I'm going to an hero tonight. I don't want to be talked out of it, I just want to spend some time with /b one of the few places I've ever felt genuinely normal and accepted.
I want to feel something before I die. So Feels, YLYL, and creepypasta welcome.
>also AMA.
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do you have any loved ones who will miss you? And objectively answer this, not what you think that no one will miss you?
I forgot the date.
Yes I have loved ones who will miss me.
Why an hero? Life doesn't suck. Other people suck.
I'm getting booted out of the house I live in, the girl I love lives here and by the time I'm ever going to be able to see here again she will have forgotten me.
That's really just the last straw in a fucking epic saga.
what you smoking boy?
Ciggarette
if you have people who genuinely love you there is no reason to hero, user.
also, are you religious in any sense?
See you on the other side, mate
DON'T FUCKING DO IT Yea ForumsRO
If you love Yea Forums so much, how can you leave us???
We're here with you now, we'll always be here for you.
Don't do this. Stay with us, please!!
Hey if there is a heaven or some shit like that do me a favor and say high to someone for me his name is keven beerkey he was alone when he died just say his grandson said sorry and that the family is doing well and the funeral was nice ,thank you
tell me your epic saga
i'm sorry you've gotten to this point in your life, my dude. i don't really have much else to say.
maybe watch a couple old SNL skits before you go? have a nice laugh.
if you go to any kind of afterlife, i hope you find peace. you look like a pretty cool dude to me.
I don't blame you.Humanity is going extinct in a few years.
if this user does commit suicide he won't go to Heaven. suicide is a mortal sin
Spill the beans we will pour one out for you
Sounds upsetting but ultimately trivial. If your life is really worth less than that, well... glad to have you out of the gene pool, I guess.
Crippling depression, a slew of other mental health disorders and the feeling that most of the people in my life would be genuinely better off without me notwithstanding.
Not really religious, Agnostic i guess.
and you user.
Duly noted.
I will.
I'll get typing between replying to other posters I guess.
The manga was Better
Have you tried listening to a music genre or band other than your normal roster. My friend. "Look at this photograph. Everytime I see it it makes me laugh".
Well On the off chance idk where people go and I hope the thing that does is a little more accepting
Uncle!!!!
I'm likely going soon too since health and financial issues are soon gonna make it impossible for me to continue, especially not being able to pay for daily or long-term things anymore, so if you do it, I might join you in a week unless I manage to do something or get help.
So see you on the other side soldier, and if not, I hope we both somehow make it.
It's been a long ride, I'm sure both of us wouldn't have thought to make it this far.
Imagine spending the last hours of your life with a board mostly made up of underaged children. Truly a sad fate.
what suicide method are you going with?
hanging yourself is based
Thank you
Don't be weak. Be better. Not better than some lucky fuck. Better than you were yesterday, every single day, bqt just a little. Soon you will be glad you didn't do it.
Not worth doing
You only get 1 life, think about it
There have been people who have tried to kill themselves and failed and they all share 1 thing in common; they all say as death is starting to creep in, they regret doing what they did to kill themselves
This
Whats with the drawings in the background?They look like kids drawings.
I hope you can find some control and peace in your life.
A few questions for you, mate.
If you are seriously going to end it, in what method?
And..
Aren't you concerned with causing as much damage to the world around you as possible before you go?
By posting you don't want to end it. The old cry for help thing..
If you feel good on this board then just keep coming! Life isn't some big parade of everything going great. I have shit-storm depression and I live through it.
Stop drinking, have some water, take a breath mang.
Just have a bowl of cereal and go to bed you jackass
see >sister was abused at about 6 or 7 started acting out with me sexually
>this was at about the same time as my dad died and i started down the road towards severe clinical depression
>ask me questions based on those facts it'll be faster.
hope theres something better on the other side and i see you there
not really an awful way to go
gunna slit my arm arteries at the wrist and bleed out
some of them are kids drawings
I've never hated the world enough to destroy it.
Shoving a shotgun up my asshole and shooting it.Might as well die in a unique way.
You sound like you think all problems have easy solutions.
In his case he's likely tried and been through a rollercoaster before realizing he might rather not want to be able or want to continue.
In my case I decided to continue even with health issues and more slowing down my progress and making things regress, to choosing to live until I couldn't pay for my bills and daily things anymore, so now deciding to kill myself soon unless I can figure out a way to pay for daily things and then map out long-term things, since I'd rather go than wait until I'm knees deep in debt, kicked out of my house by the housing agency, out of food and starving.
Stick me in the "don't do it" camp as well. It's just not worth it man. There's always something to live for, always a way out.
quads dont end this man's life?
>I'm getting booted out of the house I live in, the girl I love lives here and by the time I'm ever going to be able to see here again she will have forgotten me.
Might as well post a picture of her, preferably nude or lewd.
user, people around the world have suffered cruelties unfathomable to the common man. if they can make it, you can user. I have faith in you, you can make if and you WILL make it. I seriously recommend you go speak to your local priest. I want you to live, user.
Sounds like you are going to prison, why is that?
Dubs of truth,don't be a fag.
If you see a white light when you die do not go near it or look at it. Keep saying the sentence "SATAN HELP ME" in your mind and perhaps he will take you to the 7th heaven of consciousness and you'll be able to relax in peace with non-reincarnated souls near blossom trees. It's a very peaceful place but more than likely when you die you'll be surrounded by despair as it is in your eyes I see. You will be surrounded by the thoughtforms of what you visualize and they won't be pretty. If you die and you find yourself in trouble say "SATAN HELP ME" and you will be at peace.
You should not do that because i felt that way and now i do not fek that way. You should get away from your shit partners and take care id #1
I used to be super depressed and wanted to die, but I did shrooms and it saved my life. Go to Denver, see if you can have an epiphone about life and make a decision after. If you really want to die, you owe it to yourself to at least try something new. Cant hurt can it?
>gunna slit my arm arteries at the wrist and bleed out
that's based too
so we talking about incest?
If I don't manage to figure something out or get help by next week, and if you go by then too, see you then soldier.
see you on the other side brother
Got any nudes of your sister, from after she turned 18? What does she look like and how has she turned out? Is she a total whore now? Do either of you have any stds?
Are u gonna stream the deed
In some ways I want to be remembered. In another way I want to entertain my fellow Yea Forumsros and contribute something to your lives in my last several hours.
this.
I've done that for the last month, spent most of my days sleeping 18-20 hours and hoping for exhaustion to overtake me the remaining hours
Ok. but gimme a sec i needa compress an image
.Im not going to prison
not incest
or maybe we blink out of existence and then there is nothing.
It’s a desprate last cry for help. My dude I had to throw away a girl I chased for 7 years after she finally said yes, literally a month into dating her finally, because my step mom died from a drug overdose and I had to move a thousand miles away to take care of my half siblings because my dad used a dirty needle and now he had AIDS and a staph infection to the spine which is crippling him as it eats at his nervous system, preventing him from working. You think you got problems, bitch I’ll trade you, you fucking cowardly piece of shit, your problems don’t amount to a GOD DAMN THING
Why the fuck would you slit your wrists of all methods?
I guess you just want to take the right desicion after all this, right? How about giving yourself some time and then come back to consider it? Like, selling all the shit you have and go traveling, find some people? I was there too mate. Ended up with not a single dollar in my pockets but as a new man. Never unders
estimate the power of traveling
I'm familiar with cutting and in ways find it comforting.
wouldn't know how to.
I dont have any nudes of my sister, she's a little overweight but fun, funny and reasonably attractive. no std's on either case as far as i know
You do realize that OP does not live in the United States, right?
Don't say that,Not OP but plz don't say the "People around the world have suffer worse then you so don't suicide"It just sounds stupid since every human has a uniqueness and we are not all the same to say if one person doesn't suicide because of this then you shouldn't.Plz don't say that it makes you sound ignorant to the OP
can you live stream it plz?
Shit man. Just find any reason not to cling to it. I said I'm not gonna kill myself until I'm able to play and beat final fantasy 12. It's stupid and small, but I'm still alive OP. Don't give up
So what you’re saying is some people are bigger pussies than others?
Another person that doesn't seem to understand.
Of course it could be a cry for help, my current main problems are because of financial and health issues which will likely lead to me letting go soon.
But both of us likely know that even with that, we likely can't or won't get help, so it truly doesn't change anything.
If I asked you for help right now and you didn't, and my situation stayed the same, the reason I'd be asking for help and needing it doesn't change regardless, this empty thread the comments don't change a thing, but you're the one valuing it like the attention superceeds everything.
I don't think there's nothing, but I AM worried about suicide meaning loss of potential, potential afterlife or ''leveling up'', but at some point that worry becomes non-existent when I know I won't be able to continue without some magic anyway.
Have you tried professional help?
> (You)
>I dont have any nudes of my sister, she's a little overweight but fun, funny and reasonably attractive. no std's on either case as far as i know
She actually sounds pretty nice. What country does she live in, and is she single? How old is she?
No im saying your a massive faggot.Don't be selfishh and ignorant.also you too.
this live stream it
Water bottle, or glass of water balanced on your head, to prove these aren't photoshopped pictures and that is really you?
I have crippling debt on top of that, along with the fact that I’m being audited by the IRS because they don’t believe I’m taking care of the kids, so probably going to jail for that, I blew out my right kidney taking drugs when I was 18, and my left lung doesn’t move any more after I developed sleep apnea. Also found a lump there, keep in mind I’ve been a pack a day smoker since I was 18, so for about 8 years now
Don't stop fighting.
I can tell u how but im not that edgey so its okay, i could try to tell u not to do it summer on its way nice weather can do great things to a depressed mind. Sending u strength regardless brother take care.
Just dedicate yourself to the service of others.. if you want to dye, fine- see if the world hands you that on your own.... just go someplace to help where few people will go due to fear of death- help smuggle people out of N. Korea.. go knock off some Drug lords.. the world is your oyster.
underrated post. of an underrated song.
tell me how to do it through a cellphone app and i will.
yes, for various reasons i've been reported to the police multiple times, resulting in me having a complete lack of trust for 'professionals'
NZ, single, 19
This world doesn't allow that kind of freedom user,not OP.
I tried to heed my health and didn't even smoke until recently and still got fucked with health issues and other things that came alongside it out the ass.
It just goes to show that certain things people can mess up on or do well, and certain things can just happen well or go bad, and the outcome would be as if never doing something right at all.
And then other people's true colors show, even people pretending I didn't try to get help, while none truly offered, or people pretending I didn't try or I messed up, even on here, while living ''lucky'' lives themselves even while doing things I never did, etc.
But oh well, at this point it's nearing the end anyway, so I'm just trying to stay clearheaded to see if I can still do something or get help that could change my situation or buy me time, or otherwise after all the years of pushing now bury the hatchet.
Regardless, I'm glad this thread is here now, even if it doesn't lead to change, at least it's closure.
when are you going to do it?
I gotta sleep in a few
Yeah I gotta study for finals
Proof
see you in space cowboy. :(
Can you buy me Divinity Original Sin 2 on Steam? Not like you're gonna need money in a few hours anyway.
yeah i love that song
I want it to at least be dark, probably finish my alcohol and spend some time thinking about my life. 6 hours or so.
What is this meme even?
I'm the guy that's nearing suicide because of health and financial issues, now currently bills stacking up and groceries running out, so literally after having had no help, having run out of options myself, but still trying to see if I can manage or get help, before bills get worse and I also don't have anything to eat/drink and get kicked out the house.
If I had any resources to do anything epic, I wouldn't be contemplating suicide in the first place and racing the clock, what type of fantasies do you live?
''The world is your oyster", I can't even go to the neighboring city to get food from a food bank because it's too far and if I could pay for transport I wouldn't even need to go there.
''knock off some drug lords, help people in north korea'', sure thing buddy.
It seems most of ya'll that are living or more close to the living are even more lost and delusional than the ones close to death.
Well if you’re going to, at least make it interesting. Shave your head and cum on your face before you do it. Leave the tv on nickelodeon. Put all the silverware in the freezer. Take a shit on the middle of the kitchen table. If it’s worth doing, it’s worth doing right
Have you ever gotten high as shit nigger from poopsmoking butthash?
Put Anonymous in your will
Geez no reason to be a dick man
You got kids?
Good job on balancing the water bottle.
Any chance your sister would be interested in relocating to the U.S.? (NZ is going to have some really bad memories for her, after you kill yourself.)
You do realize that will haunt her for the rest of her life, and statistically greatly increases her chance of committing suicide as well.
Post a picture of her for us?
Will you be streaming it and at what time
The quads have spoken
Checked
You live in America with citizenship. Goodbye faggot.
TOO LATE EVERYONE HE JUST DIED.
OMG IT WAS FULL OF A BAD COUCH AND A FAT GUY AND A BAD HAIRCUT AND ALSO MORE FAT GUY.
Closure? What fuckin closure? If you’ve been pissed on by so many people, why the hell would you wanna die? I got fucked over so many times in life, by so many people, from so many different angles it’s really amazing. Some days I can literally feel god dick slap me across the face. Do what I do, and live for that damn spite, hate and anger. Make it into you and own it. You have to understand that somewhat, otherwise you wouldn’t be here. There is no closure in checking yourself out, drag it on for as long as possible until they beg you to die.
In case someone does see this and help and it leads to being able to continue, I'll ask.
I'm currently sitting here having tried all other options and having ran out of groceries/toiletries, seeing if I can continue with options coming up, or killing myself before things get worse with more bills coming.
I'm 26, but because of recently worsened health and other issues life has been getting worse, recently managed to move and start anew, but the house is still basically empty, and I got to a point this weekend where because of things I need and open bills from prior and new coming up (prior, new rent, utilities, etc), currently have welfare that I didn't want (temporarily, because of the health issues and such), and after a long time of not being suicidal and keeping myself busy with life, moving forward, doing new things, literally moving, trying to work on my physical health, I'm now at a point where I am behind on rent and other bills, have some health insurance and other bills open too, all of which I have to start paying within the next weeks, with that currently have to pay a few thousand on the short-term, which I don't have, have no way of achieving soon, and I also ran out of money for groceries and such.
So all I've been thinking of now is options, I keep trying to think of ways to make money and get back on track, or get a loan (kept getting rejected because of my situation), but I keep getting to having no options, thinking about suicide and planning that out instead, as I would usually map out options and how to continue, now not seeing anything I can do. I know how these messages go, but at this point I have nothing left and would even appreciate being able to eat and continue for a few more days and hopefully figure something out. My pp/mail: wateringcherryblossoms@gmail, btc: 1ewDyDRLQtKdiUCh KzpDByUJgxC4pf9p6
Thanks to anyone that reads this, even if it gets waived off, I'm trying to continue and not give up preemptively.
How old are you dawg?
Please someone tell him how to stream it on a phone I don't fucking know how to
>6 hours
You're not going to actually end up killing yourself. I've seen countless threads like this on Yea Forums and the longer you wait and the more you're willing to talk the less likely you'll actually go through with it.
More time just means you'll have more time to reconsider and the more you talk the more likely you are to make an actual human connection and reconsider.
Not trying to whiteknight you into living or anything, that's your own damn choice but the only way you were guaranteed to kill yourself is if you did it before you even started this thread.
See you tomorrow.
That would be unique, but very messy, slow and painful.
>You live in America with citizenship. Goodbye faggot.
Umm, what part of that they live in New Zealand wasn't clear to you............. Actually pay attention to the time, on the timestamp, next time newfag.
what kind of health issues
You look like a fucking unemployable loser. Kill yourself faggot. Nobody's gonna miss you.
periscope maybe ? easy
Also remember that in all those eras they experience some sort of dark age which we are close to experiencing.
Just fucking an hero or get help you faggot.
Why you gotta try to hijack this anons last thread? You’re a cold piece of shit.
Oh ok so it was just the part about fucking his sister why he's vacationing in hell. Carry on.
OP,
Go over to this thread: and roll, to see what country you will be reincarnated in.
Post results here.
I'm as poor as can be which doesn't help.
That's just fucking childish. I'd rather go out with some dignity.
uhh no.
what will? I'm poor and disorganized.
kind of. that's complicated. I have kids that I love like their my children.
thanks. it only fell off once.
her sexuality is questionable I wouldn't rate your chances
tell me how through a cellphone app.
I'm 27
I live in NZ. did the date format not give it away user?
maybe, but this time i doubt it buddy.
I'll check it out.
>ok this is the girl I love, I'm failing at file compression and just cba.
Suicide dont end the pain. It only multiplies it to the people you know.
oof North Korea. It's gunna be a rough reincarnation.
>I'm 27
You look mid thirties.. possibly forties. God damn you are fucked m8.
Where about in nz
man... dont do it! your life is preciuous man.. I know this world is fucking fucked up...Its not fair man it really isnt. But man!! imagine all of the things you will miss out on!! All the sunsets you will see, all of the faces of the people you love, the sweet smell of your favorite meals, you favorite jams blasting your ears, the feeling of a nice warm blanket covering your cold body, the taste of your favorite candy and watching your favorite show!! And things are tough man I know!! The world is fucked!! but, for all we know, you can make a difference in your life and someone elses man!! the future is unceratin, bad will always come but goodness is bound to come as well!! For the love of god and all that is holy!! stay strong!! man, in fact I emplore to take a walk outside and think of the things you are grateful for, and give it a week and everyday i want you to find the small things that make you happy or even pleased!! please man!!
Suicide will end your pain forever.
OP have you ever tried to just up and leave, You could always go live in the forest. Pack up everything you have in terms of water and food and start walking.
She doesn't look at all fat in that picture, at least not by American standards. How long did the two of your fool around sexually, and how was she? Do you ever talk about it now?
You’re gonna fuck up those kids.
Man up and get your shit remotely together. For real, OP, don’t be a pussy.
Ha yeah, stress is a killer mate. that and the cigarettes drugs and booze.
Gisborne.
I know.
nice im 26
I emplore you to sit on fat big black juicy nigger cocks you goober cuck
I'm literally the one talking to him back and forth because we're in the same boat, and since it's on topic, as with my other posts talking to each other, I decided to add that post, in case it makes a difference, especially when people pretend it's easy to continue, as if people don't want to, so I'm showing that I'm still trying, but obviously if things don't change that I'll still be gone by next week anyway, and I've accepted that too.
Buck up dude. There’s no honor in suicide. Don’t you want to feel like you e earned your death from all that you still have to accomplish??
He's already admitted to having bastard children so of course he's up and left before. He's an evil vile piece of shit and should kill himself. An ungrateful degenerate man child.
> (You)
>oof North Korea. It's gunna be a rough reincarnation.
Ouch, yep, unless you get uber lucky and land in a connected family, life's going to be tough. On a positive note, the expected lifespan of someone in North Korea, isn't very long.
Thanks for rolling and posting the results, I was curious as to what it would show for you.
this
that's not my sister.
not a bad idea but i doubt I'll take that option
I might fuck them up yeah, but sometimes we just gotta be selfish cunts right? all a part of being a human.
I'm probably not going to accomplish much at all.
I don't have any genetic children doofus
yeah well that's something I guess, kek.
This post is even more fucked for the people that want to continue but don't have the options to.
Have a caramel sundae from McDonald’s. That cheers me up when I feel bad.
Kek, I can only laugh when people want to die because of either:
>some thot
>no money
>mean people
Its like the most beta of beta moves. Fucking kill yourself seriously, literally. It'll at least prove you're not as much of a pussy as everyone knows you are.
This. Yea Forums has always stayed with me too.
Hope you find peace brother
>doofus
Says the drunken washed up loser begging for attention on 4chinz. Jesus just fucking kill yourself.. I know you won't though. Too much of a pussy.
You got your attention, OP. Get drunk, pass out, wake the fuck tomorrow and be a little less of a piece of shit. Repeat.
mmmm me likey nigger cockies...
North or south island
always remember this when you are having a bad day
Dont do it. There's something better waiting for you after all this bad shit
Yo user. This has been a good thread. I deal with depression/anxiety on a daily basis. I went through a bad suicidal phase a couple years ago. I know it can be rough. But just keep going man.
Question time. When did you start browsing Yea Forums and/or 4chin and how did you find out about it?
well buddy it's more complicated than that, but if your over simplification makes you happy power to you.
ok guys. whatever you wanna think.
north
>installing periscope now, will do a test stream soon.
Faggots like him either end up homeless or in prison. His will be a long life of pain and misery. Any dreams that he may have had as a child were just that... dreams.
Want some pepsi before you go?
OP are you deaf?
>ok guys.. whatever
Typical loser speak. Do a flip faggot.
you checked for the stream ? we want to see you on periscope
I started browsing 13 or 14 years ago, a friend told me about it, I've never been on any other board because he said Yea Forums was really the only thing worthwhile, after some time I agreed.
No.
Why do people say shit like this without ways of helping people or not wanting/being able to?
Some people have no other options left, so they feel like it's best to give up and not life in worsening misery.
There's literally multiple people in this thread that have short-term and long-term issues leading to suicide, clearly having thought about it too, OP with the long list of issues, the other guy with health/money issues, and likely others too.
They lack options to continue, so feel like giving up, why do you and others not realize that until that changes for them, or people like you actually decide to help, that these comments change absolutely nothing.
Are your sisters initials PH?
Pardon for not reading the thread entirely, but please answer me this.
DON'T DO IT! YOU GOT YOUR WHOLE LIFE AHEAD OF YOU! IMAGINE ALL THE PEOPLE WHO LOVE YOU AND WILL MISS YOU!
DO. NOT. DO. IT. CALL HELP!
I'm pretty sure Heaven has changed since then. Compare it to earth, which will be smouldering in a pile of heat in just 100 years
Dont you want to know how Game of Thrones ends? Dont you want to know how worse the Walking Dead can actually get? Dont you have any interest in something you just have to watch going on?
You can be alone and still live a good live, there are little things that can keep your head up evry day
How was your sister sexually? What all did the two of you do?
If you truly wanted to kill yourself, you wouldn't be thirsty for attention- you would just do it. Its not oversimplifying.
Christ, you're worse than those girls who cry pregnancy or rape, or one of those faggot emo kids who cuts while listening to The Smiths.
Are you a great big fat person or is it the alcohol that bloated your disgusting face?
you're gunna carry that weight
OP, have you atleast done some drugs before you die?
Yep.. he's just a weak fag
si si si
Andale andale get pig nigger cocky pokey your anal cavity
Yeah.. wtf?
It's pretty obvious that you're trying to use their situations to boost your own self esteem and insecurities.
Make yourself believe you'll never be as privileged as you are now champ, and that fear you have of ever being in that boat might somehow disappear.
Just remember though, by acting like this with your fear, when it happens to you and you have no possibilities left and need help, you won't know what to do.
Until then you're just a privileged kid that doesn't actually understand or been through anything.
>OK periscope is good to go, how do i share my broadcast with you guys?
I'd tell you to think about it more but when you've made up your mind, you've made up your mind. I guess my question is what is the one thing you've always wanted to do before death and have you done it yet? Also, would you rather have it end like this or have never been born?
This. May as well go with a bang, do something illegal, something crazy.
OP won't deliver.
streeeeaaam it
Gonna pray for you, Yea Forumsro. Wherever you end up, hopefully it's somewhere nice.
Hey before you go give me your netflix account or your steam account please, thank you and have a nice trip
I hope you don't
you can share a link I think
duurrrrr.. I know you're trolling but deep down I really do hope you kill yourself. You don't deserve to live and have let down everyone in your life.
What are these "various reasons" you've been reported to the police for?
Are you the user from that "Butts are gross" thread a few nights ago?
I honestly wouldn't worry about that, man.
I once participated in a talk between a doctor and a very depressed and suicidal patient at a mental hospital.
I'll say what the doctor told the patient.
If you want too end your life, go ahead, it's definitely a solution you can use. The thing is there are so many better solutions, that will let you feel genuinely happy at times again. But if you don't want too fight for feeling all those good feelings you have had in your life, that's up too you.
Go get some help if at all possible. Sometimes people need help dealing with shit, no one Will judge you for seeking help.
Disagree. If I was going to kill myself I should at least have the common courtesy to tell yall to go fuck yourself before I die lmao
OP be like
What is your hometown in NZ?
Not going to try to talk you out of this. A man’s decision to live or die is his own. That said, you seem like a cool user. I look forward to sharing a beer with you in the afterlife. Amen brother.
Honestly, that's not even the kind of shit you'd really remember well afew years from now.
It's just a reset.
If you gotta an hero something, give up your phone for a month.
>I've never been on any other board because he said Yea Forums was really the only thing worthwhile
Jesus Christ no wonder you're a miserable pile of shit. This site offers so much more. Pursue a hobby, jack it to some refined anime tiddies, go into a weird rabbit hole on /x/, visit /pol/ for some reason or just go troll some fucking bronies. This site is your oyster, I only come to Yea Forums when I'm extremely bored and looking to watch sad animals at the zoo(You) complain at pointless shit.
>If
Yeah. You're just an attention whore. What a weak little bitch you've become. Let me guess, daddy wasnt around to show you how to be a man? kek
This. Absolutely.
i can share a link to a video that isnt currently streaming, not the same though, i wanna stream direct.
amen /bro
How privileged are you to not realize not everyone has people around them for support, and that's likely part of the reason they're giving up?
How privileged are you to say ''call for help'', not realizing that people likely have and still are, but just like in this thread, aren't getting it, are being ignored or used for people to boost their own self esteem?
How privileged/lucky are you to talk about people having their whole life ahead, when even most of the ones that choose suicide, are people that want to continue, but either don't see how, or can't?
Did you even read OP's messages and why/how he got to his conclusion?
Did you even read the person talking about health/money issues, wanting to continue but not being able to?
How about the other array of people talking, clearly still with life in them, but knowing they might lose it with or without their volition?
These type of comments like yours just kicks them further while they're down, reminding them that they want to live, but still not getting help with options on how to.
Sauce needed
Jesus loves you, don't off yourself, at least give it a chance. Its better than facing eternal hell man.
I think you can share your account name, and we can pull it up that way
too drunk and stupid to livestream
Wow, you're worse off than I thought.. At least kill a few people and make the news.
You’re 27 years old? You’re way to young to go out now man.
Are you sure you don’t want to try and get better? And get some help?
Get that faggotry out of here
start your stream, put you in direct
and give us your town in country or your name on periscope I think ?
Tbf my dad isn't around much, but things have been going great grade wise, wish me luck!
Lemme get a boneless pizza
nice
I'd rather not gloss over these poorly written paragraphs riddled with spelling errors, but you've triggered me I guess, kek.
I'm good, man. I have no fear. Just a complacent life where I can happily judge those who see themselves as worthless and expect others to do so as well. So I'll gladly abide.
I'm barely even drunk. I just don't do streaming and shit.
account name: ADerangedCarnie
no not PH
It was fun. mostly dry humping, did cum like crazy a lot though.
>27
He's lying, dude is at least mid 30's.. look at his pics.
stream it Yea Forumsro its your final gift to us
nice
Jesus fucked off earth long ago faglord
>Get that faggotry out of here
uhh this is Yea Forums
Goddamn right
He's streaming ADerangedCarnie
>ADerangedCarnie
Where are you streaming? Wtf OP?
>ADerangedCarnie
the madlad is livestreaming.
lets see what comes of this.
Hey there, ya fucking pussy
When was the last time the two of you hooked up like that?
>that shitty music yr listening to
now I know why you want to kill yourself.
Sauce?????
Come give this faggot some attention while he listens to queer pop music.
Also... an updated timestamp would be very appreciated. Could be a bunch of random fags answering questions at this point.
streaming on periscope
this nigga look like
Hey man, instead of becoming an hero, change shit up. Move to Thailand, become a bartender. Become the person you see in movies and think "Man, how do you even end up in that position?" If you are prepared to go as far as you can ever go, might as well fuck it and make a hail mary with your life, right?
im watching. avtomat5150
Why don't you go do something cool before killing yourself? Like shoot up a mosque.
kek
When life gets you down, bang a fat chick at a bar.
end it already im horny
inb4 OP wont deliver
And prolapsey?
How are you killing yourself?
Please dont use a gun. I dont want liberals to use you as a statistic to ban guns
turn down the garbage music we can't hear you.
show dic
This
Guys this is the livestream
Just got here. What do it did you do for work?
someone cap it if it happens
Buy Bitcoin
thanks for turning off the music.
it=or
>barefoot
why did I expect anything else?
he's peeing on live my fucking sides
mans in deadass pissing on stream
cut ur dick its gross
>peeing on stream
the state if this lad
Why is some small dicked faggot live streaming his piss?
I'd kill myself too if I had a bulb dick like that lmao
OP totally just did this to get 60 people to watch him piss live.
Get a sharpie and draw a penis on your face.
Did I call it or what? All that's missing The Smiths playing in the background.
holy shit this is real
FUCK ME ITS HAPPING
well he cut himself twice and then ended the stream.
Ok that just got serious. You need to drink yourself to sleep quickly and think bout this later
OP, is there anyway to convince you not to do this? Giving the fucking normies what they want is not for the best. Normies should off themselves, us autists should rule supreme.
why you stop the live ? didn't hear you
He'll just draw it with his blunt knife on his arm. Just keep watching.
kek I respect him for it.
man made a deep fucking cut in his arm.
Do not want
Well OP you did cut yourself and please piss on your plants a bit more, they look like they need it
what the fuck was that stream
On the arm
stream went down right after he cut his arm
KEEP IT ALIVE
Holy fuck that sounds like a slow death. Maybe deepthroat instead? Like really deep, like head remains intact deep.
holy shit dude dont do it
Who reported
BUMP
NEED TO KEEP HIS DREAM ALIVE
Dude cut his arm with a blunt knife and the stream turned off.
I ain't watching this nonsense. Peace out, user.
OP is gonna need to get a bigger knife than that or this is gonna take for fucking ever.
The connection is bad op. Don’t do it.
Respect him for his decision. It's a weak thing to kill yourself, but denying your weakness is even weaker. I hope you made the right decision OP. Wherever you are.
faggggggooooooot
I wonder if cops could find him through the Periscope account.
>>Date says 10/05/2019
Are you guys fucking morons? We i just answered my question.
He purposefully ended the stream guys it didnt get taken down
what does yr 8ball actually work?
The live ended for me.
>bait
Yeah, he left. He didn't kill himself after all. Good for him!
He stop the stream, op is apparently gone
nice bait
still alive, not killing myself yet. your gunna have to wait, unless some asshole white knights me
i could restart the stream if you guys want. but it's going to increase the risk that i get caught and cant do what i want.
Legend
No,I wanted to see death.dissapointed but not surprise
and his life too *badum tss*
dont do it
Sage, faggot
Do it NAO
Please stream again, I wanna talk to you a bit more.
I'm not going to try and talk you out of it, but at least do all the shit you've been too scared to do before hand and see if any of it changes your life for the better.
Also post location and see if any Yea Forumsros in the area can cheer you up.
and yeah that was a deliberately non fatal cut. gotta keep the masses entertained till i get around to doing this the way i want don't I?
Blah. Attention whoring. What do you have dialup for fucks sake? Kill that shit music.
Get in a bathtub dude, I respect your decision but I pity the person who'll have to clean this mess.
I just called the cops. The po-po should arrive on your door shortly.
I understand this
I understand why you stop the stream, that's smart
hope you will come back for finish the job on stream, don't forget to creat another thread to call us
Tl;dr
why wait when you can do it right now retard
if you need a trustworthy source for help, reply and I gotchu. if not, at least still reply and tell me no. suicide is fukd mane
please just drink yourself to sleep, man
Cause someone is going to call the cops and save you.
> expecting a white knight on Yea Forums
Kek
Got any memento of your life to send me? Bank account balance maybe?
Hello retard
I want to remind you that there's no afterlife and you are now choosing to end your sole chance at life.
You have no debilitating disease and you are offing yourself for being down on your luck.
There are people in much worse conditions that keep alive and fight on
You are a massive pussy
You could go and walk around the world, join the mafia, lean a craft move to alaska and live of the wild, get cleaned and fuck bitches.
Your choice to throw your life away ,but know this makes you just another pussy too scared to face life.
Faggot.
Youve already been reported. Retard
Seriously. I want to see him get carried away.
nobody cares that much for you to call the cops so stop attention whoring
Are to an Abo, or whatever they call niggers where you are?
show arm
CHAD TELL ME HOW TO FIX MY BETA CUCK LIFE! GIVE ME THE ANSWERS!
do something neat on camera.
Thanks for copy pasting everything in this thread faggot.
What do you do for work Reagan?
He's gonna piss again and then stop the stream a 2nd time lol
Oh Yea Forums i love u always cheering me up
No one gives a fuck about the rest of the world.Don't you realise that we are all ignorant
^This
Go out and catcall some girls.
Worst they can do is tell you to go kill yourself.
Grown man acting like a 15 yo girl for fucks sake.
ohrlly? what address did you give them?
no. I'll do this the way i want.
It's pretty crap out here but I'll be livestreaming on mobile data later, it should run better.
hang around buddy i have no were better to be, but there will be a thread later if this one dies.
because I'm not in a rush to make this happen, I've been building to this all my life aND i'LL DO IT HOW THEW FUCK i WAN'T.
what kind of neat, im happy to take requests
doesnt matter ill make a new account later if i have to.
I'm a field worker.
wow i look crazy kek
you're only gonna lose more of your audience if you delay, so unless you dont care about that shit just get it over with
Waste of my own trips.
This kind of neat Except you flash them instead
haha i don't care about that. I'm just being a ghood cunt and giving you guys something to make your day I'm here to fuck around and have some fun with the Yea Forumsros before I kill myself that's all.
Dudes wasting my time, i'm out, Op was a faggot today
>what kind of neat
try and do a front flip. While holding a can of wd40 shooting fire.
GET IN BATHTUB
Get a good job, find a non-whorish girl (or guy), and learn to be confident. Probably not in that order, but hey.
Same, not worth the wait
Suck your own dick on stream
This, all that shit you were to scared or worked up about to do, do it all, what's the worst that can happen? You wanna an hero again? At least you tried and went out knowing you tried.
as a matter of fact i wasnt even going to livestream it until i was asked to, so yeah....
Honestly, he was more sane at the beggining of the thread
Another picture of the girl, you posted earlier? Lets see her from the front.
Stop it user. Figuratively cut that shit out. You look like an honest dude that's just going through some shit. Would never look at you on the street and think "wow what a sack of shit", so you have that going.
Figuratively cut your losses and go to bed. Shitpost more tomorrow
The one your IP address will reveal to them. You edgy, attention whoring, juggalo/mongolid faced ugly ass faggot. Lol rofl lmao