How often do you guys think of suicide, daily.. twice a week?

i used to think about it a good amount but kinda gave up on it a few weeks ago because i have yet to find some sort of spirituality in my life that would satisfy my inner coward thats afraid of the big nothing

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Help me decide to do it. I stopped carrying about family and friends, I have to do what is right for me and what's right for society. I am scum, trash, complete garbage. Don't try to convince me otherwise, just help me do it. Hanging is the method I chose since its the most effective after firearms (which I do not own and it's hard to find here) and after jumping from height, which I am afraid will take me too long to decide and will draw unwanted attention so I might end up pussing out. I know all the tricks to do it, lostallhope. COM, helped a lot. Just tell me people like me are not only useless but literal cancer for others.

i don't think about them, but if you could imagine club music while standing outside on a rainy day, where you feel left out and not good enough, that can be me.

you aren't invited to the good life. life isn't fair because even the best of us die horrible deaths, so why bother trying.

i'm not bright and i feel i have nothing to offer the world, a mistake and a bitch failure that people are mere users putting on a pretty face, and you are merely a pawn in their world, a lot of days i just feel like a misanthope and death seems so obvious.

Everytime I think about dying and stuff (I'll never do it), my life suddenly get alot better. I got confident but then my life turn a 180 on me. This is my life in a nutshell

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At least 4 times a day., it's all I can masturbate to completion to anymore.

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daily, but my roomates tell me to stfu and just feed me more LSD.

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sick dubs, but stfu you have so many years ahead to make up for your shitty life, you could be rich and fucking models in the near future but you'd never know if you're dead, no one even knows what happens if you're dead imagine just being in darkness and not being able to do shit or carry on to your next life lol. think user.

Hourly, i tried 2 times but i can't do anything right, kill myself included

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your methods being?

liver toxicity?

why did she kill herself?

since i stopped abusing drugs and started taking care of myself i don't think about suicide at all

literally every day atleast twice

Ive know too much about this reality we live in and feel it is incredibly evil secretly, all forms of sin and stuff that most major religions tell u not to do are encouraged nowadays. it feels like living in the modern era is a trap to get sent to hell, also it sometimes feels like a matrix and overall not real. I dont really have any will to live or goal in life i care about so a lot of times i wanna die. going to hell sounds like shit so ion wanna die and maybe find out its real, also it would rlly fuck up my family and i care abt them even tho they still livin in the blissful ignorance.

the pointlessness of actually trying to kill myself lol

Remember OP no one is special and we r not the center of the world.. the earth will not explode if u die.. that's why i lived my life to the fullest, i dont want to waste the time i have left.

>how often do you guys think of suicide
multiple times a day

>what goes through your head
I'm worthless, I deserve to die, I'm weak, etc

>what stops you
religion and family

Several times a day weekly, the only thing stopping me is my thirst for knowledge to find out if I can rid my severe depression and suicidal tendencies. I don't have any self destructive behaviors however.

i hope in time it improves, but this does not negate the feelings i have. it's true that if we were at least content in ourselves, that nothing and nobody elses suffering would come in to this, but i find something narcissistic about that state of mind. surely it is a biproduct of humans themselves, how their pursuits can displace others

depends what you mean by "think about suicide"

like literally? constantly

like i'm gonna do it? not until i'm truly destitute and out of options

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Just when I thought Yea Forums had no empathy

don't do it mate, what if you had killed yourself 3 days ago? never woulda got those dubs. you're gonna die eventually anyway, might as well stick around and get dubs

not that guy but

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depression, bullying, bad home life, obviously tried to find her prince charming that would sweep her off her feet but that ended in him being the opposite.

basically everything bad that could happen, happened.

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good engrish for a soon to be 13 y/o, let alone.. a girl

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these tits withered away to nothing thanks to bullies

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And the selfish bitch didn't even leave nudes. The only person who got to really enjoy those milk trucks was her step dad.

2 times every 3-6 months

I don't know why u guys bullying others or helping them Cuz I'm just here watchin,chillin, spectating our balance world.. people killin, helpin, bullyin and givin advice on life..

well aren't you just the dali fuckin' llama. hows the view up there on your high horse?

Moment by moment it keeps both God and the devil at bey.

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60...never one time

he's probably a stoic

I think about dying every couple of days. It's a reminder that I'm only on this rock for so long before I'll cease to be. Debating whether or not I'd want to go through with life extension.

I never think about suicide

call me a normie but only once a month

I like threads like this and not those trans, gay porn shit, but i don't own Yea Forums so all i can do is whinin

heh pleb, try once or twice per year

I would say it's almost every day. Been in some sort of depression (not diagnosen because never talked to anyone about it) for about 17 years now. Only tried to kill myself once by diving from a second store window but didn't nail the landning. Only ended up with pain in my back. The thing that stops me is the usual stuff. Like family. I don't really have any friends to care about.
I know my father would be angry if I did it and my brother would probably be sad for a while. My mother is the one I think of the most. She would blame herself and I really don't want to hurt her. I promised myself a few years ago that I wouldn't kill myself as long as She is alive. But after that there's not really anything to stop me. Maybe I don't feel this way when that happens and actually wants to live. We'll see!

But before any of you guys de ides to do anything. Just think of all your close ones. Imagine how you would feel if someone you love kill him/herself. I promised you all that you have people who will miss you and Maybe even blame theirselfs for your death. Just think a second time.

to be honest, before i was in a relationship, i had thought of it many times every day. i also cut myself maybe once a week whenever things got too extreme to keep internalized, but since i had nobody to talk to, all i could do was take it out on myself.
but i never desired to actually see it through, and i haven't since i dropped out of college. i have a dream (I'm a stand-up comedian, actor, novelist, just an artist in most capacities), and I'm pursuing it with everything inside me. before i met my girlfriend, it was me, alone, against this terribly cruel and hypermasculine state i was living in (West Virginia) while I am a gentle, quite feminine man, and i felt quite alone, empty, and depressed on a regular basis. now, i have support in my life, and i haven't considered death once since i began dating her and moved to a bigger city with her support (financially, physically, and emotionally) on my side.

sounds wonderful. i hope the best for you.

it helped that you had someone that you could relay your thoughts to, and you wouldn't just be taking to yourself cus we can be our own worst enemy.

i feel i don't deserve a relationship, cus i'd just be wasting their time.. and i honestly would be. i have zero worthwhile qualities that would make anyone stick around, just pure insecurity on my part. that's why it's true that if you can't love yourself, it can be difficult to let anyone else love you

family is an important factor as well, imagine people who lost both their parents in an accident.. that is suicide fuel right there.

close ones know you best, and when you think they don't care.. they do, it's just they don't have to be showing it 24/7 but they should be there at your worst, and vice versa.

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thank you Yea Forumsro, I've lived a pretty terrible life up till now, and it still gets awfully hard time to time, my family still hates me and i still don't have any close friends besides my girlfriend, but it feels ultimately worth it.
if you would like my advice, focus on finding what you love. relationships are fantastic, but i was never truly invested in living my life until i began doing what the fuck i want to do. don't listen to anyone else, and do what makes you happy. your happiness and passion will draw in the relationship that will fit you the best, and it will all come together in time. just follow your passion. i know it sounds stupid and oversaid, but it's true.
don't avoid relationships, either, of any kind. pursue whoever you like, and don't be afraid of being direct in your pursuits. but in the meantime, focus on your passions and desires. and improving at the skills that are valuable to your self-worth (ex. playing guitar, welding, drawing, whatever it is). it will be worth the investment. if you feel you have nothing to offer, you must work on creating parts of yourself that you CAN offer and that you feel good about. i didn't really feel good about my potential until i finished my first novel. just work, do what you're passionate about, and those feelings will drizzle into joy.

Hey at least all of us shitheads have at least people who will read our comments online, holding the attention of someone for even a brief moment.

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Pretty much every single day. It somehow calms my nerves knowing I always have an exit strategy on the ready. But I have realized when it's time for me to go, I'd rather go down fighting. But I have learned I am truly ready to die and not merely afraid to live.

Not that I'm one of those Japan-ophiles, but the source of samurai strength and courage came directly from their preparedness to die.

What a horrifyingly stupid way to do that. You're supposed to drop and snap the neck. She just strangled herself. This is why men are more successful at suicide and women try more often.

she's a tiny build so idk what she gonna do

she dead now anyway, thanks america.