>be me >27 years old >keep reverting back and forth between doomer and bloomer >I'm back to doomer at the moment >drunk and I have work in 6 hours >will likely have to work a 10+ hour shift tomorrow >coworkers are so close to being redpilled, but blinded as fuck my MSM >I desperately wish I had a real person to talk to about this shit >Believe in a large consciousness, aliens, illuminati and shit >all my friends think I'm a conspiracy theorist nut job >weekends mostly consist of drinking alone at home, while browsing Yea Forums and /pol/ >been single for 8 fucking years >my only solace and happiness come from working out >either than that, I wear a mask of happiness but super depressed and bitter on the inside
What the fuck do I do Yea Forums? I want to go back to being at a bloomer state of mind. How do I get back?
This is so tiresome. If you subscribe to meme culture you're going to live it. It's literally that simple
Nolan Lopez
That actually does make a bit of sense. What keeps you going and pushing onward, if you don't mind me asking?
Caleb Barnes
Talk to anyone really it is refreshing to finally vent all of your feelings to someone
Jonathan Morris
But his story is kind of cringe isn't it? He's talking about his co-workers being almost redpilled. No one who talks like that is a respectable person
Evan Sanders
I have some friends I can talk to about life and shit, but they are all just like me. Perhaps I'll go to a bar this weekend and try striking up a convo with a rando? Thanks for the suggestion btw.
Josiah Gray
you cannot go back. you get older, you change, learn and grow. I personally think you believe in dumb shit, but you have every right to do so as another human. my thoughts are probably retarded to you, but i enjoy them. I have been friendless for quite awhile now, but i grew up getting made fun of until high-school, worked out, made a ton of friends went to parties got girls, but i figured that was just my time. I dont enjoy company though, especially at my house. I like my stuff how it is and do not like having people touch it. luckily for me though I have a wife to share my life with. I'm 30, she's 26. met when i was around 23. I had friends when we met, but I could tell she was like me growing up, not many friends, she was also shy, nerdy and very smart on top of that, so not popular. I saw this and put my friends on hold for her, to make her happy. she always said no she was fine alone on a Saturday with her parents, but that's no way for a 19 year old to be. she loves me though as I do her, and I'd give it all up again. my point, its not bad to give it up for something you really enjoy. don't miss those times, use them as an experience. don't fret, be happy you're alive on earth for the time you have, and believe what you want. however, do find someone to love and spend it with. she is out there, I promise. do not give up user.
Eli Rodriguez
>Believe in a large consciousness, aliens, illuminati and shit Maybe consider taking the Christian pill? You seem to be open to religion in general, might as well go for the one with the largest spread of decent communities. The issue will always be relationships. I’m a neurotic autist and I get the feeling of putting on a mask but you gotta fight the good fight to bring communities together. If you’re the type that prefers a “common enemy” type scenario, then just justify your religiousity and sociability as means of defended against being controlled by the Jews or something idk. Flee sexual immorality and pursue a life giving sexual relationship with someone that respects you and supports you. Research the old ways of survival and sustainment. You’re defended from men you fought and provided, you need to have an outlet for that. Pick up gardening, fishing, hunting, carpentry, etc. be a “prepper” if that helps you learn about self sustainment. Fight against your doomer mental self harm by actively seeking out communities and relationships. It’s chaos out there but you aren’t designed to wither in a safe, controlled, environment.
I hate to sound like a faggot, but I just felt a tear from that story. My only passion at the moment is work and working out. Maybe, I can push that in the right direction. Thank you fellow anons for listening and helping to guide a weakened man.
My suggestion would be to pursue communities whose values you’d do best with. Do you really want to go to a bar to pursue relationships? Maybe try community service or church? I’ve had some good times doing habitat for humanity. Maybe picking up martial arts. The folks at my local jiu jitsu place have been cool. Idk, you could align it with car enthusiast by attending car shows, fishers at a tournament, comedy shows, etc. your local town probably has an online calendar that can outline a bunch of events. As for church, you might impress a family with your personality and they’d pressure their daughter to be your gf or something. Happened to me once even though it was a Mormon church (I’m protestant) and the daughter was 15 and I was in college so I avoided that cause it freaked me out at the time. But hey, like I said, I’m an autist and happily married. If I can do it, so can you.
you're not a faggot but remember, push to your path. live your life, do what makes you happy ,not to others standards. whether it be with one close friend, your old friends, girlfriend, a pet you love. whatever. but to me, and again just my opinion with is only best in my own mind, loving anything is important to move in a step forward to being yourself at your best. if you're alone right at this moment in time, just enjoy it, it will be part of your story, and if you feel sad and alone, know that i love you and think all people in the world deserve to be loved and to be happy on their terms.
Brandon Howard
and on that note I'm off to bed,good luck with your life user. i hope one day i can read a thread about how happy you are.
Andrew Reed
Because of you guys. I'll be happy soon. I just hope I can spread the same message.
Thomas Ramirez
Yep, you believe in a huge amount of stupid things.
Believing in conspiracies is basically a way of saying : "Even though you don't think I am smart or intelligent- I KNOW THINGS!"
Look up Occam's Razor
Being sad isn't wrong. Believing stupid shit is.
Tyler Russell
DMT with a shamanic mantra/singing bowl in the background of the trip. Extract with the "gordo tek" to be closer with your spice. Remember that you are loved!
Luke Wilson
don't listen to this dumbass, believe what you want. be yourself. he's just unhappy and only gets to feel happiness by trying to make others more sad, so by comparison hes happier than you. don't let anyone do that to you ever, blow them off, but in your mind hope they can one day be happy enough to want to improve others lives. not everyone will agree with you, but believe as you wish to stay true to yourself.
Samuel Phillips
post your discord op and we can talk!
Jason Turner
I like you people for your wholesome and possible helpfulness in this doomers dark times. ; )
