LATE Night Secrets Thread

Blacks are really that bad user. Its not a hallucination.

My girlfriend and I are both zoophiles but we've never tried anything yet.

I dream and fantasize about raping my best friend (who is a rape victim). I came on her dildo once when she was in class and I panicked because I went full retard and was convinced the sperm could live int he cracks in the silicone and get her pregnant

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Fantasize about running a train on my cheating ex and filming it to expose her as a whore

I had to help bathe my 11 year old niece and it was honestly kinda fun

Wanna trap my gf in some "accidental" exposure moments. Any suggestions Yea Forumsros?

Went through a friend's phone and send all of her nudes to me. Still have them and jerk to them sometimes.

I summoned up the courage to approach 3 babes at a table...

I then sat down at the table with them...

And they all ignored me.

I think we go about suicide prevention the wrong way. When confronted with someone who is considering suicide, we section them away and medicate them rather than focus on what's leading them to this point and what we can do to help. This disturbs me, as someone with depression who has considered suicide.

Nice. Feel free to share the wealth.

I'm a faggot.

We all have assholes too...

I only have 1...

Naked people in the prime of life fascinate me. I feel like I could look at naked bodies like art because they're so aesthetic.

Yeah man, she gets me going just by being around. Want to make her watch my dick penetrate her cunt

>be me, jerkin it on my couch in my bedroom
>in bottom for doggy style, like to rub my hole and it spreads my cheeks so I can
>dog jumps up and starts kicking my b hole, realize what's happening and throw her off
>realize I liked it
>realized it made me cum instantly

Mfw

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Mine isn't a rape victim but same here

They circumcised mine.

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Sure, pal

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I also have fantasies of raping my other friends but she comes up more often than all the others

I can see where you're coming from user, they have a lot of weirdly blanket solutions. But tbh for some people medication is just the easiest answer. Sometimes medication is simpler than addressing the deep seated interpersonal reasonings behind it. I'm fighting to get on medication for that reason tbh

my big sister used to dress me up like a girl when we were young. I'm trans now and I'm usually happy but sometimes when I'm sad I secretly blame her for this. She still dresses me :| but she's my only real friend even tho she can be such a bitch sometimes

Yeah medication can definitely help but I just think people see it as a panacea

Pics?

Any pics?

I can post pics, yeah.

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You the man

when I was 10 I spent the night at my friends house, turns out they are nudist and the entire family was nude. At first I was freaked out and didn't get undressed, my friend 13 year old sister was really hot and was playing video games bent over a pillow and I had my first view of a real pussy. I gat so hard I went into the bathroom and masturbated. The next day I went home and told my mom about them being nudist, she wad real concerned at first and asked me lots of questions and called and spoke to my friends mother which seemed to put her at ease. A week later I was invited to spend the night again and my mom aid I could go. This time I arrived in the day and it was really sunny outside and everyone was in the pool. I headed to bathroom to put on my swim trunks but just ended up taking all my cloths off and jumping in the pool.

I cummed into the water bottle of my hot coworker and rubbed her lipstick around my dick and put it back. I was hot watching her drink from the bottle and use her lipstick

What a fucking cutie

I've been posting wife's nudes and videos for a while now. She has become pretty well known on /b. Anons reposted her to many porn sites. Her full name even got exposed, but not much came of it. I'm getting bored of just posting her nudesand have an overwhelming desire for more. I've been talking with an user about him blackmailing her into doing depraved sexual acts. I want to watch as she's turned into a whore then post results on /b and fully expose her. It's so wrong, but I'm going to do it anyway.

Very nice. Can see why you would.

Here's mine. What do you think?

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What questions did your mom ask?

Post and also based af

I hope you are successful

There's so much I want to do to her and I can never tell her. I feel so bad about it honestly
She's cute. I can also see where you're coming from

right before I moved out of my dorm I came in someone's conditioner, no idea who. I also had just unknowingly contracted hpv. idk why I did that but I feel pretty bad about it now. I guess it was funny at 18 and I disliked most of my dorm mates

I am a semi well off musician in the midwest (im not rich or anything, but i dont have 9-5 and most of my money comes from bar gigs) i write my own music, but all i do is listen to popular music and sing the song to myself changing one word at a time until its a completely different set of lyrics, set a new chord and key to it and boom. my own"original" song

I hope so too

I plan to, or at least the user doing it will post

There is a lot more from where this came from

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>be me adopted into a family
>is a the black sheep of the family
>met other family members
>Have a Aunt that is a super cunt
>years pass by
>my mom told me that the bitch got into a car accident
>I cheered about it.
>Later found out that she lived
>went broke.gif
>but she's missing a leg
>pay back time
>made fun of her having only one leg
>joked about her having to wear a diaper
>jokes keeps going
>ended off on call her a cunt, slut, bitch and whore.
today
I still call her a bitch and make fun of her but sadly she never changed. She's still a fucking bitch that she is.

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What kind of 11yr old can't bathe herself

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You're too fucking cute for me not to ask, could I get your number or snap?

>Study for about 9 years in 2 different colleges because of money
>Finally graduate, have to work 1 whole year in shitty place because its government mandated
>Get my shit pushed in (300 hours monthly with high stress) but decent money
>Break down on the last month, have to be hospitalized
>They find like 3 different diseases, one of them affecting my eyesight
>5 Surgeries later, can't barely see in one eye (blurry vision) and the other one will eventually lose it too
>Considering Hero because life it's unfair

Doctor said i couldn't even drive. Life is technically fucked and will fuck up more in the future, so why should i keep going.

I love it when she wears dresses like these. They just fit her so perfectly. Always imagine taking her when she wears them

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Mostly how I felt about it and if I thought it was weird, we were pretty use to nudity in my family, getting dressed without doors closed, sleeping nude, even sharing a shower if we were in a hurry.

I hate most people my "best friend's " Are tolerable at best and I use them as an excuse to do shit for free.

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She had injuries so she couldn't physically do it herself, she isn't a potato or anything

Lil bro and I have an agreement. Any nudes we get go in the collective. He's seen all of my girlfriends nude

I'm not posting my number on Yea Forums dude. I'm not a retard.

Besides, that's not me dude, that's my friend

Jesus user that sounds fucking horrible you should do whatever the fuck you want for 24 hours then an hero

thats a picture of the girl he wants to rape jesus

do you think the stress triggered your diseases?

anyone who dresses like this is a flashing neon red flag.

But u never saw a pussy until then? My family was the same way, but I had 3 sisters so I saw their pussies a lot

what the fuck

What do you mean by red flag?

How would you get her in a position to be raped?

just my moms and that doesn't count, I don't have any sisters just two brothers.

merriam-webster (.) com/dictionary/red%20flag
>a warning signal

I mean your anus.

My friend bought a 3 dollar lottery ticket and he thought he loss. And I when to.the liquor store for second and won 20 bucks without telling him

Family is getting crazy about it, they already think i will do it since a cousin of mine hung himself after his mother died of cancer, they keep trying to talk me out of it and wanting me to travel and check other doctors, they will be paying for everything but honestly i don't have hope.
Yes, that was the trigger but it was a rare case for me, since it had been building up for at least months. I used glasses since i was 13 in highschool, every 2 years i would change my prescription and it would be a little bit higher than before, apparently no one though "this isn't normal" and after getting so stressed out i got an acute pain in my right eye and couldn't see, that was a year ago and i haven't been able to see in that eye, left one is slowly dying too.

Warning for what exactly?

Op is a fag

I don't intend to do any of this, but I've thought about it a lot.

She does a lot of drugs, and drinks a fair bit, so I figure I could probably take advantage of her when she's under the influence. She always gets way way sluttier and more feely when that happens.

Also thought about just barging in on her in the shower a couple times. Classic idea, easy execution. She never closes the door all the way because she wants the steam to not build up in the room, so I could just walk in

I've thought about jerking off on her when she's asleep. When I visit her at her apartment at her college, we tend to sleep in the same bed. It wouldn't be out of the possibility for me to just lie and say I had a wet dream.

>Thought he lost

He did lose. You just used the odds in your favour you estrogen mongrel.

Just being a general nutcase or damaged.

then mega / dropb0x em faggot

By rare case i meant that apparently when it's on an early stage it will be painful and the sooner you get to the doctor the better your outcome, but mine didn't hurt until it was already damaged and unrepairable, it was the first time she saw something like that. If you use glasses and your prescription changed since the last time i recommend you to check an ophthalmologist.

Well she's not. Even if she was, this would only further damage her

That's what I figured. I'll admit I liked looking at my sisters' pussies

>be me circa 2008
>metal concert
>venue has balcony overlooking stage
>stand at the very edge
>hold on tight and enjoy the show
>headbanging wooing and going apeshit
>cute petite tiny goblin sized goth with short black hair and a fucking white fluffy skirt stands next to me
>deliciously stupid looking braces filled smile
>keeps smiling at me like a dork
>I end up standing behind her grinding against her as we enjoy the show
>didn't even say a word, full blown telepathy basically
>she smells like heavy alcohol use and daddy issues
>I'm rubbing my hands all over her ridiculously alarmingly small frame
>music blasting while full blown foreplay while clothed
>she finally utters a sentence when band is switching songs
>"I'm not wearing any panties"
>I shit you not Yea Forums
>ohokay.jpg.exe
>hands go down
>niagara waterfalls
>get inspired so I whip my hard on out and burst it underneath her fluffy skirt hot dogging her buttcheeks
>fuck man I wanna smash but no condom
>moment of utter idiocy I decide "fuck it she's probably clean"
>she turns around and goes down on me and starts sucking my dick and inspectin it
>favourite band on stage, tight warm wet mouth on dick
>jesus fucking Christ I'm gonna fuck her to death today
>I lift het up from her biceps
>turn her around line she was before facing the band
>bend her over the balcony and shove my dick in the nearest wet keyhole sized pussy I could navigate to
>she's so god damn tight

Recently I've been putting my girlfriends toothbrush in the toilet, trying to conceal any partarticles deep in the bristles. I can think I can get away with.

There's a reason they all ignored you: you sat down at a table with more than one girl.

NEVER approach a chick in a social setting if she's got female company. They're like packs of wolves, they look out for one another (which is bad for you) & it's true: they all go to the bathroom together so they can talk shit about whoever they're with.

Never approach a chick in a bar/club unless she's by herself. And do yourself a favor while you're at it & scout her out for about 10min beforehand. This is to make sure she doesn't have a boyfriend that just happened to hit the latrine right before you approached her. Also, if you scout her out (unobserved, duh) & when you go talk to her, she says she has a boyfriend, you'll know she's lying because she's not interested in you.

Bitches are so fuckin' lazy & stupid. They think just because other bitches can't handle the truth & they have to lie to get around them socially, us guys are the same way. Wish women understood, we'd MUCH prefer you tell us the truth up-front instead of trying to "spare our feelings". Because eventually we're gonna find out the truth, and as much as rejection sucks, rejection on top of false hope because you lied to us is fucking worse.

why? are you angry with her?

That's hot.

My ex-wife was curious about it, but only to watch videos of it. She was never interested in actually doing anything. I was fine w/ that. TBH, it was refreshing knowing I didn't have to hide any of my kinks w/ her.

Too bad she was a cunt.

That's weird user - seek help.

I dont ever plan on it either.

I'd go with the direct approach and just slap her across the face and make her too scared to even fight back.

Force her to kiss me while I rip open the front of her dress and expose her near flat chest. Push her to the ground and rip her dress right off to give perfect access to her cunt. Yell at her to look at my dick as it enters her and stretches her out. Look her straight in the eyes as I pound the shit out of her tight little pussy

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I pissed on my best friend's toothbrush once. No idea why I did it.

May I suggest you contact the user here I suspect the three of you might just conjure up some awesome win for the rest of us, should you put some effort into it. I for one look forward to seeing the results.

Wanna turn back time and share an ex with some friends/family. She cheated and fucked a few later anyway, might as well get some good footage.

my mom caught me jerking off in the bathroom with a hair brush up my ass. I was grounded for a month and made to give confession at church. I didn't masturbate again until I was 19 and had my own apartment.

>my dick spreads her open
>the divine feel that is penetration
>I grab her arms and start sucking on her neck as I slowly impale her from behind
>literally surrounded by people
>she gasps and keeps het mouth open as I slowly piston her veeery slowly
>demons start whispering
>suddenly a fucking baton smashes against my thigh and I fall to the ground
>a fucking bouncer the size of dwayne Johnson fucking drags my was out if the venue dick basically out for all to see
>they grab the girl and shove her outside as well
>I am one wrong look away from being arrested

Very nice. I know these are "borrowed" & you had no input into the content, but this pic would have been SO much better if she were peeing.

TY though.

I'm a guy in a relationship with a guy who has raped me several times, and I think I love him regardless

Jorah dies

You better keep going with this, if there's any more to tell

I hadn't considered having her do those sorts of things.

Can you explain the thought process? I went through something similar but I got out of the relationship myself

Are you open to the idea, though? Does it turn you on?

>she gets thrown out as well
>we walk away from the venue
>no police no issues
>we got so scared we lost out sex moment
>try to talk to her
>she likes on the sidewalk from fear and alcohol
>clean her up with whatever tissues I have in my pocket
>her bare ass on the pavement
>decide to call her a cab
>we exchange numbers and social media
>go home
>find out she's 14
>somehow got into metal concert
>wasn't a virgin
>get tested several times after for stds
>dodged a bullet
>avoid her like the plague
>she barely remembers
>no one knows this other than you fuck now

*pukes on the sidealk

Since I'm the one that first suggested you steer her towards zoophilia, I have to say, I'd like to know the answer to this as well.

Make her the Bodil Joensen of our generation.

Been doing voy on my gf/wifes friends on the toilet and shower for over 10 years... And i cant stop fapping to it, shit never gets old...

How do you think both our girls would feel after we started to rape them? Would they try to fight back?

Why assume anger? I just love to do humiliating things (unknown and known) to her everyday. Her brushing her teeth with her own shit buried deep in the bristles is nice to me.

I'm not really into that sort of thing, but the intent is to degrade her, so it might be worth considering

Oooh I hope you took photos!

I walked in on cousin balls deep in the throat of our other cousin. Baaaaallls fucking deep gagging teary eyes balls deep basically.

Everyone in this secret was under 16

Ifc

Prostate orgasms ruined sex with girls for me

why not just give the girls prostate orgasms?

?

it's one of the more common reasons. is she into any of it? I assume it gets you hot right?

what if you put something in your ass AND fucked a girl?

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Is she a narcissist who controls you? Be careful

I suck at sex yet and the last 2 girls i did avoided me, probably because i was so bad at it.
My dream is to fuck a girl so hard that she would fall in love with my dick and won't leave without it.
It sounds like a goddamn doujin because that's where i always see it, specially if the girl has a boyfriend/husband so i can snatch her away.

Typo, should have been ofc :)

Ohhhhhh

Well in that case why not share?

Lol nice

I'm exhausted. I'm so fucking tired. Looking after a my child alone. No sleep. No money. Isolated. Friends drifting out of my life because I don't have the time or the funds to catch up.
Not that long ago I was married fantastic job great house. Having a disabled kid that needs 24 hour care, and there's no one out there who can help, it has destroyed my life.

At least I have you idiots for company. Love you fucktards. Thanks for being by my side all this time.

It's a little late for that, user :|

I really want to fuck my sister.0n9

Any advice?

idk, he has anger issues which most of the time he has under control and he's sweet and caring to me, just sometimes he loses it which is partly my fault cause I intentionally push his buttons sometimes. he has apologized and is looking to find a therapist, and I've basically forgiven him

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Assuming someone didn't grab this photo & run off with it, you're either cross-pollinating Yea Forums Or you're a bullshit artist & should anhero.

Anything bad with the cross-pollination?

born a spud or baked into one?

Got the same shit.
Advice: Learn to live with it. It made my barrier of care go away and now I fuck loads of bitches. Lie and fuck like Barney Stinson. Totally worth it.

I love him, and yet all I've been able to do is hurt him. I miss him. My heart aches. I regret not kissing him. I regret not embracing reckless abandon with him and marrying him and adopting children and being able to stroke his cheek at night. If I ever had a time-machine, I would make sure all of this happened, and we would both have the peace and happiness that we need. He offered to have sex with me 2 years ago and told me that there would always be a part of me that wonders what happens if we did. And I still do.

I have been :)

so why NOT be with now? what made you not want to be with him in the past?

Convince her to give him the ultimatum, "if you don't fuck me together, he will alone"

Forgot pic

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I fucked my sister, but she is in love with me. I took a chance and kissed her lips a couple of times before we did foreplay. Also I met her when I was 14 so I didn’t see her as a sister at first I did after a while and still fucked her (sister by blood)

Not really, unless you grabbed a pic off the internet & are posting bullshit in numerous threads with it.

Wow, user delivers. Any potty pics?

Nah, she's a close friend of mine. Not sure how to prove that, but it's the truth

i don't get it...

She's into humiliation, but has no idea I'm doing things like putting her own poop in her tooth brush. The rush of doing something wrong...

There are ways my man. And even if there arent, go check out the world.

Billions of people would give their eyesight to be in the financial position you're in. Sometimes we're dealt shit cards.

It sucks but it's not the end.

did you enjoy it?

As much as he tried to remain my loyal friend, I forced him away with my self-destructive behaviors. Now I'm afraid it's too late. I hope not.

He was normal. Had an accident. Hit by a car. Destroyed his brain. Poor bastard, I hate to say this, because hes my son and I honestly love him but he should've been killed. Would've been better for him I reckon.

You can have this one

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en.wikipedia.org/wiki / Genetic_sexual_attraction

thank you ^_^

is it just fun or does it turn you on?

Chemicals are a good solution, you're not always capable of thinking by yourself when you have psychotic episods

you're right. is he "in there" at all still? or can you even determine if he's at all present anymore?
your spouse left you because of the accident?

Yw

no. no lube or prep, plus he'd insult me during, all shit I hate

I MISS HIM AAAAAHH. I wish I could just make him smile forever.

You're a hero bro. Nobody will ever understand your sacrifice for your child.

Youre a good mum/dad/parentperson

Why is she a bitch ?

This one time my friend introduced to the girl that he liked and wanted to be regardless of her being pregnant with another mans child. She was a cool person so I invited her a couple times to my house and she was telling me about her life and situations. So I took my cock one day had her stroke me and fucked her for months til she gave birth. We stopped talking for a while. But every time we do we eventually have sex regardless of her being with someone else.

Sounds horrible, take care user

He has moments where he kind of understands what's happening. Sometimes he will look at me and smile like he recognises me. But mostly he's just walking around in pain with no idea who or what he is.
I just remember is kicking a ball around, him running up to me arms open, getting me a beer from the fridge that kind of stuff.
Ty user. I'm not here for praise. Just want to let you guys know how easy your life can change. Don't take shit for granted.
Oh and I'm a dad btw. Wide left because 'zomg it's all too hard'. Bitch.

One thing I discovered. Plenty of help out there, if you're a woman. A guy doing this, a white one, well I keep getting bumped to the back of the line. Demoralizing af.

Go to a therapist user.
Also, for real you should consider paying someone, a prostitute or a just a slut to realise that while hurting nobody.
You don't realise how devastating rapes are.

I asked myself, my mom, her sister, brother and we all don't know. I was going to ask her myself but she always turn every small chat into argument.

im trans, 25, and have been going to my parents house "to do laundry cause my washer's broke" but really i've been sucking off a family member.

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I only hope your story isn't as depressing as

that sounds awful.

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Me and my GF worked at a hotel in a touristy place over the summer, manager/owner was lazy as fuck and didn't check in on us ever so we fucked in a lot of the rooms (after the clean sheets were put in) and had her hump the pillows and mess with other stuff in the rooms. Old fucks deserved it cause they were usually assholes.

posting on here for the first time in like 8 years
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I want to rape my underage sister-in-law.

How about a push in the opposite direction? Theres a really good chance that this life youre experiencing is the only one you'll ever experience. So why cut it short? Why not try to ride it out amd make the best of it that you possibly can? While you have the thought of 'this is it' why not go out and do some crazy shit youve wanted to do? It might just spark a flame and make you realize you can do anything you want to. Dont kill yourself. Grab life by the shnutz my dude

Go on

so what's going to happen to him? will he ever get better?
what happens when you're old?

I'm actually friends with a trans girl with a similar story but way more f'd up. I'm actually gonna text her and ask if it's okay if i tell it. she might be asleep tho. idk.

Are u a dude or girl

Which family member user? And do you want to go all the way?

That's a lie.

Wat

The whole idea behind a prostate orgasm is me exploring my utter submission, how can you submit and dominate in the same time?

You're on an anonymous forum. There is literally no point in not sharing a story—for all we know it's made up

I met this girl once in high school, my cousins friend. She was a shirt girl but knew she was kind of sluty not so innocent. Walked her to the park by her middle school (nyc btw) late night walked behind a trail no one goes to. Was being some what romantic to let her guard down. Ended up sucking my cock in the park I fingered her pussy tried to fuck her there but she didn’t want me to. So I just busted my nut on her face and she had to walk home with it on her face.

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lol you know your life is fucked when even incestuous trannies pity you

you can't but you could something in your ass and have a girl ride you.

Yikes . You gotta be careful she could easily claim you raped her. Don't fuck kids user

lmao

guys I think I might be gay now

Growing up I had a sexual relationship with my mom, she was pretty kinky which made me kind of a degenerate.

I like you

Your doing the right thing.not everyone on Yea Forums is a scumbag we here for ya!

step-dad. and i already have ;)

she abused you user

What kind of kinky?

Eh I liked it, I get from a legal perspective it is abuse but nothing better than having someone to fuck almost whenever you want going through puberty.

Oooh now that's naughty! How did this start?

Our dad was still around and didn't know about it, he worked long hours and had to travel for work a lot which made it easier but she would still mess around with me behind my dads back. When she was cooking dinner I'd fuck her, she would suck my dick or jerk me off while she was on the phone, some other things.

How's your relationship with her now?

I only kept myself alive because I hoped for reconciliation between myself and the woman I love with all my heart.
She's off killing herself with drugs and doing a bunch of other stupid shit and will probably be dead by 25. She doesn't love me any more anyway as if that wasn't enough.
I'm probably going to off myself soon but I'm going to do it in such a way everybody will think it was an accident and life goes on.

mostly normal relationship, I have a long-term gf now who doesn't know about our past, we don't live close so don't see each other often but we still on rare occasions mess around.

was she ever mean to you?

tell about how it started, the first time

give us the rundown, what happened? what's the whole story?

pretty sure her faggot boyfriend lurks here so i'd rather not

My mom used to drink a lot and when I was pretty young (Not like stupid young, I think like 10/11) She came in my room and caught me masturbating, I got very embarrassed and she gave the whole "it's natural don't worry" talk and we talked a bit about it, don't remember specifically what, I have a pretty shit memory but she ended up offering to help and she gave me a handjob, it escalated from there.

She was strict on me sometimes, but not sexually, she didn't do anything that hurt me.

Her mom wanted a girl, she came out a guy. The pregnancy/birth fucked up her internals in some way that she couldn't get pregnant again but she still wanted a girl. Her entire childhood was her mom dressing her/pretending she was a girl and her dad arguing with her mom, saying "he's a fucking boy" or some shit. until she was in Middle School and her dad left cause he was tired of the arguments. then from MS on to the end of HS, she was dressing full fem with guys making fun of her and shit. She got used to it and befriended other girls and basically became known as a "tranny" all her life. She started hrt when i met her, a year after hs. we started together.

I guess what's fucked up was that she didn't get to decide for herself what she wanted to be. Her mentally fucked mom decided it for her.

Yup, your story wins. Fuck. I don't get how you could do that to a child, let alone your own. I hope she has some good friends around her.

He caught me crossdressing in my older sister's clothes when i was 16. At first, he just shut the door and acted like nothing happened for a few weeks. Then he got drunk one night and started "the talk", which was him asking if i've ever sucked a guy's dick before or basically asking me all of the shit i'd done with boys. which ended on him telling me that he'd help me "perfect my skills" for other boys.

how old

I have a wife but I fuck shemales recently.

My cousin told my hole family that I touched her while she was younger. I wish I really did because they all believed her.

As a psychologist i was doing some charity work from my hospital at a rural town like 2 hours away from the city, was with a doctor and also a dentist, we would get whatever people could find, i had fewer patients so i could talk a lot more.
About 4 patients in a 9/10 girl entered, green eyes blonde, C cup and a slender body, only thing keeping it from a 10 was the messy and glossy hair. This girl was 16 year old at the time and came because she wanted to talk about a relationship.
She's being touchy and flirty thourough the interview so i ask her if she had a relationship with someone, she said yes but it was inmoral.
Apparently since her stepfather moved in she started lusting over him since apparently he kept fucking her mother so she seduced him and they started fucking all the time, she had came because she knew it was wrong and would break her mother's heart and didn't know what to do.
I told her the best thing would be to break up their relationship but keep it a secret from her mother until she was confident enough to talk about it, since she seduced him and was both consensual and at a legal age i couldn't do anything more. Also to look for boys her age but she didn't want any "inexperienced" boys now, then started flirting about how much would i know about it, honestly i was diamonds with her story since she gave me some juicy details and i wanted to get her number but said stepfather came to the room and asked her to go home (already knew why).
Kinda sad when she left but she rushed in 5 minutes later and asked me how long will i be staying, told her a day tops and she kinda was dissapointed, i told her i would call her but didn't ask her phone since i thought i could look for it on her file. Later that day i tried calling and her Stepfather was the one answering the phone, i freaked out and hung up, then turned it off and forgot about it. I do not know what happened to that girl but i know she got fucked that day afterwards. And she wanted it.

I'm one of her best friends. We always joke about how she should write her story and she'd get a netflix movie from it but she's honestly moved on from her life. She doesn't even talk to her mom anymore. She hated her. Especially when she realized that she wasn't like the other girls, that was it. Honestly it was sad but she's like the most cheerful person i know so I choose not to bring it up.

This fat bitch is a model for BBW now. But I remember one time back in high school. I went over to her place she liked me. I was one of her friends ex, but that never stop her. Anyways I went over to place one time and me and her were under her blanket in the living watching tv with her mother and brother. At the same I slide my finger up her pussy and started fingering her. She was a good girl and didn’t moan. It’s sad that I never got to fuck her because we were never alone

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I'm sorry user. That's honestly awful

I love my gf and wanted to marry her but.... This semester hasn't gone very well between us.

He won't get better. His condition is stable and I can care for him at home. A couple hours a week he goes to a respite place so I can do shopping or go to the gym.
There's the possibility of putting him into a home full time. I'm anti that atm because he's too small, and despite his potato state I still fucking love him.
I'll keep doing this as long as I'm able to. I mean, I've been told because of complications he could die at any moment. Each morning I walk into his room wondering if today's the day I find him dead in bed.
So yeah what happens when I'm old? Looks like I'm gonna outlast him. I'm not a christfag, but I believe we will catch up again when we've all died. And hoping he will be that regular kid again and we can talk about how his life turned out and that I was the one who stuck by him.

I had oral sex with a 9yo girl a couple of time around one year ago. I'm over 30. We still see each other.

I definitely think that not bringing it up is the tactful thing to do. It's probably best that she gets away from that vile woman too.
I'm glad she has good friends that she can joke about that stuff with. I think that's important for healing

with how much detail you wrote on the girl(like how would you know she's a C cup), plus the story not making any sense really, i'd have to say this is complete and utter BS

what happened?

I fucked my mothers ass

YOU are what's wrong with America. Eat shit, poseur.

My GF's mom is an alcoholic slut and she fucks me all the time without my GF knowing.

It's super fucked but her mom taught her how to be a really attractive woman. Like she was in full makeup (perfect makeup) before some of these cisgender girls even knew what makeup was. Plus her style, etc.

Hate to be that user, but got any pics?

Had an ex girlfriends daughter try to drug me with sleeping pills. I woke up to her play with my dick and taking pictures. She was going to blackmail me into leaving her mom. I told her mom what she did and hid the rode.

>tfw born normal, stayed healthy and normal my entire upbringing, tried to be obedient and a good kid but it didn't matter to my parents who chose to have me then abused me and ignored me
what a shit world.
a parent on Yea Forums yet he blows my parents out of the water. putting him into care may not be a bad thing. at the very least don't be afraid to give yourself the day or evening off once a week. you need to recharge when you're caregiving.

I don't feel like myself anymore. Drinking used to be the easiest way to make me feel like I used to. Now, drinking just helps me feel ok.

of her? no, absolutely not. lol no. not posting pics of my bestie on Yea Forums for a rando user

We are both in college rn but going to different unis in different states. We spend breaks together and those are always great, well, except for this year's spring break.
I traveled for literally 12 hours to see her and when I got there... it just felt off, which I don't get because our relationship has always been so natural.
Anyway, I get there and she is generally affectionate and says "[she] needs time to rebuild the intimacy". I was there for almost a full week and in all that time it was still off and strained.
I had never felt so completely unwanted as that week where she seemed to avoid any semblance of intimacy with me

i'd hit that

Man... i'm sitting in the office right now, should do some work... reading your story and thinking of my two sons. Tears in my eyes and fucking happy they are well.
Keep up your work, you're a hero!

How did it start?

You know what, I respect that. I'm trans too and I was thinking with my dick for a bit there. My bad. You're a good friend, I wish I had someone like you.

I guess that's a silver lining for a pitch black cloud. Fuck that woman

I am a homeroom teacher and her mom called me because she needed some help with homeworks. It was love at first sight. Then it escalated.

Your story makes me sad in a way I can't really explain. I hope one day she can forgive her mom. Family is difficult but it's the only thing you can really count on in life.
This hits close to home. My sister can be really cruel sometimes but I know she doesn't mean it. She's the only one who is supportive of my transition and she takes good care of me even tho im a useless NEET who lives with her, she helps me with my medicine and makes me feel pretty.

You guys are mean

Imagine if you weren't interrupted and you nutted inside her and got her pregnant

this is my aunt. i want to tittyfuck her.

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she may have fell out of love with you, fell in love with someone else or fucked someone else. tbh unless a long distance relationship only has a short amount of time spent apart and there's a certain date when the relationship will no longer be long distance I don't think LDRs even work.

You guys are changing. College is a time of a lot of personal change, and since you spend most time apart, that means your paths are diverting.

I would too

Just keep doing what you're doing. We need more people like you.

Since becoming a father I sense how fragile life is. Sorry you've got to experience this.

Ty user. Fist bump.
Sorry to hear that. I could never be one of those parents. You deserved better.
I mean, if he lives a few more years and makes it to puberty, I might put him in a home then. He might be better able to look after himself and not get abused by the staff . For the moment, although I'm having a pissy cry baby whinge here, I'd prefer him to be somewhere I know he's comfortable. And safe

Now that’s interesting

What's stopping you?

Fucking with people's identity isn't ok. I don't think her mother could ever deserve forgiveness. Family isn't sacred. If they fuck you up or treat you poorly you don't have to bend over and take it (((because family))).

Well this was around three years ago and she was only in 2nd grade. I did stuff that I regret honestly. I think I'm a slightly better person now.

Fuck life man. We were so fucking good

you really need to stop advocating for forgiveness for abusive people. really, seriously. your sister was not a trusted adult who mindfucked you into being a tranny, she was just a kid playing dress up with you.

it's OK to not forgive, you do not need to move on. going no contact with shitty people is OK too. letting hurtful people continue to hurt you is not a virtue.

just casually resting her tits on the table

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i've been posting my wife's pics for a long time with no face at awkward times so that people in my time zone are already asleep when i post them and checking if the people i know lurks here are offline on facebook before posting them, but i think somebody might have recognized her and that would jeopardize my marriage real bad

>My mom and I was on a trip to vagis to attend a wedding. On the morning after the wedding I was woken up to my mom yelling at me with the covers from the bed around her. I guess we both were really drunk the night before and had sex together. There was cum all over the bed and us. I'm never heard the end of it.

Find a time when you know you and her can take an hour to talk, either an actual phone call, skype or video chat. Ask her what's up, have a talk about how strained you felt things to be.

If you or her cannot or refuse to do this, you don't have much a relationship.

what makes you think someone recognized her ?

A couple months ago I was at a bar and a bachelorette party singled me out and started flirting with me, apparently I was the brides "type"
I ended up fucking the bride and her friend, came on her ring and she ate the cum off of it.

Was molested a bunch growing up and became a total fuckslut. I talked about it once before, but other than answering a few questions, I never really went into a ton of detail. All names changed to protect the guilty.
>Be 5, user, poorfag in housing projects.
>12yo boy, adam, watches me and his 8yo sis, ann, when parents can't.
>which is usually always. If not working, they're drinking, whoring, or gambling, usually with A&As parents too.
>one adam wants to teach me a new game with ann.
>"take off your clothes, user"
>Being a dumbass 5 year old, i do.
>I don't even notice that she's getting undressed.
>"Now hug ann" he tells me, i do.
>Being a dumbass 5 year old will be a reoccurring theme here.
>"Now kiss each other" which I don't know the fuck that's even about, but she kisses me.
>I'm not super cool with what's going down, but I've known them forever and just let it happen.
>I notice adam took his thing out and is touching it.
Nothing much more than this happened this time. I was told I'd be in trouble for doing that if I ever told.
>Being a dumbass 5 year old, i believe it.

Yeah I know. I just haven't been able to have a real talk with her about it yet. What little time we've had to talk has been fleeting. It's still bugging me and on my mind of course though so that's why I posted. Thanks for letting me vent user

I'm sorry, I'm not trying to pretend like I know what's best for everybody. Sometimes I even have the same thoughts too and they make me very sad. My sister has her life pretty figured out, decent job and a nice gf. I know she wasn't trying to hurt me, she didn't understand herself either. but sometimes I feel like she left me behind, you know? I worry that she does nice things for me bc it makes her easy to forgive, but I'm really grateful to have her in my life either way. I just want your friend to be happy too. I'm sure she knows what's best, more than me. I dunno. Life is painful sometimes.

somebody asked if her initials were certain letters and they were exactly those letters, i casually said "no, her initials are these others" but he just pushed on with "she looks like somebody with those other initials"
so i think he recognized her

you weren't a dumbass. you were just a kid.

More please

np user. feel better.

you deserve whatever hell you get.

The saddest larp of all time

To both you anons just be good to your children. And if they mess around near traffic beat tf out of them. If you really wanna help do either of you have a sister, or can I borrow your wife for an hour? It's been a while see. And well, this is b after all. Wouldn't feel right if I didn't ask ;-)

Its pretty damned different from this perspective, but you're not the first to say so.

In my defense, 5 year olds are usually dumbasses as a matter of course.

well, i took a calculated risk, that's why hers face was never present, i have posted her in other, more underground places and i lately have convinced her to do so, so in a couple years if her pics are roaming around the internet she would be ok with it, all i need is a little luck so all this is a coincidence or a little more luck and if this guy got the pics he just faps to my wife every now and then and don't share them or say anything about it

These threads are literally the reason i trust no one

Had an older cousin do the same with me and my sister. Your not stupid hes stupid.

Cause everyone is a fucking liar, or...?

Don't worry about it. Honestly, everyone is forced to make decisions with no correct answer all the time. Life is gray as hell.

Jerking it to an ex right now. She just got married. Wonder if her hubby would be interested in my private stash of his new bride

There's somebody else. I've been there.

Have got no other advice to give you though. Sorry user

Well ain’t that some shit

ITT two black people in an asexual relationship

No sister, sorry. For my wife i'm not sure if she would do... sorry...
For me: Even if this is Yea Forums... no man, no chance. I'm not a cuck.
Feel sorry for you nevertheless. Where are you from?

what exactly happened with your boy? did he dart out into traffic? greentext please?

Easy to say. Damned difficult to appreciate.
I wish "adam" terrible misery, but over more than ten years playing with them, i feel pretty complicit. Especially after i started to initiate it.

Post them

go to a cafe internet far away from home, don't open any of your social media or emails, create an anonymous email right then and there and send them to him in a zip file.
then don't open that email from nowhere else, wait a few days and go to a different place, near that one (a library or something) and only open that email to see the response

Fuck this a good idea. Imagine opening an email and seeing you’re new wife spread wide

I got fucked in the woods and creampied by a stranger and had to abort the kid.

That's a terrible idea. If the ex ever sees the pics, she'll know it was user, as only he had them. user isn't user to the ex.

My aunt was in a car accident and was put into a medical induced coma. I thought she would know if I played with her boobs a little while I was left alone with her while my mom took my brother to the bathroom. When my aunt woke up she told me that she knew what I did to her. I had to do her yard work for free for 3 months just to keep her quiet.

You "think" he recognized her?

RIP OP

Probably for the best considering the circumstances user. Kids are a lot of responsibility as another user has shown in this thread

Id be pretty receptive to it. But must less if it was perceived as blackmail or a threat.

Id recommend doing the decent thing and mention its a gift that you hope is well received, and you might have more if interested.

your feelings towards Adam are valid, whatever they may be. try to be compassionate towards yourself, now and your past self. you were a child. when people get exposed to sex early, it messes up all your development and creates hypersexuality. there is no complicity, you speak of your past self like you were a criminal.

there's a very good chance that while Adam fucked you up, someone fucked Adam up severely. sometimes people are just born wrong but most kids who do what he did got abused. but please don't feel pressure to forgive him. whatever you feel towards him is OK.

If you can conquer either. Sure, have a go Yea Forumsro

Will heed your advice.

it can always be a coincidence, i mean E.P. can mean a bunch of different names

yeah, but the most probable thing that might happen is that husbando never shows the pics to his wife, to keep the marriage from falling apart

Why would somebody who was deeply hurt by cheating cheat on another?

Plausible deniability. He deleted those pics along time ago and certainly doesn’t know who sent them. It was probably her fault for losing them. Besides you think she wants to go the legal route and have them collect her nudes as evidence?

I wish people understood that irl and not just on Yea Forums. That's why I don't leave the house T_T I really do hope your friend is happy.

Unless they send anonymously to the wife saying "i dunno if you know, but someone is sending creepshots of you online". If it's not her, it's no hard done, if it is, only user could have taken them and she'll realise, RIP.

Spent a lot of time and energy reading about it, and trying to understand.

I've come to the conclusion he is a pedo, and wasn't molested. he took a shot at satisfying urges when presented as puberty ran its course in him, and slowly lost interest after mine finished. That and dozens of small things made me pretty certain he deserves suffering and zero compassion.

Yo, want to know a secret? All of us exist outside of the computer, mate. I bet you'd be surprised by the amount of insight you can find in random people you already know

Also I was a random user—not the friend

I didn't know what my cousin was doing to me at first. I just knew it felt weird and good. He liked eating me out mostly and never put anything in me. My mom cought him and we moved.

>
Post your kik, so we can see in private if you don't want to share her here?

I love your response. More respect to you. I won't say where I'm from, it's a small community and a few people I know browse here. Im trying to keep shit vague enough so I don't out myself.

> Friday afternoon 4:30 I'm at work ready to clock off
> Phone rings it's my wife
> She's talking all spaced out, nothing's making sense
> My brain only hears 'accident, car, police'
> I bitchslap her over the phone ask her wtf is she on about
> She said the front gate was open, she was in the kitchen looking out over the street and saw our boy running away
> She tears off after him but he makes it to the main road, he goes straight into traffic
> A car swerves but still hits him
> He's 'clipped' and spins around x 100 lands on the pavement
> No blood or anything but she thought he was killed instantly
> I get to hospital, he's all black and purple, tubes and shit
> They tell us next few days will be critical, he might not make it
> He wakes up 3 weeks later, look into his eyes. Nothing is looking back
> Wife goes mental, like she blames herself. But t b h I blame her too
> Son out of hospital 11 weeks after accident
> fights between wife and me
> We split up
> Son spends half time with her, half with me
> She tells family services she can't cope
> Can't cope is code for - I miss having a social life and want to start fucking guys and going out with my gfs
> I'm asked if I want to take full care
> Shit yeah. He's my kid.
> Sell house in split, downsize, have to finish work

And that's where we are now. Like I said, he looks at me sometimes and I know he has lightbulb moments where he understands what happened. But mostly it's just hard babbling and dribbling like a baby.

Anyway it's late here and I'm gonna turn in. Appreciate the opportunity to talk guys. You're all good people.

My roommates in college stole nudes of my gf off my laptop. My gf was devastated but holy shit was it hot seeing her humiliated like that and being helpless while her pics were passed around

well, if that ever happened, the route i'd take is for her to say "those aren't mine" and then when she comes to me i'd go for the "i got hacked" act, only to then destroy the copy she knows exist in front of her and hopefully that would be that, if the guy who i think knows actually knows

Because as humans we are all mostly hypocrites.

As another user has pointed out, you're at an age where you're both changing a lot. You connect with different people and leave others behind.

I also never said cheating. I just said there's somebody else.

If I'm right it's not the end of the world. You'll turn around one day and be thankful your life took another turn.

Cause we try to pretend that we're monogamous animals when we're not. Between the propaganda of "love" and ideal relationships we absorb as children and the harshest truth of if we are capable of love, overwhelming lust, amd maddening passion and yearning once, we are capable of it more than once. But being unable to believe it could happen to us because, "im not one of those bad people". But really you are. cause they're not bad people, they're just people.

I always hope this happens to my gf

Oh whoops. I'm sorry, just kinda emotional rn. I sometimes forget that. You wanna know another secret? The most real interactions I have on a daily basis are from the internet. irl the only lady ppl I talk to regularly are my sister and her gf. once in a while I will make conversation with a stranger irl and it makes me so happy I want to cry. really. but that's why we hang out here eh?

IMO, what truly connects all living things is suffering and death. death is the only real equality out there and it is what we all have in common but cannot share the experience. suffering is also what we all have in common but it's what makes up unique, it differentiates us. we can share suffering.

people who were abused as children more often grow up to be abusers compared to people who weren't. I think suffering creates an imbalance and sometimes when people lash out it's (usually) a maladaptive strategy to cope.

And so are you going to share for us to enjoy too?

Share her here, at least?

Thanks for sharing your story user

My step sister got her nudes seen on her ex's laptop. And then I stole them from his laptop, jacked to them daily for months, then lost the key to the encrypted archive.
Still miss them to this day.

I hope to read something from you again. I'll keep thinking of you two now and again.

then call Adam a dumbass, but you shouldn't do that to yourself user.

then thrown out by the bouncer and after finding out that she's 14 avoiding her like the plague?
Maybe user wakes up the next morning being black

Who ever believes "destroying the only copy". It made no sense even for film pictures, and it makes even less sense when it's digital photos.

Yeah, if we were happy with how things are outside of Yea Forums.... I don't think we'd be on Yea Forums.

I hope you get out a bit user. What's stopping you?

It was crazy hot. I never could’ve shared them myself but one day it just happened and was too late. Suddenly everyone on my hall had pics of her completely naked.

Do you try to relive any of it? Did it go on long? Did you ever do anything to someone else after?

Not that you have to answer. ... its all rhetorical really... cause I did/do. And live with that and a decade of memories of it all.

I didn't mean to make that sound like a competition or invalidating of anything anyone else experienced... im just bitching...

in german we sometimes call those ugly pussies space vegetables.

i got you homie. these tits were made to be appreciated by the world.

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>but please don't feel pressure to forgive him.
Forgiveness is really more about helping yourself than helping the other person. When you forgive, it has a positive effect on you. By carrying the anger and vitriol towards them, it may seem like you are hurting them, but you are really hurting yourself.

I agree wholeheartedly with the maladaptive bit, but honestly I don't think that suffering connects us with all living things. At least not in the way that we can connect with other people through it

Sorry man, didn't mean to put words in your mouth.

I didn’t keep them. She freaked out like crazy when it happened and made me delete everything. I couldn’t bring myself to ask those guys for copies of my own gfs nudes

Wie nennt ihr das?

she ugly

Do fuck "kids" anons, just make sure they are post puberty, and get consent like in that case she told him "i'm not wearing any panties".
Government wants you wait till they are 18? Fuck that fascism

>space vegetables
WTF? Noch nie gehört.

Tell him. You have nothing to lose at this point.

I'm sure we've all let girls watch as we've destroyed the only copy in front of her. Aren't USB backups great?!!

People are not nice to trannies :( even my sister's gf is not nice to me, but at least she gives me an excuse to leave the house.

Or maybe I'm just a wreck who is afraid of people. Who knows? Most days I prefer to stay at home and wait for my sis to come back.

there is always one thing to do before you kys.
Coke and hookers in a neighbour (or so) country

"Delete everything". Backups my dude. Burn a CD with a passworded RAR file and then label it death metal or ubuntu iso for 2012 or something. Or microsd card and hide it. Or a secret dropbox.

Not gay but that's a cute boi butt

I lurk all the damn time. Will shitpost like everyone else, I larp as a normal guy. Never talk about my situation.

May bring my son up again. Just don't want to make a big deal of it or have anons call me fake and gay. That would be tough to handle atm.

Either way, see you round guys. I'll post in this thread in 24 hrs time. Might mention my son so you know it's me.

Are people really that retarded? Even females?

the only time that is true is when a person naturally feels inclined to forgive and it evolves organically. the amount of people however that push for forgiveness no matter what, even for really toxic people, makes it unhealthy.

some things shouldn't be forgiven. if most everything can be forgiven when value is forgiveness anyway? furthermore, everyone has a different take on what exactly forgiveness entails.

I want to cum on my aunt Sandra's feet I jerk off daily to her mature Latina tanned size 8 feet I jerked off in some heels she later wore

Get that under control before you hate yourself even more. It gets worse, user.

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Got any bikini or so? Who was she to you?

I've heard the reasurances a ton. And while im not looking for someone to reinforce a belief im deserving of such an opinion of myself, im the one who has to remember molesting their little sister years later, continuing the cycle and living in fear of when she might tell on me. And living with the fear of doing that to my own children should i ever have any.

I used to wear my step-sister's (same age) swim suit and jerk off in it in the bathroom when on holiday.

been living with my GF for years now and we're creating this awesome relationship and talking about kids and she's quitting her job to join my business and all, but daily my hyperactive mind creates scenarios and instead of putting her as my partner, my subconscious mind uses the name of my ex.
Everytime i think about the future or how is my gf going to react to some shit i done or will do i use my ex name in my mind, even tho we haven't speak ever since 2012 when we broke off and don't know how to stop it

I should have. I wasn’t thinking straight. My gf was pissed and was trying desperately to make the pics go away. Guys who had them didn’t give a fuck and passed her around any way

weltraumgemüse?
wohne sehr weit nördlich. hannover ist schon süden für mich

Oof user :/

I can definitely see how going outside is scary. There's tons of people and none of them really have any reason to care for you... but I think that's just because you haven't given them that reason yet, yeah? You seem to be a sweet, caring person. People will be attracted to that if they see it

Lol that sucks

I hope I'm around to greet you. I might actually get sleep tomorrow though haha

well, our deal was that i got to keep them as long as i got the only copy on a SD card that i can just keep in my laptop unplugged and plug whenever i wanted to watch them or add pics, of course i have a backup in an old hd i keep around

I have a back pain wich handicap me a lot. It's ruining my life. I can't do sports, I can't enjoy my life normaly and no doctor came out with a treatment yet except pain killers. I don't like that cause it gaves me nausea and makes me stone. It's been 4 years. I'm 22 and i want to kill myself because of that. I'm wondering if anyone has ever experience the same thing and if they somehow healed.

falls ihr es noch nicht kanntet. Bitteschön

It started when I was 6 and lasted till I was 11 my sister was 4 till she was 5. He liked me better because I didn't taist like pee. I kinda beat myself up because I would get in bed with him and let him rub my pussy.

all you can do is try to make amends to your sister. you can either give her space, or apologize sincerely or do things for her. or some combination above.

I really recommend finding a high quality therapist when you can. you can choose to not have children.

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I don't believe the divinity of christianity, but there is a reason christianity has such a big focus on forgiveness. Not only on god forgiving you for what you've done, but also for humans to forgive each other. This goes for turning the other cheek, instead of seeking revenge. There is still some ancient wisdom in parts of christianity, from centuries of human experience.
Also, you can forgive a toxic person, while also having nothing to do with them ever again.

I was the same for a few years, it eventually went away.

I mean at least she's not a total retard, but even so, did she really think that was the only copy?

Lol. Danke. Weltraumgemüse. Geil.

Used a usb keylogger to get boss's password for his work computer.
Regularly follows boss's emails to really know the business's situation.
No i didn't leak any info.
And make sure to play dumb when being told things I secretly know of in advance.

who was "he"?
Can you tell more about your feelings? Were you feeling both enthrilled and guilty?

It's only wrong if you think it's wrong

well, she kinda trusts me, i mean, we live together

His sisters, not mine. and they have all the space in the world, but that wont give them their lives back. Remember we all were born to poverty before things got bad. They did not have good outcomes so far. And honestly I dont feel blameless in it. Especially since I got out.

Survivors remorse maybe. ...

how does it goes away? i want it to go away badly

for me, leaving the situation behind and dropping all contact with them was healing for me, no forgiveness on my part either.

I have nothing to do with them and they do not deserve forgiveness. I don't spend my night thinking about them either. there is no virtue in boundless tolerance.

Finally a good one that's not just sex shit.
Has it ever gotten you an advantage?
And how do you stop him seeing the "last logged in from" messages?
Use a VPN strictly, stay safe, brother

nah i'm too much of a poorfag for that

one of the reasons she couldn't be with me i guess. she wanted the rich life. the good life.

dont we all. she's an escort now. lots o drugs. molested a lot as a kid now she's fucked in the head. everyone says i dodged a bullet and yada yada but...

I loved her crazy fucking ass and now I got nothin'

I'm not sure exactly user. Lots of time, making new memories I'm sure helped. Finding out how far my previous had fallen probably helped as well.

Don't beat yourself up about it, don't get angry at your brain. Gently mentally redirect yourself and in your head state your gf's name instead.

You are very nice :) I hope there are more people like you. Living in a big city is scary. My sis always reminds me that family is the only ones who will care about you no matter what. Strangers make me nervous but I get lonely sometimes. I hope you aren't lonely because I bet you're really good at cheering people up irl too!

Yeah, let's forgive adam for years of rape and warping me and his sister's to be nearly incompatible with society, love, affection, and sex with normal people while he goes on to hurt other people and continue to damage our relationships with the world. Sure thing buddy. Turn the other set of cheeks. Get fucked in those too for my trouble.

But if you still had here, you'd have less, as she'd be selling your shit for crack by the end and getting you into trouble.
You have nothing, be grateful for that, you can do anything you like without pissing people off.
If I could have my time again, I'd never get married and just bum around doing San frontieres shit or coding for funsies in my pants or something. But now I "have someone I love", I have to work a fucking shit job and keep a house and car and all that crap. Spare me.

grass is always greener on the other side

How old are you?

it sounds like all of you were shit out of luck, even if Adam was the ringleader.

letting your memory lapse into darkness may be the best thing you can do for her. if you know of her somewhere online you might be able to send a heartfelt apology across the internet but I don't know if that would just destabilize her even more.

It's not your fault mate

But don't stop searching for support - maybe there are charities that can help you?

Tolerance and forgiveness are not the same thing

Sure, my life isn't shit by a long long way. But even people who probably think I have it made should know they have things that I'd love to have (e.g. freedom to do whatever and as much money as I can make myself without needing to care)

The point is there's green grass everywhere. Make the most of the grass you have, and you can plant new grass where you are.

We love you bro

pussy

everyone has a different idea of forgiveness. the definition is vague. who's definition do I subscribe to? yours? I think I'll stick to what has worked for me: going no contact and never forgiving has done wonders for me.

Thanks user :)
I'm glad I've cheered you up a bit! And I can guarantee there are many people far nicer than I am out there too.

I've never lived in a big city but I have visited and I can see how they'd be scary, but due to the sheer number of people, there's a kind of latent anonymity. Nobody judges you when you walk around because they don't even SEE you. Kinda weird but cool. I feel like it's harder to make connections with people in places like that though

Personally, I am kinda lonely, but I think everyone is?

Its been years since I checked in at all. I just don't want to know what's going on in that world since he had kids. (I know hes abusing them, but after that realization I broke down and tried to get myself committed, now nobody will believe me.)
For all I know, Ann is dead in a ditch somewhere, and Amy is turning tricks for meth. adam and myself are the only ones who got out. Lucky, smart, talented, and not pregnant probably helped.

oic. you have a master in self-pitty

He is my cousin he was 14 I think when it started. At first I just thought it was weird that he was kissing because my legs instead of my lips like my mom and dad did. Later on in life it started to feel good and one time i wrapped my legs around his head while he was eating me out. He didn't like that and tried to put his finger in me. I yeld out and someone started coming so he put my clothes on me and hid. I could of gotten him cought but I didn't want to loos being able to play his games.

you could report him. get cps called for his children.

I didn't think it was wrong till I was 8. I tried to tell him i didn't want him doing anything to me anymore but he said he would just do it to my sister so i let him.

Also, to the family bit, good friends will be there for you too. Sometimes friends come and go in life, but that doesn't mean those relationships and good times you have with them are worthless

Thread is dying user, but I hope to speak with you again someday on another thread and I hope you find friends and family and lovers who make your loneliness go away :)

i'm getting fatter and life seem to want me to get fat
>been a fatty ever since i was in thirds grade
>played amateur tennis, hardcore, got 2 regional place all the way to the 16 year old category
>while playing tennis i used to hit the gym twice a week to get better
>still fat
>took a year off tennis and gym, stayed fat
>back to the gym 1 hour a day, 5 days a week before work, lost 5 kg, nothing else
>started doing kung fu, wing chun to be exact, plus kali, barely no exercise, i kept being fat
>cut the stick fighting, added MMA training 3 times a week, wing chun the other 5 days
>got into hydroxycut, trained MMA 2 hours at a time, wingchun 1 hour, walked 45 minutes after that, stayed fat
>got into some full contact competitions, lost them all but one
>got angry at my body, cut the whole exercise thing for another year
>took back the exercise, now doing muay thai
>did it for a year in 3 different academies, at least 3 times a week, still fat, maybe lost 3 kg but it's all water
>the latest academy closed, it took me 5 to 6 months to get my wedding ready, fat as fuck now
>found the newest sanda academy, very fat loss oriented, but every time i stay there for 2 or 3 months something happens, first it was my wedding, then i lost my income, now i got my knee busted, might need surgery
>the doctor practically told me i'll have to do low impact stuff for 2-3 months, and the sanda coach told me i can do it at the academy plus a little tai chi things to keep it interesting, but basically i won't burn fat by exercise for 90 days after my physical therapy ends in 2 more weeks, and that's if i don't need surgery, of i do i'll have to do nothing for a year or so
>fatter than i have ever been
>even tho i'm eating less than before i'm still gaining weight
>basically giving up and becoming a big fat slob and die of a heart attack at age 45

>they do not deserve forgiveness.
You haven't really understood. That's focusing it on them. As you won't forgive because *they* don't deserve it. But it isn't about helping them. It's about helping yourself and your inner mind and emotional state. Forgivness helps you more than it helps them. If you hold onto those feelings because you don't want to "help" them or have them benefit in anyway because they don't "deserve" it, you are shooting yourself in the foot, cutting off your nose to spite your face, etc. This comes out of centuries of human experience. Ymmv, but dismss wisdom of the ages at your peril.

I log in right after he leaves work, and i see him drive off.
If he checks last login time it'll be right around the real time he left. Im counting on it to make sense to him.
Transfer the giant file backing up all his emails to a fladh drive. Log out. Then read the emails at home.
The main advantage is peace of mind. I know what's coming, i know why people got fired, the real reasons, not the dishonest shit they told me and other colleagues.
There are ways i could be discovered but it hasn't happened yet.

damn even your digits are fat!

look into paleo or keto (or some combination of them). after you exhaust all diet/nutrition options there's also surgery.

Sometimes I dream about doing nasty stuff with my mom and I regularly fantasize about friends and strangers using her like a cum and piss slut.

Half ass tried, but not really before trying to get committed. Talked to shrinks and asked who I could tell. But even if I tell, how much gets outed? How wont I be dragged down with? He already convinced everyone in both families and my school I was gay. Even after I got caught having sex with his sister twice.

you are not listening.

being away from the situation put me at peace. I found forgiveness unnecessary. I don't think about it until I'm in threads like these.

Thanks user :)
I hope you get to meet a lot of new people and have some amazing new experiences. There's a lot of world out there for you to explore!

I might be here for the same thread tomorrow like the guy with the kid. Maybe we'll talk more then?

anonymous tips to CPS are followed up on.

Ah, the old, "get over it, it was years ago". "Why do you still think about that?" "Haven't you forgotten yet?" Bullshit?

Yeah, fuck off with that bullshit. Thats to make other people feel better that they dont want to or know how to help.

Maybe :) but how will we know each other?

i tried OMAD
my job barely allows me to do anything else food related, let alone buy speciality food and take a few hours a week to prepare it, but will do so, just to exhaust the options before even considering surgery for fatness

you are what you eat cocksucker
I see you have a bachelor's in applied faggotry.