>you just sort of know w-what if i dont know?? hey there. work was alright. it was kinda strange. i dont think i mentioned this before, but im worried about sunday. its a really big day and i dont think its going to go well. but anyway my coworker and i had a sort of conversation about it with our boss and i think he got scared we were kind of getting run down, so he and two more guys stayed an extra few hours to help us out for a while. it was a nice gesture but we werent worried about today, we're worried about saturday. so it went like that i guess too lewd
i don't think you ever brought up sunday specifically, you just said this whole month would be a lot of work. or maybe i'm dumb and forgetting, idk hmm, sounds bad.. what's happening on sunday though?
sunday is the busiest day of the year. or tied for first at least. saturday is going to run late and sunday starts early... i dunno, its pretty thoroughly out of my hands now, so if it sucks it sucks i guess. how was your day?
sounds rough, i hope it goes well.. idk, my day kinda just started. i did have an alarm set, but when it went off i just turned it off and went back to sleep ;-; so i only just got out of bed and stuff a couple hours ago. playing some binding of isaac now. hoping that it starts raining more tonight
m-maybe i'm lonely... some things are too lewd its gonna suck no matter what, i just dont want it to be unbearable. that's alright, sleep is nice. speaking of, i shouldnt stay too long. maybe another half hour. are you having fun with binding of isaac? ah, yeah rain is super comfy
yea.. oh alright, you should sleep if you need to and stuff not sure if i'm really having fun, but i guess it's not bad yea i really like how it just kind of looks and sounds, very comfy. snow is my favorite type of weather though, even comfier than rain
sorry i've just accepted it. worst that can happen is i pass out from exhaustion or something. dude can't run us ragged forever, it isnt my problem if i cant keep up. yeah i will pretty soon. i work earlier tomorrow. hey if it consumes your attention thats pretty good in my book i usually cant hear anything, i have decent headphones i keep on at all times, but the darker atmosphere during the day is really comfy snow is okay. not my favorite. im pretty biased though, i get a lot of snow where i live sometimes i think im just pretending so that i can have something to feel at all. and other times i think ive had years to do something like that and only just started it now, so that doesnt really make sense. so no im not sure
still sounds bad, but i guess it's good that you've accepted it alright, not going to be able to post before work then? yea i guess that's how i look at it too i can't really hear it with headphones either. idk, sometimes i just like to go out on my balcony and watch the rain though. same with snow i would like to live somewhere that gets a lot of snow, don't get a whole lot here.. i'll have to visit you sometime to go and see the snow
better than worrying about it. even though i still do. its out of my hands whether i like it or not no, ill wake up right before work and just go straight there. im not confident about making it back in time to post either, we'll see. balconies sound very comfy. ive always imagined having one. one of my windows goes out to a smaller roof, i guess i could go sit out on that... but i bet the neighbors could see me. sounds awkward. it probably sounds nice until you have to shovel it off of your roof in case it collapses haha sounds good ill just let you know my address in a secret code only you could understand. actually there's a better place a few hours from where i live where they do snow sculptures and stuff, that's probably a more interesting trip.
that's alright, hope work goes well then yea that's why i only go out on my balcony at night.. well i'm also only awake at night so yea... hmm, yea that's probably not good.. not that much snow i guess t-thanks oh that does sound pretty interesting, we could go together
thanks it still sounds comfy. i want to smoke on a tiny balcony while i look out at the world covered by the dark of night. or something. i dont even smoke. i did that last winter. it sucked. okay, its in december or something i think. i'll come pick you up
hmm, that does sound pretty nice, would look cool too, but smoking is bad.. it's good that you don't i imagine it would be very not fun, yea.. o-okay, i guess it's a date then
I honestly just want a woman to hold me close to her, kiss me and tell me that she loves me.
Sadly, this will never happen because: >genuine autism >no interests aside from computers and personal entertainment >general ugliness >no occurences to socialize