How are you feeling today user? What is troubling/making you happy? Tell me user

mk11 worth buying during sale?

I'm not Sure, I haven't researched this game as much as i'd like to but i'm gonna try it

Had to convince my dad that i'm sick so i dont have to go to school beacuse im such an idiot that i forgot to do my homework and learn for at least 2 tests

alcoholic for close to 7 years, and just want to be done with it. i suffer from bad depression/anxiety.

i have tried outpatient/ inpatient.

Fuck it. I'm in a bad place, Yea Forumsrothers. I'm drunk as hell; listening to some kickass beats trying to stave off the tears of a shitty life we all share in much too common. Maybe I want solace. Maybe I want to vent. Who cares. All that is is now, and maybe it'll make a difference, maybe it won't. Who knows. I'm at a loss. Stuck in the midst of a life unchanged and without my efforts unchangable. Fact is, the details are highly frivolous and ultimately irreverant. Maybe I want someone to say it'll be ok, but who really is to say? Fact is, it matters no more than any other innocuous existence. I'm just a troubled man. Facing mediocre times. Looking to end it all, but lacking the balls to do so; be it change or ultimate solace of mind. I guess my ultimate cry is that I'm here. I exist. For now. For as long as record can sustain. With only the dearest voices of the infinite emptiness as my company. Call me a fag if it makes you feel better. My breath is only a drop in the ocean of all life. All I know is I'm sad. I'm drunk. I'm unhappy. And I'm here. What's your story?

>alcoholic for close to 7 years, and just want to be done with it. i suffer from bad depression/anxiety.
>i have tried outpatient/ inpatient.

How/why did it begin? Tell us user

Its okay man we have all done that

my dad died, my best friend died, my mom hardly wants to be in contact with me. feels bad man.

alcoholism also runs in the family.

Another day as a 40 year old virgin.
Give me a way out please.

Sometimes a drink says more than most people have the balls to.

Prostitutes.

My work wants me to suck dick and sell my ass but I’m not a faggot and have never done either, and have no intention of doing so. So they’re fucking with my life my reputation and my mind.

How are you OP

What do you need, user? Death is an inevitability, be it young or old. What's missing from your life now that those dearest have known more peaceful pastures?

Loneliness? Desperation? Isolation? What does the drink help with?

Get a better job, nigger. Seems bleak now, but there's better out there, even for you.

Otherwise, turn it against them. If you can't become an independent whore, just give them bullshit with the worst kind of client.

What kind of work is this?

i dont get wats happening to boys nowadays dat they look like girls

yesterday, i was outside having a beer with my bf by the river and some bitches dissed us because we were kissing and they thought it was 2 girls.

i quickly stood up and asked them if they were talking to us cause im no fag or afraid of anyone if not my mom. they ofc shat their pants and walked away saying they thought we were someone else.

I told them to fuck off and be more attentive before randomly talking to people if they praise their smile...
yeah im a favela girl

My bf is a male and ima female by default.
still we suffer discrimination because of his long hair and delicate face.

im still mad tbh

not sure if romantic/ realist, but i'd recommend just waiting until you found someone you like, and asking them out. worst scenario would be that they say no. nothing wrong with waiting.

>by default
is there something you're not telling us, user?

It's my gf and I just hit two months today. I'm contemplating about switching my gym membership so she can work out with me since her uni gym membership is being deactivated over the summer. She told me last week she gained weight since she sprained her ankle and wasn't going to the gym. I just want her to have a normal BMI since currently she's over weight. I just want to show her off when she makes it but right now I'm not too keen to show her off due to her weight. Otherwise, she has a great personality.

well, when im wearing the strap im just as male and fierce as any other boy ;D

I’m a chef in a bar/restaurant I’m not a whore but that seems to be the intent.

They ask chefs to become boipussies? WTF?!

The door outside is the way out it legit will not change if you don’t change it. Talk to some girls, you might get a pity root eventually

Quit but first take a huge turd or diarrhea in every food and the fridge to get them shut down because they are unhygienic fucks.

Just woke up and need to get high..
It's been going like this for the past few weeks and It's affecting my social abilities.

If dubs i quit smoking weed

While you should quit weed it's not the real issue and something else is the cause for being a pot head.
What's troubling you?

Actually I think they want me to fuck as well but since the whole thing is conveyed in fucking double entendres and hints and riddles and innuendo there’s no way I even get my dick out, it leaves me open to being framed.

I’m 5’11 and 70~kg with a young looking face at 28 I get a fair bit of unwanted attention from men.

I have little doubt these people could pay to have me killed if they wanted. They’re already using gaslighting techniques and symbolic intimidation

making me not think, i guess. i hate the idea of an hero, but i'm slowly killing myself anyway.

and not sure. i guess all of the above. i could have a relationship, but i'd feel for the other on the receiving end. i don't feel ready for that. i have attempted said relationship, but to no avail.

i have tasted some amount of success, but all i can think of is traveling.

i feel i have staved from the questions you asked. my bad.

Nice dubs but I’d likely end up dead in a gutter

It's worth it. Go down in a blaze of glory and take these degenerate freaks down with you. Destroy them and become a hero. I'm so mad now.

my neighbour, who is a chef at a restaurant deals with the stress with weed, we all know its illegal but he pays rent and has never been a dick/nuisance so we dont snitch on him. maybe try different restaurants/cafes or mbby find a new outlet for your emotions

I know a girl who was almost butt raped by two of her faggot bosses. She left the final moment and she didn't get aids. She used to be very liberal and pro gay but now she hates fags and knows they are all degenerates.

Fuck no I’m not offing myself.
Also why are you mad

I miss home. I'm tired of living. I can't be with her. I don't understand what's going on. It's just hard and I'm scared

Did you read the post? This shit isn’t about my emotions it’s about blackmail, basically. Weed does not help when people are trying to mindfuck you.
And it’s not as simple as just leaving they somewhat have me by the balls with pay etc

I didn't say to kill yourself.
I meant to destroy them anyway you can.
If you get killed in the process so be it.
You'd be a true hero because you exposed them and destroyed them.
I'm mad because they are evil and manipulating you.

problems accumulate over time. if you feel unhappy, then only you can change that.

sad to hear that things are not going the best they can

i hope you find a solution or some sort of remedy for your situation

nice dubs guys, good luck

Im all alone. Don't understand whats wrong with people because they used to do the things they said, but now they make promises they 100% of the time don't keep. I just want a friend, but everyone thinks I'm nice to benefit myself in some way. Why the fuck is the world like this now? Did social media mess everyone up that terribly?

the studies made in to this matter are very scarce however everyone has noticed the same effect though

it sucks man, but on the upside, it makes those true friendships worth even more.

being all alone is okay to an extent, but the saying "stare into the abyss and it stares back at you" applies here so be careful

i hope you find someone you like or love. everyone should have 2 or 3 friends. good luck to you man

dont give up king

Thanks. Best advice I've had in a long long time. Going back to bed.

>all I can think of is traveling
What's stopping you, user?

my guess is money, but the fear of leaving is something common in people that have always lived in the same city their entire life and never traveled before so maybe that. idk tho

>mad on my behalf
I’m not sure you belong here user

true

I waste everyday sleeping, playing games i don't like, and watching youtube videos i couldnt be less interested in half the time. I smoke pot to cope, which at least gets me watching interesting shit, but at what cost? I don't have many people whom I can talk to or hang with and I wonder seriously why i didn't take the opportunity to do crime so I could end up dead. please help.

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Gayer than usual

If you still have opportunity to do crime or enlist in the army do it, this life ain't worth living tbqh.

had a dream where someone loved me, woke up wanting to die

It is never too late to turn to a life of crime

you might just be tripping

find a different job

What vidya?
Also find new outlets for emotions, i know it seems gay or faggotlike but writing or poetry really helps with reaching clarity within. Take an hour to walk around your town for an hour when people are out and about. Maybe you find something interesting maybe not but the experience of at least seeing is cool.
Being a shut in only enforces more of that behaviour, so try and break that habit bit by bit.

Hope you find a way to love yourself better

Dont give up on yourself king

I would very much like to just die already.

What makes you feel that? Its okay user, please share with us user

i did crimes when i should have been trying to apply myself to success not only financially, but overall social well being.

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What clouds the sunshine in your life. Please do share user. I would quite like to hear

Girlfriend cheated on me.

thank you. it feels nice to know that there are still real people out there, sometimes i feel like it's just me. thank you for creating order instead of chaos, god knows it would be just as easy.

Nothing you can do about it anymore, stay true to yourself and focus on improving yourself and reaching your goals

Stay strong king

Have been crushing hard on qt3,14 cashier working part times in smokes shop close to my place, met her yesterday with another guy I have seen around the shop
needless to say they seemed to be going out
>mfw
>my dissapointment is imessurable and my day is ruined

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2018 was a downward spiral.
2019 is raping me nonstop.
I'm doing worse than yesterday but better than tomorrow.
Kill me and make it stop.

Felt like 2010-2012 Yea Forums needed to return. This place direly needed some happy thoughts. Always remember happy day

I want to magically body swap to a femanon and have a huge rough gangbang where all of you are invited to go crazy on me.
Not gay though, this is just a fantasy.

yeah man it's easy to create chaos, but you reap what you sow. i feel like these little aphorisms we all have in our heads aren't paid attention to enough. god bless you man, fr.

Remember, shoot your shot and move on however it goes. Never do it and you will be regretting it forever.

I hope the next time you see someone cute you will find the courage to go and introduce yourself to her and ask her out.

Stay strong and stay hopeful King

Damn user, speak about lifting the mood. Never before have I ever just walked up to someone like that, so it took me some time to figure out the plan.
I was about to aske her out though, now I don't know how I feel about it
Anyway the kind words are appreciated user

We all have our strange kinks and fantasies. Before going through with any of those fantasies, take time to make sure it is something you want, otherwise you might end up regretting it and being ashamed

diff user, but do it. what's the worst case? she says no, and you're no worse off than you were? shoot your shot, fam, even if you miss that shit is gonna rebound off the backboard.

I won't because this fantasy requires a magical spell and after I cum I don't have it anymore. It's the lack of sex that's causing it.

I don't know if I can do that now that I saw them together, out of the respect for the other guy

fair enough. I wish you luck in whatever you choose to do. also remember there are billions of girls on this planet, you're bound to find another one you like.

>799066035
>799065924
Yeah for sure still try. You wont lose anything. If anything itll help you get over her

I got a job a home depo for the summer, and I'm going to finish my biochemistry degree with only 10k in dept

Ok anons I will give it another thought, thanks for the advice

I just wanna fuck lolis. But you can't just got and fuck lolis, it's against the rules. They went and made anti-loli rules. All I want in this life is some sweet loli poon but the gubmint wont let me.

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Nice. Biochem def worth. One of my best friends is doing NeuroSci and he already has a job in the field. Good choice my guy

Stay focused King

im really anxious atm
>ive been living in germany for the past 5 years now, anniversary may 9th, and im writing finals tomorrow. i need to score really high if i want to get the better grades,
>if i fuck it up i might not be able to get into a school i want and i have no plan b
>even if i make it i dont know what i want to do in the future even after going to a uni i have no clue what i want to do for a lifetime
>i have friends, most of them fuck with me often however, i like them but its annoying sometimes
>went to a different school for french bc our didnt have a teacher and crushed a girl there, we went to paris for 5 days and managed to get closer to the girl and got her number, tried asking her out but fucked it up midway, never wrote with her since, its been a year in febuary now but i still think about her often

im a mess and i feel like im wasting my life half the time, ive been trying to go out with friends lately and its fun but i cant shake that feeling off me
thought id open myself up here since i cant really do it with anyone else in my life

Not sure if troll but ill bite.

Fucking underage children is very bad and fucked up, I hope you understand that. However try expressing yourself in multiple ways you might find new aspects or angles to your fetish.

All in all,.please remain to loli porn, that is completely legal at least.

>Says hes doing biochem.
>Cant spell Debt.
>To early for summer.

He is probably phoneposting and it's autocorrect fucking up

I'm debating if I end my current relationship, it's cool and all but I don't want it to be long term.

I'm so late to the party... so I doubt I'll get my shot.

It's rough.

I'm married. I'm married to Japanese girl. It's supposed to be all good. But it's not.

I love another, but my stay here in this country depends on our marriage. I just can't find a way to be happy.

If I leave my wife I have to leave the country. If I stay with her I'll never be truly happy.

>no apostrophes
>to instead of too
Good bait

Bad vibes bad emotions bad thoughts
Leave

You are very indecisive.
I think you should leave het and the country.
But what do I know? Don't listen to me.
Just talk to her or marriage counseling, I don't know.

You never know until you try

But what makes it more complicated. I love another. who lives in the country. I so want to be with her.,

Im here my friend. Im listening.

Tell me. What excactly makes you unhappy or insecure.

Id say to talk with her and since this pretty big take your time

Check with your local anime/manga dealer to confirm that Japanese culture allows bigamy.

Maybe, but there’s been too many clues. I’m pretty deep in the social situation and it’s underbelly shit. I know some of their secrets.
There’s a good chance if I give notice I disappear before it finishes.
If I just up and leave I’m on foot, lose all my worldly possessions, no car.

Keep car or mbby trade it on craigslist or something similar

>out of respect for the other guy

This is the attitude I’ve had for a while. Its pure beta and it’s not gonna get you far. Put yourself first. Climb or be climbed over that’s how the world works unfortunately.

Try and leave her or keep her?

Unfortunately not always. When you can do it, doesnt mean you should do it. It can bring more harm.

If you back off the girl you like just because another guy shows interest you’re gonna be single a loooong time

Depends, you know the situation better than us so you decide. However if you see more unhappiness then do the smart move and let her go. Talk with her about some of your aspirations and ambitions. That should clear some doubts you have

OP i wish i'd been born a girl. having no periods and being able to walk in dark areas with less (but not zero) danger is nice and all but it doesn't make up for all the advantages being a girl has

Not really. Know from personal experience.

Also if you come off as too agressive she might not like it.

Straightforward is a good trait, even if it might hurt you sometimes.

Do you lust for the femininity? The priviledge? The genitals?

Please share with us user

i need money and im doing 65% good in apex legends. This isnt good.

What do you need money for King?

both
>easier social interactions
like pics, selfies, hugs, or babysitting (kids love playing with me, but people have jokingly called me pedo)
>genitals
sex aside, i do like going commando, but it's kinda obvious when you have a tent in your shorts. plus i can't wear a skirt without weird looks, girls can wear skirts and pants whenever. plus the multiple orgasms and whatnot

My life is stagnating and I need to stop it. The problem is, I'm not sure how to get my drive back

training courses after college

Girl I'm in love with is getting pounded by some guy because my appearance doesn't meet her ridiculously high standards

You hear that Stephanie? You're a fucking shallow bitch. If I'm so perfect why don't you give me a fucking chance?

this user is the real mvp of this thread

Checked.

>balanced diet
>enough water
>cut the sugar
>exercise
>hygiene
>routine
>positive thoughts

I’m fucking awful at most of these but yeah

Come on user, if she wont even give you a chance you are probably not missing on that much, she might look perfect to you now, but I promis you will eventually meet someone better than her

Trips are the proof of the truth

You sound like a beta faggot cuck and you deserve all you get.

Let me guess, you're "of large stature"?

I feel you man, but sadly, realisticly gender change is not you at that level. I sometimes feel the same as you.

Stay strong King. While there is no solution, you need to keep a sense of self and remain true to who you are in your core.

We will all be okay one day King

Leave. You are not welcome retard

Trips hard confirm the hard truth.

But yes, move on and try to find someone better than her.

Stay strong King

Ty man

Glad to make people happy

Stay among the Legends King

I have this comfy image maybe anons will appreciate it

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True 100%

Thanks friend

Thanks King

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This ones getting me through some tough times, let yourself feel it and enhoy bois

There is a cute fat girl I love and I am thinking about in the shower

m.youtube.com/watch?v=SIQtofOaUYk

I’m doing okay today

Tell us about her user.

Shes this cute girl I've almost known for about a year. She isnt like, obese fat. But she is wide and thick and I cant get enough of her. She has the smoothest skin, and she smells so good.

All I want to do is lay down with her and kiss her and love all over her. I cant stop thinking about her and I can't get unerect its fucking awful

Tell her how you feel, but keep the erotic and intimate feelings lowkey at first.

Show her intrest in her. Make a move. If you dont you will be regretting it later. Trust me user.

Stay strong King and good luck

Doing great, just kicked ass on one of my uni exams and its a great day outside

Learning how to tie a proper noose, family just keeps bitching at me for refusing to go to Uni,
>Have epilepsy
>Uni faculties lights are fucked and flicker
>They refuse to fix it
nearing the point where I'm going to be kicked out since I haven't found a job, health is on the decline aswell. Only reason I'm still here is that I made a promiss to a girl in another country that I wouldn't off myself just yet, but it's getting shitty enough for me to break the promiss