety rather than introversion.
As you are afraid of interacting with people.