We grew up playing wc3 and league in middle school and high school. He taught me how to smoke a bowl properly. We would always have big LAN parties and play Gmod, sneak outside and smoke cigars when we were too young. We went to Renaissance faires together, and got into all kinds of shenanigans. I remember stopping at his house almost every morning on the way to uni to smoke with him.
>My friend killed himself tonight. whenever i hear about someone that dies i always say good for them. they escaped this shithole and of their worries and suffering has ended. any sadness you feel is for your own vanity only. they feel nothing anymore and are "at peace" meaning they are now nothing but dead flesh. try not to confuse the two.
Jose Nguyen
no he isn't. he isn't doing anything but rotting. and that is perfectly natural
Aaron Stewart
Jesus.. morbid assholes can't stop being edgy for 1 minute
Do not follow in his footsteps. Rather, live how he now never can.
Aiden Hall
sorry user:(
Sebastian Myers
once they die they are. don't be an idiot and don't be idiotically sentimental. it is something you do only for you to wallow in self pity and is selfish. don't pretend otherwise.
Evan Edwards
You were mourning his death from the first day you met him.
Ryan Foster
if people arent just bodies, then hes not just rotting, since there is a part of him that isn't a body, and only bodies can rot
John Jackson
no, actually, he wasn't
Easton Nguyen
No. You cannot save somebody from themselves - especially if they don't want to be saved.
He was suffering for so long. I hope that he has found the peace he desired he would, too ^^ There is a time and a place for everything. You have chosen both poorly. We can only assume. Nobody knows what happens in the Fields Beyond.
bringing down others sometimes makes us feel better. Or maybe they react in this way so they do not feel for themselves. The Mind is the bridge between Bodhi and Spirit. We are so much more I am celebrating his life tomorrow by smoking at our old spot and saying a prayer by the river Your beliefs are just that - yours. Do not hope to press them onto others. I don't mourn the living.
Isaac Brooks
So to mourn is selfish? What kinda cynical asshat thinking is that? Grow up and feel something you heartless shit head
>drug user killed himself and nothing of value was lost
My best friend was killed by a suicidal drug user. Maybe you should follow your friend's example before you feel like taking anyone with you.
Andrew Diaz
OP finally isn't a faggot
Jayden Reed
i see. people are just bodies. brain is "body". it produces electrochemical states in the brain which are your feelings that people have souls. so romantic. > muh muh beliefs are being interfered with by someone yep take your own advice then. oh right you won't. your righteousness/hypocrisy is sad.
Landon Carter
OP here -
I made a mistake by creating this thread. Goodnight bros. I have no room in my heart for this edginess right now.
Matthew Martinez
I owned several large Gmod servers back in the day. Did he play on a server called 'blazed and confused' or 'Fuck Off RP'?
Oliver Gonzalez
maybe he'd be alive if you had anything in your fucking life besides weed and video games
John Cook
sorry about the shittiness op. i hope you can find your peace with your friend.
Christian Butler
Alright let me shoot some one you love in the head. And then we will all line up and call you a vane cunt while you cry about it. Fucking dumb ass.
Lucas Green
fuck off edgelord. he used weed not meth for fuck's sake. only thing he ever destroyed was a bag of doritos.
sorry for your loss OP.
Jason Clark
> i didn't get the pity i was seeking therefore it's edgy i tell you sir get some perspective. your pity is for your own selfish purposes only! have you ever heard the saying funerals are for the living? it's absolutely true. quit trying to seek attention for (((you))) pretending it's for someone else that is dead.
Carter Myers
I'm sorry, I know what it's like to lose your best friend. It fucking hurts, but it will get better. My best friend, since I was a kid killed himself 13 years ago. I still miss him, but it gets easier.
Robert Brooks
They reincarnate!
Anthony Carter
He drop any loot?
Kayden Ross
May he RIP in pepperoni. I'm sure you made his unnecessarily short life more bearable than anyone else could have.
Eli Gray
>He taught me how to smoke a bowl properly. We would always have big LAN parties and play Gmod, sneak outside and smoke cigars when we were too young. We went to Renaissance faires together, and got into all kinds of shenanigans. I remember stopping at his house almost every morning on the way to uni to smoke with him. >Rest easy, Drew. >gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha. >Say something nice to remember those you miss, Yea Forums. Their bodies may have moved on, but their spirits dwell forever in our soil and hearts. >Renaissance faires together >faires >their spirits dwell forever in our soil and hearts >soil >soil >"uni"
You absolute moron. I only pray you follow your idiot friend to an early grave before you reproduce.
Nolan Ross
It never goes away. 17 years ago a friend of mine offed himself. I still think about him and sometimes get sad- he never got to meet my wife, never got to see my kids.
Last year on the anniversary I emailed his sister to let her know I was thinking about them all. Such pain.
Nobody's pretending anything fuckstick. Humans are social creatures by nature, and seeking the comfort of others after a personal tragedy is completely normal.
Except the person that OP would normally confide in just became an hero, so he turned here to seek out fellow humans for comfort.
Why he chose here of all places I cannot say, but there is no need for this much edge, kiddo.
Angel Russell
Try reddit next time my le good sir *tips hat* also you're an obnoxious pseud pls never return
Michael Ramirez
> sometimes get sad- for your own vanity. this way your can feel deep and tell your "friends" when you think you can exploit that oh he's so troubled and deep vibe. keep it to yourself and it's real. advertise to the fucking world about how fragile and deep you are and IT'S A FUCKING ACT FOR ATTENTION
Brayden Bennett
This is the kind of shit that has kept me alive. Knowing the pain that my death would cause my friends and family far outweighs the the pain that the ending of my singular life would alleviate.
Lucas Morgan
protip they don't give a fuck about you lol!!! there only use you get sympathy and facebook likes from others to help themselves. jfc you are fucked and retarded 100%
Dominic Davis
>for your own vanity. this way your can feel deep and tell your "friends"
well I don't talk about it with any of my friends and have only mentioned it to my wife once in the 8 years we've been married.
I hope this qualifies for you. You mentioned that as long as I don't tell my friends it is real.
Nathan Miller
you use it to convince your wife you're sensitive enough for her to think you're a sensitive male yet strong enough to protect her from burglars? fake and pathetic.
>only use you get sympathy and facebook likes from others to help themselves. LOL this is actually close to the truth for people who weren't the closest to you.
When I was 15 a friend died in a car accident. Truly great dude, was sorry he died, but we were pretty good friends- I was not one of his closest buddies. Still, the truth is that I played up my "grief" to impress this girl that I liked to get her to hang out with me.
When I was 11 a kid from my school died. That kid was a fucking dick and I didn't like him, he was a bully. I told my parents I was sad so I could go to the funeral just because I wanted to see what a dead person looked like.
End of confessions.
Robert Thompson
rip dalton and mako they never knew each other and I doubt I could have helped either. they were 2 of the coolest dudes I had ever met there was a 3 year gap between ones death and me meeting the other I strive to live the life they wished for to honor their memory
Daniel Taylor
thank you. someone can admit the truth. more respect for you than anyone else here for owning up to real human behavior
Hudson Stewart
>There is a time and a place for everything. You have chosen both poorly. I do agree, however, you were the one who came to Yea Forums looking for sympathy
Ryan Jenkins
i already know how this goes down > user has comfy life > pretends he is sad and wounded by someone dead even though he gets cafe lattes daily at starbucks and craves amazon prime rewards and binges netflix daily > feels moody because grubhub doesn't deliver taco bell to his area > gf (soon to be wife) says what wrong user > muh muh feeling about a guy that i didn't talk to in a year or two the same amount of time i didn't talk to 5000 other people i didn't really talk to in the past > oh muh user you are so hurt and deep ohhh give it rest dude. we're all men here. you're not trying to fuck us
Adam Torres
I've got a friend who came close, but I can't imagine if he had done it. I'm sorry user.
they are but it's fine being sentimental over it, so long as you're doing it under reasonable circumstances
you did, this is Yea Forums you moron what value were you looking for here? why are you wasting your time here instead of with your friends and family that are alive and play an actual role in your life? pay attention to them instead of playing jesus/victim on a board, clearly not suited for your personal matters
this remember the good times, accept that it'll suck for a while and focus on getting back on your feet asap
This thread has inspired me to quit my job, move back in with my parents, and just smoke weed all day until I die or kill myself.
Michael Lee
No one fucking cares. Shut up you boring loser. Try your cliche, library-picked, passive aggressive comments on a crowd over the age of 13 next time.
Jackson Lopez
>you must be 13 Yea Forumsro you gotta be 18 tho lol
Josiah Gray
im sorry bro keep holding on fuck these other guys
Connor Anderson
I was talking about a friend who killed himself earlier. It sucks. Hope you're doing as well as you can in the situation. I'll smoke one up for your homie.
