What is wrong with you?

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Plenty to not be ok, not enough to still blend in. I don't see a bright future ahead of me. All I see is failure, lonliness and death, I hope sooner rather then later.

Lol. Thanks, but back in the day it wasn't shit posting. It was super manipulative and shitty vengeance quests. Nowadays I've shut myself out of socialization because I figure it's better off for society to leave it be.

Do you suck your father off with that mouth young man?

I was born in the 70's. These are new phrases or from your responses maybe I don't know them since they weren't used here until these recent boomer zoomer threads (new oldcunts on b?)
Also the word millenial triggers me, in my country we say millennium not millenial.

I crave the validation of others but I've always chosen shitty people to be in my life and so I keep getting hurt and it makes me feel worthless. Now I'm newly divorced from a fucking harpy and even though my quality of life is improved significantly I find myself spending a lot of time wishing I'd done more to try and save the relationship even though she was cheating on me. I'd almost rather be miserable than be alone.

wishful thinking

GROSS, BOOMER IN MY THREAD GET OUT

super-manipulative sounds bad..shutting yourself out of socialisation for any reason is simply anti-social and there can be many reasons for that..maybe you feel your current social group doesn't have much in common with you. You aren't qualified to decide what is best for society, if you feel you aren't contributing then just keep trying to improve yourself, you seem to have a solid understanding of what is good/bad so just stay on the right path.

im schizo and hear the voice of my soulmate in my head

Thanks chief. Just trust related shit. Friendlier to strangers than friends, past friends have always gone sour.
I have some pretty fucking amazing stories though.

>crave validation
might not be as bad as people say it is, maybe there is something to be gained by being self-aware
>always chosen shitty people
sometimes we have no control over the people that enter our lives but after we learn what's shitty we can do our best to keep them out
>makes me feel worthless
you make yourself do that, don't blame others: choose to feel better and make real effort to make yourself feel worthy in your own eyes
>newly divorced
I ain't clicking that shit..that is too complicated but I too (and millions of others) chose short term misery and the truth is with time that shit heals as you move onto better things

so a 70's/80s guy is a boomer? I'll forget that and still be triggered by shitty stereotyping like boomer/zoomer/millenial.
Those are shitty cancer words, just my opinion

Exactly. Take the positives. Trust is earned so you not giving it away for free is justified.
Strangers are only friends you haven't met yet but it's just as easy to share your amazing stories with new friends as it is with strangers.
Friendships can go sour or flourish depending on circumstance, the trick is to improve yourself so you can keep your self-respect and justify your self-love. just my opinion.

Nah m8 that sounds gay as fuck.
I'mma tell you a story.

>Have friend since teen years.
>Friend fucks 3 of my girlfriends and I find out about it all at once.
>Get fuckin furious
>He's dating a chick and is about to engage her, but they're toxic and fight all the time.
>One day they split, and I message her, she invites me over to her dads place where she's staying
>Go over, no parents home, shits tite.
>She wanted to know how to do drugs, she's a clean person.
>Do vicodin and drink on top, fuck all over the property.
>Leave, never contact again.
>2 years pass.
>See her online, just got back from college and hit her up.
>We hang and I give her the dick.
>RIGHT AFTER SEX, she reveals she was pregnant with my kid and aborted it.
>Say fuck it whatevs, and move on.
>Date her for 2 years, find out they broke the engagement off after prego.
>Break up after she cheated on me with some nigger named Dennis.

Fuck Niggers Named Dennis.

Also, played the long game. Waited a year stewing before going to her dads house.

>Friend fucks 3 of my girlfriends and I find out about it all at once.
kek..white people
>He's dating a chick and is about to engage her, but they're toxic and fight all the time. One day they split, and I message her
wow you and your friend deserve each other
>>Break up after she cheated on me
karmic retribution. You and your friends deserve everything you get

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Yeah. Wasn't a good person. Changed since then. Kinda the point.

Used to beat up people for fun or for sadistic pleasure, now I drink

socially inept

user tries helping you with words of positivity and encouragement
>Nah m8 that sounds gay as fuck.
sounds like you're still a bit of a dick but at least you're trying to improve yourself

also I use words that I don't know the actual meaning to but I use them because they sound right

Lmao, I just sperg out with actual helpful information and kindness out of nervousness.

>alcohol is posion that society/tv/hollywood tells you is medicine
more karmic retribution, you deserve the poisoning, beware cancer, it is after you now.

It's all good, we all respond, react and chat in whatever ways.. probably the only good thing about /b is that it gives you a thick skin and resilience against trolling, etc. Good conversation still.

I graduated college with over 40k debt and nobody will hire me. Gonna suicide and take you all with me.

I've never had a good relationship with my mother, she was really selfish. It kinda fucked me up in my sexual life and now I fuck older women while thinking about her. I was always missing mother nurture during the childhood so that's the way how I get it now. I know it's fucked up but it feels right in that moment.

I'll help you kill us all.

Depressed, psychopathic traits, nervous skin picking, mild ocd and paranoia, low self-esteem, social anxiety, ADHD, severe insomnia. Diagnosed for most. So yeah I'm fucked, yet I still manage to drag myself to do a lot of work and try and have some semplice of a social life. Life is hard...

there was a person in my life i wasnt "stalking" until they died... i wasnt being threatening because i know im not supposed to utter threats legally but if others can and im here harrasments obviously not a law lol

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