Secrets thread: It's late as hell edition

24 f from the pnw

I do the same and I can’t stop it

Yeah, I get drunk to let men use me however they want

I can't stop either. It will probably backfire spectacularly someday, but I'm enjoying it while it lasts.

Take the knot?

I started giving out her info too

I like girls that look like they could be underage when they are in fact 18+

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Messaged you there

I remember watching a bird documentary a bout baby birds getting fed b y their mouths as a kid like 6-7 and my younger brother was sick (I'm a guy) and my mom said he should take this medicine and she left out the room and my brain thought it would be a good idea to bird feed him it. That memory was my top tier list of regrets

I wanna meet and also fuck an almost 16 year old virgin I met on the internet. But I also want to do fun and cute things with him too. I look young and he's taller than me so it wouldn't be too suspicious. Usually don't talk to or get along with younger people but he makes me laugh and whatnot. Posted in last thread late but it pruned. Feelsweird but kinda just happened. Who knows what the future holds.

Let's see her. Post her here.

i can but he stays in maybe half the time

You ever been fucked by a human?

Nice. I've done so in the past, mostly on temp exposed when it was still around. It almost got out of control

Why did you start doing that user?

I committed the WhiteCastle Burgers murders.

yes lol

i was home alone a lot and an only child. i wanted to see how it’d feel

Do you have interesting secrets though?

I want to fuck my sister against her will and knock her up

Most degrees are pretty useless. But why do you feel this one is in particular?

always been the same dog?
hard hard did you cum when it first happened?

You can't just post like that, we have rules here. Tits or GTFO

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I burgered the White Committee Castle.

I had a hysterectomy. It isn't healing right. I found out the hard way when I tried using a dildo on monday and saw blood.

I can see the doctor next Friday. Until then I was told not to stick anything inside my cunt.

Problem: I am so fucking horny.

Even worse, whatever is going wrong seems to be causing stimulation. Moving wrong feels good. Too good. I have gotten off twice in two days from this.

Every time I cum I bleed more and hurt more. This only causes more stimulation.

I need to call the doc tomorrow and see if I can get this stepped up a little. I'm afraid I'll rip my cunt open at this point in a self-building cum-bleed-cum-bleed cycle.

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Femanon here.. I have memories of innocently sitting on my dads boner when I was a kid. He never did anything to me, but I do remember feeling his boner on the couch or in bed.

my dog from hs was a german shepard. I have a yellow lab now

I didn’t cum the first time

Did you want him to?

Also, obligatory tits or gtfo

How old were you the first time

I love my wife, but she has a really low sex drive, and I'm seriously debating cheating.

Of course, I say that, but im unattractive and not willing to lose my wife, so I'll probably just continue to jerk it to porn.

Have you been consciously triggering the orgasms?

I hope you get better soon user

That's horrific. Like actual horror story horrific. Madness decends as you mutilate yourself the whole time believing it feels good.

Fuck I might have nightmares tonight.

I hope youre okay sooner than later.

If I want to make any money I need a government security clearance which I basically can't get without joining the military

i was 17

Weird question, do you remember it being significantly bigger than any other penis you've seen later in life?

My sister in law is giving me some good head on the down low. I keep asking when she’s gonna let me fuck her. I’m too deep into this now so I hope it’s worth it.

I've had inappropriate relationships.

First one was at 15, and with a male classmate (I'm a guy), he used me for sex for 3 years

Second one was at 19, my friend's mom started fucking me and we carried on a relationship for 13 years

Third was an older woman who was married who wanted to use my cock whenever she was horny and available. That was fun. She made me cum in her and was a squirter.

Now I'm married and in a sexless marriage. My wife is in too much pain to have sex anymore.

Ask her if you can explore other options. And if she seems like its a hard no, backpeddle and say you meant sex toys like masturbatory aids and stuff.

I love my girlfriend but want something new regularly. Just to fuck though.

prostitution exists for people in your exact situation. you don't pay for sex... you pay for secrecy.

Do it, if she doesn't know it can't hurt her. Imagine all those beautiful chubby chickS begging to be fucked doggie style....DO IT.

why do you consider the relationship with your classmate inappropriate? if he was your age and you wanted to do gay stuff with him that's perfectly normal, plenty of guys try it when they're young.

Are you sure she has a low sex drive? Or she just isn’t into you like that... I feel like every girl can be a literal sex toy for the right guy

Her kik : corosg1
She's cheated on her fiance with his best friend. She's lend a hand to professors for grades. She's used gloryholes
That's sarah the slut for you!

Not from US? Cause its effing trivial to get security clearance. A good quarter of my graduating class had it, and none of them could survive the first week of boot camp if their lives depended on it.

I'm not gay, that's why. I let him rape me. I never wanted it, and did not like it.

do you ever fantasize about killing him?

Then stop rubbing yourself slut. Get a grip. If my dick was bleeding God knows I wouldn't touch my cock until it's healed.

I don’t seed torrents.

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Been in a similar situation, just want to say be careful. These types of things always feel a bit weird if it's genuine but just know someone here knows what it's like. I guess before I say that, it truly depends on how much older you are than him though? Less than 10 years is acceptable IMHO.

I am from the US but don't you need a sponsor or something to get the clearance? Usually a company or the government itself?

Did you read faggot?

You're scum

Positive it's a low drive. She has body image issues, and we both gained a lot of weight over the course of our relationship.

Is that a Reddit account?

First you need to apply for the job (and otherwise qualify)
Pretty much just apply, pass a background check, its pretty thorough.
Easy as fuck.

how did you "let" him rape you for three years straight? you obviously enjoyed it to some degree, that doesn't make you guy, just somewhere on the bi spectrum.

I’m 23, I’ve never been in a committed relationship.
Every girlfriend I’ve ever had I cheated on.
I’ve probably been with over 50 women and never use a condom.
That number may not seem like a lot, but when I cheated on my first child’s mother sept of 2017, that made my 6th conquest.
It’s like an addiction I can’t quit
Not sure that I want to

How old are you?

Lol and I thought my high school years were bad

Ok, I misrepresented it. The issue is that I can't get the job without having the clearance prior to applying. I could get the clearance if I could get the job

> Madness decends as you mutilate yourself the whole time believing it feels good.
I'd say that's a good synopsis of this. I hope this stops sooner than later, too. This is hell.

Mostly no. Only one conscious try actually triggered anything and it was an accident.

> Dildo
Didn't get off, but got hot. Saw the blood and stopped. Called my doctor immediately. The bleeding stopped after an hour or two, but the horniness started.

> Orgasm 1
I had been mercilessly horny all day. I had managed not to get off, but then it was 3 Am and I couldn't sleep because I was literally aching from the horniness. I was trying to ignore myself when I turned over in bed and suddenly started getting off. Just one normal orgasm, but enough to stop my body screaming for sex. When I was done I went to the bathroom and saw fresh blood upon wiping. Not sure when I stopped bleeding, but I was OK by morning.

> Orgasm 2
I was fine in the morning, but it started acting up again around lunch. I decided to try to figure out what motions were making me get hot and bothered so I rocked in place a little. As best as I can figure out the blood is drying me out and causing internal rubbing which then turns me on.

I stopped moving and just tried to hold still thinking this would stop the horniness. It didn't. Instead I got off very hard several times in a row. Grasping for anything I could while fingers and toes curl and I try not to scream.

I bled for about four hours. "light day" period level, but not good considering hysterectomy = no periods ever.

The aching horniness has returned. It's 4 Am. I can't sleep....

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You female? If so, I've had a similar situation. It's been going on for like 4 years now, starting when he was pretty young. Been through so many periods of love, hate, friendship, frenemies, sexual objects to one another. Never met irl and never did anything too illegal. As it stands now, we dont hate each other (I think?) but were also not talking. I still think of him alot more than I care to and I know he still isnt gone from my life for good.
I hope you make the right call for you. Truth is, it's really tempting to cross a state or two and fulfill your desires. But those situations almost always end messy.

I wish I lived in the middle-ages so I could murder/rape/pillage and swing a sword without going to prison.

You've obviously never had a challenged life. Not that user, but seriously sometimes a person can just be so miserable they will tolerate anything for a change of experience. Sometimes they're lonely, some times its just ass fucking cold (literally) for too long out of the year, and you'll take a dick in the ass just to feel warm for once.

Never underestimate how little the sex itself can mean in a sexualized event.

You don't let people rape you, that's called consent, you dumb fucker.

Do you honestly think that's how the middle ages worked?

as this user said, his words were "I let him rape me." If you don't want a classmate to fuck you in the ass for three years straight then just avoid them. What are they gonna do, rape you in algebra class? Kidnap you and rape you at their house? It just sounds like something the guy's telling himself to cope with the fact that he wasn't entirely straight for three years.

Luckily for you the middle ages are alive and well in Africa.

And apt pic user
I hope your visit to your doctor sorts you out user
In the meantime do what you need to sleep but don't hurt yourself

I didn't like him, and felt no sexual attraction to males, and still don't, but he was popular and he manipulated me by threatening to tell my friends I was gay. At that age, it would've been worse than letting him fuck me.

I trust my girlfriend so little that I have multiple surveillance devices hidden throughout her house, and even tho nothing ever happens, I'm completely addicted to watching her without her knowing.

My secret is that I wish I could have continued my conversation with an user in last night's late night secrets thread. It's a shame the thread died when it did

so your solution to someone calling you gay when you weren't gay was to have gay sex for three years as the bottom? are you fucking retarded?

Yea fine sir I dost belive one wouldst live such life if Thou were thither.

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Living as an outlaw (literally "outside the law") was then rather like it is now. Which is to say a life to be avoided by most. There were some quite adept at it, who made it okay, but they were few and far between, and mostly left handed. So... there's that.

You'd be better off living in the very earliest american westward expansion before revolvers were a thing. The frontier was the only real place and time lawlessness wasn't a genuine detriment that hung over your neck like a god damned millstone.

Fuck you asswipe. I didn't allow him to rape me, he just did anyway.

Yes I am. It hasn't been that long for us so we both are kinda just going with the flow and seeing what happens. I don't want either of us to do anything too bad or that we might regret. But every situation is different. Did you ever feel an underlining guilt about it?

I had friend with benefits relationship with another girl. We both really don't feel urge to didn't have urge to have relationship. Actually, we just were making out and fucked on several occasions. We hadn't been even talking for long periods of time. But I've started falling for her and I 've got scrared and pushed it away. To forget about her, I fucked her best friend.
And she told me specifically not to do it.

sounds like you're run of the mill gay. thats how it happens to all the gays. nobody wants to be gay, but then a popular boy shoves his dick in your butt and poof - fuckin gay.

Yeah, so now I know how women feel when they're told they deserved to be raped. Fuck off.

and fuck you too

I frequently masturbate to the idea of worshipping a very girly Trap's feet with me under the impression they're a girl, only for them to reveal their freakishly huge cock and to force me to suck it

Only a dream.

different user here, I was raped for years too. And I as my rapist knew where I was half the time it was pointless to try to fight it. Eventually I just gave up and let him. Even let him control my daily life too. People thought we were friends, but I was just forced to be his like a possession.

Its not always cut and dried.

doesn't sound like you fought him off of you. You just literally bent over for a man instead of endure confrontation. You're a feckless, ineffectual little faggot, and I hope the draft that puckers your anus each night reminds you that there are countless men in the world who would kill before submitting to another man, and you are beneath all of them. Regardless of how much money you make, how many women you fuck, how many children you sire, or how much land you own - you will always be beneath us.

I'm just trying to understand your logic. He didn't hold you down and force you, he didn't spike your drink. If he wanted to be a dick and call you gay in front of your friends (which guys are doing all the time to each other at that age) you could have just denied and done the same to him, especially after he propositioned you. Like you stood absolutely nothing to gain from letting him fuck you (your own words, you specifically said "let") and it's absurd that you would put up with it for so long if you hated every second of it. It's not like he was family member doing this, you had the option to get away from him the entire time.

Which user was that? I know I was talking to someone, but there were like four convos if I remember correctly.

I was bullied by my classmates and was vulnerable at the time and susceptible to anyone who showed me attention. He did, but he only wanted me because he wanted to cum in my ass and wanted me to suck his cock. I'm not sure how else to convey this.

Dude you're such a foul cunt. Kys ffs

what sort of power did he have over you that allowed him to start raping you? if it's an older male it's definitely understandable but if it's just some fuckhead in your grade I have no idea why you would give in so easily. I'm an actual fucking faggot and I still wouldn't have let someone pressure me into fucking me if I had no interest in them.

As someone who loves blood and orgasms, I'm sorry your pain is a huge turn on. And I would have a big urge to fuck you bloody.

that may be, but at least I've never had a dick in my ass.

I was talking to the transgendered user who lives in a big city

I'm sorry that happened to you, it just wasn't clear from your first post. I had trouble fitting in too.

We can fix that for you

Even after I got a girlfriend and became sexually active in a heterosexual context, I struggled with my experience for years.

I think I am in love with you.

did you end up telling her or anyone else that happened?

I don't think the problem was "fitting in"

did you cry like a sissy bitch who acquiesced to getting his shit pushed in?

With who?

Older bigger and all the adults thought he was a good responsible boy. His reputation was such that if he called someone gay, people believed they were gay. Which happened to me when I finally had enough. Which brought beatings in school and more rape. So fuck you very much and But did it start with violence? It didn't have to. Just being a friendless loner in the 4th grade was enough to make me a vulnerable target, playing nice and showing me interest was enough to lead me to letting my guard down, and then implying id be in trouble for everything was enough to keep me coerced to keep it secret.

If she's on the pill, get her off it.

I was you 2 months ago.

There's definitely some guilt associated, but I have to admit it's mostly due to being in a happy/healthy relationship the whole time it happened. I guess I feel the tabooness and that sense of being secretive about things, but I personally don't feel too awfully guilty about the age difference. He was very much into it, him being the one to start taking things in a sexual direction many times. Of course, this is how I feel after having several years to digest and come to terms with myself.

Oh the one who was forced by her mom or something?

with me.

wait wait wait, exactly HOW many dicks have been in your ass? Asking for science...

I had to help a 11yo girl bathe a few times and it was honestly pretty fun

I've never told anyone except you assholes here on this site.

I've started cutting myself again after quitting last August. No one I know knows and I hope it stays that way, because it just makes me feel so much better and happy with myself.

That was actually the story of user's friend but yeah same poster

Too many.

might be worth it to talk to a therapist if it still bothers you. Yea Forums is....definitely not the right place for this.

That was a long convo. Damn.

I'm happy for you user. I like that it makes you feel better. I would encourage you to do it. Also would like to see it too if it's okay.

Are you m or f?

what kind of fucked up town did you grow up in? I mean, I was a bully 100%, but I never sexually assaulted anyone.

Im white and I support troll threads of bbc white bois are mad kinda shit because we as white race have done so many wrong to blacks that we should pay them reparations.

Posted on the other thread but it 404’d. I was molested by my 13 yo cousin when I was 8

True Story
>be 8 yo boy
>13 yo boy cousin is coming to stay over summer vacation
>dad and mom both worked so grandma watched over us but not really cuz she was old, watching tv endlessly most of the day, housekeeping
>spent most of the day hanging out, playing PlayStation, watching tv, riding scooters, shit like that
>he seemed really cool, and especially at that age I looked up to the “older” kids
>one day hanging out in his room and he asks me “hey do you ever play with your peepee?”
>honestly confused, ask him what he means
>”well when a boy gets older, he starts playing with his peepee because it makes him feel good”
>huh that’s interesting
>”I was wondering if you wanna play with our peepees together, just so you know how to feel good! I’ve been been doing it by myself and I feel lonely”
>really interested and wanna help him out so say yes
>”okay! let’s get naked”
>immediately feel anxious cuz I’m a chubby 8yr old boy, some kids at school make fun of me, he sees this
>”hey I don’t care if your chubby at all! It doesn’t matter at all. once you start feeling good, you won’t care either”
>feel reassured, alright let’s do it
>we take off our clothes and look at each other
>shocked and curious cuz he had a patch of hair above his penis
>it was also long and hard remember that mine did that too sometimes and it felt nice to rub it on things
>mine starts getting hard now too
>start feeling bad cuz he’s 5” hard and I’m just tiny in comparison
>”hey it’s okay, when you get older it just grows a lot more, plus like I said it won’t matter when you’re feeling good. It’s actually really nice!”
>feel reassured away from the anxiety, and now I’m just focused on this weird feeling I had where my penis gets hard
>”let’s lay down on the bed”

(1/3)

I’m 43 and married.
You’ll never quit.
If you’re one of those guys who gets women, you won’t be able to resist.
I’ve been with a load of women.
I have a few regulars that are also married, but their husbands don’t know...
The real art is never getting caught.
I don’t know about the no condom part though

you and every other straight man user

Dont grow up poor in the midwest.

>we lay side-by-side naked, heads pushed a little up from some pillows against the headboard
>”okay just grab it, and start moving up and down slowly, this is called jerking or jerking off”
>use my left hand (which worked out cuz he used his right) to start jerking
>feels so good, finally relief from those random days of it being hard and just vaguely rubbing against stuff
>he starts jerking too, I stare back and forth between his cock and mine while we’re both jerking off
>”then keep going faster until you feel better and better, then tell me when you feel like you’re gonna finish this is called cum or cumming”
>then when we’re both jerking pretty hard, he asks me “hey stop for a sec”
>stop and I’m breathing really hard and my cock is really hard, twitching even, see his doing the same thing
>”hey do you wanna try jerking each other? it’s okay if you don’t wanna but I think it’ll feel really good”
>feeing really horny and turned on by the sight of our two really hard cocks
>say yeah let’s try it
>we both lay back and just take it all in a moment
>I reach over and grab him first, it’s so much bigger around my hand and the sensation is unbelievable
>he reaches over and grabs me, notice it only takes 3 fingers to full my grab it, but he was right I didn’t care and it didn’t matter because it felt so good
>we both start slow again and jerk each other at the same time
>”let me know when you feel like you’re gonna finish this is called cum or cumming”
>feel the pressure build up, it feels so good I’m literally panting, stop jerking him to feel my cum, and focus on his hand jerking me violently
>im cumming
>I twitch back and forth as does my hard little cock, throbbing back and forth
>he stops jerking me and I just lay in ecstasy for a few minutes, just laid back eyes closed panting feeling like I’m gonna faint from my cock
>finally collect myself and say wow that was amazing I’m glad he showed me this

(2/3)

>”yeah did you like touching each other? It felt really good”
>yeah and it just came to my realization that he didn’t cum yet, so I ask if I can jerk him off until he’s cumming
>”yes please, you make me feel so good and I’m so glad you liked it too, now we can do together more often!”
>start feeling horny again at that prospect and while I begin to jerk him off again I jerk mine too
>”when I cum, white stuff is going to come out. don’t worry about it it’s what happens when you get older, you’re making me feel just like how you did”
>after a few minutes of jerking him while jerking myself, starting slow and really examining his throbbing 5” cock, the hair didn’t really matter, but his cock was really smooth
>start going faster and start really pumping our cocks
>”oh god yes! you’re gonna make me cum”
>I was already panting hard again and hearing him say that took me to the next level I told him I was gonna cum too
>”I’m cumming! I’m cumming!” See huge splurts of the white stuff land all over his belly and my hand
>his cum feels really hot over my hand and the whole scene of feeling the warmth stickiness, making him feel so good, and making myself feel so good makes me cum again
>lay in ecstasy for a few minutes again with cousin
>eventually he cleans up with tissues and we slide on our clothes again
>”I’m glad you liked it so much! I’m so happy we can jerk off together now! But hey, you can’t tell anyone okay? grown-ups think it’s wrong and I’ll get in big trouble, is that okay?”
>tell him of course! I felt pure ecstasy in my orgasm, even if it was dry and thought he was really cool wouldn’t want him getting in trouble

This escalated over the course of the next 2 months. Eventually I got weirded out by the escalations and I freaked out and told my parents who kicked his ass back home, the family though it under the rug though.

(3/3)

Yeah I really enjoyed it so I figured I'd sit in this thread again tonight and see if she showed up again

I am a female.
This is an older picture from the last time I seriously cut. Last August.

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still love my ex
she is definitely moved on
always going to love your fucked up little ass jess

That looks deep. I like it a lot, looks cute.

Do you have pics of any of the recent ones you made?

Also, can we talk somewhere? Whatever you prefer. I promise I wont shame you or make you feel bad etc

I dont do that really

lol yeah this place is full of snakes

I might do that. It was 30 years ago so I really don't care much now, but I just want to acknowledge that it happened and deal with it on that level I suppose.

thats why i downloaded wickr
(That and kik devours my battery in like an hour)
But this way anyone it seemed cool to keep on talking with, but not really revealing myself to could keep in touch.
Best of luck.

I'm trying but failing. Looking at my art collection is a nice distraction. Takato Yamamoto always has beautiful work. It also feels "right" at the moment...

The worst part is that I also am into blood and orgasms. Giving, not receiving. I am a biter and scratcher who prefers fucking masochistic guys. One even let me use razor blades on him. Good times.

Of course the fact that getting off right now could rip a literal hole in my insides is terrifying and not a turn on. I also am not into receiving pain, as I said.

I wasn't aware of the bleeding kicking back in each time I got off the first time I got off. Now I know every time I cum I am going to bleed until the doc can get to me. He'll probably have to cauterize my insides.

Have a fun fap. At least someone can enjoy this bullshit. I'll probably imagine it happening to someone else and get off to this later. The extreme detail at experiencing it firsthand will make it very vivid....

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had 12 gf when 25

I'm the true son of God

We all are faggot. Get in line.

One of the women my dad dated had a daughter that was always doing inappropriate things to me. She would poke my crotch and laugh and do the same to my ass. She would flash me or try to pull my pants down. Her mom thought it was hilarious. My dad said something once to her mom about it like I was getting that age where it might get physical if she wasn’t careful. Her moms answer was to chuckle and say it’d be her own fault. I guess my dad figured if his gf wasn’t concerned he didn’t need to be either. While my dad and her mom were on a date I was left to watch her. Soon as they left she starts flashing means reaching in my pants. But this time I don’t tell her to stop. Instead I put her hand on my dick inside my pants. She giggle and laughed but kept jerking me off. I was in heaven. When she stoped I was concerned I took it to far but she asked me if I wanted her to use her mouth. I couldn’t talk my heart was dancing in my throat so I just nodded yes. Someone taught her, she didn’t hit me with teeth once. She didn’t go down very far either mostly sucking on the head but it was my first blowjob so it was awesome. After I came in her mouth she swallowed and told me she loved me. I didn’t know what to do I said it back. She asked if we could play “special “ games everyday. I did my best to accommodate her. There is no way her mom didn’t know we weren’t exactly careful and I cum stained her clothes more than once but her mom never said anything. She pretended not to notice us.

I'm also both into giving and receiving. So I would let you cut me and make me bleed. Then use that blood in some way.

It would be great to be painted red like that

I tried to send out a throwaway email but the thread died too quickly. Feels bad
Thanks user

>At least someone can enjoy this bullshit. I'll probably imagine it happening to someone else and get off to this later.

m.youtube.com/watch?v=SJUhlRoBL8M

I've been twitter stalking a girl I used to know from high school for almost 10 years now. I think I'm on the path to being an actual stalker since I drive or walk by her house every now and then, but I doubt and hope she doesn't remember me. It'd be nice if we were friends again. I'm sorry I ruined what could have been a pretty cool friendship with you.

Who cares about it looking cute? I'm just prolonging the day until I inevitably can no longer control myself and throw myself into oncoming traffic.
I have no photos of recent ones at the moment.
You may contact me through Discord as ZenZei#5236.
Please do not be pursuing me for "intimate" conversation.

Id offer to go out of my way to link you two up someday if I had your contact deets like some sort of sad missed connections.

But it'd be insincere cause im lazy as fuck.

oof, you best delete that, friend

It's about the 4th throwaway account I have. I honestly don't care. I appreciate the bit of concern though, I think.

I should join a religious cult so I can eat of this fruit.

I guess the guilt for me does come from the age alone even though when i was his she, I was doing the same. Did you two ever talk about meeting, and if you did, do you think you would have done it if you weren't already in a relationship? It's like.. We both want to but know there could be reprecussions if we didn't go about it the right way. Also the factor we might not "click" face to face but I honestly think it wouldn't be an issue.

I really want to double team my mom with my best friend.

His age**

It's fine lol. There's something almost poetic about the transient nature of Yea Forums. We probably interact with the same anons all the time without realizing it

Out. Right now.

take some painkillers you autismo, about twice the standard dose. you need to dull those receptors.

you'll be okay mommy.

or just be good looking.

Ships passing in the night and all that.

I tried explaining the nature of ephemeral beauty to my twenty something girlfriend once. She didnt get it.
Gave up, went home and fucked my wife.

yeah if it was that long ago then it's best to leave it in the past. most important thing to do would be to protect your son/daugher if you have a kid and make sure they know how to spot the snakes and never be taken advantage of

I was molested as a child, and I'll only ever be able to anonymously tell Yea Forums

>anonymously

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Do you feel a pressing need to talk about it?

by whom

Thank you based user.
The condom thing is just a preference, hard for my dick to stay up with a rubber. It’s doable but I prefer not. I don’t fuck with shady bitches too often.

i had one of these in my 30s and we would get bad looks from people sometimes. it was a lot of fun.

Fuckin same. We'll go weeks or maybe months without sex or anything sexual happening. Need a release.

This isn't a low sex drive. It's a self esteem issue with a sex drive side effect. 2 things. 1) make sure she gets wanted by you. 2) try to get her to attend naked, or in as little clothing as she feels comfortable, in front of a mirror. Then say 1 thing she likes about her body. It can be anything. Do that every day. It held for guys too. After a while you get start to feel better about yourself

Will I really though?

I Hate Rap Music

it sucks, not because i have a bias or preference on music, Rap music just blows its Cringy edgy black guys singing about muuh first world problems. like negro lot of people aren't rich .

its literally worse than grunge and that crap was edgy white boi crap.

i'm 29 and virgin.
almost excited about being a wizard next year but I desire sex equally bad.

got pics? mom's not your best friend's.

Your brothers wife or your wife's sister?

I just like reading everyone post here until I can think of a secret.

kinda yeah, it messed with me a lot but I couldn't even get myself to tell my therapist when I had one

father

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no wonder those cuts look familiar, we spoke on skype a year ago.

I'm glad to see you're still around user, I recall you were going through a rough time. just remember cutting fulfills a need. if you're in control of it, you can use it as a tool to stay happy. if it's in control of you, that can go bad.

>77
god's number dubs for the truth

I promise.

not female

You really told them, user.

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Just thought if something, my best friend in middle school had a Mexican girlfriend who was sorta cute (this is gonna be short). He told me and another friend to meet him on the roof, we did so. He then told us that his girl is a slut and that would suck our cocks. I was a virgin at the time but done things here and there so I stood for my turn. I don’t know I started to feel guilty and just ran away from the roof. I didn’t feel right having her just sucking my cock. I regret not going taking that offer. I tell my self if I see her i am going to let it happen but I doubt it.

When I was 14 my older divorced Aunt 39 seduced me. I was invited over to clean her pool, she cam out in a bathrobe and asked me to cut her grass also an she would pay me for that too. I did, it was 89F and humid. I was all hot and sweaty, went in the shower, she came in halfway thru and offered to help me get soaped-up and clean. We were busy washing each other getting generally horny, I was hard as a chisel. rinsed off, got dried, made a beelint to her bedroom, jumped on the bed, had wild sex for an hour, ate her pussy, 69'ed, fucked her silly, came like a horse. We continued doing each other every friday night for Months. Since then I've been attracted to older women.

It didn't work. Tried it already.

As my mentor one said "Life's a joke. If you don't laugh, you're crying."

Painting with blood is fun and beautiful. The cracking of the drying blood makes such lovely patterns. Also cuts can be decorative in and of themselves. It can last for weeks if they keep getting torn open by body motions, clothes and the like.

Also it's the absolute last fucking thing I needed to be thinking about right now. Fuck.

I need to try one more time to sleep. If anyone wants to contact me here's a throwaway forwarding address: [email protected]

Goodnight everyone. Hope your luck is better than mine.

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saved.

Got wickr?
I lived through a childhood of incest and molestation too. i may not know your experience but i understand never feeling quite whole as the parts of you that just never get to reconcile with the rest of you take so much to keep hidden.

Wholesome.

>Life's a joke. If you don't laugh, you're crying
I usually say, "you have to laugh to keep from crying." Heh

I don't remember you exactly but I do remember speaking to you.
It is good to see you as well. I'm in a better place now, just still takes a hold of me sometimes no matter what I do. Better this than killing myself, ultimately.
Thank you for your words.

my mother worked as a hooker.

a lot of people's moms did user. they just don't know it like you do.

hmm. never thought about it that way.

staying alive is a key detail, yeah. if mutilation is what gets you there, its better than the alternative.

I'm glad to hear you're doing better overall, I wondered what happened to you. stay safe user.

Sadly, meeting would be near impossible for us due to him being really sheltered and over protected by his parents. :( But if I had been single, I would have loved that more than anything. It wasn't just sexual, we liked each other as well.
If you do decide to meet, I'd recommend hanging out more like friends first. Just because of the nature of these things and how they can go south so quickly with just 1 person opening their mouth. Just make sure you both really trust each other before going too far.
Weirdly enough, I was on the other side of the coin when I was younger as well. And surprisingly we made it through being together in secret until I turned 18 and we're still together now. I just say this because its proof that it can work out if you're smart about things. :)

Manz actually waited. Nice

My ex wife and I divorced two months ago. She got the house, and she changed the locks on the door because she can be a cunt.

What she neglected to consider is that I know her maid service schedule and that she leaves a key out.

Took some liquid courage but I stole the key and floored it get a copy made. Now I can access the house again.

Not sure how I’ll profit, but having the key feels empowering. Have to be real careful bc she could bring some serious charges if I’m caught doing anything.

Well thank you so much for replying and giving some good input. Most people don't exactly understand or assume the worst which really isn't the case. Hearing a good outcome and that your current boyfriend waited is very wholesome and refreshing, these situations are not easy ones.

Seeing decent people here tonight makes me feel some hope for the world.

Yea Forums is a bastion of bad taste and I love it.

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Thank you. I will try my best. Feel free to contact me through the Discord user I gave above btw, if you use that

I went through the same thing with my ex wife. The marriage was easier to walk away from, because I wasn’t sexually fulfilled.

A couple suggestions.

1. Don’t give her any excuse. Get in shape. Make sure she cums when you do have sex.

2. Don’t just assume she knows you’re unfulfilled. Have a dialogue. You need to begin laying a foundation.

3. After doing 1 and 2, (if nothing changes) request an open marriage.

4. If she says no and won’t meet your needs (if your needs are reasonable), you have a choice. Find alternative outlets to fulfilling sex or sleep with other women.

Asian massage parlors are pretty innocuous ways to get off. Just be prepared for what you’ll say when caught. My ex could get mad all she wanted, but I was up front with her, and she wasn’t doing her part.

We divorced on other grounds

Yess, I'm very lucky
Of course, anytime. I agree it's very hard to talk about and usually harder to experience.
Best of luck to you! ~

Yeah I literally have not told a soul except Yea Forums and probably won't. Don't feel obligated to answer but just curious, what was the age gap for you and the other one/you and current?

Same, can't stop, it turns me on to a point I can't control it anymore.
I wanna watch her getting gangbanged 24/7 to a point she craves dicks so much she can't live without it.
Call it extreme cuckolding or whatever.
I jerk off constantly just to the thought of her getting fucked by 2 guys with cocks 2-3 times bigger than me.
At this point the only porn I watch is black dudes fucking white wives.

Need to add one thing. Don’t let her shame you for your being unfulfilled. It’s going to be her first move. She’ll give ve you a host of excuses for why she’s not more sexually active.

You have to be confident in your defense that your sex life is inadequate.

She’ll cite stress, work, that you’re having as much sex as similarly postured couples. Don’t let her play those cards.

Bottom line is that you are unfulfilled and either she can do something about it or you can

Got my gf blacked while she got drunk/high recently

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Me and my current are 4 years apart, started dating when I was early teens.
For the other, its 7 years apart and he was preteen when we met.

I have a little girlfriend, 10yo. Every time she sleeps at my home, I spend the night with my hand inside her panties and finger her until morning.

You look like that type of faggot

Who is she to you, user? Does she know you're doing this?

Ex-student and daughter of a friend.
She don't know but we did some stuff when she was awake too.

that's fucking great!

What have you done?

oral and fingering, nothing more, I don't wanna mess her up too much

How old were you both, user?

How does she react?

First time I just put my hand down her panties when we were watching tv. She wasn't happy, I felt guilty so I didn't do anything else.

Then she started asking me for "that game" and we started playing it. Once I pull down her pants and panties and licked her pussy. She was extatic and asked for more.

Think she's experienced? Does her parent know?

how old are you?

No she isn't and her parents don't know. I stopped doing stuff because I realized it was damaging her, and since I really love her, I don't wanna mess her up.

I'm more than three times her age

Why do you think its damaging her? Have you had any other girlfriends her age?

you're absolutely sick, idk why I thought asking for your age made a difference. I hope you get caught..

I feel like I'm wasting my life and most days I want to hop in my car and disappear. Back story in grad school for computational chemistry but with the exception of the programming I have no interest in what I'm doing.

I used to shit in the urinal

No she is the first, I fell in love so deeply that I felt the urge to do something that would connect us for all our lifes. She gave me real happiness.

I hope so too

The unwritten law / golden rule of the tributing community.

Ok so what makes you think are damaging her?

Stuff I won't tell, sorry.

and nobody has replied to you asking the fucking ages?!

What era are you listening to?

I like this post and I like the user who wrote it

I love girls in lolita dresses. They look so cute in them that I wanna just take them home with me

Haha

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Sexual and emotionally bored with the long term GF, fapped the meat daily to impotency nothing gets me hard like I used to 6 months before.
Started using Whisper to chat up others because years of working nights has murdered my social life outside of two close childhood friends.

Constantly imagine my female friends becoming cum guzzling fuck toys against their will

What's Whisper? Never used it. I'm sort of in your shoes too.

Is it good? How do you meet ppl there

I found nudes of a woman I work with on >reddit

My girlfriend and I both are really heavy into ageplay and lolicon. We have never seen it, but my gf brought up she thought getting off to CP together would be hot. At first I was a little shocked by her thinking about that at all, but now it’s kinda hot. No way were getting involved with anything like that, but it’s a hot fantasy.

This is my sister. I masturbate to her every day.

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Don't blame you. She's a smoke show. I wanna seduce my cousin Ashley. Pic related.

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Put tiger balm or chilli powder in her underwear. Then sit back and watch for a few days, make sure you remain well hidden. Otherwise install hidden cameras while everyone is away

Fuck she's a hottie

I'd seduce her too. She looks amazing