How the fuck do you make it in this world? I seriously can't "get my shit together", not even close. I went to uni...

How the fuck do you make it in this world? I seriously can't "get my shit together", not even close. I went to uni, studied math, volunteered, and had a co-op in data analytics. Yet, 4 years later I'm washing dishes at a restaurant to make ends meet.

No matter how hard I try, nothing comes of it. Thousands of resumes sent out, a handful of interviews and absolutely no offers. All I have now is a mountain of debt and an alcohol problem because I can barely deal with it all anymore. Sad thing is, I'm almost 30. I'm a complete fucking loser.

I'll never have a decent job, afford a house or raise a family at this point. What the fuck am I even living for?!?

Am I the only one here struggling?

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posters of the world unite

Start your own business.

In what? I have no ideas. I just wanted to solve problems alone at my desk.

welcome to "the american dream"

I'm in the neoliberal capital of the world: Canada. Every interview I had the office was full of chinks, pajeets and basic white bitches doing the menial shit. I assume its the same in your blue states.

Almost exactly the same here. Going back to school again now, but that probably won't change anything.

many people turn to drugs and/or alcohol with highly successful results.

i mean from what i hear trades(welding, electrician) are the way to go at the minute, but ya never know what the future holds i guess.

plenty of us are struggling. i dont understand the game of life either

I am too, actually. Going to take some more grad level math. If I'm going to be a poor loser, may as well do what I love for some tiny portion of it.

Already drink most of the time.

Have you tried going through a temp agency?
Shop around, different agencies specialize in different job placement.
>Assembly (not your thing, just using as an example)
>Accounting
>Clerical

Temp agencies don't get paid unless they get you working. Try one out and they'll have you working TODAY.
Prepare for a drug screening. You'll likely have to fill out an application, and do an interview. But if you need work right away, or are trying to get your foot in the door in an area that you're already a good fit, try it out!

Tried the recruiters. None of them even got me an interview.

What school do you have a degree from? People with degrees in data analytics should NOT be having a problem finding a job in this economy. Your story doesn't add up, unless you're so much of an alcoholic that it has literally derailed everything. In which case... there's your problem, I guess?

I understand you pretty well user. I just can't make amends with this world of shit

Did you graduate tho? What you got BS? Master's?

>studied math
First mistake; pure math majors have absolutely no applications in the real world.
>volunteered
Second mistake; volunteering is a waste of your time and energy, and shows people that you're willing to do work for free.
>maintain of debt
Last mistake; never borrow money to go to school, under ANY circumstances.

On the plus side, I am also 30 years old but have even less prospects than you since I only have an AA and have literally never been employed, and as such, am almost completely unemployable because no one will hire you when you have 0 work history. I don't have a mountain of debt, however.

On the bright side, math is pretty great stuff

so sit alone at your desk and solve the problem of what kind of business you want to start.

You're poor brained. Borrowing money for school is the best thing to borrow money for. especially for a cheap state school.

School loans are the best loans you can get.

break your fucking back, wear out your knees.
and unless your in oil your making ok-ish wages.

*former first year apprentice

A decent school in western Canada. It is not "data analytics", my major was mathematics. So everything a data analyst or even data scientist does, I can do. Most jobs say they want at least a masters and preferably want PhD. Not sure what to tell you man. Have revised my resume and cover letter according to articles and advice from HR professionals.

BSc. 4 years experience as research assistant in math modelling and data analytics. Attempting to go back for my masters but math departments are old school and I need a professor to agree to supervise me at the local uni I wanna go to, so I will take a few high level courses part time.

>First mistake; pure math majors have absolutely no applications in the real world.
I studied what I loved. I did not just choose something to major in to get a degree like most. Mathematics is the only thing I truly enjoy doing or makes me happy.

I'm a retail manager. Nothing fancy. I studied PoliSci like an idiot and worked as a merchandiser for years clawing my way up the food chain before I got where I am. It took me a total of 6 years to make $70K a year.

Recently I had to hire a cashier so I put a job posting up on a well-known website. Over the course of 4 days I received over 700 emails.

Most people wouldn't, but I read every last resume. People who had limited to no history were put in the junk folder. People who had sporadic work history were also put there. Then, people who had no personality in their resume were put in the junk folder. I flagged every resume with a personalized cover letter and ensured they got a response.

Then I looked at work potential. Were they still in school? Had they stayed at previous places of employment for long periods of time? Were they job hoppers?

Did their resume have zero typos? Is their education experience recent and will they be looking for a job in their field?

I narrowed it down to 12 people. I sent them a pre-interview questionnaire. Those who responded with answers that lined up for the position got an interview. Those who didn't or failed to meet expectations were shelved.

I ended up interviewing 4 candidates. I hired a girl who in bars over 3 years and showed honesty, professionalism, and confidence.

That was to be a cashier at a retail store, paying $0.50 above minimum wage plus benefits.

Yes, the tables are turned. Yes, you can get in on the fun. Expect to be on the bottom floor. Expect to eat ramen. And you'll eventually have a decent wage.

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if you can hold a job and feed/house yourself and manage to have a bit of recreation once in a while, then youve made it. Enough recreation to stay competitive when everyone is comparing lifestyles, I mean. so you dont get down on yourself. Otherwise just fucking ignore everyone and live simply as nature intended, global media culture is cancer now anyways. You got to this point because youve allowed the psychology of other people to dictate how you feel about your own life

Stop drinking all the time, allow your head to clear and you'll probably have much less difficulty making it in life. You can't expect to make it without a clear head. Note, don't actually stop suddenly otherwise you might die. Taper down until you don't have a dependency.

Just get the Masters. I work with data scientists and the make absolute gobs of money. Everyone relies on them to figure out important statistics about the business, funnel analysis and optimization. A project literally isn't finished until the data scientists gives their report. You're much closer than you think to 'making it'.

I understand completely, even agree. I guess its tough when I look around and see others driving fancy cars, buying their own places to live and doing interesting work. It just hurts, deep. My gf's sister is getting married soon and even her fiance is talking about buying a house because he inherited property in his home country and their mother always makes subtle comments on my underacheiving.

You're just wrong. School loans have gigantic interest rates and can't be defaulted out of.

Doing what you love is how you go bankrupt and die. Don't listen to the boomer meme of "you can do anything you want!". Its bullshit.

Knock it off. You can't compare your successes to others. That guy will never know what it's like to create something but you will -- and don't ever lose sight of it.

Whoa. Western Canada too.

Got any programming skills? That (and the continuing school) is what I'm hoping will pull me out.

actually, that guy will know what it's like to create another human life
OP won't

Yes. I know matlab like the back of my hand and know python. Have a few personal projects on my github, did a neural network for fraud detection for example, in python.

Fuck you dude. We all have an existential crisis leaving school. Exacerbating it like you are proves what a troll you are. Eat a pile of dicks. People can be successful even though you still eat Doritos in your mom's basement.

I'm a retail manager as well in the same boat except I make ~60k after 6 years, but holy fuck that weeding out process is completely unnecessary for cashiering.

I went to school for what I loved, which is music and sound engineering. Was going to work in a studio. Then computers got to the point where anyone can record themselves. Now I'm an x ray tech (had to go back to school) and I make a decent living. I play music in my spare time.

You probably have psychosis in some way OP. Most people who have it dont know until it is diagnosed, and it ruins their life.
youtu.be/e97q4BO0ECU

Doing the science route is choosing to be poor.

Buy or download "The Richest Man in Babylon" really puts saving vs investing in perspective. Aside from Trump's Art of the Deal, that's what I read to turn my shitty mallcop job into enough paper assets to stop working, if wanted. I really want to be a novelist, but it's a big boost to creativity that I don't work for money anymore. Money works for me.

So freelancing is for you then. Go on upwork and fiver and see for yourself what services people offer.
Data analytics is in high demand I'm pretty sure too. As a freelancer instead of working for 60k a year (random figure) you'd contract out to, say, 10 companies for 10k a year each but they only actually require you to work like 2 hours a week.

It's cheaper for them, and better for you than to be sitting idly at a desk for more than half your 40 hour week for less money, even.

Plus you can fire your "bosses". Now that's power.

Oh Christ it is but I wanted to see if I got better than the crackheads who came in with a busted up resume off the street. It actually worked. Lots of people have no idea how to apply for jobs.

Also, leverage yourself at some point and get paid what you are worth. A few years ago retail management was triple figure.

At some point one has to realize that hard work is not really appreciated. And that's ok because you're doing it for yourself and not for others. What more important for other people is, your pesonality and your relationship with friends and your way of life. Try to save some money and have a good time. Invest in yourself, sometimes you have to take risks that's unavoidable. Face your emotions and don't avoid it. The alcohol is just a hush up. Money is not everything but it's something

Read "Aldous Huxley Island"

And maybe give this a try and think about it

youtube.com/watch?v=_LqA9hOpCPk

Several options... work security at night, go back to school during the day for whatever masters you get into, probably try business, as math just is not cutting it. Try work as a medical courier with something like LabCorp. It is a start. don't lose hope... and stop drinking.

what are you even supposed to do with a math degree dude?
idk man, sorry to hear that, i feel similiarly.

try becoming a professor

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life is complicated

(maybe not) based but definitely redpilled. go into something with real applications such as history > law > MBA > start company
while
>trading stock
also, the place for an MBA is Wharton and obviously you have to go to Harvard for the law degree

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Then her mother is a bitch and you do yourself a disservice by not regarding her as such.

The problem is, you'll have to keep that heat on her 24/7 to avoid being caught in a cycle of being groomed by her manipulative behavior.

Thats what manipulative people do. They pull you in close enough that they can keep priming you for maximum destruction. Manipulative people pretend to be nice, thats why as a non manipulative person youll have to pretend to be an asshole. Thats the only way to create equilibrium in dealing with fucked up people.

You arent the only m8 im 19 two of my closest best friends committed suicide life is a pain especially women these days

Interestingly I'm at low-to mid management with the opportunity to promote up to ~75k within maybe a year and a half (I got relocated to a trouble store and the improvements I've made are.. substantial). If I keep following the corporate ladder store managers start at ~105k. I don't fully know that I want to follow this all the way up, though.

why would they commit suicide when they could take out those roasties or mudslimes? fucking betas

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This. We need to make the world more automated and socialist so we can pursue our own interests.

you should go ahead and kill yourself.
sounds like life is way too hard for you.

Let me guess...you live in a Blue State?
In my deep red state, it's a employee market where employers are desperate to hire anyone with a pulse.
If you have an education, you could make 6 figures tomorrow.

life isn't fair because the jew controls all the money and positions, get a bunch of guys you trust and built together. Reject the modern world.

>more socialist
get the fuck out of here, filthy commie. screaming for free money so you can slack off...

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>become a man
You left this part out.

>because the jew controls all the money and positions,
tinfoil detected

If that "free money" comes from billionaires so what?
Why do you keep sucking their dick?

Op there are (if your in the states) 13 states that will give away free land, maybe get a plot of land for free and start a life for you, not the war machine we call America? Get away from all the bullshit and start to rely on yourself an not others around you? Change a scene? Drop everything and take a pivot in life. Don’t let anyone tell you that you can’t do something, try it anyways, if you fail, learn something from it and keep going?

>so you can slack off...
what are you doing here?
Don't you have some dishes left to do?

I feel like most of you dumb niggers don't understand a key point. Do you realize if you wanted to you could point in a random direction and just walk until you can't walk anymore? YES you CAN do that if you wanna. This world is just a game you dumb fuck. You can go do anything. Stop being a pussy and play

>become a slave
fixed

becoming a man is rejecting this stupid system

>This world is just a game
>to privileged people like me

LOL

read Atlas Shrugged, retard. it's an inevitability that if you don't get compensated for being a fucking brilliant person through hard work and dedication, what's the fucking point? what if every McDonald's wagie that dropped out of highschool got 50k a year and the geniuses only got 1m/yr for inventing a fucking electronic motor over 10 years of hard work? try to use what little intelligence you have to comprehend the issues that come with socialism.

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Don't you get it user?
We don't want to play your stupid fucking games anymore. That's how we got climate change, sea level rises, world unrest.

>found the randian dogfucker

>what's the fucking point?
good
shoot yourself faggot
more people like me will be left

what the fuck, no.

hes saying, youre just a fucking animal dude. You have privilege like a fucking bird has privilege. Get your head out of your ass with all of your socioeconomic sense of what life is.

Life is bigger than that.

>implying climate change is real
it isn't, it's a political mandate. get redpilled maybe?

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>redpilled
speak english frogfucker
lol

Stay away from negativ shit. One of the most important lessons.Sometimes it's unavoidable because that shit can be funny or seducing at some point. Everything you see or do is taking place in your subconscious and it slowly eats you away. Never forget that. Once it's done it can't be undone. These times are hard and you have to be like a fucking monk at some point.
Don't be fooled, get some space, handle your thoughts and feelings for your welfare my man.

Time is something you read at the clock - Albert Einstein

yep, more people working in the McDonald's drive-thru

why don't you just lie about your work history. most places don't even call your old work. you could just as easily do hard work for people. painting, shoveling. its all your own fault.

>political mandate
I'd make you recycle at gunpoint.

thanks for making it easy to report all of your servers.

Been seriously considering it.

samefag. also, instead of calling me a frog/dog/randian fucker, refute my points.

I'm sorry you randroids can't perceive the real world outside your piss bubble user
lol

Well why don't I steal your house and forcibly use the Government to evict you. It's coming from you, not me so who cares?

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Then this thread should be reported because you are discussing committing a crime.

You telling me you can't go and start walking if you want? Jesus imagine being so cucked by the system. You're so scared white boy what's wrong? It's not a big scary world. Go do something instead of complaining about having a shit life. Being homeless isn't that bad, almost every city has a decent enough shelter so you can at least not be on the streets so go fucking do some shit or keep being angry you never had the balls to do anything

Btw read these you stupid dumb fucks and realize the world is ending very soon. Better get right

escapeallthesethings.com/america-mystery-babylon-great/

escapeallthesethings.com/prince-charles-antichrist/

Oh look at that the fourth plague in the end times is the goddamn sun burning the earth to all shit and they're now saying 12 years before the climate change shit is irreversible. Hmmmmm

amazingdiscoveries.org/S-deception_Second-Coming_seven_plagues

try refuting my points with an intelligent argument
thanks fellow Yea Forumsro and objectivist

>Am I the only one here struggling?
this is the question why i don't trust anything you say anymore. how blind do you have to be to think this way?

>refute my points.
Ayn Rand was a stupid selfish hypocritical cunt who died on the government dole. Anyone who takes that self-serving garbage seriously should be lucky they live in a country where they don't have the holy living shit beaten out of them for what they believe.

Why don't you bite down harder on that Rich Cock you're sucking. It's more intense.

I wish you'd start walking and end up in front of a moving bus.

>Objectivism
>intelligent

eat shit randroid
I don't want your world
I don't want people like you running mine.

Which one of us is wasting their life away making threads asking why life is so shit then crying when people say because you take it to seriously

prob the dumbest advice in thread

so care to refute that
>self-serving garbage
that you and I are talking about?

same for

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that means shut up
your philosophy is childish, laughable, debunked nonsense

eat shit randroid

eat shit eat shit eat shit eat shit eat shit

OK. Let me break it down for you guys. I dropped out of college twice. Worked construction for a number of years, worked in utilities. But then I got tired of the rat race. 8 years so I moved to central America. Got residency and a work permit. Learned hvac on YouTube and now make about 75k a year living on an island in the Caribbean. WTF are you guys doing. Get the Fuck out of the states. Learn a trade that is in demand and be happy. I suppose this also applies to Ppl still in the states, but the job market for Ppl with degrees is saturated. Welders make bank, pipe fitters make bank, hvac makes bank, electricians make bank. The problem is all these millimeals don't want to actually put in a real days work to make money. Get a real fucking job and you'll be fine. WTF are you thinking getting a mathematics degree? You're in the same box as women's studies. Sigh...

Yeah fellow canuck here. You're not alone. Chinks, pajeets yep. Sickening. We've really gone down hill. I'm shocked at how few people acknowledge it. People seem to just be ok being poor, getting tatoos and shit, playing video games and smoking dope.

It's this, actually:

>Canadian Nazi
sieg eh?

yeah people love being poor you out of touch privileged fuck

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What type of government assistance are you on?

Buy Bitcoin

The Wayne Gretzsky Lied?

None. I actually have a good job.

The point is your Stupid Queen is a hypocrite.

There's nothing wrong with government assistance. But Ayn Rand opposed it, and yet she died on the dole.

How does that work, user?

You see, these people convert their negativ emotions into a useless debate. They have
overloaded minds and need some
space otherwise nothing new can arise. At some point you have to realize your sitting in a room, nobody is listening to you and your wasting your time. You're actually talking to yourself right now but you don't listen.

*negative

you're welcome

You have a job, you pay taxes, you are a part of the slave race.

At least I'm free of stupid ideas like yours
lol

Actually no, every time progressives try to make life better, you right wingers are always the first to scream "socialism."

youtube.com/watch?v=_FrOQC-zEog

Don't sweat it OP, my career didn't even begin until I was 30. Before then I made at most $18K a year. This year at 38 I finally broke $100K. All I can say is try different shit.

;)

“So everything a data analyst or even data scientist does, I can do. Most jobs say they want at least a masters and preferably want PhD....”

Aaaaaaannnnd there’s your problem. In your own words you’ve been trying to land a career / job where’re UNDEREDUCATED. But, somewhere in your entitled and arrogant mind you think you DESERVE a spot at the front of the line.

Well, the job market disagrees with you. Also, looking at your other comments / responses, you say you only want to do math. Either you attempt to get into graduate school, enroll in a marketable degree program and expand the kind of work you’re willing to do, or just remain marginally employed for the rest of your life.

Good friend of mine got her Ph.D in Art History from an Ivy League university. She’s constantly bitter and bitching about only making $38,000 a year teaching some crappy undergraduate course at a local community college. Guess what? 50 years ago she could have landed a cushy tenure track professorship somewhere. Today? Society views that degree as fucking worthless.

Your choice.

If you are debt free and work to make manager instead of going to school you already beat people that went to the military

700 resumes for a cashier? Jesus you must live in a shithole.

Don't blame yourself, the system is rigged against us. I was able to move out of my parent's house in the 90's for 5 years total in my life, then I had to move back, I'm fucking 54 and living with my neurotic mother and her cats.

I fell into a deep depression and got myself on disability. At least now I don't have to sit in room reading the want ads, faxing resumes to people who aren't going to read them for my checks.

If/When Bernie Sanders becomes president, he promises a $15/hr job to anyone who wants to work AND affordable housing.

>Society views that degree as fucking worthless
as it should do, imo

This user has it right

I was delusional as well until I realized the world owed me shit and I had to carve out what I wanted.

if you want a well paying job a 4 yr undergrad won't cut it, either switch to a field that is IN DEMAND or go further in the education to get where you need to be. Mind you, how many fucking doctorates in math do they need for jobs anyway ?

Savage

Be a fucking tree surgeon or do hvac. Just do something you fucking stupid fuck

Make your own money you piece of shit. Stop expecting me to pay your way.

hopefully if.
>he promises a job to anyone who wants to work
riiight, no politican has ever failed to keep a promise. i pinky promise to give everyone on earth 1 billion bars of gold

Same. Everywhere here is desperate for employees. My company has been looking for months. My wife's company also.

Everyone who wants to work is already working.

What about global warming?

still waiting for those "better' ideas

>Atlas Shrugged

God I hate you simple minded fuckbois

I know it's a campaign promise, but Bernie has a good track record of fighting to make life better for people with no power. One of the advantages of not working is plenty of time to research.

That's the fourth plaque before the second coming of Jesus and the fact that they say after 12 years the damage is irreversible means that He's coming back soon

I am 23, married, kid, car, house. No college. Life is rng.

I'm in a similar boat. I HAD a "real" job after I graduated and it drove me insane. I'm now going back for something of a trade school degree because that is the kind of thing I can tolerate doing all day. Filing the same paperwork and punching buttons every day with no human interaction is not worth any amount of money. If that doesn't work out I don't know what the fuck else I can possibly do. I guess that's how someone ends up 50 years old working in a restaurant.

>Im 14 and this is deep

hahaha you actually think some guy is gonna show up out of nowhere wearing sandals?

not just.... fire.... simulation reset?
you have a very tenuous grasp on reality

and what would be the choice in book for a brainlet like you?

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+10

You don't start at the job you are qualified for. You start at the bottom and prove yourself.

Why the fuck are you washing dishes? Get an entry level job and start stacking experience.

Sandals" Why would he wear those? Your perception of God is insane. Still think it was some white guy with long blonde hair and blue eyes. The bible describes Babylon and it perfectly lines up with America see

Nooooo......the “system” isn’t rigged against you. You’re just a self styled victim suffering from Failure-to-Launch syndrome. But keep dreaming some magical politician is going to make your miserable life better. Fact is, you’re 54, living at home with mommy and will never have a shot at having a good life because of your mindset.

Just curious. Where are you going to live when mommy dies? because it sure sounds like you can’t even pay for the electricity, much less rent, a mortgage, property taxes, etc.

Unemployment is at historic lows. If you wanted to be a productive member of society, you would be.

They've been saying that for 30 years.

All I'll say is watch out for Prince Charles of Wales to be assassinated. That's the beginning

okay but, why would the apocalypse be of any importance at all to eternity?

Youre making it too human centric.... this situation was inevitable. "God" probably resets a simulation every fucking day. Dosent have fuck all to do with how many fairy tales you believe

we are just apes... you think god is gonna judge each monkey individually for his sins ? Is he gonna judge the birds? What about livestock? Why would we be held to a higher standard to something that is omniscient and omniprescent?

lol

That's the problem with you idiots. You read one shitty book and think you're enlightened.

>>studied math
>First mistake; pure math majors have absolutely no applications in the real world.
>>volunteered
>Second mistake; volunteering is a waste of your time and energy, and shows people that you're willing to do work for free.
>>maintain of debt

user HRfag here. I just came here to say that the two "mistakes" above are complete bullshit. I have no problems hiring pure math majors who are honest, punctual, hard-working and willing to adapt their skills to fit the needs of the position. Do NOT give up. There are good positions out there, with benefits and a decent salary. You may have to relocate to a different city, you may have to consider a position in field that is not your first choice. Lower your standards a bit, widen your search and you will see your options increase exponentially. Emphasize your flexibility in adapting to different fields and areas of study. Good luck!

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Take your meds user.

Dude it could be worse.

I WAS obsessed with the hospitality industry, i have a good position and after 7 years im fucking bored of it, im looking for something different but holy fuck i dont want to travel i just want to come back home every day.

Its a royal pain in the ass to find a good paying job that is not in the hospitality industry here in florida.

Good thing im not in college debt but still dammit.

yeah i dont get it at all. Im definitely "poor" by american standards. But i have food to eat, i dont get rained on, video games to play, weed to purchase, etc etc. how the fuck could i be delusional enough to think that my life is hard compared to the last 100,000 years of human existence?

Hey man what degree did you get what are the specifics also post a resume if your looking for a fault it could be a low need for your talent or a lack of touching up on the resume also don’t worry you have a long ass life to live through and idk about your age but your still probably not at the end game yet

then tell me the book that enlightened you, you retard. you just copped out of it once

Did you not read my link? There's a ton of evidence that he's gonna be the antichrist. Read all the similarities between mystery babylon and America IN A BOOK WRITTEN BEFORE AMERICA WAS EVEN A CONCEPT

I've never met someone competent who worked in HR.

considering i'm nearly 20 and just finishing up my senior year, i can't really say much.

but i hope shit gets better for you, my guy. i really do.

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I remember being in my mid 20's washing dishes in a restaurant with a degree in my pocket. Now I'm almost 30 with my own house/car and literally have bought everything I could ever want. All I did was look at what successful people were doing and copied it with very slight alterations.... Youtuber btw

There is no one book. Lots of classes, lots of books, lots of articles and research.

Rand is only deep if you have a highschool level education. Her whole premise relies on an infinite energy perpetual motion machine.

Take your meds

What if I tell you that after the second world war the population of polar bears was 2000 and now there are approximately 25000 copies. The Media is talking about the death of of species, bringing new terms to the world which are leading to a
bypass of a clear point of view just to make you insecure.

This is when I stopped having sympathy for you.

Whether you believe me or not I'm doing my job. Good news is you'll have one last chance when the third angel tells every single person to repent or face permanent death. After that if you accept the mark you'll have a nice happy life on earth for the tribulation but that only lasts seven years, after that you're burning forever while those of us who refused the mark and were murdered for it are rebuilding the new earth and living forever

This is now a conspiracy thread

Unless you're super autistic or live in a village, become a math tutor. I've made around 300€ per month (fat cash in eastern Europe) teaching around 25 hours per month as a 19 year old. With math it's even better and you can ask quite a lot in Canada.

okay, then list some of those books if there are so many. cite some articles, and research. if you actually do that, and they're solid, then i will reject randian objectivism (again, provided it is factually bullshit).

They are talking about a die out but really it's increased fivefold. It's something that nobody tells you.

OK, we are a crop. Religion calls our harvesters "God" and "the Devil," but they are actually advanced beings who put simply, eat souls like we would a nice medium NY strip.

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thank me later

sounds somewhat plausible. But it seems like on some level, your soul is bound to one of the harvesters from birth..

Thats why some people feel bad when they see gifs of kittens being harmed and Jeffery dahmer feels nothing even when he's cutting the penis off your mutilated corpse.

So it is only the undecideds that the harvesters want? But, if time is an illusion, wouldnt our fate already be established, just not to us?

Trying to take this to the next level

You are basically discussing the difference between a spicy soul and a sweet one. Each are equally prized, like mushrooms or truffles.

Your cult leader stole that from the matrix

another important factor is location. we're in an age of transition where opportunity is VERY unevenly distributed geographically. You should look outside your current city/state

damn. it still dosent solve the problem of the bell curve people though.

The average person is an ignorant asshat imo. Are they evil? No, they just dont suffer enough to warrant empathy. What happens to them

If you're American I would say to pick up a trade. I make 25$ an hour as a welder and have no college education. If you're in Europe, you're fucked.

Makes more sense than the christlarper cosmology's torture-daddy, since at least it projects selfishness rather than sadism. It even makes sense in terms of data-hoarding goodness.

No the matrix actually stole that from real shit people think. And it makes sense. Our souls will be harvested upon death, but not to power cities, but for the sheer pleasure of absorbing that complex amount of energy. It's got to be like one hell of an orgasm eating someone's soul.

Broski, we're all fucked. The lower classes and middle classes are being torn apart by the ones that run the show. That's nothing new, mind you. Just showing a lot more these days.

Let me tell you, I don't drink, smoke or do drugs (who has the money for that shit these days?) but still try to keep it together. At least you have a job and are working. That's better than the people that give up. You've got the right attitude to keep yourself going.

You are not the only one struggling. And the ones who are in the lower/middle classes who haven't seen the writing on the wall soon will. It's not about being woke, but being effected financially. We're all being pinched.

Unless you're shuttling your money to the islands, panama or geneva you're really not part of the club, neither am I. Again, we're all fucked. Just a matter of time now. I say find another country to dip your toes in. We're tapped the fuck out.

So fast food tier souls. They really aren't good for you, but they taste good.

Are you retarded? The matrix is a metaphor for your own brain and limitations you set on yourself

It would make sense as to why the Judeo-Christian tradition had (and has) these secret societies protecting the inner knowledge.

Says your nigger ass that is in America and Europe

Hahaha you can't find a job because you're too fucking stupid, ugly, fat, autistic or all of those things dude. What a god forsaken retard you are.

The matrix was society fucking up after they realized people could be used as batteries.
OK I only saw the first movie.

Suck dick for money. I’ll make you some flyers and a website to help you advertise yourself.

You have autism, congrats.

lmao

Holy fuck, you're OP?

Eat shit.

But you believe in a soul rather than conciousness

Alternatively you do not know the difference between soul and spirit

All that bullshit to get .50 above minimum wage hahahaha. Are you taking drugs user? Give your head a shake. Retail manager or not, remember the position you're hiring for. You want reliable, sure, but better be willing to pay well for the type of candidate you're searching for.

You want a Lambo candidate with KIA money.

This is what the author of the Matrix book said about it.

He explains to NPR's Rick Karr that his book is a "thought experiment" based on the notion that this reality is, in fact, a dream world.

"If we act as if it is true, does that enhance our life and our experience? And my experience is that it does -- that things start to make a lot more sense when we begin to entertain the possibility that we are, in fact, living in a dream world controlled by invisible beings," he tells Karr.

Maybe there isn't a difference. Foods often have one or two flavors.

And other barren sources of amusement. Secrecy is about as unequal to archiving as saturation bombing is to historic renovation.

Don't disagree. I never enjoyed the company of others. I like to sit in my room and read books, do math, or watch movies.

I'm not ruling out that this is just a simulation. An experiment that gets eventually shelved.

nah man, there isnt some specific "inner knowledge"

all we are doing is constructing memes that anybody could do provided that they have an analytical mind and have taken psychedelic drugs a few times

I’m in alcoholic grad school right now. My hopes are to move out to a nice speed with no ceilings, the streets. The world is my oyster. And I’m going to drunk piss all over the dark corners I can find in it.

I'm starting to believe player 1 is meat. Brain and eyes.

Hot!

you seem just like me, then. i watched the expendables 3 and good will hunting, and i also just finished up the count of monte cristo.

Tranny autist man.

There is nothing dreamlike to physical pain matter and logic.

Back in the day you'd get a job like that off the street and grab a broom and say you're ready to work. What, you want a masters to stock shelves or count money? Hahahaha.

You should be lucky to get a crackhead in there with the wages they pay people these days.

today alone* i plan to review a few sections in my math textbook all day tomorrow

There are committees, like the Gnostics, and the Illuminati who guard secret information, user. This is well-documented. It's not a stretch to surmise that the reason it's secret is because it would have caused massive societal upheaval then, and now.

Got a degree in math
Ther only job open to you is math teacher.
Better start working in factories unless your in a $15/hr area. Then you can wash dishes and buy goods which ate processed bagged off national or rural averages and get a bargain.

I dropped out of college and now work in a high-paying career field that I was utterly unqualified for. I was able to do it primarily through my personality and ability to sell myself. Your failures come mostly from your personality, or lack thereof; if I had to guess.

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Cant believe my thread is still alive. Usually no one even replies to me here and thats been true for over the decade I've been here. I thank all for replying, no matter if you wanted to demoralize me or sympathize.

I was at a bar when I made this. I'm now at home watching King of the Hill, drinking beer.

There's a shitload you can do with a math degree.

Worst comes to worst, you can save up and get a one-way ticket to Mongolia to live in the wild.

like mail letter bombs

user seriously become an accountant. You'd make fucking bank. People like you who have a solid head for figures are highly sought after.

neato, hope you're enjoying it.

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The author wasn't a tranny, the movie person was and do you not understand what a thought experiment is you fuck? He was saying that if people THINK we live in a simulation it changes how we interact in the world. The whole point was to get people to realize THEIR BRAIN is THE MATRIX and ultimately they're the ones holding themselves back

you sound like a retarded

Oh man I love those days. My favourite day ever was back in my early uni days, discovered the movie Cube. Was doing calculus all day then watched that on a lonely, windy, sunny day at 4pm.

Worthless, unsuccessful neets like you deserve the position you're in. You're lazy, unmotivated and possess no objective or goal. The world will never be what you want, and you deserve to be poor.

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really the only way is to listen to youtube.com/watch?v=C2cMG33mWVY

it helps me everyday (plus a couple other songs) also i ditched my smartphone and social media a few years ago so i don't have the consant knowing of what my friends nd shit are doing.

thats the best i got dude. from one depressed alcoholic to another. i hope it gets better

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I just dont want to do that. I always wanted to do research or teach high level courses. Everything else I would just get bored and hate everything.

Denial. You think your'e part of the club. Hope you've got that investment portfolio up to date champ.

These people are nothing more than masons who want to feel superior to you.
They worship the devil at best.

Koth pisses me off.

Devil doesn't exist. It's a convenient story to scare people into joining the church so they can have their way with their minds.

i believe, that there are humans that like to play secret clubs who host POLITICAL information only... not stuff that is pure existential mass

if youd taken drugs youd realize that the stuff that humans propose to be as absolute religious truth is always way less inspired than what can actually be demonstrated.

Im not saying drugs are truth, im just saying that in terms of demonstrating possibility, they put anything that a man puts on the table to shame and therefore shames the credibility of any kind of secret club nonsense unless its about specific political aims, which people have been doing for thousands of years and while appalling, dosent really mean anything

You got a point there in making it in the world

I want to be a voice """"actor"""". Shit sucks wanting that, since I see no real way to apply myself when it's hyper competitive now with everyone having a mic(or at least buying a decent mic if halfway interested)

Don't really know where to start.

Bless you you think the devil is a fairytale.

Get a youtube channel. Demonstrate yourself on there. Probably get something going. At least you can try for free. I mean shit, what do you have to lose? Go do it man.

My dear sweet child, we are the devil. We made him/it up. It doesn't exist. You WANT him to exist, the powers fighting between what we call "good" and "evil" which is totally nonsense.

Think of it user, who determines what is good. What is evil? Only those in control choose those things. They are TOLD to you, you do not choose those things.

No, you have a job, you pay taxes. You aren't free of the ideas, you're part of them. You propel them.

Youtube. Copy what successful youtuber did but change it up a little bit and do it better. Its exactly what I did and now I'm well on my way to my first million

>OP is poor math grad
>OP loves math
OP is AI and gay af.

Clean your room

well, technically speaking, moral relativism only works in the middle of the spectrum

absolute good is clearly an objective standard. It is pure love, it does not horde resource, it only serves to give, and lift us up. youd know it when you see it.

absolute evil is the same. It is pure sadism and hate for flesh.

Its only the middle wherein you can play these games of gaslighting and concealing the motives of each

thats where god and satan are best friends. figuratively speaking of course. But on the poles, they hate each other

/thread. One doesn't need a pic to see it.

i just recently got into collecting movies, maybe 2 months ago, but already past 500. loving it. if you want, i can tell you how to get the best deals on new releases such as Aquaman, Endgame, Godzilla: King of Monsters, etc. even some older ones like Mad Max trilogy with Mel Gibson (one of the best trilogies of all time obviously)

I take it you're a creep, like a faggot or a pedophile.
That's ok if you thinl hell isn't real and it helps you sleep at night.

You are talking purely of man made conceptual ideas. They are fabrications. Good and evil do not exist in the real world nor in the universe. They exist as concepts purely to control society and shape it so it continues to function.

Do you think the universe cares what we little humans think? We are not even bacteria on this planet. In the cosmos, we are anomalous.

To be fair in the original text of the Bible it isn’t the devil as a singular entity but more like a broad meaning of Adversary

I dunno, I don't think I'm very funny and I think that's apart of the charm. If you are funny and can make decent jokes with various voices.

Regardless, tell me more suggestions for youtube. How would I start it? Just read off whatever? Try to make my own skits?

Anything else suggested outside of youtube?

Thanks for the replies though.

You have a mental disease user. If the devil is real, summon him for your own gain. If he isn't, summon god to help you. Neither exists. It's a form of mental illness. Like a childhood imaginary friend. I hope you get better user.

Do you never tire of people telling you they exist but you can never verify this because god does not speak to you? Nor does the devil? Funny that.

youtube.com/watch?v=uLOB6hj3M_Q

if you feel like actually putting your spare money to use, stocks. robinhood is commission free and easy to use. dont be a retard with your money, though.

Just get a youtube channel and post whatever. It was hard for me to start too, but you get used to it. Post about something your'e into, whatever that might be. Then throw the scripts in for practice, see what sticks if anyone sees it you know?

I think you have to build an audience first who likes your content. Then show what you can do, maybe network a bit and find those who need your talents.

It's your charisma at this point you should have some high placement friends to help you out in your day to day life

Hilarious Dawkins quackery. How does anyone know YOU exist, user? You could be imaginary.

I thought robinhood sucks? Why not go with a reputable trading platform?

Channel link?

Charisma means nothing if there is work to be done. He's not in there trying to make friends, he's there to get paid. People treat work like a popularity contest these days. It's a business transaction.

robinhood is reputable, and it doesn't suck. i wont say its the best, but its the one i use 'cause fuck commissions skimming off profit

no, there is probably a distinctive difference in the energy field of the universe based on actions resulting from positive, life affirming ideals and those of selfish hurt.

You are right in saying that the universe may not care, I mean... its got its planets and stars, millions of different species. but, we care.... the distinction of morals is embedded in our dna.

So, that connection might be linked to something that is ethereal.... to what ends, yes, you can't say. After all, an asteroid could come in the next minute and leave all of these concepts null and void. But if it exists in us, then it exists in physical time and space. It could be measured chemically, perhaps in the future.

I think, therefore I am. Beyond this cognition we cannot verify anything. But if you wish to substitute evidence with imaginary friends, you are free to do so.

Personality. All that it her shit is just decoration on the cake. It's how you interact with people. Considering you are a dishwasher and majored in math you probably are a fucking autistic. Stop being like that. Become party dude everyone likes to be around. Watch the episode of Seinfeld where George leaves people on a high note, listen to radio podcasts for Dave holmberg when he talks about being stuff to do guy, watch stripes and model bill Murray in that movie.
Tldr; your abilities don't mean shit unless you can talk to people

All that school and can't spell meat?

Doesn't it depend on how big your portfolio is? What other platforms have you tried user? I am not asking because i'm busting your balls, i'm asking because i'm interested. WE should all be doing this. Investing I mean.

this

Wtf is that link? Don't ever link again

Alright, so I do actually have a Youtube channel already and I got about 30k subs. Not much, but something. I just do it for for fun and make money on the side.

Now I sometimes have my voice there sometimes don't. I guess now I'm stuck at the step of how to bridge it into voice acting itself.

All that humanity your parents gave you and you have to subject us to this shit

Broski, I think you're on something. We are meaningless in the void of the universe. Our meaning and our place in the universe is our own to make. We have no purpose but to survive. Life has no plan.

quick question; why don't these pussies just neutralize the net bra?

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>knows calculus
>loser
pick one

add me on discord also ghosty#1254

Hmmm... Well I think you might now start looking for contacts in the industry. Start looking around for what they're looking for. What do they want to see, what sort of "voice" are they after.

Get your foot in the door somehow. But you've got to do the leg work. Call around. See about some sort of talent agency for that sort of thing. Try out some auditions.

Also sorry if I didn't say anything about my youtube stuff in . I kinda want to have the acting separate from my channel but I suppose I can deal with it if they are intertwined if it makes me succeed.

That's ok. There is no hell and nothing scares children. I will stick to my manners while I judge you.

if it did it wouldnt be fair lol

between a star's plan, a virus plan, ted bundy's plan, a squirrels plan, and my plan, which one can be considered objectively correct?

Life is not discriminatory enough to choose and thats why we as humans think that life is unfair because we conceptualize it differently.

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Because they don't own it. It's a collective of networks owned by many companies around the world. Nobody OWNS the internet.

no, i wouldnt assume you'd be busting my balls. but portfolio size matters in terms of profit, if that's what you mean. and definitely commissions cutting into costs in the same way. i tried stash (bullshit) and a few others, but the theme is generally the same: they all work the same, except robinhood is the SINGLE one WITHOUT commissions (aka the best for trading on the phone)

What degree did you get? I'm a first year at uni studying EE

Any suggested resources? I do know of castingcallclub but haven't looked into anything else.

Also holy shit voice acting groups trying to network is cancerous.

You can judge if you are free from sin. Read your own holy books. You are in no place to judge anyone since you are human and we are all flawed creatures.

p.s., i would go to /biz/ for further information as that is where they go into specifics (options as in calls/puts, recommended reading, etc)

God does not exist

wow looking at numbers makes you happy, sounds like a stupid larp to me

Not a clue bro. You'll have to hunt around the old fashioned way. Think about the ways that most people these days aren't using. If you're on facebook, probably don't start there. Ie. everyone is there trying that. People want the easy way.

Start searching for voice talent agencies in your area or something. I don't know. I'm not in that industry, I could imagine that there are some like that though. Best find something and call around. But one word of warning, if they ask you to pay to be evaluated, run the other way. A lot of scam shit like that out there now.

Sure bud whatever you say

prince charles is 70 years old. He'll die of heart palpatations before hes ever assassinated.

Of course, delusional fucks like you will still call it an assassination.

His granny died at 101 and the fuckin queen is 91. They are direct descendants from angel bloodline. He'll be fine for another 20 years minimum.

Why do you religious types bother with the internet? I mean if you can prove god exists and you want everyone to be saved or whatever the fuck, then prove it. Does god use the internet? Do you think we can skype him or some shit?

I don't give a fuck about proving anything. You either got faith or you don't. The fact that mystery Babylon so perfectly describes America says a lot. Sure a lot of the old testament stories are the same shared across all religions but there are specific prophecies that will come true

Yeah I don't even use facebook(have an account I never sign in to), had no interest in looking into things there.

Alright, I appreciate the tips I have gotten, can't expect all the answers. Sadly the feeling of not knowing what to kills me and I don't know how to pursue things properly. I've been majorly depressed as of late and the hope of being some sort of actor gets me out of it but then I just don't know how to take the step forward. I just got to somehow try and do the tips you suggested. I do have a Youtube channel so I guess one step is done.

What industry are you in?

how about you just treat other animals with decency provided its a natural part of your dna...

if its not, then reality might have different plans for you anyways.

dont gotta complicate it.

You have been fed stories. By the same logic you use, I could say that disney movies are real. Have you heard of them? Our lord and savior Walt Disney will save us! You'll see.

You see how that sounds?

WIth the way shit has gone down throughout history most of these stories are left to pure fabrications. If Alexandrias library being burnt is anything to go by. All those records were lost.

Might as well pray to Mike Tyson.

If it makes you feel any better user, we all get depressed. We are all lost. Some are just more lost than others. I know that feeling you have. I have it sometimes too. Hard to make life work.

Chase after your dreams but try too to have a backup plan.

I'm in business user. Got sick of the grind and did my own thing. It's about 100 times harder lol so either i'm dumb or crazy.

What's that got to do with anything? I'm not some jackass fake Christian who protests outside of Planned Parenthood. I'm a general good person like most other people I know no matter religion

and no the bible was written before America was even a thought or a concept. If Walt wrote about something that predicted the future and fit criteria about an idea that doesn't yet exist then sure it'd be comparable.

Think about this. We can barely keep celluloid from 100 years ago in tact. You think anyone today has a fucking clue about what happened 2000 years ago? Sure there are some scripts that are barely hanging on to not falling apart into a million pieces. But what truth is there to any of these stories?

Keep in mind you're in a thread about a guy trying to find a job. He's not looking for Jesus. Jesus is at Home Depot looking for day work.

Thanks man, I've been depressed all of my life now, and I tried to make myself better but end up failing and/or making things worse. I have a problem proceeding in my life.

Good luck I really appreciate the help, hope your dreams work out..

If youre really that desperate, and can actually do the math/data analytics, just fucking lie on your resume. Lie about your degree, lie about past work, claim you worked at companies that are now out of business. But 90% chance the place youre applying wont even check. And if they do so what? You dont get the job you already werent going to get? Youve got nothing to lose, just lie lie lie faggot.

So then do you think the bible was written in the last ~250 years? I would say it's been mistranslated on purpose by various groups throughout history for control which is why it's important to take the Hebrew and Aramaic versions into account (especially because of the number and letter thing in Hebrew and how English doesn't have the same descriptive words so we just pick on meaning and roll with it). Also are you implying that the way we have the biblical texts is from papers from 2000 years ago? They rewrote it throughout the years to save it.

Also sure threads get off topic tho. The other day me and a Jew had a great long convo about this stuff on /fit/

it means that im proposing thats the only merit that matters. You only serve to alienate people with the specific propaganda. Just teach through your actions and leave the specific jargon out of it cause it just diminishes your potential.

even god thinks the bible is boring and full of shit

Oh and the main thing I'm talking about is mystery Babylon and how the description can very easily apply to America which means it's either prophecy, coincidence, or was written in the last couple hundred years since America was formed and adopted the eagle as a symbol.

escapeallthesethings.com/america-mystery-babylon-great/

Fucking niggers

What really gets me is a thought I had the other day about nostalgia or old pictures. Relative to reality in time and space the reality of the definition HD on that day was where the universe was. In measurement of location and age.

A picture taken in day and time in the medieval age could be significantly different in terms of reality.

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lol life is so simple.. find a trade, learn everything you can, dump your money in the stock market.. 19 yo here that is more successful than most.

Genesis is some shit that gets you laid. Mike Tyson may be a retard but I don't see an incident such as the crucifixion of christ having churches dedicated to him and his fiction/incident/troll for years and years.

It's literally oh shit we killed the son of god, eons of religion like the jews looking at stars to figure out where the next king is going to land stopped after that.

You're regurgitating memes joe Rogan feeds you

No I can judge if I am a member of society.

Spoken like a true faggot.

Your standards are too high

That sucks man. I got lucky.
Nothing past a highschool diploma.
Got into Costco 10 years ago. I make $45+ an hour and still struggle.
Then again, I live in the worst area in the worst state for home owners and I am the breadwinner for the whole family. I'll move eventually when I get another advance in my job. But, yeah...it sucks out there. I'd be fucked if I lost this.

Washington State, East of Seattle? Across the bridge?

Hell, I am lucky. High School dropout. Work for MS doin security research. Make 80K, no debt, single. I feel blessed. Plus I get to work from home now. It's pretty awesome.

I wanna fuck Meg so fucking hard

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I can make 1k a day just flipping peoples shit on craigslist and the facebook market place.
I make much more now after i opened a business basically doing the same thing and i have grunts working for me.
The problem most people have is fear of the unknown leading to the same ol shit.

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What are good things to look for to sell? I bought like three things from the same guy on three different occasions because he did this but he got all his stuff for free because his job was cleaning out houses before being sold and got to keep the shit in it

My advice is take a downgrade in title and try to work for a small company. lower your expectations to start and try to get in with a growing company.

I just hit my 3 year mark with my current company w(which was my first corporate job that I took when I moved after college. Also, adding that I essentially did a bullshit liberal arts Econ degree a slightly above average state school). It's a smaller startup in the biotech industry.

I was literally hired as a temp call center employee. I put in a lot of effort, did some free online classes/certificates, and quite a bit of self learning. I've been promoted a few times, and as of last November, I am the Director of Business Intelligence. Seems fucking crazy, but I'm not complaining.

This is literally all you need to know. I’ve been doing it for 20 years.
This person has either never actually worked or does it in the dumbest fucking way possible.

I literally got started flipping retro video games and different media types.
I learned how to sell on ebay correctly and use Amazon FBA correctly for books and so on.
I sell upwards of 2 Million a year and bring home about 400k of it before taxes.
I also have a few store locations now but when i started i made 50k my first year just driving around buying peoples shit at yard sales and so on.
u just have to fucking hustle hard i started at 23 now im 29 and worth a few mill.

Not bad. I always think about doing this because I have super bad anxiety and no hope of holding a real job. Definitely gonna look into it and see what I could do as well as make a YouTube channel that just reads off Reddit posts

At least you have that. I'm unemployed on DACA. I don't know what is going to happen to me.

If you have anxiety go get a script of xanax now and save yourself 10 years of struggles.
If your looking to start off small try to find some suburbia yardsales and just ask if they got video games. Use ebay sold as your guide and pay 40% you can also use pricechart to price them out quick.
Faster you can learn to make it on your own no boss and flip other peoples items the faster you will find yourself free.

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Go back, get grad degree, teach.

I use phenibut right now which helps a ton. May try and get something better but I mean first I gotta get myself to even go. I've had severe pain in my knee and hip after I dislocated my hip from stepping down stairs weird which was like 6 months ago. I've been taking shit loads of ibuprofen and tylenol every single day since the end of last year because I'd rather risk liver failure and ulcers than go to a doctor and I've needed my wisdom teeth out for about two years so been dealing with that pain for years now all because of my anxiety. I stopped driving when I was like 16 and never ended up getting my license and I'm 21 now. So yeah even getting to a doctor in the first place is hard as fuck. Also been getting like $200 a month from the government for some reason I don't understand since I was 18 and stupidly spent it all every month until super recently considering I don't have any actual expenses and should've been saving that shit this whole time.

I had one real job which was cleaning a school at night with someone my dad knew but the second day had a panic attack and had to quit.

OP, honestly this. If you have your resume and any projects to showcase your potential employers already, setting up your freelancer profile should be a piece of cake. If there's nobody hiring in your area, there's people all over the world who will pay you for your expertise. Just gotta show them you know what you're doing.

Lol, your story clearly illustrates why your "eventually you'll get a decent wage" rags-to-riches story is bullshit. There's too much competition for too few jobs. Most of these anons will work shit jobs the rest of their lives and die broke. What you are witnessing now is the catastrophic failure of capitalism.

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