I will be posting this epilog because it seemed like a logical place due where i can test if anyone sees it. Im starting to think im really the only one here and you're all bot, what if im just part of some mk ultra psyop program. Will continue posting updates of my desent into the abyss on occasion
>tfw took the planketpill and covered windows by thumb-ttacking sheets and blenkets over them.
Been laying in bed for probably 22/24 hours a day for a week now. Smoke weed from minute i wake up to minutes before sleep. Sleep maybe 5 hours a night? Eating maybe 800-1000 cal daily? Drink mostly soda. Jack off 2-3 times per 24 hours. Lower back, pelvis, neck and knees hurt. Been breathing through mouth mostly as of late and jaw seems to have shrunk. Entire skeleton seems like to have shrunken and looks frail, actually. Shoulder injury aches as usual. The loneliness and isolation begins to almost feel natural and comforting, think im getting used to it. Mind feels blank/void, no more internal dialogue, feel completely disconnected from self. But we know we're still in here somewhere. Can now actually just sit and stare into space completely empty minded like a dead man now. Time has lost all meaning. The man in the mirror still looks empty and lifeless. Periodic energy spikes wiill make me shitpost and flail my hands while manically laughing like a fucking retard. I suspect we're completely losing reality.
This has been a report and update. Still haven't killed myself yet.
I will be posting this epilog because it seemed like a logical place due where i can test if anyone sees it...
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>MK Ultra
Is that the name of the goty Mortal Kombat game?
stop being a neet, dumb nigger. its really that simple.
No, this isnt some bot net made for you, im currently at work, drinking coffee, had an orange for breakfast. Training a new guy who will hopefully work out. But i dont really care as im moving to be a QC super in a different state.
Penis, penis, dsfsrgeg.
FUCK OFF SHILLBOTS
JUST LET THEM SEE MY POSTS AND QUIT FUCKING ISOLATING ME
Bruh you are smoking tooo much weed and it's affecting your health. You doesn't find new realms, your body is just fucking dying
You dont understand. Its not about the FUCKING WEED. Its the. Fucking cycle. Its the only things that increases cycle time and helps numb, its a numbing agent! My posts are interchanging and shifting words aswell
Yea Forumsro you need to break the cycle it's the last thing (((they))) want you to do the loneliness and isolation are a side affect of it
you are not alone
> "... Still haven't killed myself yet. " ;
..... prove it.
Why the FUCK haven't you joined this server yet?
discordapp.com\invite\fGFh734
GO GO GO
-bwm