Im an alcoholic and it destroyed my entire life

more of this chick?
also when did you start and why?

Are you an alcoholic and did it destroy your entire life?

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when i was 22

i had no intention to ever drink. one day i had a beer and it was the most fun i ever had. now i cant stop

ya

Are you in the program?

i doubt it

seems like a pile of crap but it works man

AA?

Did you spend a lot?
How do you feel about Budweiser, Heineken and Stella Artois?
I dont know if these are even popular on your country but in mine people are really big fans of anything not from here so they love that shit.
Also why was your alcoholism fun? Can you elaborate?

At what point did it start to become a problem?

My tolerance is to the point that actually feeling a buzz is only one beer away from passing out or blacking out

your age now is what?

OP are you an asshole when drinking?

i like heineken but its not super popular here

the most fun part about alcoholism was how i could steal any girl on the dance floor

then it stopped being fun

i did spend a lot but i think i will be ok here maybe

oh yeah terrible asshole

im 27

yeah

>the most fun part about alcoholism was how i could steal any girl on the dance floor
I know that feeling, very often I used being drunk as an excuse to like express feelings I wanted to, a lot of times they werent even love feelings, just shit I wanted to get off
Being drunk is hella fun, I feel like a sociopath for loving it mostly for the mindgames but the buzz you get is also pretty nice
Hungovers are also really chill for me
Sadly/luckily I dont like spending money on liquor so it will take winning the lottery or really crazy rich friends in order for me to actually become an alcoholic

geez i cant even say

maybe when i lost the love of my life. but i lost her long before that in spirit

i honestly have no idea. it just was a problem at some point

yo I'm seeing 311 in the quad later dude and I'm gonna chase down some cherokee chicks on the trail of beers. you in?

feelings are so much better when they are real and not alcohol induced

i hope you found yourself my friend

then quit drinking

it doesnt work like that normie

Thanks for sharing
I know that more than a few people on here are dealing with this too

Yeah I know but sometimes you have to kind of awaken them
Like ask someone really drunk if they like you and the next day you can take advantage of the knowledge
The unorganic happiness though is really shit though, youre right
Sometimes after parties where I got hammered Id find myself lonely as fuck because of the lack of alcohol

the terrible part is, if someone told me i could be as happy as i am drunk forever by signing a paper, i know id sign it

>798584687
did for me and I was everybody's best friend partier blackout weirdo who would accidentally piss all over everything and and drink all bottles dry.

Saw a friend get wetbrain from the lifestyle and decided being that out of touch is no way to be.
>ease down your addiction and then quit full stop.
>feels good

Alcohol is the most boring drug to take

Step your game up

you cannot experience my alcoholism normie

What's the worst thing you did that someone had to tell you you did?

get therapy to tackle the bigger problem that alcoholism is a symptom of

the problem is its ease of availability and the fact that it makes orgasms a trillion times better

im not sure if that last part is just me or not

pissed on their clothes

i cannot figure out what that problem is

i really just like alcohol and i dont feel depressed about other things

are you a female?
booze never made orgasms better for me ever.
>explain

male

when im drunk the orgasms are not better

however i think, due to withdrawl symptoms, when your nervous system goes into overdrive, it makes orgasms a thousand times better

then you feel terrible for days

how many drinks per day?

3 bottles of wine is a good estimate

>3 bottles
And how long have you been drinking this much?

off and on about 5 years

i went to the emergency room recently for an unrelated eye problem but told them about my alcohol problem

apparently my body (heart liver etc) is okay

i just want this to end but i also dont

its not fun guys

Strange, but true. Well, maybe not a thousand times, but definitely enhanced in a strange way.

If you don’t think you’ve experienced any trauma that you can remember in your life, think about if you have chronic pain. Whether that be headaches, back pain, etc. that psychosomatic shit is for real. You can work it out in therapy

why dont you just quit and smoke weed or eat edibles instead?
cheaper than buying a large amount of alcohol every day
no hangover
doesn't fuck over your liver
cottonmouth means you'll drink lots of water (resulting in you losing weight)

only drawback is you might feel hungry sometimes, but the munchies are all in your head and easy to ignore.

how do you deal with your withdrawal symptoms when you try and sober up? do they get worse each times? worry about DT?

I drink an L a day of vodka or tequila. every time i sober up, if i don't taper correctly, i feel like im headed to the ER.

and being an alcoholic, tapering is difficult. pure willpower at that point. until i get bored again a few months later like you

Can confirm. Best faps on an alc detox.

could you not make the connection that the more you drank the more fucked up your life got?

kinda like you posting on Yea Forums ?

why cant everyone be more like this?

right back at you, dickweed

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my life has been worse from Yea Forums, dickweed

Cut down to not finishing the third bottle, until it’s down to two. One step at a time

can confirm as well. all i think about is sport fucking my life away or jerking it until the balls fall off

Not OP, but doesnt work that way. Alcoholism is its own problem. There may be others, too, but working on those won't fix the alcohol part, and the alcoholism will prevent progress on anything else until drinking stops.

>"doesn't"

there's your problem. seems like you've subconsciously decided your own fate.

it's true that we're all stuck here but you're doing the internet wrong, my man. You can't let substances or interwebs much less, control your life.

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this is like dubs mania for us.
if i get dubs, you need to start drinking

Optimistic dubs to combat the pessimistic dubs

lifeline?

ha. no dubs for you but I can start drinking anyway & quit whenever I want. Will power.

willpower doesnt count if you pick up another drink.

considering a 1L bottle of Smirnoff is $50, how the fuck are you cunts not broke before you even get to that point?

Why would you assume alcoholics buy Smirnoff?

who the puck pays 50$ for shmirnoff?
they are literally 13$ here for a 750

but it'll count when I stop drinking

>be me
>been drinking since freshman year at hs
>stop drinking at around 28
>realized the aftermath is no fun + been there/done that
>see my friends & relatives still drinking around me w/me not giving a fuck

>happen to see my father-in-law come home from a day out w/the grandkids
>wobbles through front door & straight to the refridge
>watch as he opens beer
>he doesn't even bother to sit & relax
>has to chug beer while still in front of the fridge
>realize he is a slave to substance
>feel bad for him as he is such a weak man

don't be weak anons

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The USD holds more value than your shit currency

OP have you suffered any major consequences yet?

I'm damn glad I saw this post by the way because I used to drink just exactly like you.

You sound like you could use a drink

OP's pic made me think of Andrea Spinks for the 1st time in forever.

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here alcoholics drink Goon cuz hard liqour starts at $50
Goon's the cheap, nasty way to become alcoholic.

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Oh yeah, havent seen Pixie in ages! She was a regular fap when i was a Teenager along with sunny leone, gauge, kelle Mary etc... good times, good faps. Think im going for a nostalgia fap now :D