How old were you when your innocence was unceremoniously strangled to death? Was it a single event...

Great if you can. But as a child (for most), there's a level of carefree happiness and optimism that comes from a sense of unconditional love and trust that is ultimately eroded or outright fractured by the realities of human existence.

I had a tenuous relationship with innocence at an early age as it is. But I think what really killed it for me was that my father died when I was 11. None of my extended family was ever there to help after it happened, and my mother just kind of shut down for 12 years.

sounds cliche and dumb, but ever since I've browsed Yea Forums, it fucked me in the head

After I fell down the stairs in a three story mansion when I was around 4, I had a dream that gave me a vore fetish

Also, I broke both of my arms when I was 12 riding a bike somehow. I couldn't open the door to get inside the house so I had to sit in the garage for an hour with one of the worst feelings I ever had in my life. It was so bad I stopped believing in God

i listened to whatever rock as a kid, naturally turned to metal, then death metal. i've loved scary, harsh aesthetics since i was a toddler, and i've learned in my adolescence that ugliness is subjective. i don't look at gore and feel nothing, i'm not retarded. but i do understand we can be slain just like animals, reduced to meat, bones and miscellaneous slime. i know what it means to be dissected alive, and to have your life taken away. i don't like imagining these things, but i have it all fully assessed. TLDR i've seen and stomached it all but it hasn't made me an insensitive moron with no sense of mortality

Pretty much.

Still innocent.

Kikes are trying to soft genocide whites and control the population with poisons everyone has in everyday activities

Politics are an illusion

We are the universe experiencing itself. Death is becoming one with everything and nothing

My dad died when I was 3 from cancer in his early thirties

Closest family members are having issues with ice addiction

probably when I was bowling and the guy in the lane next to me had a heart attack and died and puked up a bunch of foam and stuff. i was 8 or 9

When I discovered internet porn and/or Rotten, which lead me to this cesspool.