Confess secret bread

I like smoking weed, but lately when I get high I've been having extremely deep philosophical thoughts and I feel like I'm losing touch with reality. I feel like my mind is slipping. Last night, I had a panic attack because I couldn't tell if my emotions are "real" or not, or if I "really" feel empathy, and I thought I was becoming a sociopath. I miss the days when I could just smoke a joint and listen to music without having weird ass thoughts.

I just cut myself for the first time in over a year but I guess that’s better than killing myself.

Hey user pour cold water on the cuts, it'll help heal quicker. If you feel the urge, next time try grabbing some cold ass ice, it helps. What happened? Hope things get better.

Shit sounds scary, I feel you though. Try to lay off for a little

I've shared this multiple times, but it really bothers me and causes me a great deal of guilt. When I was a dumb horny virgin in my early 20s I would chat with underage girls on Omegle. I never traded pictures, agreed to meet any of them, or contacted them outside of Omegle. It was all just words on a screen, but some of them were pretty young. One day, when I was 22, something clicked. It was like a light switch in my head went off, and I was able to step outside of myself and see what I was doing. I realized how gross, predatory, and just plain wrong it was, and never did it again. I am 25 now, but I still feel a great deal of guilt when I think back on it. I know I can't change the past, but I wish I could. I just want a clean conscience.

It works if you know what you are taking and how much to take dumbass.

My husband convinced me when I was drunk to fuck a married woman because she kept coming onto me. Then when I finally said okay (after two hours of her trying to get at me) he decided to get in the action and basically just fucked her instead. It was his best friends wife. They have a kid together. I don’t know what to do and I think I’m overthinking it. I was drunk and I had smoked pot for the first time ever. Everyone remembers it but no one regrets anything except me. I hate myself. I feel like a whore.

I’m 37 years old.

I am a very empathetic person, and I feel things very strongly, so it was a terrifying experience. I started thinking things like "What if you're only nice when people are watching?" and "You only act good because you want to convince people that you're a good person." when neither of those statements are true. I've often attempted to talk people on Yea Forums out of suicide or other harmful things, knowing damn well that this site is anonymous and nobody in real life would ever know. To me, that's the equivalent of being a good person when nobody is watching. I did it because I didn't want them to hurt themselves. Not for social capital. I know I'm an empathetic person.

My brother wants to be a girl, and told me he never wanted to be my identical twin brother.

Those words still really hurt to this day, and life hasn't been the same ever since. Why would my brother hurt me like that? We were born to be best friends.

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How old is he?

We're both 21

He might grow out of it. I don't know, man. That's pretty old. My brother thought he was trans when he was like 16 and grew out of it, and we have a great relationship now. I'm a lot older than him though.

Fuck man. That shit must sting. But it's okay, you have to understand that if he truly feels that way, it's him, it's not because of you.
Being trans is a whole mental thing, and if he truly believes it then it's just his hormones or brain telling him so, and it shouldn't be taken to heart. You'll still have a twin sister.

>cant boner
>no fap
If nofap fixes the problem, doesn't your "condition" solve itself then?

Sounds like your husband just wanted to sleep with her, in which case he really should have asked you first. You shouldn't feel like a whore though, you did nothing wrong.

I never learned how to tie my shoes. My mother tied my shoes for me through middle school and when I got to high school I just wore loafers and sandals (slip on athletic shoes for gym). I’ve got a comfy pair of velcros to wear around town now.

You again. Man self disgust will eat you alive and drive you to villainy. Try to forgive yourself, or see a shrink.

Transgender shit is a fucking death cult. I mean that in the most literal sense. My sister wanted to be a dude, and she used to get FURIOUS with me for calling her by her birth name. That was the name I had called her for her entire life, and she got so mad at me for calling her that all of a sudden. She literally told my parents "Your daughter is dead." once, and told me something along the lines of "You never had a sister."

Trans people don't realize how hurtful it is for their families. You're essentially telling your siblings and parents that the person they knew and raised and loved is gone. I hate it.

Then you've answered your questions user. It sounds like you're a good person just because you can be. That's pretty awesome. And think of this. Questioning whether or not you're a good person and being unsure, is a pretty good sign you are. Because bad people aren't worried about that.

I wanna get tricked or forced into taking dog dick.

I hope he grows out of it. He's been acting really weird. (Like a 7 year old girl)

Not having my best friend by my side is killing me. I miss him so much. Am I being a little fag for getting so upset about this?

SAME. Velcro is more convenient anyway, consider yourself more advanced user

What I'm about to say is somewhat embarrassing, but I guess that's what anonymous confessions are for. I never learned how to jerk off with my hands. I always used the pillow hump method. You can totally hump a pillow with a limp dick and still cum pretty hard. Fapping has nothing to do with getting hard for me.

You're overthinking yourself, as well with weed allowing you to kinda dissect yourself. There is something such as programming yourself and your thoughts be careful.

Velbros

I don't want a sister! I want my brother back! Please!

He's acting so strange! It's like he's a totally different person

>Am I being a little fag for getting so upset about this?
Not at all, man. That's your brother and you love him. Transgender shit nearly tore my family apart.

>You're essentially telling your siblings and parents that the person they knew and raised and loved is gone. I hate it.
Aren't they though?
Im not saying relationships and identity can't maintain a continuity past any major change, but in a very real way when someone attempts to change themselves into someone else, isnt that effectively death of the old self?

I don't have any.

Tits or gtfo

You aren’t special retard you just described what it’s like to be a normie

>isnt that effectively death of the old self
Yeah, which is why I called it a death cult. It makes people "kill" their old selves and turn on their families for not accepting the "new" person, and it's extremely hurtful.

It’s very easy to learn how to tie your shoes if it’s something you feel insecure about It won’t take you more than a hour tops

I wonder if your lack of erection is related to the method more than the porn. Have you talked to a doctor? look up traumatic masturbatory syndrome.

Imagine being identical to that person. We were born together, and we never fought. My mom told me we use to talk to each other as babies in a made up language. How fucking crazy is that!

It doesn't feel good man. Trans people need to be helped, not put on a pedistool, and praised. Nothing is more destructive, than self-hatred

My anger manifests as weird ass sexual fantasies and sometimes violent ones.

i gave my sister minor tourette's and caused my dads bipolar episode that led to my parents divorce. im a cancerous human being

Not the guy you're replying to, but I fucking wish I was a normie. I would give anything to go back. Normies have the best lives. They have no worries. They haven't seen the horrors of the world. They haven't seen the depths of evil and depravity. They haven't experienced panic attacks from self-reflection and ego death or whatever. They're blissfully unaware. I wish I could have that. I've been on this fucking site for over ten years, and I will NEVER unsee some of the things I've seen here. I close my eyes sometimes and I can see mutilation and beastiality and pure hate that normies will never experience. I may never be happy again, but they will because they don't know any different.
I'm jealous of that.

Holy fucking shit dude. Now I'm fucking scared.

I don't think I can live in conflict with my twin brother. This world is fucked up

Makes sense. I typically assume death cults worship death, as actual acts, rather than as a metaphor to convey redefining an identity. But, I see where you come from.

My best friend and her boyfriend asked me to a threesome and I was 100% down but since they asked they haven't brought it up again sadly.

Just talk to him, man. I said "nearly" tore my family apart. It was difficult, and emotional, and there was a lot of crying, but my family survived. Both of my siblings are cis and they both accept that now. It was a phase for them.

I could slit my wrists on all that edge

Calm down, man. Stressing over it won't help you at all. I understand that you're scared. Just talk to him. Tell him how you feel. Tell him that you loved him just the way he was, and that you're worried about him.

No you are not.
People are born with tourette's you cannot give it to people.
And bipolar, my mother is bipolar. I know first hand. Dont blame yourself, if it's not one thing it will be another. Bipolar people will always have their swings.
Stop thinking you are cancerous. It will ruin your life. Dont blame your self for other people's short comings.

I'm in the career path I want and enjoy, I have a great financial plan for the future, I know exactly what house I want and how I'm gonna prepare it, and how much it will cost, but people still call me unambitious because I refuse to waste hundreds of thousands on a shit tier college education.

Are you not jealous of people who lead normal lives and have no idea what Yea Forums even is? Can you imagine how carefree and innocent they must be? I can't even remember what my life was like before I started posting here. I hate this site.

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No way in hell I'm going to talk to a doctor about jerking off. I'm going to solve this problem on my own.

He hurt me so many times user.

I don't think I could talk to him. I'm afraid of getting hurt again. I came close to killing myself because of it, and I am now currently seing a therapist.

Is avoiding him an option. I want it to blow over like a storm while I take cover.

I'm convinced I have some sort of personality disorder. But it's not really a problem or on my mind most of the time. I'm only content when I'm distracted doing something, like doing something meaningful (work, hanging with friends), but those end at some point.

When I'm alone, it's shit. It never gets to the point where I'm visibly sad or crying (haven't cried in many years but been wanting to). I've had trouble wanting, starting, or keeping relationships with people I love, whether that be due to my actions, my overthinking, or simply I wasn't what they thought of me. It's to the point where I don't want to try. Experiences with others, my parents, etc just prove my philosophy.

Nothing lasts forever, you're just loved and kept around by what you can offer. I don't necessarily despise people, I'm jealous of them: They can dumbly go about life without worry.

Eh, I think I'm starting to not make sense. Practically, if these genetics, brain structure, and personality cannot be fixed and can only spread through breeding, then I refuse to let it spread.

I'm not at the point where I will definitely kill myself, I'd rather make myself useful for those who have something to look forward to, when I can't even do that if I wanted.

This place may have helped corrupt me, but this hive of scum and villainy has helped me through a lot of tough times. I'm proud to call Yea Forums my home, and I look down on the normie plebs. I was a depressed piece of shit long before I found this, and having a positive environment to share thoughts in is pretty cool.

I've seen this post before, and I'm going to tell you the same thing that I told you then, except I'll say it in all caps this time.

YOU CAN NOT CHANGE WHAT YOU HAVE DONE IN THE PAST.

NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU HATE IT.

YOU CAN ONLY CONTROL WHAT YOU DO GOING FORWARD.

If you cant tell a doctor about this, you might never get it back. At least look up the thing mentioned.

I feel you, mate. We're both going to be posting here until the day we die, but I feel horrible. There's so much awful shit floating around in my head because of this site. I wish I had never discovered this place. It can be therapeutic to post here, but I still wish I was an innocent normie with a clear head and clean conscience.

When I get hard, I get rock hard and I want to fuck anything in sight. I think my issue has more to do with desensitization due to porn than the pillow method. If I get rock hard like that with a girl, it doesn't matter whether or not I know how to jerk off properly, because I'm not jerking off. I'm having sex. My issue is that I can't get it up for sex.

Sounds like depression to me but fuck It I’m no pyschoanalrapistlogist

Why not find God and get your life together instead?

the reason i haven't nut in three years isn't because i didn't feel like it, but i really didn't want my friends to know the real reason is because i get really tired when i get horny and it prevents me from completing the job

Got drunk again and was caught jacking my landlord’s cat off. Being evicted in a week.

I've jerked off to nothing but black girls for the past few weeks and it makes me depressed because I guess I have an attraction to two of my closest friends that are cute black girls but one of them is in a relationship and the other is just a whore

I feel this, man. I wish you the best of luck. I went through it with my sister and I know exactly how you feel. I hope it gets better. Please don't kill yourself over it. You didn't do anything wrong.

I tried the Jesus thing. Never did it for me. I'm too dead inside and analytical to believe in organized religion.

I havent felt right for a long time, every day it just gets harder to think. I cant focus on a single thought for more than a few seconds before it is replaced by something else everything is just a fog, I cant remember much of anything anymore, and I can barely sit down and read anymore because certain words just cause my mind to start jumping around. Even my friends tell me that when i talk i am just disorganized and keep jumping around from subject A to subject b to subject c to subject a to subject d to subject c to subject a to subject d to subject a to subject c. Hell the only stuff I remember anymore is stuff that is routine like work.The worst part is that every now and again the fog in my head goes away and I can think clearly and recognize something is wrong, when im like this i can read books focus on one thing at a time and remember complex stuff. But this clarity only lasts for a few hours at most and rarely happen anymore. Mabee once a year if im lucky. I havent told anyone I feel this way partaly because i have trouble descibeing it coherently and partly because im ashamed by it. I wasn't always like this eather I used to be smart now I think im just crazy.

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I did. He ended up calling me a big baby, and poked at my feelings.

He had his dumb bitch trans friend take a few swings at me. AKA... my replacement

Thanks

Just losing my identical twin brother has fucked with my mind. I no longer feel whole in a way.

Whatever it is, there is nothing I can do about it even if I tried, seriously.

I have this but i dont smoke and im kinda scared

Seriously probably not porn.
healthline.com/health/healthy-sex/prone-masturbation

I really want to be my cousin's partner not a hookup
We met when we were 15 and since then we stayed very good friends over 5 years now. She learned through another cousin that I liked her but she stayed quite about it.
Last year I visited, she was leaving in south America and I on America, we rekindled our relationship even more and we've been talking on average 4 times a week either by text or voice messages.
Before leaving she told me she had a boyfriend and for the past year she has never spoke about him but yesterday she did. That's after a week in which all but confess that I still like her by expressing how bad I was feeling and that "I felt hurt that we never spoke about me liking [you], I was scared that it was because you were repugnant because of my feelings " she was sweet and told me she never felt that and she was actually sad that she didn't feel like that.
Anyways yesterday she told me that her boyfriend was making her cry because they were speaking in another language and making her go with them, she said that his boyfriends wants them to speak some English but they have not. She feels lonely and depressed and told me that knowing I'm there for her makes her feel better and happy.
So what's her endgame with me, how come she suddenly opened about complaining about her relationship, she never did for almost a year and she also has been very open otherwise.

I feel this. I've started to wonder if I can't form meaningful relationships because I'm autistic or something. None of my teachers ever noticed signs of autism in me, and I've taken several online autism """tests""" and never came up autistic. I've also seriously sat down with my parents and asked them, "Do you guys think I have high-functioning autism? I've always been different, and I've always had a difficult time making friends." and they told me no. They don't think I'm autistic.
I don't know what it is about me, but I've always had a hard time hanging on to friends, and an even harder time with women. I only have maybe three really close friends, and I have never had sex. I think something is wrong with me. I'm so close to being normal, but there's something ever so slightly "off" about me. I've met several autists IRL, and I don't act anything like them. They're fucking weird and don't understand social cues or anything like that. I know how to behave in social settings. I don't know why I can't keep people around.

I'm slowly loosening my grip on reality by watching too many movies to avoid life's problems. Find myself planning my every move according to what characters I live would/should do. Currently learning to sing so I can win someone's heart in a musical moment. The autism is really hitting hard.

Go talk to a doctor at least for fuck sakes. You might as well try to take anti depressants or something first. There are lots of things you can try and a doctor can help you. At least try talking to them before suicide, like what the hell?

For me, it's past bad experiences that have kept me away from trying anything today, even if they are genuinely better people.

I've talked to a good friend of 7 years about similar shit like this, and he said:

"I've found the hardest thing to do is to look within ourselves and fix what's broken. As how can you fix what you can't see, and only feel? The only way I found out how was to take my time, to take a moment to reflect when I could, and to forgive myself for the mistakes and let go of all the guilt and regret.
Sounds selfish, but you can't become a good person by holding onto the bad parts of yourself. You have to make sure you learn from your mistakes, or you WILL repeat them in the future."

But I can't seem to relate or figure that shit out. Yeah, it may take time, but how long is it worth waiting for?

Also: "It seems you're trying to delude yourself so you don't have to fully deal with your problems and the emotional baggage that comes with. No one can predict the future or go through life without experiencing pain. Pain is what helps mold us, and our experiences help guide us.

Stop being too hard on yourself, give yourself a break and feel what you need to feel for once, lad. Whatever form that takes, let it be a natural one, free of guilt and regret."

This was an interesting read. I'm thinking if I stop fapping all together for a few weeks, and then try again with the normal technique, I can still course correct. I don't think I've caused any permanent damage.

Er I guess a confession would be I jerk off to lolis?

Don't have much to come clean about to be honest.

That's not as bad as me

I tried. Therapists don't know the extent of my depression because I'm sheltered and don't admit to everything, but even if I did, parents would never allow me to take medication for it because hurrdurr medication bad mental illness fake

Well sucks user. I wish you luck in your life and endeavours.

I think it was my upbringing. I was raised in an INCREDIBLY religious house. I didn't have very many friends and I was rarely allowed to leave the house. I'm trying to figure out how to be normal as an adult, and it's fucking hard. I love my parents to death, and I know they were only trying to protect me from how awful the world is, but they deprived me of vital social experiences during my most formative years. I love them so much, but they really fucked me over.
My younger brother and sister had almost no rules at all growing up, because my parents felt like they were too hard on me and lightened up, and they both turned out fine. One of them is getting married soon, and I'm a shy ( autistic loner.

I made friends with this girl online. She is 16 I am 19 I didn't care. I was just happy to make a friend. I dont have many friends and am very lonely.
The problem is that she started coming on to me. Allot. I tried to resist her advances but I'm very weak and miserable so I caved in. I couldn't afford to block her because I dont have any friends and she is always o nice to me. I need her around.

I don't know what to do about her. And I genuinely like and care about her. I dont make advances on her. She tries to time to time. I've given up resisting her.
She brought up nudes last week. Scared the shit out of me. I know I make her sad and disappoint her when I dont want to play along. I feel really bad about it. But I know I cant.

Almost all of my friends are black

>Just losing my identical twin brother has fucked with my mind. I no longer feel whole in a way.
That hits me right in the feels.
Cant even imagine what that must be like.

... but I do wonder if you two couldn't make big money doing porn.
Even without the incest angle. Just like a pervy ranma 1/2 thing alone. Or Cinderella magical transformation stuff.

If I can save even one boner, I will have helped the world user, pass it on.

wtf nigga

Jesus Christ
She didn't already send anything, did she? If she didn't then just be straight up and tell her "I'm not comfortable with this, let's not do this."
I mean, there's a possibility she'll cut you off if you do but it's better than going to fucking prison and getting assraped to death because you were "very lonely"
Careful with that shit, user

Understandable, I feel the same about my parents. I never really had the mentality to "try my best" if we lived in a environment or world were "participation" was rewarded and not "effort". As in: "die trying".

But at the end, I don't think my parents wanted me to failed, they just honestly believed it was the right way to raise a child. But here I am, self-conscious, overthinking, finding many reasons and philosophies for decisions and foundations for actions. I don't have a main, one reason for doing things, or really a "personality" of my own. I just adjust based on the social setting, so I fit in, as fucked up as it sounds, but it keeps me from being hurt. What a faggot I am.

Same
One of them is Dominican but it's practically the same thing, right?

What are the consent laws in your state? Some states have a three year rule. It's called the "Romeo and Juliette" law. The age of consent in my state is 17, so you could just wait until she turns 17.
I mean, shit. You're only three years apart. You're both teenagers. I'm 24 and regularly flirt with my 20 year old co-worker, and she does it back. Our age gap is bigger than yours, and nobody thinks anything of it.

Same.

The paranoia not of the external but the internal.

Are we a simulation?
What is our purpose and why is knowledge part of it and work?
Is it enough as a species just to propagate or must it create a monument?

I might be high. But I thought that was the user who lost his identical twin bro because he became a she. And was hurting and raging against the heavens.

But if it was just flat out lost, now I feel like a pervy asshole.

I'm in the same boat, man. I genuinely don't believe that I'm autistic or anything, as neither my parents or school teachers noticed any warning signs when I was a kid. I just think I never had much of a childhood and never had a chance to make friends, so I developed my own weird interests by myself and never really learned how to be social. I'm glad that I have my four friends who understand me and all of my weird quirks and anxieties. They're very supportive.

No, it's true.

Freud here,

Why is it you are afraid to have sex? What deep fear that you are burying is it? Is your penis misshapen or malformed? Do you feel an expectation to perform like the porn stars do and for it to be as pleasing for you both? Are you anticipating yourself in the role of the male porn star and become disappointed know your partner regardless of attractiveness and how good in bed won’t be the same as how you interpreted the scene to feel yourself?

Nope she has not thankfully. She got upset last time I said I was not asking for them. Has not come up since. So we will see there.... I know I shouldn't even be talking to her in first place but I really don't know what else to do with my life.

I actually turn 20 this year.
I am in Canada. Its 16 here and as for 15 below it's as long as not 5+ years apart.
Her state is 16.
And once you over 18 not much care left sure. But say she did send. That would still be considered cp no?

I missed out on vital sexual experiences as a teen because of overprotective parents. I am now in my early 20s and the girls I would be having sex with (also in their early 20s) would have had a lot more sexual experiences than me. I'm afraid that I won't be able to perform and I'll embarrass myself, like a dumb teenager having sex for the first time. There's an experience gap between me and people my age. I actually have a pretty nicely shaped dick and I'm a decent size. I'm just worried about performing poorly.

His fault, just leave

What does any of that have to do with being friends??

It's illegal to view nudes of anybody under the age of 18, even though it's legal to fuck them. Its just a weird law. I can pound a 17 year old in my state, but she can't send me nudes. It's stupid. Just tell your friend that you two can have sex any time you want, but don't send you any nudes. If she's a reasonable person, she'll understand.

A fantasy of mine is to drunkenly dare a friend to finger and taste my sleeping wife's pussy

I'm sure there is a way out of it. Inherently, it's in our genes to want to survive and be happy. Evolutionary speaking, those who have that (and the drive), tend to pass on their genetics and (pretty much) succeed, if that's how life is suppose to be.

But there are many views to counteract, or even promote that thinking: "There is already the best here, and we should live and fight for them. It's about passing on the idea, not the genetics". Or "Prove your genetics wrong by being the best you can be, or really in that sense; prove them right". So on and so forth.

I have two good friends too, very supportive and a little in the same boat. The difference between them and me though is that I don't want to think and feel the way I do. When my former co-worker that I've fallen in love with died, I have not once cried like "letting it all out", I just felt restricted like everything else.

But like I said, there's probably a way out of these negative thoughts, it's if we stick around to see it through or not.

Long story short. When i was younger I'd kill small animals in my back yard and torture them to death to control theyre last breath. I would burn my hand on the stovetop or play five finger fillet (nowadays i race around town and get into near crashes) to get some kind of response from my brain since i cant seem to ever get an emotional one that isnt anger or envy. Then i got older and I slowed to nearly stopped killing animals and the thoughts of homicide grew stronger, they cloud my brain every second of my day, sometimes i lose sleep over just indulging thoughts in my fantasies, never to return to reality until my brain decided to switch back into normal mode. Ive become obsessed with murder but the only fantasoes in have involve strangulation, bludgeoning and knife stuff, stabbing and slashing. Flash forward to now and ive experienced a few blackouts where my memory stops and infant recolect what happened after a certain point up til i regain my handle on consciousness. Just 4 days ago inwas driving home at ~1:30am and i remember passing 4 cop cars so I turned off the main road and through a neighborhood to go around them because I wanted to speed, but once i turned right and drove 200ft i cant remember anything else. The next memory lf that night was waking up in the morning with my pants and boots still on but no shirt. I got up to take a shower and saw i had gained 4 large scratches down my left breast and one on my stomach. They werent there before and i dont know how i got them. This is something I never told anybody except my girlfriend and is a secret I intend to keep.
Sorry for any typos.

Yeah it's odd but I guess it protects the loop holes in cp laws. And isn't it possession not viewing. Otherwise I would already be in trouble. I've seen some cp posted on this board now and again.

Very common and nothing to worry about, half the faggots here have zero sexual experience.

Now consider your inexperience and knowledge you can get better because you don’t know how now but will learn. Compare that to the fool who has had before you but has no talent.

Everyone has good and bad experiences and don’t feel that because someone is older that they expect better sex. There are people who have never had sex other than missionary. Does all that age and experience help them at all?

Each time people become a union there is the same fear, but as long as everyone enjoys it is successful regardless of orgasms.

The porn issue is giving you pressure and if anything you may have knowledge from that what to hit and how to hit it.

Now for my copay...

>tried suicide with a method he knew to be ineffective at hugely public event
Yea, you just want attention you pathetic piece of shit

I'm absolutely bound and determined to be as normal and successful as I possibly can, despite my fucked up childhood. I will lose my virginity, I will get married, I will have kids, and I will die happy. Turn your feelings of loneliness and isolation and anxiety into anger and determination. Sometimes, as crazy as it sounds, I treat my negative thoughts and fears like a separate person inside my head. When I'm feeling anxious or fearful, I'll tell myself "Not today, anxiety. I won't let you ruin this day." or something like that. Take the self-improvement pill, eat healthy, stop jerking off, go outside more, etc.
I'm determined to be a normal healthy person no matter what it takes. Some days it feels like I'm at war with my thoughts and fears and regrets. I'm going to win in the end. You will too. Don't let it defeat you.

Porn has warped your view of sex, good luck bro, it's all in your head. If you can get hard jacking, then you can always get hard. Then this only leaves what you are thinking with girls. Obviously, you are not getting sexually aroused. See a shrink, or try guys, maybe your a fag. No offense intended.

I nutted on this girl's feet while she was sleeping once.

It’s for attention. This cunt wants the scars

I got caught wearing panties and now everyone in my small town knows.

I recently impregnated a prostitute.

See a doctor right away, could be a multitude of issues.

Also, how does these laws account for platforms like snapchat now? Could just send then disappears. Tells if screenshoted. (There is ways to screenshot undetected). Or what of video calls. Say lewd content on a video call. As long as no screenshots were taken there is no cp. It's really outdated.

>maybe you're a fag
I'm not gay. Girls drive me crazy. I just can't get it up. I want to fuck almost every girl I see, but my dick is desensitized from porn and won't cooperate. I'm hoping that I'll get back to normal after a couple weeks of no fap.

That helps, thanks for the chat, man.

Part of me wants to but i just cant coherently describe it the other part is afraid of being put in a mental institution

Anytime I see a girl and a black guy together, even if they're just friends, I assume they either fucked or she wants to fuck. The blacked posting on this site has ruined me. I think every girl wants black cock now, when that's simply not reality. Plenty of girls have zero interest in black dudes.

I like chocolet milrk. Also my cat was the zodiac.

I told a friend about a local gloryhole and waited until he pulled up and I sucked his cock.

You gotta really watch your P's and Q's on that shut, i smoke often and get lost in what shit means. It isnt a bad thing in fact id embrace it and except that its just paranoia and what youre thinking is just a different way to think

I'm in the same boat as you. Make sure you're eating testosterone packed food and working out. Good for blood flow etc...

gaaaaaaaaaay

This song has helped me a lot. It's so humanizing. Even the richest, most famous, most successful artists in the entire world felt like absolute shit, and felt like they would never escape their problems. Even fucking Paul McCartney wanted to die. That gives me some weird kind of hope.
youtu.be/NrgmdOz227I

Sounds like marijuana induced psychosis. Happened to me, I ended up nearly cutting my thumb off because I thought I was living in a simulation. Awoke me up from my delusions right away. Just try and smoke less or give it up if you feel it's making you feel bad.

Better just to bring it up to him and explain how that makes you feel. Giving into urges, high or not, is okay. Nothing wrong with sex its just an activity

Duh

Marijuana is a coin toss for me. I'll either have the best time of my life and dance around my apartment blaring my favorite music, or I'll end up laying in my bed curled up in a ball wishing it was over and I wasn't high anymore.

The fact that it's the single most covered song in the entire world means that it resonated with a lot of people. It brings you comfort because you feel like you're not alone.

Do you live in a place where it's legalized? You never really know what you're getting when buying it from someone else and there's a slight chance there could be other things in it. I used to feel the same way but after a while I got used to the feeling and it takes a lot more weed to get me high.

Also if you don't want to feel high anymore just drink water with a little bit of pepper in it.

I feel like it only amplifies whatever I'm already feeling. If I'm having a good time and I smoke, I'll have a great time. If I'm feeling like shit and I smoke, I'll have an absolute nightmare of a time.

Hell yeah, look at those digits

How do the digits actually work anyways

Exactly, if you really wanted to die you wouldn't done it where someone could've saved you.

i fantasize about being kidnapped and murdered. as in it gets me off

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It's just a post number. Goes up one with each post. Each unique. The game is try to get a double, triple etc. From right to left.

When I was 21, I was at a beer run for a party. I met a hot and petite black girl at the store. She was a local, I knew she was 14 but she finally got boobs and butt. I invited her to come back with me to the party. After an hour of us both mixing and drinking at the party, I took her to a room in the basement. With a little resistance, we made out. I stripped us both, she resisted a little. With a little foreplay, she caved and we had sex. I made sure she got off too. Hearing the noise, friends started showing up at the room's door. Feeling really deviant, I stood up and let them in. She didn't seem to really want to do it, but she let one friend after another fuck her. She orgasmed a lot. After that, she became our favorite party guest.
She's a prostitute now and her parents don't know why.

What do you think about my story user

I'll give read. What you think of mine?

To add some context now that I re read mone her bf is speaking in Russian because his bestfriend came to visit with his partner

Actually fucking laughed my ass off at you

You are a normie and a naive one at that.

Oo I read it so my thing is that you should cut her our or you could go to jail, you think you're lonely now imagine spending a couple months in jail and then nobody wanting to be with you because your registered sex offender

Damn, that's heavy.

Yeah I can sort of relate to this one. It's sort of like the Cable Guy movie if you think about it. I always assume people are like they are in the movies...it's pretty bad because I have a hard time relating to people.

I always want to say some witty one line or some shit all the time.

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From what I gather, she is really happy to have a good friend to talk to about shit that's been bothering her. You've been a good shoulder. If you play it right you could be there when things fall apart and swoop in.
Its hard to say how close really are with the vagueness. Obviously I dont see chat.

The problem is I cant afford to lose her. I've been a wreck. She has to talk me off the edge several times a week.
I honestly figure if I ever got into trouble I'll just an hero. This whole thing bothers me all the time. But I'm too much of a beta neet to go out and meet people.

Ok that's true the worst thing is that I can't even send you that shit becaus almost of our communication is throug voice note messages.
I can tell you some of our memorable moments like she text meant 1 am to tell me to voice message while she because she cannot sleep because her test is tomorrow, we talked until 5 am. Another moment was sharing my move in to my university which was very important to me and was very supportive

Are you a guy or a girl?

Yeah... before that night she was a normal 14 year old girl.

I wanna get fucked by the local coyotes

Lol dude I'm not so much of a beta like you becaus ei have a lot of friends and had the balls to go on dates and shit I even told that girl I went skate with that I like her but she was a lesbian lol

a girl but i think that makes it worse since i truly do believe men are a little more perverse in the mind

Are you a girl?

Yeah that sounds really close. Probably have a good chance there. Just play it right.
There is this one girl I know. She loves sharing all of her shitty things with me. She will text me about how terrible things are and stuff. But she things I'm really gross and ugly wound never like me that way so yeah.....
But I used to have this other lesbian friend. We were so close we practically were dating. (She would kill me if she knew I said that) but basically she would demand my presence everyday. She basically treated me like a boyfriend. Want me around. We would sit in voice calls together multiple times a day. Didn't have to talk but we did allot. But when it was quiet it was just as good. So special s moments. She would cry and spam me if we didn't play games that day.
I was in love with that girl. She hates me now. I miss her every day.

Why did she started hating you

Nope

gay

I used to talk to this one girl who was underage in my country, but legal in hers. She was like 15, so I stopped talking to her because the age of consent in my country is 17 and it felt too sketchy for me. I didn't want to go to prison. It's been two and a half years and I still have her number. Should I hit her up again? She should be at 17 if not 18 by now.
I am 24.

Faked my "recovery" from depression.

Faked a smile, recovered that face smile back and am playing the same game over again...

...

I still have feelings for my ex, despite her cheating on me and generally being shit. I knew I had to end our relationship because (communicating, we already stopped dating) she wanted me around for emotional support and to be a friend while she occasionally had sex with me but otherwise fucked around.

It was hard, but I knew I couldn’t let that just happen.

This girl meant a lot to me, and the 11th would be our one year anniversary. I left a great college to be closer with her, and now I’m sorta fucked. School is ok, but it just sucks that I can still like/love a person at all despite the shit they put me through.

Ffs, don’t do that.

Hit her up and see what happens.

Either you'll recover a lost friendship or be forgotten...

That's normal. Ever hear "fake it 'til you make it"?

She would video call me in the mornings when she woke to get me out of bed. Then she would get me to watch her do her crafts. It was the most intement thing I've ever experience since I've never had a relationship before. She was online friend btw very far away.

Its kind of complicated but she realized more and more how obsessive I was. Which that always pissed me off because she was the one who always demanded my presence. So I worked up and matched that persistence.
But other reasons too. The thing that blew up the whole issues was that I did a shitty thing. I told one of our mutual friends that I saw her nipple for a split second on a video call. But the only reason I told him that was because he said he had hers and her brothers nudes. (Her brother is kind of his boyfriend) Which I am pretty sure it was complete bull shit knowing the 3 of them. But I played along like an idiot. The thing is I never told her why that came up because I didn't want to throw the friend under the bus.
But after trying to gain there just back 3 three of us just gont more and more lost in fight. I miss those 3 faggots so much.

I want to fuck my wifes sisters, one of them is her twin too.

>you're 24
>she's 17
Thats legal NOW, but that means that she was 15 and you were 22 when you started talking to her. You should probably just move on and forget that relationship ever happened.

Black women are very beautiful, user. I feel you. But, dating them is not easy. Many are whores. Come to terms with your situation and try and find someone else.

oh trust me i am aware of the fake it til you make it.

it was easier to fake before they found out...

Yes agreed, hit her up. What harm could be done. It would be a great reconnection Ethier way dispite outcome. Worse case she does not respond.

You sound like a faggot, and that weed is too strong for you please die

Yea don’t mess with that shit. Idc how lonely you are I’d take a hammer to that desktop already. Go to school or work. Meet people. Socialize and shit.

Fuck the twin and just say thought it was my wife. Whoopsies.

edgy

Have a crush on this half polish chick in east london, really hope we match. Also scared of losing her as she have me nudes a few years back but not recently.

Not identical sadly haha

Tried school could not focus. And I am not mentally stable enough to hold a job. I'm too scared to go to doc for help.

Lmao

Danm foiled.

Used to be a stripper in college, fucked a lot of taken girls at bachelorette parties, sometimes the brides. Some of those girls had absolutely no shame or nervousness about cheating on their partner. Made me fear marriage.

You think you're lonely and friendless now? Try being on the pedo list, also that could be a cop or something. Abandon ship yesterday.
>this kids too young to know about to catch a predator

"Want to come over?"
"Is (black girl) gonna' be there?"
"She's already here."
"On my way, bro."

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I've fingered my cousin a hand full of times when we were 13/14

This is just like my ex. She lost her virginity young and I know it fucked her up. She’s unable to even be in a relationship, committed monogamous one, even with people she claims to love.

Lead a better life user. And if possible, maybe try and help that girl. M

One time I called in sick for work. But I wasn't actually sick, I was just hungover.

Not a day goes by that I don't feel ashamed.

I know what catch a predator is.
>Chris_Hanson.jpg
And I am 100% she is who says she is. We have a snapchat streak. And I play games with her fairly frequently.

You might have something that could be making school harder for you.

Honestly, school is the gateway to a decent ish job outside of the trades.

You are in a part of your life where you need to start working on yourself now, before you can begin to lay the foundation for the future. Think about it user. It’s you life, and whether you think it or not, it’s precious. A lot can happen in one life, if you make it happen.

Good luck, man.

Started dating a chick for the first time in 6 years. had some tinder fucks along the way but nothing special. shes really into me for some reason and my brain thinks that's suspicious. I've been alone so and unwanted so, long that I can't trust she likes me for me. I feel like she's using me or something and I can't get it out of my head.

Also hang on, how would a conviction even work for me. Ignoteing the possible cp issue. From just talking to her. In Canada where live its legal. And also in her state it's legal. But hypothetically if she was in a state that was 18 and not 16 how would I get in trouble for talking to her?

Recognize that you're overthinking it, and try to stop. I've ruined a few relationships because of this.

padre, how about YOU confess

I've been posting wife's nudes and videos for a while now. She has become pretty well known on /b. Anons reposted her to many porn sites. Her full name even got exposed, but not much came of it. I'm getting bored of just posting her nudes and want to take it to another level. I want an user to blackmail her into doing depraved sexual acts - masturbating on cam for him, going to a glory hole, getting fucked by strangers, and more. I want to watch as she's turned into a whore then post results on /b and fully expose her.

I joined the army and hated boot camp so much I faked being a lunatic to get out, however I only managed to get out 7 weeks in so the army already changed me, feels good and bad

Stole pics off my cousins phone now she’s the only thing I can beat my meat to

>me pretty well known on /b. Anons reposted her to many porn sites. Her full name even got exposed, but not much came of it. I'm getting bored of just posting her nudes and want to take it to another level. I want an user to blackmail her into doing depraved sexual acts - masturbating on cam for him, going to a glory hole, getting fucked

odyssey12341 is my kik if you are serious

Talking about sexual things with minors is illegal, even if you're not sharing pictures. Smut/Roleplaying is also illegal. Be careful, user.

>Talking about sexual things with minors is illegal, even if you're not sharing pictures. Smut/Roleplaying is also illegal
[citation needed]

None of this is true except for the part where you didn't tell your girlfriend. Because she doesn't exist either you edgy faggot

I want sissy dick

im a full blown alcoholic and am now ignoring spending quality time with my newborn son just like my dad did with me. I always justify it as im just like my dad but i realize we never really had a relationship.

usually stay up to about 3 AM drinking then cry like a bitch for an hour and repeat the next day. i have a good job and loving wife but im definitely slowly killing myself because i feel dead inside

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It just took me an hour to cum

Mate, come on. You really think you can tell a 13 year old "I want to ram my cock into your cunt" with no legal repercussions?

you wouldn't get in trouble for just talking, just think of all the kids on xbox live. you can talk to kids online legally but the way you sound it's like possible you'd cave to something more. or maybe she'd end up sending something that could get you fucked. women are good at twisting shit

just looking out man. that kinda shit can ruin you. NOOOOOOOO way worth it.

Yeah I've been trying to get back on my feet.
At the end of my time at high school I started going from a A student to nearly failing.

My mom being bi polar and my
dad not being home leave me with the most nurturing childhood. Therapist says I have C-PTSD. I also figure I'm bi-polor like my mother. Yet to be confirmed.

After my parents divorced (beginning of high school it was settled) I started focusing on school. I guess it all caught up to me at the end of it because I've been in a spiral since. I went to university after high school by that time I was sleeping through every class. My focus was gone and my will depleted. I dropped out and now I am too scared to even waste the money at it again because I know it will be same outcome. I've tried to do online learning with no luck.
As for jobs, I fear I cant hold a job due to my mental health. I have 0 confenfice yet I do know I have many skills.i cant take that sort of hit of being fired. I could not handle that.

Go to AA you degenerate

“The law is reason free from passion…Man, when perfected, is the best of animals, but when separated from law and justice, he is the worst of all.” - Aristotle.
>[citation needed]

been considering it but when im sober i wont accept to myself that i have a problem until im plastered again the next night.

somethings wrong with me but idk i dont feel like there is when im sober

oh im drunk, didn't read you already caved and said sexual stuff. throw your computer in the fucking ocean

one of my female friends long term bfs got in a serious car accident and was in a coma for a while, I comforted her and it eventually led to sex. Unfortunately her BF passed away and she still fucks me.

You so the loopty loop and pull, then your shoes are looking cool.

Just sucked a grindr dick at mcdonalds restroom. Not my best moment, but while sucking the dick, I came in my pants without touching myself. I feel so a shamed but so horny too. Anons meet me at mcdaniels. 1hr.

With the internet there really is no excuse for not learning how to do it.

Her age I find is a turn off.... most of the time. Dont even really want it. I just feel so bad when I disappoint her to make her sad. Hell when she first started flirting with me I asked her why. She said I'm lonely and I like you and i didn't have the heart to tell her to Fuck off. Then she did it again when she wanted me to Jack off for her. (I didn't do it btw).
Atleast she's not horny all the time. Just gotta watch out at night. I can get plenty good convo out of her during day.

yeah its called being an addict. don't continue the cycle and fuck your kid up. i'm going to rehab next week actually for alcohol. it's not fun anymore and i don't even have a kid to screw up. i don't mean to sound like a dick but i just hope you find your bottom soon and get it together.

PSA don't have kids if you're not done being a drunk or drugy. enjoy your wasted moments but don't bring kids into it

i mean i treat my family well and provide a good life for them i just get sad thinking i could have spent an extra hour or two at night holding him while hes still a baby. im just worried about the future

At this point I'm not too worried about that anymore since she is legal in both our locations. I mean I am still terrified though.

So one time when I was 17 I was ridiculously drunk at a friend's house after a night of partying. When I say ridiculously drunk talking the walls are spinning and my balance is gone. So I'm there at his house, everyone was asleep and I get he the to throw up. So like any normal drunk teen I go to the restroom to take care of the deed. I arrive and it seems my friends sister( straight qt.314 btw) has left her creamed stained panties on the bathroom floor. So I'm dry heaving into the toilet and I'm not throwing up , I decide to just sit for a minute. What do I do to make myself feel better? I'll do what I always do! Masturbate! And what better to do it with than my friend's sister's creamed panties. Yea Forumsros I go hard with these panties, I smell them, I licked them, I even used the panties as a glove for my dick so when I came it goes all over the panties. After I resoil my friends sister's unmentionables I realize I have to dispose of the evidence, not only because there would be cum stains on it but I wouldn't be able to put them back like I found them. So my drunken logic was to take them with me.
Tl;Dr: I got wasted and jerked it into my friend's lil sister's panties.

but you are right, i need to get sober before he can actually remember any of this shit

I was cheated on. I have constant thoughts of murder and suicide on my head. At this point alcohol has made a big impact because ive never really gone into it but started. Numbs my pain and everything else shitty in the world.

I failed my classes and now I have to get t a job.

So, what do you think you should do about it?

I've seen you on 8-chan too I think. I've done the same as you but a little further and when I was underage but I still realized how wrong it was. The fact that you've grown and learned you were wrong means you have the right to forgive yourself and move on.

hey dude at least you're thinking about it and are aware. good luck, i know it ain't easy.

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I have violent thoughts and crazy urges of aggression nearly every day, varying from assault to rape and murder. Never once been to a shrink as I've never acted on any of them, and I'm not sure if I will or not. Nobody close to me knows about them. My fiancé of five years thinks I would never hurt a fly and I don't know how she would react if I told her about these thoughts.
Also, I have an uncontrollable lust towards my fiance's best friend. Every time I see her I have to concentrate so I'm not staring her up and down. She makes small passes at me occasionally, and it drives me fucking insane.

I've been crossdressing and having sex with my best friend's dad

you too man, hopefully this time next year we're both clean

Also worth mentioning I've been sober for six years, have a decent job, nearly no debt, and have my own house in a small town of less than 5000. I have a genuinely decent life but I feel like I could come unglued at various times in the day.

ring ring ring ring ring ring ring bananaphone

Not him, but curious. How much further did you go?

Are these unwanted thoughts? Do they scare you?

youtube.com/watch?=&v=CwVgDCo3g3Q

100% unwanted. They don't scare me though, which is kinda concerning to me. They're just there. I don't lose my temper nearly at all.

humans are primal beings. i like to imagine myself getting into fights all the time and fucking people up (that in my imagination have wronged me) but i kind of just chalk them up to animalistic primate brain talking. I know deep down i wouldnt hurt anyone but the idea of doing it is exhilirating

With girls that's not completely crazy. A lot of women like the thought of having their body completely

I'd say forget about her because what if she tries to expose your past conversations. Unless she can't then what do you have to lose?

Hot. Post?

Those are called "intrusive thoughts" and everybody has them. They basically function as a sanity check. The fact that you're bothered by them means that your mind is functioning properly. If you reach a point where they don't bother you, then you have a problem. The key to getting rid of intrusive thoughts is by letting them flow freely in and out of your mind. If you dwell on them and obsess over them and worry over them, you give them more power. Just ignore them.

filth

I'm JEWISH

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GL
Don't watch porn at all, jews invention

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why not believe in fairytales and searching for a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?

I cri eveytim

Nudes and Skype sex with this one girl in particular. Our age gap was pretty big (around 3 yrs) so even though I was under 18 I still feel really regretful. She still tries to talk to me since we've been friends for years, but the thoughts of the past makes me never wanna talk to her again honestly. I'm now 19 and she's 16.

Okay, thanks for the info. I figured there was a term for it but I never got around to looking it up. I'll try letting them "pass" and not thinking about them as much.
It's not even an exciting thought at all. When an episode starts, I look at the target of whatever the aggression is and start thinking how I could make it as painful as possible. I'll even look around to see if I could use anything as a weapon.

I like trains

*bro hug*

He's your brother and you love him, that doesn't make you a faggot. Can't imagine the shit he's putting you thu

kys, this isn't 2008

*tips fedora*

okay, if it is more convenient to you just to kys instead of getting a good sleep hygiene, eat healthy, work out, enjoy your life and get a gf then go ahead.

fucking quitter.

tell me about it, people say the same about me

Pretty sure the other guy was talking to young teenagers in his early 20s, and you're worried about a three year gap when you were both underage?

I alsI was very manipulative with her but yeah I see that what I did isn't as bad, I just relate to how he feels. I was a HS senior don't those things with someone just now getting into HS.

Had the same problem when I was a kid but learned it

I smoke way to much weed like now

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when I was 18 a trap jebaited me only letting me know about her surprise after she blew me
ended up fucking her doggy followed by blowing her and then she fucked me missionary
took a while of pleading before I gave up my ass but she had me moaning like a slut after stretching me out

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I pretend to be a loli online and talk to older men via text. It's pretty fun tbh

I want to fuck my sister. She is now 17, but I've been wanting to every since she was 14. I've considered drugging her when parents are out. I've been caught spying on her.

To get out of a test in 5th grade I just pissed my pants and when the teacher accused me of pissing my pants to get out of the test I apparently pulled my pants down and took a shit.

I was made fun of for awhile but luckily we moved states and I haven't been such an autist since then. I'm still an autist but not shit my pants in the office to get out of work autistic.

"apparently" Do you not remember shitting on the floor??

Don't you even consider doing that to her, you might kill her by drugging her. Leave her alone.

I was legit a problem child growing up and had to take pills through middle school. The problem mostly cleared up around my freshmen/sophmore year of HS. So yeah no i dont remember.

I feel like I have another person living inside of me I don't believe in the idea of human spirit or energy but one day 5 years ago everything changed it's like this thing inside of me that does amazing things that I could not possibly do or even fathom doing and I think this came at a cost because this spirit that lives inside of me is pedophilic now I have no interest in children but whenever I see children around me I just can't control myself it's like this demonic spirit that's taken over my body I can't control it that's why I isolated myself from children I have not seen or even attracted with any child for five years so I don't think religion will help but feel free to share your opinions and ideas on how to stop this evil spirits from dominating my body

Yeah that guy was bullshiting it was completely filled with lies disregard that liar there is nothing wrong with him

yeah this is just pure newfag shitposting now. you motherfuckers make this place pure shit. cunt. YOU KYS! you lil bitch wasnt even here 2008 nigger. fuck off to reddit

Try reading the New Testament or some apologetics like Chesterton or Lewis.

its more like your brother is a huge fag for being like this kek

What is unironically wrong with some of you people

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Father forgive for I cant cook pancakes without burning them and I dont know how to make a good Philly cheesesteak

Not too long ago I smoked too much crystal meth and ran out completely naked. Many people saw me.

Also I'll finish med school soon and I'm quite addicted to methamphetamine

This is Yea Forums
Why would you even ask that?

Wanna see my gf get fucked so I get jerk off and get extremely jealous to the point where I wanna fuck her

Cool I was a problem kid too and had to take pills.
Now I am a problem adult

Totally broke and addicted to smoking again. Can't afford any cigs, so I feel extra shitty and nervous. I'm too shy to keep asking my buddys to loan me money. I know it's akward or embarrassing for me and them. My bipolar kicks in again. Please help the retard paypal.me/k44wp51

I was at a party like that and we had a girl just like that. She is also now a prostitute. I hire her once a month at last.

Despicable.

sent $100

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Nice thing about hormonal teens is that if you rape them just right, they will think it wasn't rape... like this story. That girl was downright gang-raped.

BOOP BOOP BADOOPADOOP

When I was really young, I used to jerk off in a lot of my sister's things to troll her. She had this sex lube that I would jerk off into.
One day, she tells her boyfriend that she's pregnant. He comes over with some papers to show that he's sterile. "I agree to a DNA test. Oh, and we are through you cheating slut."
She ended up keeping the baby, dropping out of college. To this day, I suspect that she's my daughter. She's now a late teen clone of me. She comes over my house to play video games and watch cable.

Sperm don’t stay alive to long fag

I often did it minutes before they entered the bedroom. I never took the possibility of the kid being mine seriously until she hit puberty.

When I was a teen, I answered a rape-play ad. I got my instructions, she was really kinky and wanted to make it seem real. I followed the instructions exactly. Best fake-rape sex ever.
She moved a week later. I found out from her neighbors that she was raped. The story is that she is followed from city to city, raped the same way each time. Story is that she has a stalker, but he was in prison the last 3 times she was raped. I hope she was kink-playing and I wasn't a stalker's pawn.

More likely your sister had just sex with some other guy. That's pretty normal

Getting her pregnant by jerking off at her lube doesn't seem likely at all

I thought that for years until I laughingly told my sneaking suspicion to a friend who was in medical school. He asked about the lube. He said it was highly unlikely, but a real possibility, especially how often I jerked off in her sex stuff.

I've been in abusive relationship for nearly 2 years, after some time I clearly suspect she was "covert narcisst".
Never been to me when my grandma died, when my family nearly lost house to debts so I started working full shifts (12 hrs nights maily) and studying on Uni during days.

Two times cheated emotionally, after second time we broke up for good, no contact.

Now with cute gf, we play games, she is normal and cares deeply, is there for me.

But the confession is I nearly all time think about ex. I don't miss her, but I torture myself if all that shit was really my fault as she told everyone.
Shit's bad to your mind lads, don't get into relationship with bpd/npd girls.

"accidentally" sent a dick pic to one of my close female friends. She said she liked it. My gf doesn't know

Wife hasn't given it up since july 2008. So got a side slam piggy. She's really not attractive, but her pussy is soft and extremely wet.

Wife probably knows and is happy with the arrangement as long as you put in the effort to keep it secret.

I'm gay.

Everyone knows already. Sorry.

Stop smoking immediatly! might be a psychosis coming up, they can get triggered by drug consume.

It would be zero if it was a spermicide lube. But a water based lube like ky might have a chance if was minutes after

It was. She's allergic to most spermicides.

That's because I told everyone a long time ago.

Even though I am living a quite decent life right now with a well started 1yo business career after college and married to a great woman, etc etc, I've had a quite criminal background. I did a lot of shit in my youth between 12-19. My activities do not contain serious crimes like murder, rape etc. But I supplied about 20%(districts) of a million people city with weed that I grew myself for a year, stole a few new cars, had people steal money for me from safes at their working place, doxxed some ppl and got money, did some bag snatching, etc etc. Now I'm the nice and polite engineer guy from next door.

Fair enough.

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lmao nice

Ok so why would she use lube for vaginal penetration? Virtually no girl does this. They get wet themselves, they don't need lube.
Except of course for anal sex but then you wouldn't be a father. After anal sex no girl wants to have that soiled cock in her vagina.

Taken all aspects into account I can say it's rather unlikely you're the actual father. She fucked sb else