Thought i was gay my entire life

>thought i was gay my entire life
>turn 20
>start finding a handful of women hot
>have never really been disgusted by pussy, just neutral
>porn with women isnt hot but amateur photos are good
>fap to unshaven women
>now i have breeding fetish
>having faggot identity crisis

i don't understand why this would develop years down the line. but now i'm really curious about it.

anyone else experienced their sexuality shift like this?

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Who's she?

not sure about sexuality shifting, but if you look at it the other way around; there are a plethora of cases.
A shitton of men thinking they're straight for decades, simply because they are/should be, and later finding out they like the D. Same thing could go for you, but vice versa.

>anyone else experienced their sexuality shift like this?
pretty much half of Yea Forums it seems like, although they are usually going from straight to bi or full fag.

Maybe you didn't like the porn shaved bimbo version of wiming

Congrats on coming back from the faggot void op and being a man again

I've gotten more gay over time. Super straight a while ago and now I enjoy gay porn and think about hitting Grindr to suck dick. Never been attracted to a guy irl though and still enjoy sex with the wife. More just moved down a notch or two on the Kinsey scale. Had different fetishes come and go throb the years too.

It could be something real you're experiencing or just a fetish you wouldn't want to act on in real life.

The real litmus test should be, have you ever been attracted enough to a girl in real life to want to try something with her?

I've fapped to gay porn once or twice for something new or taboo, but I wouldn't be attracted to or want to date a guy in real life, for example.

dear diary, today OP was a breeder

:D

i dunno. honestly i don't really think about having sex with people that much, honestly. i just go about my day. been kinda depressed and a social hermit though, so maybe that's the cause of that.

but yeah i really feel like it's something i need to do before i die lol

oops double honesty
but yeah it's kind of tricky because i feel picky about women

>Felt straight my entire life, my porn and fetish variety developed a lot because of the direction Yea Forums has gone and just through exploration
>Visit a lot of trap threads, find out im definitely turned on by femboys and young twinks
>Don't act too much on it for a while
>I've been watching gay and straight porn for like a year now, exploring myself sexually as well too

I'm certainly bisexual but I don't think I would call myself that to anyone I know

Were you molested as a kid?

good ? this was my 1st thought too

as far as i know, no, but i was exposed to gay porn when i was seven years old by a friend, and it kind of scared the shit out of me

i told my best friend i thought i might be bisexual and she laughed at me, told her girlfiend, and then they were texting me saying there was no i could be anything but gay. pieces of shit.

Its super common, a lot of teenagers will alternate between straight and gay for a few months at a time and slowly settle on one. Had a whole class on it in sex ed.

That's kind of fucked up, all that kind of sexual identity is what is really personal. No one can define that except for yourself, and the people posting in trap threads saying that it isn't gay

yeah, that was one of the first sledgehammer strikes to our friendship, i feel. she's always had a very spiteful way of thinking, it just wasn't something i realized until recently. haven't spoken to her in a month.

she doesn't understand why i stopped speaking to her, but i couldn't stand her and her girlfiend always talking about men being mindless, arrogant, selfish idiots with no emotions. living with them made me realize how hateful they were. both were pieces of shit in retrospect and im really glad to not be living or speaking with them anymore.

Just do what feels right man. Choose wisely who you'll end up with though.

good for you, user, there is nothing wrong with taking a step back from friendships that leave you feeling drained.

>be 25
>never had sex with a man
>buddy works at a liquor store
>some tall woman works there and is very shy around me
>constantly making eyes at me whenever I'm in there
>shes very pretty from afar but when you get up close she has tons of make up on
>whatever shes still kinda hot
>Flirt with her a few times over a few months
>she reciprocates
>my buddy (her coworker) noticed and tells me it's a tranny
>no way
>ya man
>so I still wanna fuck this thing but dont want to seem like a faggot.
>I go into the liquor store on wednesdays only now because that's my buddy's day off
>ask this girl on a date
>take her to Montanas restaurant
>things go okay but shes shy, hardly talks but laughs at my dumb jokes
>ask her if she wants to come back to my place to watch a movie
>she does
>I play" blaze "
>good movie, comfy, she snuggles up with me
>I start kissing her and do some heavy petting
>she unzips my dick and sucks on it for a bit
>I take her pants off
>she has a tiny little dick
>I know shes a tranny but she doesnt know that I know
>her face turns red as if this was the moment everything went wrong everytime she got intimate with a man
>I tell her to stroke her dick
>she does so reluctantly while I jerk off watching her
>its so small cant be larger than a thumb
>she starts to feel more comfortable and is getting into it now
>i walk over and flip her over, tear her halfway pulled down panties apart
>she doestnt say a word doesnt make a sound. Just submits
>I stick my dick in her ass no lube
>its so dry it hurts at first but after 4 or 5 thrusts it gets lubed up
>i cum in her ass after like 2 minutes
>call her a faggot and tell her to leave
>she cries as she plucks each layer of clothing off of the floor

I have to get my booze at a liquor store half way around town now.

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> call her a faggot and tell her to leave
God speed user

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have sex with a girl and find out if you like it